LOGINIf there was ever a morning that felt too bright, too loud, too revealing… it was this one.
The Hawaiian sun was blazing over the resort, but inside me everything felt cold and trembling. My lips still tingled from the near-kiss with Alan on the beach. My body still felt the imprint of his hands. And my mind—God—my mind wouldn't stop replaying his whisper against my lips:
"This isn't over."
I walked into the conference lounge trying to pretend my heart wasn't a wild animal beating against its cage.
But the moment I stepped inside, the air shifted.
People were looking at me.
Some with curiosity.Some with judgment.Some trying too hard not to stare.
My stomach dropped.
"What…?" I whispered under my breath.
Before I could figure anything out, Kai rushed toward me, expression tense.
"Julia," he said quietly, leaning close, "whatever you hear today, don't react. Okay?"
I blinked. "Kai… what are you talking about?"
He exhaled like he was bracing for impact.
But he didn't get the chance to explain, because Veronica's voice rang out with dramatic sweetness.
"Oh please, Kai," she said loudly. "Everyone already knows. No point protecting her."
My heart froze.
I turned toward her slowly.
"Knows what?" I asked, though dread already prickled under my skin.
Veronica smiled the way wolves probably did before biting.
"That you and Alan spent the night together."
My world cracked.
"What?" I breathed. "That's not—Veronica, that's not what happened—"
She cut me off with a raised hand.
"I mean, congrats," she said brightly. "Not every intern manages to climb the ladder that fast."
A few coworkers snickered. Someone choked back a laugh. Someone else whispered behind their hand.
My cheeks burned.
Kai stepped in front of me like a shield.
"That's enough, Veronica."
"Oh really?" she shot back. "Then explain why Alan was seen leaving her apartment early this morning?"
The room erupted in gasps.
My blood turned to ice.
They had seen him.
I stood frozen in humiliation, unable to swallow, unable to breathe—And then the door opened.
Alan walked in.
And the entire room fell silent.
He scanned the faces around him… then found me.
His eyes softened.Then hardened.Then flicked to Kai standing close to me.Then back at Veronica.
His jaw locked so tightly I could see the muscle twitch.
"Everyone sit," he ordered.
Chairs scraped instantly.
But he kept glaring at Kai.
When Kai didn't move fast enough, Alan's voice sharpened:
"Kai. Sit. Down."
The room froze.Kai held his ground for a second—then slowly stepped back and sat beside me.
Alan looked like he wanted to break something.
He began the meeting, but he wasn't listening to himself. He kept darting glances at me. At Kai. At the whispers spreading around the table.
My skin tingled under each glance.My chest tightened with every rumor.
By the time the briefing ended, everyone rushed out like they were fleeing a lightning storm.
Everyone except me.
"Julia. Stay."
My breath hitched.
Veronica paused in the doorway, smirking. Kai hesitated until Alan snapped:
"I said stay."
Kai left reluctantly.
When the door finally shut, Alan turned to me.
And unleashed.
"Why was Kai touching you?" he demanded, voice low, fraying at the edges.
I blinked. "Alan, he wasn't touching me—"
"I saw it," he cut in. "He was standing too close. Too protective."
"It's because of the rumor—"
"I don't care about the rumor," he hissed. "I care about you smiling at him."
My lips parted. "What…? I didn't—"
"Don't lie." His voice shook. "I heard you. I saw you. I stood there watching you give him a smile you've never given me."
I inhaled sharply.Was he serious?
"Alan," I said quietly, "you're jealous."
"Of course I'm jealous!" he snapped, stepping closer. "After everything that happened last night, after holding you—after you sleeping in my arms—you're smiling at someone else this morning."
My heart jumped into my throat.
He stepped closer again.And again.Until my back hit the wall.
His hand braced beside my head, trapping me.
"Do you know what it did to me?" he whispered, voice shaking. "Hearing Kai's voice near you. Hearing him defend you. Hearing him act like he has a right to stand next to you."
I swallowed hard.
"You're being unfair," I whispered. "I didn't ask him to defend me."
"But he did," Alan said darkly, "and it burned me alive."
Something inside me cracked.
"Alan," I whispered, "I'm trying so hard. My father is dying. I'm drowning in work. And now I'm getting humiliated by rumors you helped start—because you came to my apartment—and I just… I don't know how to breathe anymore."
His expression shattered.
All jealousy, all fury, all possessiveness—
Gone.
"Julia…" he murmured, voice softening, breaking, melting. "I'm sorry. I'm so damn sorry."
He lifted a hand and wiped a tear I didn't know had escaped.
"Don't cry," he whispered. "Please. Not because of me."
My chest tightened painfully.
For a moment, the world softened.His forehead brushed mine.His breath mixed with mine.His hand slipped gently to my waist.
He was going to kiss me.
I felt it.He felt it.The air trembled with it.
And then
"A-Alan?"
I jerked away from him as Veronica stepped inside with red, teary eyes.
But not teary enough to hide the venom in her expression.
Her gaze swept over us—me cornered against the wall, Alan inches from touching me.
Her face twisted.
"I knew it," she whispered, voice trembling with betrayal. "It is true."
Alan tensed.I wrapped my arms around myself.
Veronica pointed at me.
"You," she snapped, "are finished. I'll make sure everyone knows exactly what you are."
Alan stepped forward, tone ice-cold."Veronica. Get out."
"No," she whispered fiercely. "You owe me an explanation."
"I owe you nothing."
Veronica stared at him as if he had stabbed her.
Then she stormed out, heels echoing like gunshots.
Silence swallowed the room.
I stared at the floor.
Alan took a step toward me.I took a step back.
His face fell.
"Julia," he said softly, "don't push me away."
But I couldn't breathe.I couldn't think.I couldn't let my knees give out.
"Not right now," I whispered.
His jaw tightened with pain he didn't hide.
"This isn't over," he murmured.
I didn't answer.
Because I wasn't sure if I wanted it to be over…or if I was terrified of how much I didn't want it to be.
The hospital room felt smaller than it had before. Everything smelled like antiseptic and sorrow. My legs were like jelly. Every heartbeat felt like it would shatter me into a thousand pieces.I could barely stand. The sight of my father—so fragile, so quiet—made me want to collapse, scream, and cry all at once. My chest ached, my stomach turned, and the world felt like it was spinning faster than I could keep up with."I… I can't…" I whispered, voice trembling.Alan was there instantly. His hands were on my arms before I even realized I'd started to fall. He didn't just hold me. He anchored me. He was solid, terrifying, and protective all at once."You don't get to fall, Julia," he said, voice low, rough with emotion. "Not in front of me. Not ever."I swallowed hard, tears blinding me. "Alan… I…"He cut me off, pressing a hand lightly to my cheek—a sharp, almost accusatory tap that made me flinch. But it wasn't violent. It wasn't cruel. It was his way of waking me up, of reminding me
First-Person POV — JuliaThe hallway outside my father's room felt colder than the rest of the hospital. Maybe it was the fluorescent lights. Maybe it was the fear squeezing my lungs. Or maybe it was the two men standing on either side of the doorway, both refusing to leave me alone, both refusing to look away.Alan stood stiffly to my right, arms crossed, jaw clenched so tightly I could see the muscle twitch.Kai was on my left, holding the bouquet of lilies like he was afraid they'd fall apart if he breathed too hard.And I?I was trapped between them—emotionally, physically, painfully.Alan spoke first, voice low but shaking with restrained emotion."You should've told me you were leaving Hawaii. I would've—"Kai cut in sharply. "You would've what? Controlled her more? She didn't need you yelling at her when she was trying to save her father."Alan turned slowly, dangerously."Say that again.""Gladly," Kai snapped. "She needed support, not anger."Their voices started rising.Pressure
(Julia — First-Person POV)I barely slept.The hospital chair was stiff, my back aching, but I refused to leave my father's side. His breathing was shallow, his skin cold, and every second felt like sand slipping through my fingers.Around dawn, I stepped out to get some water.Just five minutes.Just to breathe.My phone buzzed, but I ignored it.I wasn't ready to face anyone.Not Alan.Not Kai.Not the world.When I pushed the vending machine button, my reflection looked terrible—swollen eyes, messy hair, dark circles.I was raising the bottle to my lips when I heard footsteps. Fast. Sharp. Desperate.My heart stuttered.I turned.Alan was standing at the end of the hallway.His hair was disheveled, shirt wrinkled, eyes bloodshot like he hadn't slept at all. His chest rose and fell in ragged, almost violent breaths.For a second, he didn't move.He just stared at me with something between disbelief and heartbreak."Julia…" he whispered.My throat closed.He took one step—then another—then
(Julia — First-Person POV)The moment my plane touched the ground in LA, my entire body went weak with relief. People were already unbuckling, grabbing bags, talking loudly — but I couldn't move.My hands were trembling so badly that I had to grip the armrest to steady myself.The first thing I did was press the power button on my dead phone.Nothing.I plugged it into a power bank with shaking fingers. The screen blinked once. Then again. Finally, it lit up.124 missed calls.71 messages.22 voicemails.My breath vanished.Most were from Kai.Some from Alan.Some from Hawaii.Some from unknown numbers — news, probably.Then a breaking-news notification popped up on my screen:"HONOLULU–BOUND COMPANY RETREAT FLIGHT CRASHES. NO SURVIVORS CONFIRMED YET."My heart dropped into a numb, hollow silence.The plane I was supposed to take.The plane Alan and Kai thought I was on.The world thought I was dead.I squeezed my phone, vision blurring. My father was dying. My life was on fire. Everything
(Julia — First-Person POV)The flight I managed to book was overbooked, chaotic, and not even the one Hawaii originally tried to secure."Miss, we can only get you on the connecting flight through LA," the airline staff had told me.I didn't care. I took it.I didn't tell Kai or Alan.I didn't have the strength to explain.I just… boarded.My phone was at 3% when I got on the plane.Dead by the time we took off.For once, silence felt like mercy.No calls.No tension.No questions.Just me and the terrifying thought that I might lose my father forever.I closed my eyes as the plane rumbled into the clouds.Meanwhile — Back in HawaiiKai stood in the hotel lobby, nearly vibrating with frustration. "She should've landed by now."Alan paced steps away, his jaw clenched so tight it could shatter. "Her phone is still off."Hawaii (the assistant) rushed in, her face white as chalk, phone trembling in her hands."Kai… Alan…" she whispered.They both snapped their eyes to her."There's been a crash.
Hawaii was supposed to be a reset.The ocean breeze, the turquoise water, the soft crash of waves—everything felt like a temporary escape from the storm my life had become. I told myself I needed this business retreat, that it would help me refocus… but deep down I knew I was running.Running from the mess in the pack.Running from Kai's unreadable eyes.Running from Alan's spiraling emotions.Running from the ache I'd been ignoring for too long.I stepped out onto the balcony of the resort conference suite, breathing in salt air. Below, the staff prepared for the afternoon meeting—banners, glass tables, and far too many smiles. Hawaii always made everything feel deceptively beautiful.Even when your world was falling apart."Julia," Hawaii (the person, not the place) called from behind me—it was still weird having an assistant named Hawaii while being in Hawaii. "The investors from Tokyo just landed, they'll join us in fifteen minutes. Kai and Alan are already downstairs.""Great," I sa







