Previously
I could still feel the warmth of his body........
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I slowly opened my eyes again, I was still in his arms. I looked around me and saw houses, people, guards, animals. It felt strange, I haven't seen much of it in a long time. He stopped as he reached his destination. It must have been such a long road, he had been carrying me all the way to his home. I felt myself passing out again.
I slowly woke up and pulled my body up. I feel a lot better now. I looked around, it must be his room. He saved me!
" You're finally awake, huh..?", he appeared in front of me.
I looked at him, why do I feel this way every time he is near me? I am falling for him? Or did I already fall?
"Thank you for saving me", I said in a shy tone.
He walked closer to me and knelt down in front of me with a bowl of water. His presence made me nervous again.
" I couldn't just let you die there, drink this first", he said while he put the water bowl close to my mouth.
I took sips of the water, my heart was racing so fast.
" I am really sorry for all the trouble you had to go through because of me. I will take my leave soon", I whispered to him.
He stared at me while staying silent. He slowly put his hand on my face. What is he doing? He suddenly looked away and let go of my face. My poor heart!
"Your body is still recovering, so I am afraid you will be stuck with me for the next few days", he told me with grit as he stood up.
" Well .... if I'll be stuck with you for that long, do you mind telling me your name? By the way, I am Ara. Cho Ara", I slowly tried to start an intro conversation with him. He smiled back at me while he continued to look at me.
" Right Ara, we haven't properly introduced ourselves yet. I am Jihun, Yoon Jihun", he too introduced himself properly.
"Yoon Jihun, I already heard this name. It sounds familiar but I don't know where I heard it", he chuckled hearing my response.
There was something about his expression, I couldn't really understand what it was. Jihun, surely I will remember that name.
I carefully tried to move my body up, but I could feel it was still weak. Jihun moved closer to me and slowly grabbed me in his grip, "It will still be hard to move. Just lean on me".
I slowly let go of myself again as he was tightly holding on to me, he looked at me face to face. It was that expression again, which made my heart flutter. I knew what it was......
That's when our love started........
I know it's bizarre to fall in love with someone you barely knew, that too in an unknown territory where you don't belong.
Those few days that I spent with you as you took care of me, made me go head over heels for you. As if, you casted some kind of spell on me.......
But I noticed, every time we were about to get closer and closer, you would pull back again.
There was something mysterious about you. I didn't quiet really understand you!
But it didn't stop me from falling in love with you, now and never will................
Previously,My eyes widened as a weird feeling rose inside me. She is creepy yet beautiful. The white moonlight radiating bright light on her milky skin. Her black smooth hair perfectly covers her ears. The simple black night gown she wore perfectly hugged her body. She looked like an angel. To be precise she kinda feels like a fallen angel. I guess good looks run in their genes. She is everything I ever wanted to be in my whole life. Bold, beautiful, brilliant, sarcastic, cheerful and scary at the same time. The aura she holds is different. She is scary but she has a good heart. She slightly chuckled while walking. I slowly ran behind her."Where are we going now?" I asked more like a whisper."To Jihun's room" She said carelessly.
Previously,What more reason do I have to try living? You were my Ikigai and still you are. Everything was bearable just because of you. Now that my heart bleeds in the cold lone night, and you are not here to get me through it all, make it all so hard. What am I supposed to do now? Why is my life only filled with winter and darkness? Why does it have to be me? Why only me? Why doesn't the heavens want me to be happy? Knowing he doesn't want me, knowing he broke my heart I can't stop myself from loving him. I still love him. I still love him and I hate myself for that. I am so scared to die. Scared of not being able to see his face after I die.My heart hates me for loving him............-------------------------------------------------------------------------
Previously,I felt betrayed and hurt. The man who I thought I owed my life had now turned out to be the one ruining it. That thought made the pain worse."The beautiful love which I felt from you has completely disappeared, Jihun. It completely has!" He chuckled darkly hearing me and with a smirk he stated," Most things that disappear are beautiful! "------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------"Being good in this world will never bring you anything. Just like how all thesepeople suffer because of me, it only brings you pain and nothing else. On
Previously,I looked at him. He looked so mad. His powerful gaze burning my soul. I lost it! All the emotions I have been keeping to myself unleashed, as hot tears started flowing through my cheeks falling down on the floor. I don't care what happens after this. They say when it comes to wounds caused by someone could only be healed by them. And now I wanted to ask straight to him about what happened .What will be his answer? Will Ara get to know the truth?------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I slowly took small steps walking towards him.The sight of his beautiful face sends shivers through my body. I stare at the dr
Previously,I have always wondered if I will ever have a place, a role to play in reality I find myself in or if I am destined to wander the earth alone and lost forever until I found him. I will find out the truth. I will bring my old Jihun back. My love for him is inevitable. The moon has to descend in order for the sun to rise. And I have to let go of my fear to get him back, to get my happiness back. I love him and I am nothing more than a lifeless human covered with skin and bone without him. He taught me to live and love. I am not ready to lose someone precious as him. I never thought I would fall this mad for someone. I will find out about everything that happened. I will not be ignorant, not anymore.I will fight for my love. I will fight for myself.--
Previously,I slowly walked and laid down under a big tree far away from all the people. I just stared at the breathtaking night sky."He surely is the most intimidating person in the whole existence."------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I can't get him out of my head. He was addictively invading my senses. The pieces of my heart that had been struggling to fit into this universe seemed to become quiet whenever I was with him. As if, as if they had found their peace, as if they had got what they wanted to bridge their gaps and connect. All my sorrows fading just at the glance of him.