PREVIOUSLY,
I sighed and took my knife which was on the ground. I guess, he was right. Living in fear like this will only bring me danger, I should pretend like I belong here.
I wonder if I will meet that handsome guy ever again......
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That was the first day we met. After that, days passed as I wandered around the woods all alone, trying to survive....Secretly waiting for the day to meet him again. When I met him I felt something inside. But then I didn't know meeting him would change my life. It made me want to try living again for him, for us.
A week has passed, I sat in front of the fire, my body too weak to move. I haven't been able to find proper food, I was trying to survive with just water. But it felt like my body was slowly giving up. I wasn't sure if I could hold any longer. I thought I should get up and get some more water for myself. I tried to move my body and everything started to spin.
I started walking slowly, trying my best not to pass out.
" Just a little bit more Ara, hold on for a bit. ", I mumbled to myself
I dragged myself to the river as I felt my body was slowly going to collapse. My vision started to blur, my eyelids getting heavy, my head spinning crazily, I couldn't feel my body any longer. Am I dying ? I totally lost myself and my body dropped to the ground, I could feel the cold water hitting my skin, all the noises in the background slowly fading away.
There was no one to help me , I was going to die like this. I slowly stretched my hand out to the sky with the last bit of energy I had in myself. In the end you(sky) were all I had... I slowly closed my eyes letting my thoughts stop.
" Young lady?", I heard a familiar voice reach out to me.
I forced myself to open my eyes. On doing so I saw something no! Someone I desperately wanted to see. Someone I knew in this country, it was him again... That dreamy guy! His hands grabbed my face as he looked at me.
" Help me!", I pleaded to him with my weak voice. He came in closer and pulled me in his arms.
"Don't worry, I'll help you, I have to take you with me now.", he said in his calming voice and lifted me up in his arms.
I looked at him through my blurry vision. We were strangers to each other, but he didn't hesitate to carry me in his arms, to help me out. His eyes looked back at me,
" It seems that you haven't been properly taking care of yourself", he said to me. But I didn't have enough to talk back to him.
I just stared at him, being mesmerized by everything he did and said. He got silent and stared back at me as he carried me in his arms. No words were spoken, just our eyes reflecting back at each other. I was slowly losing myself again, not able to do anything. I rested my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes letting myself get lost in his arms. I felt so warm and safe in his arms, like I belonged there.
I could still feel the warmth of his body......
Previously,My eyes widened as a weird feeling rose inside me. She is creepy yet beautiful. The white moonlight radiating bright light on her milky skin. Her black smooth hair perfectly covers her ears. The simple black night gown she wore perfectly hugged her body. She looked like an angel. To be precise she kinda feels like a fallen angel. I guess good looks run in their genes. She is everything I ever wanted to be in my whole life. Bold, beautiful, brilliant, sarcastic, cheerful and scary at the same time. The aura she holds is different. She is scary but she has a good heart. She slightly chuckled while walking. I slowly ran behind her."Where are we going now?" I asked more like a whisper."To Jihun's room" She said carelessly.
Previously,What more reason do I have to try living? You were my Ikigai and still you are. Everything was bearable just because of you. Now that my heart bleeds in the cold lone night, and you are not here to get me through it all, make it all so hard. What am I supposed to do now? Why is my life only filled with winter and darkness? Why does it have to be me? Why only me? Why doesn't the heavens want me to be happy? Knowing he doesn't want me, knowing he broke my heart I can't stop myself from loving him. I still love him. I still love him and I hate myself for that. I am so scared to die. Scared of not being able to see his face after I die.My heart hates me for loving him............-------------------------------------------------------------------------
Previously,I felt betrayed and hurt. The man who I thought I owed my life had now turned out to be the one ruining it. That thought made the pain worse."The beautiful love which I felt from you has completely disappeared, Jihun. It completely has!" He chuckled darkly hearing me and with a smirk he stated," Most things that disappear are beautiful! "------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------"Being good in this world will never bring you anything. Just like how all thesepeople suffer because of me, it only brings you pain and nothing else. On
Previously,I looked at him. He looked so mad. His powerful gaze burning my soul. I lost it! All the emotions I have been keeping to myself unleashed, as hot tears started flowing through my cheeks falling down on the floor. I don't care what happens after this. They say when it comes to wounds caused by someone could only be healed by them. And now I wanted to ask straight to him about what happened .What will be his answer? Will Ara get to know the truth?------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I slowly took small steps walking towards him.The sight of his beautiful face sends shivers through my body. I stare at the dr
Previously,I have always wondered if I will ever have a place, a role to play in reality I find myself in or if I am destined to wander the earth alone and lost forever until I found him. I will find out the truth. I will bring my old Jihun back. My love for him is inevitable. The moon has to descend in order for the sun to rise. And I have to let go of my fear to get him back, to get my happiness back. I love him and I am nothing more than a lifeless human covered with skin and bone without him. He taught me to live and love. I am not ready to lose someone precious as him. I never thought I would fall this mad for someone. I will find out about everything that happened. I will not be ignorant, not anymore.I will fight for my love. I will fight for myself.--
Previously,I slowly walked and laid down under a big tree far away from all the people. I just stared at the breathtaking night sky."He surely is the most intimidating person in the whole existence."------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I can't get him out of my head. He was addictively invading my senses. The pieces of my heart that had been struggling to fit into this universe seemed to become quiet whenever I was with him. As if, as if they had found their peace, as if they had got what they wanted to bridge their gaps and connect. All my sorrows fading just at the glance of him.