LOGINKaidora's POV
Zane stands in my path, blocking the entrance to my dorm like a predator who's cornered his prey. His stormy grey eyes bore into mine with an intensity that makes my skin crawl.
“I said, we need to talk,” he repeats, his voice low and dangerous.
“And I said I have nothing to say to you.” I try to step around him, but he moves with me, maintaining the distance between us. “Get out of my way, Zane.”
I am not supposed to raise my voice. I am supposed to be submissive, but right now, Zane or whatever his name is, is testing my patience. I don't know if he's doing this intentionally, but I'm on the verge of losing it.
“Not until you hear me out.”
My hands clench into fists by my side. I hate him. I hate all werewolves. But something about Zane makes my blood boil in a way that's different from the others. Maybe it's his arrogance or the way he looks at me like I'm a puzzle he's determined to solve.
Or maybe it's the way my body reacted when I touched him last night at the arena.
“Fine.” I cross my arms over my chest. “Talk. But make it quick.”
“Not here.” His eyes flick to the students walking around the dorm. “Somewhere private. Unless you want an audience for what I'm about to say.”
A mixture of rage and fear courses through my veins. What could he possibly have to say that requires privacy?
Against my better judgement, I bob my head. “The old tree behind the library. Five minutes.”
An annoying smirk tugs at his lips. “I will be waiting.”
My heart pounds heavily as I watch him walk away. This is a mistake. Everything about this screams danger. But I need to know what he wants. What's so important to make the future Alpha come to my dorm.
Five minutes later, I'm standing under the old tree. Zane is already there, leaning against the trunk with his arms crossed, looking far too comfortable for someone who's about to have a confrontation.
“Well?” I demand, staying several feet away from him. “What's so important that you had to drag me out here?”
He pushes off the tree and takes a step towards me. I force myself not to cower or take another step back.
“I know what you are,” he says quietly.
My heart practically jumps out of my chest. “What?!” I exclaim, my eyes widening in shock.
“Don't play dumb, Kaidora.” He takes another step closer and I can smell his scent again. “I followed you this afternoon. Saw you in the maintenance building with your little collection. Saw what you were doing.”
Panic claws at my chest, and I swallow hard, keeping my face blank. “I don't know what you are talking about.”
“No?” His lips curve into a cold smile. “Then let me be more specific. I saw the herbs. The perfumes you use to mask your scent.” He leans in close, so close I can feel his breath on my face. “And I smelled your real scent. The one underneath all those layers.”
My heart drops. No, no, this can't be happening. Six months of careful planning, of hiding, of staying in this hellhole, and it's all falling apart because of him.
“You are human,” Zane says and the word hangs between us like a death sentence.
For a moment, I consider denying it. But what's the point? He already knows. And if he knows, it means I'm dead.
“So what?” I snap, anger replacing my fear. “Are you going to drag me to your father? To the pack elders? Get me killed for daring to step foot in your precious college?”
“No.”
“What?” I blink.
“I'm not going to expose you.” He steps back, giving me space to breathe. “I'm going to male you a deal.”
A deal? With a werewolf?
My heart races as I try to understand his angle.
“What kind of deal?”
"My father has given me an ultimatum,” he says, his expression hardening. “I need to show up with my mate before the next full moon ceremony in three weeks, or I lose everything— my position as future Alpha, my hockey career.”
My eyes narrow at him. “And what does that have to do with me?”
“Everything.” His grey eyes lock on mine. “I need you to pretend to be my mate. Just long enough to satisfy my father and secure my position.”
I stare at him like he's lost his mind. “You want me to pretend to be your mate? Me? A human?”
Although, I understand everything about werewolves, because I'd been researching them since I was fifteen. But Zane asking me to be his mate now feels… absurd.
“My father won't know you are human if you keep up your disguise,” he says smoothly. “You've been fooling everyone for six months. You can do this.”
“This is insane.” I shake my head, backing away. “Why would you even ask this? You could ask any she-wolf in the college to pretend to be your mate. Why me?”
He's quiet for a moment and I see something flicker in his eyes. Something I can't quite place.
“Because you are the only one I can trust to keep this arrangement purely transactional,” he finally says. “You hate me and it looks like you hate werewolves too. You aren't going to develop feelings or try to make this real. And in return for your cooperation, I keep your secret, I don't tell anyone what you really are.”
“So this is blackmail.” The words taste like bile on my tongue.
“Call it what you want.” He shrugs. “But we both know you are going to agree. Because what's your alternative? Let me expose you and watch everything you've been working towards crumble? It looks like you have a target, Kai.”
Huh? Kai?
I hate that he's right. I hate that I'm trapped, that this arrogant, infuriating werewolf has me backed into a corner with no way out.
“Why are you really doing this?” I ask, searching his face for answers. “There has to be more to it than just needing a fake mate for a mating ceremony.”
His jaw clenches.”That's all you need to know.”
“No.” I step closer, my tone dripping with desperation. “If I'm going to risk my life playing your mate, I deserve the truth. What are you not telling me?”
For a long moment, he just stares at me. Then finally, he speaks.
“My wolf is dying,” he says, pain flashing in his eyes. “Every day, I feel him getting weaker and if I don't find my mate soon, he will fade completely. I will lose him forever.”
Despite myself, I feel a flicker of something that might be sympathy. But I crush it immediately. He's a werewolf. He doesn't deserve my pity.
“And you think pretending I'm your mate will help?” I ask.
“I think it will buy me time,” he admits. “Time to figure out what's wrong, to find a solution and to keep my father off my back while I search for answers.”
He's lying. Or at least, he's not telling me everything. I can see it in the way he won't meet my eyes, in the tension in his shoulders.
But what choice do I have?
If he exposes me, I will never find out who killed my parents. I will never get my revenge. Everything I've sacrificed and endured will be for nothing.
“Three weeks,” I say finally. “Just until the full moon ceremony. Then we are done. We go our separate ways and you never speak to me again.”
“Agreed.”
“And you keep my secret no matter what happens.”
“You have my word.”
His word? As if that means anything coming from a werewolf. But again, what choice do I have?
“Fine.” The words feel as if I'm swallowing glass. “I will do it. I will be your fake mate.”
Something flashes in his eyes. Relief? Triumph? I can't tell.
“Good.” He pulls out his phone. “We start tomorrow. I will pick you up at noon. We need to be seen together, convince people this is real.”
My breath catches. “Wait, tomorrow? I need time to—”
“We don't have time. The sooner we establish this relationship, the more believable it will be. So, tomorrow noon, be ready.”
He turns to walk away, but I grab his arm without thinking. The moment my skin touches his, that same electric sensation from the arena shoots through me. His eyes widen, and a gasp escapes his lips.
I drop his arm immediately, my hand burning where we touched.
“What was that?” I whisper.
“Nothing,” he says too quickly. “I will see you tomorrow, Kaidora.”
He disappears, leaving me alone with my heart racing and trembling hands.
What have I agreed to? And why does part of me feel like I've just sealed my fate in more ways than one?
Kaidora's POV Dread claws at me, but I force it down. I'm overthinking. It's just a bath. Just tradition.I soak for what feels like hours but is probably only twenty minutes. When I finally step out, I immediately reapply my perfumes and oils before anyone can come check on me, masking my human scent beneath layers of scents Thalia had given me weeks ago. Elder Miriam returns with a ceremonial robe— white silk embroidered with silver wolves. “For the blessing ceremony,” she explains, helping me into it.I'm led to another room where the other elder females have gathered in a circle. They gesture for me to stand in the center, and I comply, my heart hammering against my ribs. “We call upon the Moon Goddess to bless this union,” Miriam begins, her voice taking on a formal, ritualistic quality. “To guide these mates toward prosperity and strength. To grant them the wisdom to lead our pack with honor.”The other women echo her words, their voices blending into a haunting chant. I clos
Kaidora's POVThe pack house looks different in the daylight. It looks more imposing, like everything I should fear instead of the neutral territory I've convinced myself it could be.Zane pulls into the circular driveway exactly at noon, his jaw tight with tension that's been building all morning. We barely spoke during the drive, both of us lost in our own spirals of dread about what comes next.“Ready?” he asks, but his hands remain gripped on the steering wheel.No. I'm not ready. I'll never be ready to walk into the heart of werewolf territory and pretend I belong here. Pretend I'm going to be their future Luna when tomorrow's ceremony will expose every lie we've built.“Yup,” I say instead, pretending as though my heart isn't about to fall out of my chest. He sighs softly, and turns towards me fully now. “There's something I need to let you know, Kai,” he says and I nod once despite the fear crawling over my skin. “Since we insist that the bond is legitimate, this ceremony migh
Kaidora's POVWarmth surrounds me when consciousness slowly creeps in, chasing away the remnants of restless dreams. My cheek rests against something firm and solid, rising and falling in a steady rhythm that feels oddly comforting.I keep my eyes closed, clinging to the last threads of sleep because waking up means facing everything I tried to escape last night. It means remembering Summer's cruel smile, the ring she dangled just out of reach, the garbage she threw at me like I was nothing.And I will have to remember how I completely fell apart afterward.The steady rhythm beneath my cheek shifts slightly, and I become aware of an arm wrapped around me, holding me close. Fingers trail through my hair in a gentle, repetitive motion that sends shivers down my spine.Zane.Memory floods back in pieces. Breaking down at the campus gate. Him finding me there. The drive home. His refusal to push for answers even though I could see how badly he wanted them.The way he just held me while I
Zane's POVSomething is wrong. The feeling hits me the moment I walk into the empty apartment, Kaidora's absence a tangible void that makes Darko pace restlessly in my mind.I pull out my phone and text her: Where are you? I came home and you're gone.The message delivers but no response comes. I wait thirty seconds that feel like hours before trying again.Kai, answer me. Are you okay?Still nothing.My wolf's unease bleeds into my own, amplifying the concern already tightening my chest. After our conversation yesterday, after the way we left things between us cold and distant, where would she go this late at night?I'm pulling up her location when instinct kicks in. Something pulls at me, an invisible thread tugging toward campus even though I have no logical reason to think she'd be there.But I've learned to trust these inexplicable urges when it comes to Kaidora. I've learned that whatever connection exists between us, real or imagined, it knows things my conscious mind doesn't.
Kaidora's POVI sit in the darkness long after Marcus leaves, his warning echoing through the hollow space in my chest.The marking will fail. Everyone will know. We'll both be destroyed.He suggested I leave, pack my bags tonight and disappear before the ceremony exposes everything we've built on lies.I should save Zane by abandoning him. Give up revenge to protect the werewolf I was never supposed to fall for.The logical part of my brain knows Marcus is right, that staying means walking into a certain disaster. But I can't leave. Not now. Not when I'm this close.I've spent ten years preparing for this. Ten years carrying the weight of my parents' deaths. And now the ring connected to their death is here, in Summer's possession. Within reach after a decade of searching.I've come too far to walk away now. Too far to let fear or love or common sense stop me from finishing what I started.Even if it means everything falls apart at the ceremony. Even if my secret gets exposed and the
Kaidora's POVI've been sitting on the couch for the past hour, staring at my laptop screen without really seeing it. The Blackthorn pack history page is open in front of me, words blurring together as my mind replays the conversation with Zane from yesterday.“That's all this is.”The lie sits heavy in my chest like a stone I can't seem to dislodge no matter how many times I tell myself it was necessary. That pushing Zane away was the right choice. That maintaining distance will make leaving easier when the time comes.But the look on his face when I said it— like I'd physically struck him— keeps flashing through my mind, and each time it does, something inside me twists painfully.I force my attention back to the laptop, to the research I should have been doing all along instead of getting distracted from why I'm here.The Blackthorn pack. Summer's family. The connection I need to find.I scroll through the history, looking for anything from ten years ago, any mention of conflicts,







