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Harper
I had always known my husband was having an affair, but today’s revelation was different. Unease prickled down my spine as I saw the trending topic on X. There it was. Number two. CEO of Hart Finances Ltd., Stanley Hart, is expecting a child with his wife after three years of childlessness. The woman with Stan in the picture wasn’t me. It was his secretary; the same woman who constantly texted him at late hours; the one he constantly compared me to. They looked happy, about to clink their glasses. Stan never showed me off to the public. Our marriage had always been secret because he emphasized on how camera- unworthy I was. Not fit for the wife of a billionaire. But she was: with her perfect figure and glowing skin, they looked meant for each other. ‘She’s pretty,‘isn’t she?’ The hairdresser’s voice made me glance up. ‘Who?’ I asked. She gestured to the picture on my phone. ‘Stan Hart’s wife, the woman in the picture.’ ‘Oh…’my chest grew tighter. ‘He’s so lucky to have a woman like that,’ another hairdresser chimed in. ‘But of course he’d go for someone that beautiful,’ another hairdresser added. ‘Imagine him ending up with someone…’ Plain. Boring. Third class. That was how Stan always referred to me, compared to his Barbie doll of a secretary. I wanted to scream at all of them, telling them I was the real wife. I was the one who endured three years with Stan, not the woman in the picture. But I didn’t. Instead I paid for my hair and left the salon quietly. Twenty minutes later, I arrived at the beautiful house Stan and I lived in the black Cadillac Stan had gifted me during our first anniversary. My chest ached as I remembered how everything had been going well for us during that first year. Stan had been my teenage crush and I’d stare at him as my mom cleaned the house. Sometimes I’d sneak into his room when he wasn’t around just to get his smell from his shirts. What started as harmless fun with the maid’s daughter had turned into something serious, and then I got married to my crush with a pregnancy that I hadn’t planned for. My chest tightened even more as I reminisced on the good days. The maids and cook greeted me warmly as I entered the house, but something wasn’t right. I caught a whiff of an unfamiliar perfume as I walked to the master bedroom I and Stan slept in. I was stunned when I opened the door. On the bed sat Amy, wearing my dressing robe. Stan was quite open about his affair with his secretary but he never brought her to the house. Until now, it seemed. ‘Why are you in my room?’ I walked towards her, disgust clearly etched on my face. ‘Oh. You haven’t heard?’ She arched a perfectly lined brow. ‘Stan and I are going to have a baby.’ ‘Doesn’t answer my question,’ I clenched my fists, ready to wipe that smug expression off her face. ‘I’m staying here now. The baby and I need a good environment,’ she stood up and got closer to me. ‘Something you wouldn’t understand, you barren bitch.’ I snapped and shoved her. She fell to the bed and immediately let out a scream. Abruptly, the bathroom door opened and Stan emerged with only a towel around his waist. ‘Harper, what the hell!’ He raced towards us and helped Amy up immediately. ‘She hit me, Stan. I think I need to go to the hospital… ah! The baby!’ Amy gave out exaggerated gasps. ‘I didn’t hit her. I-‘ ‘Shut up Harper!’ Stan turned to me with rage in his eyes. ‘So you thought it was a good idea to kill my child?’ ‘You bringing her to our home shows you have absolutely no respect for our marriage,’ I yelled at him. ‘Marriage? And you think I’m proud being married to someone as plain and barren as you?’ ‘But you never complained…’ ‘I provided for you and that sickly mother of yours,’ he growled. ‘You should thank me every day you wake up in this house. Women like you don’t survive outside men like me.’ I gasped. ‘Amy’s carrying my child now. So you will show her some respect, understood?’ I understood and I knew he did too. He was using his money to blackmail me into being an obedient puppy. Not this time. I walked out of the room and called Mr Andrews- the family lawyer. I had already begun the divorce process for over a year now without Stan’s knowledge, but I haven’t dared to sign the papers. This was more than enough to summon my courage. Later that night, as I lay on the bed in the guest bedroom, I held the divorce papers in my hand, ready to sign. But it didn’t feel right. I walked towards our bedroom, ready to wake Stan up and try to win him back. Surely he must still love me. But as I approached, I could hear the soft moans and grunts from within. They were making love, on our marital bed. My throat choked with tears and I ran quickly to the guest room. Without blinking an eye, I appended my signature before the tears wet the paper. The next day, I waited until they left before sending the mail to Stan in his office. Somewhere in my heart, I wanted to believe he didn’t want me to leave. He wouldn’t sign the papers and we’d resolve any issues we had. And as the papers arrived back home to me without wasting time, my heart leaped for joy. Of course Stan couldn’t sign the papers; he didn’t a divorce. Not like this. He still loved me. I opened the papers and checked the space for his signature: He had signed, along with a check of a thousand dollars. For three whole years of marriage. I had thought the pain I would feel would make me scream in agony, but I didn’t. I held the papers calmly in my hands, my chest ready to burst open with all the grief bottles up. No love, no asset; just a thousand dollars. And deep down, a chilling thought settled: What if walking away from him was the most terrible decision I had ever made?HarperI was just a substitute.A cheap photocopy, just as that woman had called me that day.The thought had followed me all night, refusing to leave no matter how many times I told myself I was being ridiculous.But was I?The photographs, the striking resemblance, the note written behind the picture, the way Xavier had reacted when I confronted him…I buried my face deeper into my pillow.How could I have been so blind? From the very beginning, the signs had been there. First there were the photographs in that hotel room, and the way he somehow knew things about me before we had even spent enough time together; the way he had sought me out specifically.Of course he had researched me, because what were the odds that a billionaire like Xavier Blackwood would randomly choose me for an arrangement?A humorless laugh escaped me.The answer was simple.He hadn’t chosen me- not really. He had chosen her. I just happened to look enough like her to keep the memory alive.The realization se
Xavier‘I am a bit hesitant about releasing the shares to you though.’Those words stung me more than I expected, and I had to clench my fists to control myself. My father had wanted to see me in his office alone, and now he looked at me through those annoying glasses of his, his expression calm- as always.‘May I ask why?’ I asked him through gritted teeth.‘I told you between you and your brother Stan-‘‘You keep calling him my brother…’‘Because he is!’ Father cleared his throat before continuing. ‘As I said, I want someone stable enough to manage that amount of shares.’‘Stable? I did what you wanted me to do; I went where you asked me to go. Hell, I’m bloody engaged. What more do you want from me?’‘Your sudden engagement to your brother’s ex-wife… it’s uhh… quite hard to accept.’‘But Stan cheating on her and getting another woman pregnant even while they were married isn’t? You people never cease to amaze me.’‘At least he’s stable for the time being.’‘No, Dad! He’s a lying sc
HarperIt was just lust, nothing else.Two consenting adults sharing the same bedroom were bound to give in to their desires at some point, right?So why did it feel so much more when Xavier was involved? The first time it happened, I had assured myself it wouldn’t happen again, but it did, and for the past two days now, his body had been all I knew. I could remember the way my fingers traced the thin hair that ran from his torso down south, or his kisses- sometimes slow, sometimes fast, but always creating toe-curling sensations.And his low moans…‘You good, hon?’ I jerked from my daydreaming as Xavier waved his hand in front of me. We had come for lunch with a couple from another firm, and I had been caught staring at my fiancé.My cheeks heated up, especially because of the thoughts that came with the daydream.The restaurant overlooked the city skyline, all glass walls and expensive furniture. Across from us sat Mr. Harrison and his wife, Elena.The lunch had started pleasantly
XavierI wasn’t supposed to be here, not now. Three days. Three fucking days. That was how long I’d been in Manhattan.Three days of meetings, contracts, investors, and pretending I wasn’t checking my phone every ten minutes.Harper hadn’t called. Not that I expected her to. After all, we weren’t real. At least, that was what I kept reminding myself whenever my hand drifted toward my phone.The lie stopped working the moment Craig called.‘She made a phone call last night.’I looked up from the file on my desk. ‘And?’A pause. ‘She’s going on a date tonight by eight.’Something cold settled in my chest. ‘With who?’Craig hesitated. ‘The same guy who got her flowers.’Her flower friend. Somehow, I already knew I wasn’t going to like the answer.By the time my plane landed, I had convinced myself I was only going back because Harper was technically my fiancée. When I saw her laughing across a table from another man, I knew I had been lying to myself.After the call, I watched her talk
HarperHis number was tucked between the flowers.As I arranged the bouquet Josh had given me the next morning, a paper fell to the floor. I picked it up and after seeing what it was, dropped it on the table without a second glance. Josh was nice, calm, but I didn’t want anything as serious as going on a date with him.Why?That question popped in my head but the only answer I could come up with was Xavier. I didn’t want to jeopardize our arrangement- I told myself. It was just because of the arrangement, nothing else.Later that day, I decided to visit Mel, instead of wandering around the house with a book in hand. Xavier hadn’t called or messaged, and even if I couldn’t see Calvin, I had a feeling he was lurking around the house; keeping an eye on me.It didn’t take long before Mel and I delved into giving each other the latest gossip.‘You look suspiciously happy for someone who claims nothing is going on in her life,’ I told Mel.We were sprawled across her living room floor with
HarperI didn’t stop him.Even when I remembered the agreement; the emotional impact it would have on me later on.I didn’t stop him because I didn’t want to. I was wet, shivering and my body ached for more of his touch, his lips…‘Xavier…’ I whispered his name again, a silent plea building up within me.‘Don’t do that,’ his voice dropped. ‘Don’t say my name like that unless you’re ready for what comes next.’I raised my hands to his chest, feeling his body hard under that wet clothing. He was so close I could feel everything: from his musky scent to how hard he was. And I wanted it all.He drew closer, as if testing how far he could go. I felt his lips before they reached mine, and it almost did.‘Xavier!’ Terese’s voice called out from outside the bedroom, followed by a sharp knock on the door.We paused, our breath coming in shallows.Xavier looked at me, his eyes still dark and wanting. I also wanted more, even if I shouldn’t.‘Xavier!’ Terese called out again.‘Coming,’ Xavier r
Harper It felt like the longest day of my life. With the check still in my hands, I drove in a hurry to meet with the manager at the family bank. The Harts had a rule of giving part of the inheritance to all members of the family- even their spouses. The sooner I cashed out my part of the in
Xavier I could feel her surprised gaze. Whoever this woman was now, she must be pretty important to affect Stan as much. ‘You’re lying, Xavier,’ Stan sneered, ‘as always.’ ‘Stop being such a pain in the ass,’ I scoffed then turned to the woman. ‘Let’s go, sweetheart.’ ‘How long have you be
XavierI knew I was stalling, but I had half expected her to change her mind afterwards. So when Craig told me she was waiting in the living room, I didn’t know how to respond at first.Hell, I still didn’t know how to act when I saw her sitting by the edge of the couch, her fingers curling around
Harper She was here again, smiling and interacting with everyone like she belonged here all her life. ‘You brought me here to watch you and your mistress, again?’ I glanced angrily at Stan. ‘Amy is not a mistress,’ he replied in a cool voice. ‘She’s family now.’ I watched as he walked over to







