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Seeing Xavier leaving had sadness rushed through every bit of me. I mentally curse myself for being so sensitive. It was my decision to stay away from him but seeing his act so normal about my departure had me hurt.

"Sandra goes to see if James is eating or not. May can't handle him alone especially while feeding,"

I know dad wanted some alone time with me. Of course, it was more than obvious. Sandra nods her head in agreement. Her eyes met mine. I sent her a small smile that she didn't bother to return as expected. Still, disappointment didn't forget to fang its wings on me.

Once Sandra's gone, dad turned towards me. Tears glistened in his eyes.

I can't cry. I won't cry. I chanted.

"Dad, please don't do this," I paused as my breath comes out shaky "Seeing you sad I won't be able to leave,"

"Then don't leave... without you, this house doesn't like a house," Exclaimed dad almost pleading.

A sad smile decorates my lips. "Dad I can't,"

"W-why?"

"Please dad try to understand it is not pos