LOGIN♧•Maya•♧
*Three Weeks Later* After locking myself in the house all day for the last three weeks and crying myself to sleep, I finally remembered I had bought tickets—for Tom and me to spend the vacation in a little house I’d paid for in Tuscany. They said Rome is the best place to enjoy the summer sun, so I planned it as an anniversary surprise. It was starting to look like the best option for a rebound. I couldn’t do this for the rest of my life. Stay on my phone all day waiting for his texts? Yeah, I know I sounded stupid but a part of me wanted to badly believe what I’d seen wasn’t real. Crying myself to sleep? Drink? I was a mess. A fucking mess. I’d even taken a break from my work. They could cope without me. I stared at the plane tickets —they had expired. I’d have to book another one, but it doesn’t matter. I needed fresh air, space to rethink my life, and get back on my feet. And I was sure I could do that outside of California. And with that resolve, I booked the next flight to Rome. *** I stared out the window the next day as the plane slowly rose into the air. Everything turned smaller and smaller until I couldn’t tell the difference between humans and buildings. I sighed, sank into my seat, closed my eyes, and just let myself think. The memories, the happy moments, the times when I felt loved. Was it all true? Had he been faking it all along? Or maybe he hadn’t—until he met Jenny and fell out of love with me. That would explain the crankiness and the dry looks he casts my way occasionally. He chose her over me, even though we’d been together all through college. We should’ve been planning our wedding, but he said he didn’t want to rush it. He plans on proposing to her after two years. Great. Really. I grabbed my headphones, set the music volume to the highest, and let it consume me. I had no idea when I fell asleep. But when I woke up, the flight attendant was announcing our landing. I followed the instructions, buckled my seatbelt, and straightened my seat. I glanced out the window again as the plane descended. The window seat has always fascinated me. Seeing the world from the top view—nothing beats that. I grabbed my luggage at the terminal and made my way out of the airport. My hoodie was pulled over my head, and my sweatshirt swallowed me up. I reeked of heartbreak. Anyone could take one glance at me and know I wasn’t okay. But did I come here to make friends? No. I just needed alone time—something I haven’t gotten since I went missing at camp during high school. Those... those were the best hours of my life. I tapped on G****e Maps. Tuscany was still a few kilometers away. I sighed and waved down a cab. One stopped in front of me. “I need to get to this place,” I said, pointing at my phone for the driver, an older man. He narrowed his eyes at the screen, then nodded and muttered something in Italian. I shook my head. “Sorry, I didn’t understand that,” I said, and he eyed me wearily. “Tuscany Stone Hill. Costa cinquanta dollari,” he repeated, and I pressed my lips together. Fifty dollars? That was an outrageous amount. “Fifty dollars is way too much, sir. I just need to get there. I’m not going on a tour,” I said, taking a step back. I wasn’t going to pay fifty dollars for a ride just five kilometers away. That was extortion... or so I think. The man huffed, shook his head, ranted something in Italian, and drove off, leaving a trail of dust behind. I scrunched my nose and stepped back again, dragging my luggage with me. Another cab pulled over. It was a younger man this time. I eyed him. “You want a ride?” he asked, and a sigh of relief escaped me. An English-speaking Italian was a godsend. I pointed at my phone. “I need to get here, please,” I mumbled, and he stared at the screen for a second before nodding. “Stone Hill? That’ll cost you twenty-five bucks,” he said, and another sigh escaped me as I grabbed my luggage. At least, this one didn’t feel as shady as the first guy. The man got out and helped me put my bag in the trunk. I got in the car, and he started driving almost immediately. This was my first time in Rome, and just as the books described—it was goddamn beautiful. The sun... I was sure my skin would get some tan before I returned. “This is your first time here?” the driver asked. I glanced at him before nodding. “Yeah. It’s my first time,” I muttered, and he chuckled. “There are a lot of tourists in Tuscany. I think you’ll enjoy your stay,” he said, flashing me a small smile through the rearview mirror, which I returned. At least someone was positive I’d have a good time. “Thank you,” I muttered, turning back to the window. Most people had on shades and hats, maybe to shield themselves from the sun. A reminder that I’d brought none. Just Maya being Maya. The driver turned on some music, which was nice. It was getting kinda awkward in the car. I bobbed my head to the beat and soaked in the tunes, even though I didn’t understand Italian—it was purely Italian music. The drive to the vacation home came to an end shortly after, and I stepped out of the car, glancing at my phone. My map indicated the house was close by. The caretaker had promised to drop the key under the mat. Said it would be safe. I trusted him. A reliable friend had referred him, and while I paid $700 for it for two months, I hoped it would be worth it. Well, technically, I had one month left. The driver helped retrieve my bag from the trunk, and I paid him, happily giving him a tip before dragging my luggage up the stony hill. The house came into sight—seated prettily at the top of the hill, surrounded by water since the beach was just a walk away. It already looked cozy, just like in the pictures. I couldn’t wait to settle in. I got to the front porch and looked around. There was a small shaded area at the side, where I could sit and sip coffee while watching people at the beach. Cool scene. Really. My eyes caught the mat in front of the door, and I walked toward it. The keys should be under there. I bent down to grab them—when the door opened and a pair of legs stopped in front of me. I frowned, took a step back, almost tripping over myself. Someone broke in already? I knew it wouldn’t be— The rest of my thoughts died an instant death as my eyes met a pair of green ones. Quite familiar ones, actually. Tall, lean, ripped—because he was fucking shirtless—and standing there was Liam Carter. My high school bully. How the fuck was he here?LiamThe ride to my house was silent. Maya just stared out the window while the wind played with her hair.I kept glancing at her occasionally. I had a question, but it could wait. She didn’t look fine, and I wasn’t going to bombard her with questions.Maria had contacted me. When she gave me Maya’s new contact, we exchanged numbers too because I wanted her to keep me posted on anything important about Maya.I needed to know she was okay. Especially since she was pregnant and after the accident.I was surprised when I got a text from her saying Maya was heading to her parents’. And from the urgency in her text, I knew it was serious.And come on, they ended on bad terms after that dinner. I blamed myself for it.If I wasn’t in the picture, she’d still be on talking terms with her family. Even though they weren’t doing a lot of good for her, it was better than having no one.I was extremely grateful to Maria and her girlfriend for the past months.I pulled into the compound as the gate
Maya “Peter was my brother, and yeah… you’re the child he had with…” Jeffery took a deep breath, the tip of his nose turning red. “…someone he shouldn’t have been with.” I just stared at him. “She ruined his life. Your mother ruined my brother’s life,” he said quietly, running a hand through his hair. Well. That was one discovery. “She introduced him to drugs, and that got him killed before you were even three!” His voice broke slightly, and my chest tightened. Jenny stood frozen beside us, completely stunned. He walked past me and returned to the couch where he had been sitting earlier. He buried his face in his hands, and for a moment, he looked vulnerable. I caught a glimpse of the father I used to know when I was younger. I had never seen him cry before, but something about this moment made my chest ache. I couldn’t even explain why. “Why didn’t you tell me?” I asked softly. I would have coped with knowing my parents were drug dealers. That would have been eas
MayaI had my shades on and a cap —to avoid being identified by anyone. The Press specifically.Since I made my statement, I’d completely disappeared and even if anyone had spotted me in the countryside, they probably thought it not worthy of being reported.I mean, there are so many other people and things to focus on. Not my failed relationship with a Hollywood actor.I adjusted my cap, drew in a deep breath before knocking on the door. I wouldn’t deny the fact that I was a little nervous and anxious.One, I didn’t know how they’d react on seeing me here and even if they let me in, I was not sure I was ready to hear whatever I came here for.It was a little complicated.I tucked my hands into the pocket of my pants and lowered my gaze staring at my foot while I did a small countdown in my head.3…2…1I raised my fists again but the door swung open at that moment. Somehow, just somehow, I hadn’t thought of the possibility of running into Jenny. I’d totally forgotten about her.Not
Maya“Are you sure you’re okay now?” Michael asked as I joined him behind the counter. I forced a smile at him as I tied the apron around my waist.“Yeah.” I muttered before glancing into the kitchen. “I’ll be better off there than here,” I do not have the energy to attend to customers. I was physically fine but just not in the mental state right now.Goosebumps broke out on my skin and I felt cold travel down my spine. I perked up and suddenly felt self-aware and no, it wasn’t because Michael was watching me like a hawk watches her prey.Someone was watching me.I stared at the handful of customers scattered around different tables and my eyes clashed with one of them. Not just a customer— Liam.I tore my gaze away from him as my heart began aching. It was a new feeling.Not pain, not heartbreak. Just a different feeling on its own but not better than the others.I turned to Michael.“I’ll be inside,” I muttered and not waiting for his response, I turned around and walked into the ki
LiamMy mother was dead. Long ago.Before I even got a chance to meet her because I was a damn baby. I’d killed my mum at childbirth.Dad had employed the woman I’d known my whole life —Lauren — as a nanny to me, and it was much easier since she was also a nursing single mother.So, she’d moved in with us and took care of me. Not until, her baby’s daddy won custody of their daughter and took her away.Years went by and she and my dad got involved romantically and got married, which didn’t even work out.It made sense why my dad took me with him to Italy after the divorce. Why she didn’t get custody and didn’t bother reaching out in the ten years I’d gone.Worse still, I didn’t even suspect anything.It was all because she wasn’t my mother. She only took care of me because my dad paid her and later on, she despised me when my father made it clear he wasn’t going to send me away just so her daughter could come in.This whole thing was fucked up. Especially hearing it from someone else.
MayaWhen I regained consciousness and saw two familiar faces next to my bed, I felt relieved.And slightly disappointed.I was confused. Yeah, I didn’t want him here, but I still didn’t like the idea that he’d left. I thought he’d stay. Fight for me?“Are you sure you’re good?” Shay asked.I gave her a forced smile and a small nod.“I’ll go get you something, okay? Maria would be here.”I nodded again and watched as she and her girlfriend shared a look before Shay walked out.A small sigh escaped me.“Nowhere hurts?” Maria asked.I glanced at her.“Is my baby fine?” That was all I cared about at the moment. I needed to know my baby was okay.Her expression fell slightly.“Well, we’re yet to see the doctor. He might have come around before when…” she trailed off, shifting uncomfortably.“What?” I asked and she shook her head.“Nothing. I’m sure your baby is fine,” she said reassuringly.I watched her face before pursing my lips.“Y’all met him,” I stated. It was quite obvious from her
MayaI ran my hands down my dress for the third time. This was definitely not as easy as it looked.Liam grabbed my hand, intertwining our fingers, and my stomach did that little flip. He didn’t glance at me, just knocked on the door.It seemed they’d been waiting, with how fast the door whipped op
LiamShe’s at Noah’s. Wow.Yeah, she’d mentioned it, but I hadn’t expected they’d be meeting that quickly. I guess my ghosting act has ended—right before it even started.And no, I’m not ghosting her to make her feel bad. But I know Maya. One look at me and she’d regret everything—or worse, paint m
MayaHe drove us to a small restaurant I hadn’t even known existed. How did he find this place? It was small, quiet, perfect — the kind of spot that could pass for a romantic dinner date if this were real. But it wasn’t.And that made me wonder why he’d chosen somewhere so secluded instead of vying
LiamMaya was tense all through the ride to her parents’ house and spoke less.I adjusted my glasses and glanced at her. She was staring out the window, the wind playing with strands of her hair she’d let down.She’d settled for a short red dress that ended mid-thigh and had a V-cut, accentuating h







