LOGINBy the time I dashed outside, Dominic was gone.
Nowhere. Not even a trace. Gosh. He must’ve heard everything I said to Mom—and it sounds so awful now, even though I didn’t mean it that way. I didn’t mean to call him a nerd or make it sound like he’s beneath me. What do I even do now? Turning back, I drag myself upstairs, only to find my parents slurping down pasta like the person who made it didn’t just walk out feeling crushed because of me. “Come have some, my dear,” Mom says sweetly, holding out a forkful of pasta like that’s supposed to fix my life. I roll my eyes. “Not funny, Mom.” “Come on, enough with the guilt-ridden face. It’s better you give him a reality check,” she says, twirling her fork. “He probably thinks you actually give a shit about him when you don’t.” Dad coughs. “It’s called leading someone on, Catherine. Don’t do that. It’s bad.” “I’m not leading him on!” “You are if you don’t want to be in a relationship—” “No.” “Enough,” Dad cuts in. “Go get dressed. We’re going to the hospital.” I groan and stomp back to my room, ripping clothes out of my closet and dumping them onto the bed. Why did Dominic have to come upstairs at that moment? Why do I feel so awful? Yes, he’s Alice’s brother, and I didn’t want to hurt her—but still. He didn’t deserve to hear me talk like that. I’ll apologize for calling him a nerd. After all, I was the one who forced him into a fake relationship he never asked for. “Urrg.” I flop onto the bed, covering my face. Just thinking about those gray eyes dimming because of what I said makes my stomach twist. I can’t stand that. I should call him. I sit up and look around. “Where’s my phone? I must’ve dropped it in Mom’s room.” Dad will lose it if I don’t get dressed soon, so I grab a pair of fitted pants and a casual shirt, tie my hair into a high ponytail, swipe on a little mascara, and slip into my shoes. As I step out, Mom is coming down the hall, holding Dad’s hand—and my phone. “You’re even using this boy’s photo as your wallpaper,” she coos. “He’s so cute! I’m claiming him as my son. Why didn’t we ever try for a boy, sweetheart?” I hurry over and snatch the phone from her hand. Mom turns dramatically to Dad, fake crying. “I’m sure if Catherine had a baby brother to take care of, she’d be happier.” “Oh dear,” Dad sighs. “You always wanted just one. Why the sudden change of mind now?” “Enough, Mom. You’re gagging me,” I mutter, slipping my phone into my pocket. “I’m eighteen. I can take care of myself. I don’t need a brother.” “Must you always ruin the mood?” Mom glares, flipping her hair to the side. “Let’s go see this girl who’s been tormenting my only daughter.” Dad sighs, shaking his finger between us. “Both of you, behave yourselves. Don’t make this matter worse than it already is.” “Sweetheart,” Mom leans in toward him, her tone all honey and mischief, “you know it takes a lot more than talking to get me to behave.” I roll my eyes, brushing past them toward the stairs. “You guys can come down when you’re done playing lovebirds,” I call over my shoulder before heading for the door. Outside, a familiar voice stops me in my tracks. “Hey, little woman.” “Uncle Zachary!” I squeal, bolting forward. He opens his arms wide, and I crash into him with a grin. He smells faintly of peppermint and old cologne — exactly like the man who used to sneak candies into my pockets when Mom wasn’t looking. “I had to visit my daughter,” he says, squeezing my shoulders. “You are as old as your mom now. Very soon, I won’t be calling you ‘little woman’ anymore.” “Never stop,” I say, beaming. “I missed you.” “I heard you dumped yourself into trouble,” he teases. I pout instantly. “I didn’t! I swear, Uncle Zachary.” He chuckles and ruffles my hair. “Then someone’s in trouble for lying against my little woman." I giggle just as Mom and Dad finally step out of the house. “Thank goodness, Zachary, you’re right on time,” Mom announces, clapping her hands. “Let’s go.” We all pile into the car, Zachary taking the wheel. I press my forehead against the window as the engine hums to life. Houses blur by, but all I can think about is Dominic — his face when he realizes what I said. Why didn’t I ask for his number? I could’ve called, explained… anything. Calling Alice to ask for it would only make things worse. She’d twist it into something it’s not. My stomach sinks. He’s going to think I meant it. Oh sorry, I called you a nerd. I just panicked when Mom asked if I liked you. I hate myself. The car slows to a stop outside Moon Valley Hospital. I unbuckle my seatbelt and step out, the smell of antiseptic already floating from the open doors. “Zachary,” Mom says, adjusting her shawl, “you can go if you want. We’ll call when we’re done. Or would you like to come in?” “The more, the merrier,” Zachary replies with a wink, killing the engine. I smile faintly, falling into step beside Mom as we head toward the hospital’s glass doors, my mind still tangled in the words I wish I could take back. Mom stops at the receptionist and starts talking to the nurse. I hang back, nearly gagging from the antiseptic smell. “Let’s go,” she says, twirling, and I trail behind her and Dad as she leads the way. She pauses at a ward and pushes the door open gently. Jennifer is on the bed, the vice principal standing beside her. My chest tightens. Hospitals are the worst. Mom practically bounces in like it’s a parade. The vice principal—Margaret—shoots up the second we walk in. “I was wondering why it was taking so long for you people to show up and take responsibility for your daughter’s misconduct,” she snaps. I step forward, ready to correct her, but Mom glides in front of me, smiling too sweetly. “Madam, please calm down. Let this girl tell me how my wonderful daughter stabbed her in the thigh.” Her eyes flick to Jennifer’s bandage. Jennifer rolls her eyes. “I can see where your daughter got that proud attitude. You didn’t even come to apologize—you came to gloat.” “Don’t talk to my mother like that,” I snap. “Or what, Catherine?” she snorts. Mom actually chuckles. “Forgive me, but I really wish my daughter had stabbed you.” “Stella!” Dad grabs Mom’s arm and drags her back. Margaret stares at us, furious. Jennifer forces herself up slowly, leaning on the vice principal. “Don’t strain your leg, darling,” Margaret warns. Then Jennifer gives this strange, wide smile and presses her injured leg down like she’s proving something. “I’m so happy you came,” she says, looking straight at Dad. Dad goes still. We all turn to him. “Do we know each other?” he asks, confused. Mom blurts out before she can stop herself, “Oh God. Fred, don’t tell me you had a daughter out of wedlock—because if you did, I’m going to kill you.” Dad stares at Jennifer. “I don’t know her,” he says, voice tight. Then he looks from her to me. “Do we know each other?” Jennifer lifts her chin. “Yes. I know you. My mom told me you were my father.”EpilogueMy name is Catherine Young, and in the last few months, I've made a discovery. Many people might not agree with me, but I've realized that love shouldn't be something you have to calculate. It shouldn't be exhausting.It should feel natural. Beautiful. You should want that person by your side and find yourself putting them first without having to force it.As crazy as it might sound, my best friend's younger brother was the one who made me feel this way.When I almost lost him, I lost my mind. I couldn't imagine living without him, without that genuine smile that always seemed to reach somewhere deep inside me.The soft evening breeze moved through the curtains, making them sway gently. I pushed the door open and stepped inside, my heart pounding as if I'd just finished running a marathon.The bed stood beside the window, and despite how nervous I was, I saw him lying there.Dominic.My heart clenched at the sight of him. He looked smaller than usual, and I couldn't explain w
Drastic MoveLove makes you do stupid things. I believe that now.It was easy to find Dominic's grandparents' house, and I still couldn't believe I'd sneaked out in the middle of the night to come here.My heart pounded as I stood outside the compound. It was beautiful and warm. Flowers lined the terrace, and the lights were still on.I let out a breath and started towards the door. Alice had mentioned that her grandmother was easygoing and wouldn't mind me showing up this late.Tomorrow felt so far away.For most of my life, I'd always had to put in some effort to make people love me. My parents, my boyfriend. There was always something I had to do to feel wanted.But with Dominic, it was different.It just happened.Every touch felt magical.Every moment felt important.When Mom handed me that letter, I thought it would be nothing more than a confession. Maybe an explanation for some of the things he'd done. I wasn't prepared for what I read.I couldn't stop thinking about it.And n
Dominic's Pov When things got so heavy that even breathing felt like work, the only thing I could think to do was go home.Patrick kept shading Catherine, saying things he had no right to say. I tried to ignore it. I really did. But something inside me snapped.I hit him.By the time I got back to the house, my hands were still shaking. I packed my bag, left a short note for Alice, and caught the next train to Grandma’s.After my parents’ divorce, she was the only place that still felt… safe. Stable. Like things hadn’t completely fallen apart yet. When my best friend started acting like shit and the girl I loved felt so far out of reach, her house was the only place I knew to run to.She welcomed me like always—then immediately put me to work in the kitchen.“Are you sure you coming here has nothing to do with your father?” she asked, handing me the salt.I put it back. “He’s not even in town.”“Business trip?”“I guess,” I said. Honestly, I had no idea. These days, he barely came h
Catherine PovTen minutes later, we were digging into the food Mom had ordered, and I tried keeping up with the conversation—though all I really wanted was to find a way out of the house.I’d planned this whole get-together around the idea that Dominic would be here.We never got the chance to talk at school. And even if we had, there was no privacy—with teachers and students everywhere.Well that was until the fight broke out and he left.The loud clinks of spoons against plates sounded like a bad ringtone, made worse by the way Mom couldn't even cut her chicken properly.“This is so yummy,” Alice complimented mom again.I smiled and shot my already horrified mother a look. “Of course.” I said. “My mom is an amazing chef.”That almost burned the world. Her eyes narrowed.I stuck my tongue out.Dad laughed.Mom whipped around to glare at Dad. He froze, muttering out an apology like he’d committed a crime.Sometimes, it’s scary to realize the kind of hold my mom had over him. Twenty
Catherine's PovTwo weeks Ago“You’ve made significant progress in just one week, Miss Catherine,” my therapist, Sarah, said during our seventh session.I kept count.Mom had promised therapy would only last a month. Four weeks. That was the deal.I nodded anyway.Sarah tilted her head slightly, studying my face like the answers to my problems were written somewhere between my eyebrows. Like if she stared long enough, she’d decode me.I looked away.The clock ticked softly on the wall.A week had passed. Somehow.Most of my time was spent in this room now—on the soft couch, under her calm voice, surrounded by tissues and neutral-colored pillows. The rest of my time was spent doing the things she assigned me.Clean your room.Write your thoughts.Try cooking.Do something with your hands.So I cleaned.I burned rice twice.I filled three notebooks with half-finished sentences and crossed-out feelings.I tried to follow every instruction like it was homework that decided my future.Beca
Catherine's PovThree Weeks AgoI love my parents. I really do.But sometimes, they make decisions about my life without even asking me—especially when they think they’re “helping.”“I’m not going.” I snapped, glaring at Mom. My chest felt tight. “I’m not.”She froze for a second, then softened and reached for my hands.I pulled away.Too close. Too much. I couldn’t breathe.“Catherine,” she said gently, “you haven’t been the same since Dominic went missing. You’ve changed. You barely talk. You barely eat. You look tired all the time.”I scoffed. “So? That doesn’t mean I’m broken.”“It means you’re hurting,” she replied. “And I don’t want anything bad to happen to you. That’s why I booked the session.”My laugh came out sharp. “A therapist?” I shook my head. “Wow. Okay. So now I’m a problem that needs fixing?”“That’s not what I—”“It’s always like this,” I cut in. “You decide things for me and expect me to just agree.”She opened her mouth again, but the words rushed out of me first
“Are you sure the guy hasn’t left?” I ask.Alice shakes her head. “He hasn’t. He called me half a minute ago.”My phone buzzes. A strange number flashes across the screen. Probably the lawyer.“Hello?”“Catherine Young?” A man’s voice.“Yes.”“I’m inside the café. Where are you?”I turn to Alice. “
He passes an equation after barely thirty seconds of explanation.“Are you being serious right now, Dominic?” I roll my eyes, grabbing back my notes. “You barely explained anything.”“Just finish the equation, then I’ll explain again.”“Oh, you mean I should get it wrong?”He doesn’t reply—just sta
I throw the T-shirt back into the closet and pull out a tank top instead. My shoulders are bare, and the skirt I’ve picked feels a little too revealing. Maybe I should just wear jeans and a shirt. That sounds safer—No. That’s too serious.“Stop, Catherine. It’s just Dominic. Why are you making a b
I splash water on my face, staring at my reflection. Dominic actually thought I was serious. The nerves of that boy. Imagine that—me, Catherine—and Alice’s cheeky brother.Although he’s just a few months younger, we’re worlds apart. This is all the alcohol’s fault. And he was even a virgin. I’m his







