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She was here again, smiling and interacting with everyone like she belonged here all her life. ‘You brought me here to watch you and your mistress, again?’ I glanced angrily at Stan. ‘Amy is not a mistress,’ he replied in a cool voice. ‘She’s family now.’ I watched as he walked over to her and swooped her into a passionate kiss. My chest ached. He never kissed me that way in public. I tried looking away but I couldn’t; almost like an invisible force kept me rooted at the spot. ‘Harper?’ I turned to see Stan’s father- Mr James Hart- behind me, tall and brooding with a presence that commanded respect. ‘Good evening sir,’ I lowered my head. In all my years of marriage, I could never hold his gaze for a minute long. ‘I had no idea Stan remarried…’ he gestured at Stan and Amy, holding each other affectionately. I tried forcing the words out of my mouth. ‘So much has been going on…uhh…’ ‘Harper…’ he pressed on. ‘Stan and I are divorced,’ I forced the words. ‘I had to divorce him. I couldn’t take it anymore.’ ‘Take what anymore?’ He asked. ‘The entire-‘ ‘Darling, what are you doing here?’ Stan’s mother- Claris- came, stopping whatever conversation we had going. ‘I was just saying hello to Harper,’ he replied her with a kiss on the cheek. Claris glanced at me with the same hatred that had always been etched on her face for years. ‘Hello Harper.’ I gave her a strained smile while they left. His mother had never liked me, and after what had happened to our child, the hatred had grown worse. ‘Xavier just called. He’s out of Manhattan now, but will arrive soon. He’s probably going to be late,’ Claris said to James, stroking his hair with her bright red nails. ‘Hmm,’ James grunted then turned to me. ‘Have you ever been to Manhattan, Harper?’ ‘No, sir,’ I shook my head. ‘Lovely weather, it is.’ ‘Darling, the guests are waiting,’ Claris had to drag James away. ‘Wine, madam?’ A waiter presented a glass of wine to me. I accepted and doused that in one gulp. Soon, I had taken more amount of wine that I needed, making my vision a bit dizzy. Alone, with no one to talk to, I went on just observing everyone around. Soon, gasps of people filled the entire room, followed by happy squeals. There, in the middle of everyone, was my husband on one knee, facing Amy. ‘Will you marry me and be the mother of my children?’ The whole place blacked out for me within seconds, and I didn’t notice when I fell to the ground. By the time I opened my eyes, some guests were holding me; some sympathetic, some confused. Claris looked like she could strangle me on the spot; James had no expression on his face. And Stan and Amy looked judgemental as always. ‘Aren’t you ashamed of yourself, Harper?’ Claris asked in a disgusted tone, loud enough for everyone to hear. ‘What-‘ ‘First you ruin my son’s life, and now after he finally had the balls to leave you, you draw unnecessary attention to yourself in the middle of his engagement?’ ‘I left your son-‘ ‘Oh shut up, Harper,’ Amy cut in. ‘We all know you’ve been begging my Stan to take you back ever since he divorced you.’ ‘That’s not true,’ I glanced at Stan but he held an unreadable expression. Stan’s father had a disappointed look on his face. ‘Harper, I think you should leave.’ I stood up slowly, feeling the embarrassment cloud me. Everyone began to disperse with mutters, leaving me, Stan and Amy. ‘Let’s go, baby,’ Amy tugged at Stan, with malicious glances at me. ‘You go on. I’ll catch up,’ Stan replied with his gaze fixed on me. I didn’t say a word; didn’t know what to say. I didn’t want to cry in front of him or anyone, but still the tears threatened to pour. Stan fixed his cold gaze on me. ‘Happy now? You’ve gotten all the attention to yourself.’ I shook my head. ‘No, I didn’t want-‘ ‘You never know what you want, Harper,’ he cut in. ‘You’re indecisive, plain and just not the kind of person…’ ‘I’ve heard all that before, Stan. You never stop comparing me to that secretary of yours.’ ‘Amy is what every billionaire would want as a wife. She’s beautiful, confident and outgoing. All the things you’re not.’ ‘You shouldn’t have married me then!’ I sneered. ‘We both know the only reason I married you was because you were pregnant and I had no choice. I never loved you, Harper. Wasn’t it obvious?’ I stared coolly at him, the words cut into me like sharp wires. ‘Goodbye Stan.’ I picked up my purse and walked away; from the chaos, the embarrassment; I walked away from it all. My vision was blurry and I felt tipsy as I walked out, that I stumbled when I bumped into a man. As I fell, all the contents of my purse spilled out. I was in disarray and confused. I tried to stand up but I couldn’t. The man I bumped into didn’t say a word, but I could see him from the corner of my eyes, helping me pick up my things. ‘How stupid and clumsy can you be?’ Stan was seething. I tried standing up but I staggered, my legs felt too heavy to carry me. ‘Just look at how pathetic you are,’ Stan continued. ‘I can’t believe I spent three terrible years with you.’ ‘Don’t you dare talk to her that way,’ A rough masculine voice made me jerk upright. It was the man I had bumped into. At that instant, I felt his strong hand lift me up and swooped me into his arms. The kiss that happened next was unexpected. His mouth claimed mine fiercely, with his hands grasping my waist. Without thinking, I pulled him deeper and let his scent fill my nostrils. It was over within a minute, with him pulling away slowly, leaving me trembling slightly. I was shocked but I tried to maintain composure. He looked nothing like the other guests; from his shirt and pants that looked like old money, to his well structured face. His perfect structures glowed underneath the lights, brighter than Venus. When I turned back Stan was fuming outwardly. ‘And how the hell do you two know each other?’ Stan sneered at us. ‘Oh, you haven’t heard?’ The man asked, pulling me closer. ‘We’re engaged.’HarperI was just a substitute.A cheap photocopy, just as that woman had called me that day.The thought had followed me all night, refusing to leave no matter how many times I told myself I was being ridiculous.But was I?The photographs, the striking resemblance, the note written behind the picture, the way Xavier had reacted when I confronted him…I buried my face deeper into my pillow.How could I have been so blind? From the very beginning, the signs had been there. First there were the photographs in that hotel room, and the way he somehow knew things about me before we had even spent enough time together; the way he had sought me out specifically.Of course he had researched me, because what were the odds that a billionaire like Xavier Blackwood would randomly choose me for an arrangement?A humorless laugh escaped me.The answer was simple.He hadn’t chosen me- not really. He had chosen her. I just happened to look enough like her to keep the memory alive.The realization se
Xavier‘I am a bit hesitant about releasing the shares to you though.’Those words stung me more than I expected, and I had to clench my fists to control myself. My father had wanted to see me in his office alone, and now he looked at me through those annoying glasses of his, his expression calm- as always.‘May I ask why?’ I asked him through gritted teeth.‘I told you between you and your brother Stan-‘‘You keep calling him my brother…’‘Because he is!’ Father cleared his throat before continuing. ‘As I said, I want someone stable enough to manage that amount of shares.’‘Stable? I did what you wanted me to do; I went where you asked me to go. Hell, I’m bloody engaged. What more do you want from me?’‘Your sudden engagement to your brother’s ex-wife… it’s uhh… quite hard to accept.’‘But Stan cheating on her and getting another woman pregnant even while they were married isn’t? You people never cease to amaze me.’‘At least he’s stable for the time being.’‘No, Dad! He’s a lying sc
HarperIt was just lust, nothing else.Two consenting adults sharing the same bedroom were bound to give in to their desires at some point, right?So why did it feel so much more when Xavier was involved? The first time it happened, I had assured myself it wouldn’t happen again, but it did, and for the past two days now, his body had been all I knew. I could remember the way my fingers traced the thin hair that ran from his torso down south, or his kisses- sometimes slow, sometimes fast, but always creating toe-curling sensations.And his low moans…‘You good, hon?’ I jerked from my daydreaming as Xavier waved his hand in front of me. We had come for lunch with a couple from another firm, and I had been caught staring at my fiancé.My cheeks heated up, especially because of the thoughts that came with the daydream.The restaurant overlooked the city skyline, all glass walls and expensive furniture. Across from us sat Mr. Harrison and his wife, Elena.The lunch had started pleasantly
XavierI wasn’t supposed to be here, not now. Three days. Three fucking days. That was how long I’d been in Manhattan.Three days of meetings, contracts, investors, and pretending I wasn’t checking my phone every ten minutes.Harper hadn’t called. Not that I expected her to. After all, we weren’t real. At least, that was what I kept reminding myself whenever my hand drifted toward my phone.The lie stopped working the moment Craig called.‘She made a phone call last night.’I looked up from the file on my desk. ‘And?’A pause. ‘She’s going on a date tonight by eight.’Something cold settled in my chest. ‘With who?’Craig hesitated. ‘The same guy who got her flowers.’Her flower friend. Somehow, I already knew I wasn’t going to like the answer.By the time my plane landed, I had convinced myself I was only going back because Harper was technically my fiancée. When I saw her laughing across a table from another man, I knew I had been lying to myself.After the call, I watched her talk
HarperHis number was tucked between the flowers.As I arranged the bouquet Josh had given me the next morning, a paper fell to the floor. I picked it up and after seeing what it was, dropped it on the table without a second glance. Josh was nice, calm, but I didn’t want anything as serious as going on a date with him.Why?That question popped in my head but the only answer I could come up with was Xavier. I didn’t want to jeopardize our arrangement- I told myself. It was just because of the arrangement, nothing else.Later that day, I decided to visit Mel, instead of wandering around the house with a book in hand. Xavier hadn’t called or messaged, and even if I couldn’t see Calvin, I had a feeling he was lurking around the house; keeping an eye on me.It didn’t take long before Mel and I delved into giving each other the latest gossip.‘You look suspiciously happy for someone who claims nothing is going on in her life,’ I told Mel.We were sprawled across her living room floor with
HarperI didn’t stop him.Even when I remembered the agreement; the emotional impact it would have on me later on.I didn’t stop him because I didn’t want to. I was wet, shivering and my body ached for more of his touch, his lips…‘Xavier…’ I whispered his name again, a silent plea building up within me.‘Don’t do that,’ his voice dropped. ‘Don’t say my name like that unless you’re ready for what comes next.’I raised my hands to his chest, feeling his body hard under that wet clothing. He was so close I could feel everything: from his musky scent to how hard he was. And I wanted it all.He drew closer, as if testing how far he could go. I felt his lips before they reached mine, and it almost did.‘Xavier!’ Terese’s voice called out from outside the bedroom, followed by a sharp knock on the door.We paused, our breath coming in shallows.Xavier looked at me, his eyes still dark and wanting. I also wanted more, even if I shouldn’t.‘Xavier!’ Terese called out again.‘Coming,’ Xavier r
XavierI knew I was stalling, but I had half expected her to change her mind afterwards. So when Craig told me she was waiting in the living room, I didn’t know how to respond at first.Hell, I still didn’t know how to act when I saw her sitting by the edge of the couch, her fingers curling around
Xavier I could feel her surprised gaze. Whoever this woman was now, she must be pretty important to affect Stan as much. ‘You’re lying, Xavier,’ Stan sneered, ‘as always.’ ‘Stop being such a pain in the ass,’ I scoffed then turned to the woman. ‘Let’s go, sweetheart.’ ‘How long have you be
Harper It felt like the longest day of my life. With the check still in my hands, I drove in a hurry to meet with the manager at the family bank. The Harts had a rule of giving part of the inheritance to all members of the family- even their spouses. The sooner I cashed out my part of the in
Harper I had always known my husband was having an affair, but today’s revelation was different. Unease prickled down my spine as I saw the trending topic on X. There it was. Number two. CEO of Hart Finances Ltd., Stanley Hart, is expecting a child with his wife after three years of childless







