LOGINThe remaining hour of the ride passed in suffocating silence.
Kaelen didn't reach for me again. Every few minutes, I could feel his gaze burning into the side of my face, searching the harsh hollows of my jawline and the silver-burn scars peaking past my collar. He was trying to reconcile the cowering, terrified creature in the footwell with the sister who used to race him through the pine woods. I could see the wheels turning in his head—the desperate, self-serving logic taking root.
She’s just shaken, he was surely telling himself. Prisons are rough. Once she gets a hot meal and a soft bed, she’ll be fine.
When the carriage finally ground to a halt before the sweeping limestone steps of the Vaelen manor, the estate was a hive of frantic activity. Servants rushed back and forth carrying polished silver trays, velvet banners, and arrangements of winter lilies. Banners bearing the Vaelen crest fluttered in the sharp wind, alongside the heavy, regal insignias of the Northern Frostmark Dynasty.
No one stopped to look at the carriage. No one stood at the bottom of the stairs waiting to welcome the disgraced daughter back. A few newer servants glanced at me as I stepped down, their eyes skimming right over my worn, threadbare coat as if I were merely a deliverer bringing supplies through the servant entrance.
Kaelen cleared his throat, adjusting his tailored cuffs. "We’ve... rearranged a few rooms to accommodate the Lycan delegation," he said, not looking me in the eye. "Your old suite is currently being used to store the ceremonial wardrobe for the banquet. I had the staff prepare a guest room on the third floor for now."
"Of course, Alpha Heir," I said flatly.
I didn't tell him that I knew the truth. I didn't mention that my old suite—the one with the bay window facing the eastern sunrise—had been given to Zephyra the very week I was dragged off in chains. It didn't matter. I hadn't come back to reclaim a bedroom. I had come back for one reason only: the fragile, fading woman currently living inside.
Mother.
She was the only thread left tethering my heart to this cold mountain. She was the one who had wiped my tears when I was a orphaned child, who had braided my hair before every summer solstice, whose failing heart had driven me to take the fall for a crime I didn't commit. I would check on her, ensure her health was stable, repay the last debt of her kindness, and then sever my ties with this pack forever.
As we stepped into the grand foyer, the heavy oak doors swung open from the inner parlor.
"Kaelen? Is she home?"
A soft, melodic voice echoed down the marble hallway. Zephyra stepped into the light. She looked radiant—wrapped in a ice-blue silk gown that brought out the sparkling violet of her eyes, her gold hair pinned up in delicate pearl braids. She looked every bit the cherished, golden daughter of a high-ranking Alpha.
The moment her eyes landed on me, her face crumpled into a picture of heartbreaking remorse.
"Vesper!" she gasped, her hands coming up to cover her mouth. Tears instantly welled in her wide, beautiful eyes as she rushed toward me. "Oh gods, Vesper, you’re finally back! I’ve prayed every single night for your safety—"
She threw her arms open, lunging forward to embrace me.
My blood ran instantly cold. Two years of prison instincts screamed in my skull. A threat moving fast. Enclosure. Trapped.
Before my brain could process who she was, my body reacted. I flinched violently, taking a jagged, frantic step backward, my arms whipping up defensively to cover my throat. My heels caught on the edge of the entry rug, and I nearly crashed onto the hard marble floor, my breath coming in ragged, terrified hitches.
"Vesper, stop it!"
Kaelen’s voice snapped through the foyer like a whip. He immediately stepped between us, putting a protective arm around Zephyra, who shrank back with a soft, wounded sob.
"She was only trying to welcome you!" Kaelen glared at me, his brief bout of guilt from the carriage completely forgotten in the face of his sister's tears. "Must you immediately react with such hostility? She has carried so much guilt over what happened, and you treat her like a monster the second you walk through the door!"
I lowered my arms slowly, my heart hammering against my ribs like a trapped bird. I didn't defend myself. I didn't explain that her sudden movement felt like a warden coming to pin me to the wall. Explanation was a luxury reserved for people who were believed.
"I apologize," I whispered, dropping my gaze to the floor. "I am unaccustomed to physical contact."
"Kaelen... please don't yell at her," Zephyra whimpered, clutching Kaelen’s sleeve, though over his shoulder, her tear-filled eyes locked onto mine with a cold, calculating satisfaction. "It's my fault. I shouldn't have startled her."
"Vesper?"
The quiet, frail voice came from the top of the grand staircase.
My breath caught. I lifted my head. Standing at the landing, leaning heavily on a carved wooden cane, was my adoptive mother, Lady Eleanor.
For the first time since my release, the stone wall around my heart cracked. A wave of raw, aching emotion surged up my throat. Mother. I took a small step forward, my hands trembling at my sides, longing to hear her call me her little storm, to feel her soft hand touch my cheek just once.
Lady Eleanor slowly descended the steps. Her eyes swept over the foyer, landing first on Zephyra.
"Zephyra, darling," Eleanor murmured, her voice laced with deep concern as she reached the bottom. She completely passed me, taking Zephyra’s hands into her own. "Are you alright? You look so pale. You shouldn't stress yourself before the banquet. Is your heart racing?"
"I'm fine, Mama," Zephyra whispered sweetly, leaning her head on Eleanor's shoulder. "Just overwhelmed."
Only then did Eleanor turn her head toward me.
Her eyes rested on my face for a long, heavy second. There was no rush of tears. No tight embrace. No horrified gasp at my hollow cheeks or my ruined skin. No questions about how I survived the ice or why my wolf was silent.
"It is good that you are home, Vesper," she said quietly, her tone polite, distant, and carefully guarded. "The pack has been under much strain."
The crack in my heart sealed shut, frozen over with black ice. I bowed my head. "Thank you, Lady Eleanor."
Eleanor smoothed Zephyra’s hair, turning her attention back to the banquet preparations. "Zephyra, go upstairs and let the maids finish your hair. Sovereign Valerius’s carriage has already crossed the lower river border. We must present our absolute best today."
"Yes, Mama," Zephyra murmured softly.
Eleanor hesitated, turning back to look at me. She swallowed hard, an uncomfortable tightness settling around her mouth. "Vesper... regarding the arrival feast tonight..."
She didn't have to finish the sentence. The hesitation in her voice said everything.
"I am quite exhausted from the journey, Lady Eleanor," I cut in smoothly, my voice devoid of any inflection. "With your permission, I will remain in the third-floor guest room for the evening. I will not disturb the estate's guests."
A visible wave of relief washed over Eleanor's pale face, followed quickly by a flicker of shame that she promptly ignored. "Yes... that is likely for the best. Rest now."
Kaelen watched me as I turned toward the narrow servant stairs leading up to the third floor. In the old days, I would have cried. I would have demanded to know why the daughter who gave up her freedom wasn't allowed to sit at the family table. I would have fought for my place.
Now, I simply picked up my small linen sack of belongings and began the long climb up into the shadows. Behind me, the foyer echoed with the joyous, bustling noise of a family preparing to welcome a King—a celebration for a home that was no longer mine.
"I asked you a question, Vesper," Theron growled, stepping closer until his massive, armor-clad frame completely blocked the morning light. "Do you think playing the tragic, starved servant is going to win you a place back in this house?"I didn't blink. I didn't shift my weight. The heavy wooden crate dug into my raw palms, but two years of physical torment had taught me how to detach my mind from my flesh."I am carrying the work assigned to me, Captain Theron," I said, my voice flat, hollow, and utterly devoid of friction. "I have no desire to win anything back.""Lie!" Theron spat, his face twisting in disgust. "You’ve always been a poisonous snake. Zephyra spent the entire morning crying because you treated her like trash after she welcomed you with open arms! She spent two years suffering from your endless jealousy, and you still can't own up to what you did!"He reached out, slamming his bare hand hard against the front of the crate, shoving me backward. My heels dragged across
Dawn broke over the Vaelen territory in shades of bruised plum and silver.I didn't need an alarm. Two years of warden boots kicking down iron doors at five in the morning had carved an unyielding clock into my bones. By six, I was already walking down the carpeted hallway toward Mother’s quarters on the second floor.In the old days, this hour belonged to me. I knew every nuance of her illness: the way her lungs whistled when the morning dampness set in, the exact ratio of crushed sun-root to warm honey needed to ease her heart tremors, and how she took her tea with two drops of mint to mask the bitterness of her tonic. Taking care of her wasn't just a duty back then; it was the quiet anchor of my entire life.I reached the threshold of her bedchamber, the door standing slightly ajar. I held my breath, pushing it open with a light touch."Careful, Mama, take it slowly," a sweet, soothing voice coaxed from inside.I stopped dead in my tracks.Zephyra was sitting on the edge of the plu
The third-floor guest room was barely larger than a storage closet. A single narrow bed, a washbasin with a thin crack running down its porcelain basin, and a window that overlooked the rear gravel courtyard. It smelled of stagnant dust and lye.I didn't unpack. My entire life now fit inside the small linen sack the prison wardens had handed back to me at the gates: a single change of coarse cotton, a broken wooden comb, and the silver-chain binding ring I had worn for two years.My chest felt suffocatingly tight. The cold air inside the manor wasn't what choked me—it was the silence. The eerie, hollow realization that I was a ghost walking through halls where my footsteps no longer left a sound.Desperate to breathe, I slipped out of the room.I didn't take the grand front stairs. My feet automatically chose the narrow stone service corridor, winding toward the rear glass conservatory on the east wing.The herb room.It was the one sanctuary in the entire Vaelen estate that hadn't be
The remaining hour of the ride passed in suffocating silence.Kaelen didn't reach for me again. Every few minutes, I could feel his gaze burning into the side of my face, searching the harsh hollows of my jawline and the silver-burn scars peaking past my collar. He was trying to reconcile the cowering, terrified creature in the footwell with the sister who used to race him through the pine woods. I could see the wheels turning in his head—the desperate, self-serving logic taking root.She’s just shaken, he was surely telling himself. Prisons are rough. Once she gets a hot meal and a soft bed, she’ll be fine.When the carriage finally ground to a halt before the sweeping limestone steps of the Vaelen manor, the estate was a hive of frantic activity. Servants rushed back and forth carrying polished silver trays, velvet banners, and arrangements of winter lilies. Banners bearing the Vaelen crest fluttered in the sharp wind, alongside the heavy, regal insignias of the Northern Frostmark D
The door burst open with a iron-shattering bang, and a foot slammed directly into my chest before my eyes could even focus.I hit the frozen stone wall of the cell, my lungs collapsing as the breath blew out of me in a wet gasp. Gravel bit into my back. Before I could scrape together enough air to breathe, a hand clutched my matted hair and yanked my head back until my neck popped."Get up, bitch," the head warden spat, his beer-soaked breath hot against my cheek. "Your time's up. The Alpha Heir is at the main gate."He threw me forward into the slush. My palms skidded against jagged ice, tearing open old scars, but I didn't utter a sound. I didn't gasp, didn't wince, didn't cry out. Two years in Iron Ridge taught you the first rule of survival: sound only invites more pain. In the freezing dawn, I sat motionless in the dirt, hands flat on my knees, staring straight at the gravel while the heavy steel gates groaned open.Inside my mind, where a vibrant, roaring white wolf named Astra







