MasukBy the time I dashed outside, Dominic was gone.
Nowhere. Not even a trace. Gosh. He must’ve heard everything I said to Mom—and it sounds so awful now, even though I didn’t mean it that way. I didn’t mean to call him a nerd or make it sound like he’s beneath me. What do I even do now? Turning back, I drag myself upstairs, only to find my parents slurping down pasta like the person who made it didn’t just walk out feeling crushed because of me. “Come have some, my dear,” Mom says sweetly, holding out a forkful of pasta like that’s supposed to fix my life. I roll my eyes. “Not funny, Mom.” “Come on, enough with the guilt-ridden face. It’s better you give him a reality check,” she says, twirling her fork. “He probably thinks you actually give a shit about him when you don’t.” Dad coughs. “It’s called leading someone on, Catherine. Don’t do that. It’s bad.” “I’m not leading him on!” “You are if you don’t want to be in a relationship—” “No.” “Enough,” Dad cuts in. “Go get dressed. We’re going to the hospital.” I groan and stomp back to my room, ripping clothes out of my closet and dumping them onto the bed. Why did Dominic have to come upstairs at that moment? Why do I feel so awful? Yes, he’s Alice’s brother, and I didn’t want to hurt her—but still. He didn’t deserve to hear me talk like that. I’ll apologize for calling him a nerd. After all, I was the one who forced him into a fake relationship he never asked for. “Urrg.” I flop onto the bed, covering my face. Just thinking about those gray eyes dimming because of what I said makes my stomach twist. I can’t stand that. I should call him. I sit up and look around. “Where’s my phone? I must’ve dropped it in Mom’s room.” Dad will lose it if I don’t get dressed soon, so I grab a pair of fitted pants and a casual shirt, tie my hair into a high ponytail, swipe on a little mascara, and slip into my shoes. As I step out, Mom is coming down the hall, holding Dad’s hand—and my phone. “You’re even using this boy’s photo as your wallpaper,” she coos. “He’s so cute! I’m claiming him as my son. Why didn’t we ever try for a boy, sweetheart?” I hurry over and snatch the phone from her hand. Mom turns dramatically to Dad, fake crying. “I’m sure if Catherine had a baby brother to take care of, she’d be happier.” “Oh dear,” Dad sighs. “You always wanted just one. Why the sudden change of mind now?” “Enough, Mom. You’re gagging me,” I mutter, slipping my phone into my pocket. “I’m eighteen. I can take care of myself. I don’t need a brother.” “Must you always ruin the mood?” Mom glares, flipping her hair to the side. “Let’s go see this girl who’s been tormenting my only daughter.” Dad sighs, shaking his finger between us. “Both of you, behave yourselves. Don’t make this matter worse than it already is.” “Sweetheart,” Mom leans in toward him, her tone all honey and mischief, “you know it takes a lot more than talking to get me to behave.” I roll my eyes, brushing past them toward the stairs. “You guys can come down when you’re done playing lovebirds,” I call over my shoulder before heading for the door. Outside, a familiar voice stops me in my tracks. “Hey, little woman.” “Uncle Zachary!” I squeal, bolting forward. He opens his arms wide, and I crash into him with a grin. He smells faintly of peppermint and old cologne — exactly like the man who used to sneak candies into my pockets when Mom wasn’t looking. “I had to visit my daughter,” he says, squeezing my shoulders. “You are as old as your mom now. Very soon, I won’t be calling you ‘little woman’ anymore.” “Never stop,” I say, beaming. “I missed you.” “I heard you dumped yourself into trouble,” he teases. I pout instantly. “I didn’t! I swear, Uncle Zachary.” He chuckles and ruffles my hair. “Then someone’s in trouble for lying against my little woman." I giggle just as Mom and Dad finally step out of the house. “Thank goodness, Zachary, you’re right on time,” Mom announces, clapping her hands. “Let’s go.” We all pile into the car, Zachary taking the wheel. I press my forehead against the window as the engine hums to life. Houses blur by, but all I can think about is Dominic — his face when he realizes what I said. Why didn’t I ask for his number? I could’ve called, explained… anything. Calling Alice to ask for it would only make things worse. She’d twist it into something it’s not. My stomach sinks. He’s going to think I meant it. Oh sorry, I called you a nerd. I just panicked when Mom asked if I liked you. I hate myself. The car slows to a stop outside Moon Valley Hospital. I unbuckle my seatbelt and step out, the smell of antiseptic already floating from the open doors. “Zachary,” Mom says, adjusting her shawl, “you can go if you want. We’ll call when we’re done. Or would you like to come in?” “The more, the merrier,” Zachary replies with a wink, killing the engine. I smile faintly, falling into step beside Mom as we head toward the hospital’s glass doors, my mind still tangled in the words I wish I could take back. Mom stops at the receptionist and starts talking to the nurse. I hang back, nearly gagging from the antiseptic smell. “Let’s go,” she says, twirling, and I trail behind her and Dad as she leads the way. She pauses at a ward and pushes the door open gently. Jennifer is on the bed, the vice principal standing beside her. My chest tightens. Hospitals are the worst. Mom practically bounces in like it’s a parade. The vice principal—Margaret—shoots up the second we walk in. “I was wondering why it was taking so long for you people to show up and take responsibility for your daughter’s misconduct,” she snaps. I step forward, ready to correct her, but Mom glides in front of me, smiling too sweetly. “Madam, please calm down. Let this girl tell me how my wonderful daughter stabbed her in the thigh.” Her eyes flick to Jennifer’s bandage. Jennifer rolls her eyes. “I can see where your daughter got that proud attitude. You didn’t even come to apologize—you came to gloat.” “Don’t talk to my mother like that,” I snap. “Or what, Catherine?” she snorts. Mom actually chuckles. “Forgive me, but I really wish my daughter had stabbed you.” “Stella!” Dad grabs Mom’s arm and drags her back. Margaret stares at us, furious. Jennifer forces herself up slowly, leaning on the vice principal. “Don’t strain your leg, darling,” Margaret warns. Then Jennifer gives this strange, wide smile and presses her injured leg down like she’s proving something. “I’m so happy you came,” she says, looking straight at Dad. Dad goes still. We all turn to him. “Do we know each other?” he asks, confused. Mom blurts out before she can stop herself, “Oh God. Fred, don’t tell me you had a daughter out of wedlock—because if you did, I’m going to kill you.” Dad stares at Jennifer. “I don’t know her,” he says, voice tight. Then he looks from her to me. “Do we know each other?” Jennifer lifts her chin. “Yes. I know you. My mom told me you were my father.”The car slows and stops in front of a large building. KYT is written in bold letters across the top.I want to ask questions. Too many. Why here? How did Dominic end up getting treated in a band’s training place? None of it makes sense. But I keep quiet. Dad has been tense for days. I don’t want to add to it.“We’re here,” Uncle Zachary says as he steps out of the car.The word here hits me hard. The small spark of excitement in me dies right away.Mom keeps looking back at me. Again and again.I finally met her eyes. “Do you know if he’s okay?” I ask.She hesitates. I can tell she doesn’t want to promise anything. Then she reaches for my arms and holds them tight.“Let’s go find out,” she says.We walk toward the building. Each step feels heavy. The doors are glass, tall, clean. I can see people moving inside. Talking. Laughing. It feels wrong.Before we reach the entrance, a man steps in front of us. Security. His face is blank. His arms are crossed.“Can I help you?” he asks.“We’r
The police came not long after. Asher doesn’t fight it. He answers their questions. He goes quiet when they tell him he has to come with them.My chest won’t slow down. I watch as they take him to the car. My legs feel weak.He’s just cruel. That’s all there is to it.All these days, we’ve been waiting. Hoping. Praying for one small answer. And he had one. He had it and kept it to himself. Like it didn’t matter. Like life didn’t matter.It makes me sick. How did I stay with someone like that? How did I not see it?The police don’t let me follow. They don’t let me ask anything. They tell me to stay back.So I called my parents. Again and again. I need them to go there. I need them to ask the questions I can’t.No answer.They’re never around when you need them the most.I pace the house, back and forth, my hands tight at my sides. I keep thinking about Alice. I don’t know if I should call her. She deserves to know. She has to know.So I text her. I don’t delay. I explain everything as
The black shirt comes out first. The one he wore to the concert two nights ago. Then his glasses.My eyes sting. “Where is Dominic?” I ask, my voice breaking. “What does this mean?”My hands won’t move. I don’t touch anything. I don’t need to. I know that shirt. I know those glasses. I watched him put them on. I remember.“It’s just…” My voice dies in my throat.The officer stands. “We have reason to believe he may have been involved in a gang fight,” he says. “The investigation is still ongoing.”I stop breathing. The words don’t make sense. I shake my head. “That’s not true. Dominic is fine.” I say it again, softer. “He’s fine.”Alice doesn’t move.I reach for her shoulders. They’re stiff, like she isn’t even there. Her eyes stare ahead, empty.“My brother can’t be dead,” she whispers. Her body starts to shake. “Catherine, he can’t be dead. He’s all I have. He’s my only family. No. No.”I pull her into me. I hold her tight, even though my chest hurts and my legs feel weak. I don’t l
“Please, Uncle Zachary, drive faster.”The words tumble out of me—again. I’ve lost count of how many times I’ve said it already. My heart is pounding so hard it hurts, like it’s trying to claw its way out of my chest. The car speeds forward, trees and lanes blurring into streaks of green and grey, but no matter how fast we go, the dread won’t lift.We’re close. I know we are.Yet the feeling only grows heavier.Uncle Zachary keeps glancing at me through the rearview mirror, his mouth opening like he wants to say something—anything—but he doesn’t. Maybe he knows that even the smallest attempt at comfort would shatter me right now.This is my fault.Isn’t it?Since the concert last night, Alice hasn’t seen Dominic. His phone is switched off. He never came home. He hasn’t answered her calls. He hasn’t reached out to anyone.Where did he go after the concert?He was with Sasha the whole time. Maybe he’s still with her. Maybe he just needed space. Maybe he’s ignoring Alice—and everyone els
Evening creeps in faster than I expect, the light outside the window fading from gold to gray. I can’t believe Travis and I have been locked in this room for hours without exchanging a single real word—or even trying to fix anything. He keeps giggling at whatever he’s watching on his phone, completely unbothered.I roll my eyes and scroll through Instagram in silence. For all I care, we could end up sleeping in here. People do that—go from best friends to total strangers. Or worse. Enemies.Travis suddenly stands and walks over to the window. I glance up, brow lifting. If he’s actually thinking of jumping, he’s out of his mind. This isn’t a movie.He comes back to the bed, and I go back to ignoring him. It’s easy enough—pretend he doesn’t exist. Until he starts pacing.Back and forth. Back and forth.I clench my jaw, biting down my irritation until I can’t anymore.“Can you be quiet?” I snap. “You’re not the only person in here.”He stops and looks around exaggeratedly. “Did something
Immediately the car stops, my eyes roam the wide environment, searching for any sign of Travis—but I don’t spot him anywhere. What does he even look like now? It’s been years of avoiding each other, years of pretending the other doesn’t exist, and now we’re forced back into the same space.I take a deep breath, gathering every ounce of confidence I have. If anyone should be embarrassed, it should be him—not me.“Let’s settle in,” Mom says, climbing out of the car.I follow suit, pulling my luggage from the trunk.Mom walks over to Dad, and he immediately opens his arms, letting her lean into him while Uncle Zachary digs out their bags alone. I shake my head. “You both should be helping Uncle Zachary unpack instead of acting all lovey like you haven’t been together for the past twenty hours.”Mom laughs. “Fred, your daughter is such a sadist. Where did she get these traits?”I roll my eyes, dragging my luggage toward the house. “Definitely not from either of you,” I mutter as I march in







