LOGINHarper
She was here again, smiling and interacting with everyone like she belonged here all her life. ‘You brought me here to watch you and your mistress, again?’ I glanced angrily at Stan. ‘Amy is not a mistress,’ he replied in a cool voice. ‘She’s family now.’ I watched as he walked over to her and swooped her into a passionate kiss. My chest ached. He never kissed me that way in public. I tried looking away but I couldn’t; almost like an invisible force kept me rooted at the spot. ‘Harper?’ I turned to see Stan’s father- Mr James Hart- behind me, tall and brooding with a presence that commanded respect. ‘Good evening sir,’ I lowered my head. In all my years of marriage, I could never hold his gaze for a minute long. ‘I had no idea Stan remarried…’ he gestured at Stan and Amy, holding each other affectionately. I tried forcing the words out of my mouth. ‘So much has been going on…uhh…’ ‘Harper…’ he pressed on. ‘Stan and I are divorced,’ I forced the words. ‘I had to divorce him. I couldn’t take it anymore.’ ‘Take what anymore?’ He asked. ‘The entire-‘ ‘Darling, what are you doing here?’ Stan’s mother- Claris- came, stopping whatever conversation we had going. ‘I was just saying hello to Harper,’ he replied her with a kiss on the cheek. Claris glanced at me with the same hatred that had always been etched on her face for years. ‘Hello Harper.’ I gave her a strained smile while they left. His mother had never liked me, and after what had happened to our child, the hatred had grown worse. ‘Xavier just called. He’s out of Manhattan now, but will arrive soon. He’s probably going to be late,’ Claris said to James, stroking his hair with her bright red nails. ‘Hmm,’ James grunted then turned to me. ‘Have you ever been to Manhattan, Harper?’ ‘No, sir,’ I shook my head. ‘Lovely weather, it is.’ ‘Darling, the guests are waiting,’ Claris had to drag James away. ‘Wine, madam?’ A waiter presented a glass of wine to me. I accepted and doused that in one gulp. Soon, I had taken more amount of wine that I needed, making my vision a bit dizzy. Alone, with no one to talk to, I went on just observing everyone around. Soon, gasps of people filled the entire room, followed by happy squeals. There, in the middle of everyone, was my husband on one knee, facing Amy. ‘Will you marry me and be the mother of my children?’ The whole place blacked out for me within seconds, and I didn’t notice when I fell to the ground. By the time I opened my eyes, some guests were holding me; some sympathetic, some confused. Claris looked like she could strangle me on the spot; James had no expression on his face. And Stan and Amy looked judgemental as always. ‘Aren’t you ashamed of yourself, Harper?’ Claris asked in a disgusted tone, loud enough for everyone to hear. ‘What-‘ ‘First you ruin my son’s life, and now after he finally had the balls to leave you, you draw unnecessary attention to yourself in the middle of his engagement?’ ‘I left your son-‘ ‘Oh shut up, Harper,’ Amy cut in. ‘We all know you’ve been begging my Stan to take you back ever since he divorced you.’ ‘That’s not true,’ I glanced at Stan but he held an unreadable expression. Stan’s father had a disappointed look on his face. ‘Harper, I think you should leave.’ I stood up slowly, feeling the embarrassment cloud me. Everyone began to disperse with mutters, leaving me, Stan and Amy. ‘Let’s go, baby,’ Amy tugged at Stan, with malicious glances at me. ‘You go on. I’ll catch up,’ Stan replied with his gaze fixed on me. I didn’t say a word; didn’t know what to say. I didn’t want to cry in front of him or anyone, but still the tears threatened to pour. Stan fixed his cold gaze on me. ‘Happy now? You’ve gotten all the attention to yourself.’ I shook my head. ‘No, I didn’t want-‘ ‘You never know what you want, Harper,’ he cut in. ‘You’re indecisive, plain and just not the kind of person…’ ‘I’ve heard all that before, Stan. You never stop comparing me to that secretary of yours.’ ‘Amy is what every billionaire would want as a wife. She’s beautiful, confident and outgoing. All the things you’re not.’ ‘You shouldn’t have married me then!’ I sneered. ‘We both know the only reason I married you was because you were pregnant and I had no choice. I never loved you, Harper. Wasn’t it obvious?’ I stared coolly at him, the words cut into me like sharp wires. ‘Goodbye Stan.’ I picked up my purse and walked away; from the chaos, the embarrassment; I walked away from it all. My vision was blurry and I felt tipsy as I walked out, that I stumbled when I bumped into a man. As I fell, all the contents of my purse spilled out. I was in disarray and confused. I tried to stand up but I couldn’t. The man I bumped into didn’t say a word, but I could see him from the corner of my eyes, helping me pick up my things. ‘How stupid and clumsy can you be?’ Stan was seething. I tried standing up but I staggered, my legs felt too heavy to carry me. ‘Just look at how pathetic you are,’ Stan continued. ‘I can’t believe I spent three terrible years with you.’ ‘Don’t you dare talk to her that way,’ A rough masculine voice made me jerk upright. It was the man I had bumped into. At that instant, I felt his strong hand lift me up and swooped me into his arms. The kiss that happened next was unexpected. His mouth claimed mine fiercely, with his hands grasping my waist. Without thinking, I pulled him deeper and let his scent fill my nostrils. It was over within a minute, with him pulling away slowly, leaving me trembling slightly. I was shocked but I tried to maintain composure. He looked nothing like the other guests; from his shirt and pants that looked like old money, to his well structured face. His perfect structures glowed underneath the lights, brighter than Venus. When I turned back Stan was fuming outwardly. ‘And how the hell do you two know each other?’ Stan sneered at us. ‘Oh, you haven’t heard?’ The man asked, pulling me closer. ‘We’re engaged.’HarperTerese had set me up.There was no way Xavier’s housekeeper had suggested for me the exact dress his ex had worn by coincidence.She knew what would happen and had pushed me toward it. I needed to tell Xavier, explain to him that it wasn’t my fault. But I couldn’t stand up from the floor. Even after Stella had left, I stayed on the floor, the embarrassment still imprinted on my mind. How could I face anyone in this godforsaken place again?Xavier’s family, the Giovannis… I was already the laughing stock of everyone present.I didn’t know when I fell asleep, but later on I woke up on the bed, the duvet draped over me. No one was in the room when I woke up, and I still had the damned dress on. I checked the clock on the bedside table: 7:23am before leaving the bed. Within minutes, I took it off and headed straight to the shower, doing everything as if I was in a trance.There was still no sign of Xavier, but I had a feeling he was the one who had taken me to bed. Maybe he went f
HarperMy nerves were on edge.My mind raced back to last night when I and Xavier had come back from sightseeing. I had decided to inspect my dress again before the ball, and inside I had found a note in the wrapping.. I didn’t want to tell him about it, it probably meant nothing; maybe someone was just playing a prank. But the words; I could remember every sentence:TEMPORARY THINGS HAVE A HABIT OF FORGETTING THEY’RE TEMPORARY- UNTIL THEY BECOME ANOTHER TRAGEDY.DON’T BE ONE OF THEM.No one plays a prank with that kind of statement. Those words now lived rent-free in my head, sending chills all over me intermittently.‘Hi baby,’ I felt Xavier hug me from behind. ‘What’s up?’I had been standing aloof, facing the swimming pool. Captivated by the way the light from the midday sun made the blue colors dance around the water, I stood, my thoughts trapping me back in time.And that’s where he found me.‘Hi,’ I turned to him, forcing another smile. I had been doing that a lot since I foun
XavierIt was almost too good to be true, until I recalled it was temporary.She was temporary.After this whole sham, I wouldn’t see her anymore. I wouldn’t go to sleep with the lulling sound of her steady breathing beside me, or waking up to see her face just before she woke up.I felt like Alice in Wonderland, only to wake up one day and it would be like a dream.A wonderful pleasant dream.‘Is there something on my face?’I blinked as Harper looked back at me with concern. I’d been staring at her, reminiscing… but that wasn’t the only thing I noticed. She was nervous. I could tell from the way her hands trembled so subtly no one else took notice, or the way she bit her lower lip at intervals. Those tiny details about her… I held her hand with my free hand and gently rubbed with my thumb to calm the shaking. It worked.‘I hear the Giovannis are going to be at the ball tomorrow,’ Mother broke the silence at our table. ‘Gosh! I cannot wait to meet Carmela.’‘I didn’t see them yest
HarperI woke up before Xavier.At least, I thought I did.The room was still dim, the curtains drawn against the early morning sunlight. For a few seconds, I remained still, trying to remember where I was.Then I felt an arm tighten around my waist.Xavier.My stomach immediately performed an embarrassing little flip as I stared at the hand resting on my stomach. Those strong annoying hands, because they belonged to a very annoying man.Slowly, I turned my head.Xavier was asleep beside me. Without his usual smirk or sharp remarks, he looked younger somehow and less intimidating; quite peaceful. My gaze drifted over his face, those dark lashes, the slight stubble along his jaw, and that stupidly attractive mouth that had caused me far too many problems recently.I should turn away but instead, I continued staring, and that was a mistake because Xavier’s eyes suddenly opened.A small smile appeared immediately. ‘Enjoying the view?’I yelped and smacked his shoulder. ‘You were awake!’
HarperI was just a substitute.A cheap photocopy, just as that woman had called me that day.The thought had followed me all night, refusing to leave no matter how many times I told myself I was being ridiculous.But was I?The photographs, the striking resemblance, the note written behind the picture, the way Xavier had reacted when I confronted him…I buried my face deeper into my pillow.How could I have been so blind? From the very beginning, the signs had been there. First there were the photographs in that hotel room, and the way he somehow knew things about me before we had even spent enough time together; the way he had sought me out specifically.Of course he had researched me, because what were the odds that a billionaire like Xavier Blackwood would randomly choose me for an arrangement?A humorless laugh escaped me.The answer was simple.He hadn’t chosen me- not really. He had chosen her. I just happened to look enough like her to keep the memory alive.The realization se
Xavier‘I am a bit hesitant about releasing the shares to you though.’Those words stung me more than I expected, and I had to clench my fists to control myself. My father had wanted to see me in his office alone, and now he looked at me through those annoying glasses of his, his expression calm- as always.‘May I ask why?’ I asked him through gritted teeth.‘I told you between you and your brother Stan-‘‘You keep calling him my brother…’‘Because he is!’ Father cleared his throat before continuing. ‘As I said, I want someone stable enough to manage that amount of shares.’‘Stable? I did what you wanted me to do; I went where you asked me to go. Hell, I’m bloody engaged. What more do you want from me?’‘Your sudden engagement to your brother’s ex-wife… it’s uhh… quite hard to accept.’‘But Stan cheating on her and getting another woman pregnant even while they were married isn’t? You people never cease to amaze me.’‘At least he’s stable for the time being.’‘No, Dad! He’s a lying sc
Xavier I could feel her surprised gaze. Whoever this woman was now, she must be pretty important to affect Stan as much. ‘You’re lying, Xavier,’ Stan sneered, ‘as always.’ ‘Stop being such a pain in the ass,’ I scoffed then turned to the woman. ‘Let’s go, sweetheart.’ ‘How long have you be
Harper It felt like the longest day of my life. With the check still in my hands, I drove in a hurry to meet with the manager at the family bank. The Harts had a rule of giving part of the inheritance to all members of the family- even their spouses. The sooner I cashed out my part of the in
Harper I had always known my husband was having an affair, but today’s revelation was different. Unease prickled down my spine as I saw the trending topic on X. There it was. Number two. CEO of Hart Finances Ltd., Stanley Hart, is expecting a child with his wife after three years of childless
XavierI knew I was stalling, but I had half expected her to change her mind afterwards. So when Craig told me she was waiting in the living room, I didn’t know how to respond at first.Hell, I still didn’t know how to act when I saw her sitting by the edge of the couch, her fingers curling around







