LOGINHarper
She was here again, smiling and interacting with everyone like she belonged here all her life. ‘You brought me here to watch you and your mistress, again?’ I glanced angrily at Stan. ‘Amy is not a mistress,’ he replied in a cool voice. ‘She’s family now.’ I watched as he walked over to her and swooped her into a passionate kiss. My chest ached. He never kissed me that way in public. I tried looking away but I couldn’t; almost like an invisible force kept me rooted at the spot. ‘Harper?’ I turned to see Stan’s father- Mr James Hart- behind me, tall and brooding with a presence that commanded respect. ‘Good evening sir,’ I lowered my head. In all my years of marriage, I could never hold his gaze for a minute long. ‘I had no idea Stan remarried…’ he gestured at Stan and Amy, holding each other affectionately. I tried forcing the words out of my mouth. ‘So much has been going on…uhh…’ ‘Harper…’ he pressed on. ‘Stan and I are divorced,’ I forced the words. ‘I had to divorce him. I couldn’t take it anymore.’ ‘Take what anymore?’ He asked. ‘The entire-‘ ‘Darling, what are you doing here?’ Stan’s mother- Claris- came, stopping whatever conversation we had going. ‘I was just saying hello to Harper,’ he replied her with a kiss on the cheek. Claris glanced at me with the same hatred that had always been etched on her face for years. ‘Hello Harper.’ I gave her a strained smile while they left. His mother had never liked me, and after what had happened to our child, the hatred had grown worse. ‘Xavier just called. He’s out of Manhattan now, but will arrive soon. He’s probably going to be late,’ Claris said to James, stroking his hair with her bright red nails. ‘Hmm,’ James grunted then turned to me. ‘Have you ever been to Manhattan, Harper?’ ‘No, sir,’ I shook my head. ‘Lovely weather, it is.’ ‘Darling, the guests are waiting,’ Claris had to drag James away. ‘Wine, madam?’ A waiter presented a glass of wine to me. I accepted and doused that in one gulp. Soon, I had taken more amount of wine that I needed, making my vision a bit dizzy. Alone, with no one to talk to, I went on just observing everyone around. Soon, gasps of people filled the entire room, followed by happy squeals. There, in the middle of everyone, was my husband on one knee, facing Amy. ‘Will you marry me and be the mother of my children?’ The whole place blacked out for me within seconds, and I didn’t notice when I fell to the ground. By the time I opened my eyes, some guests were holding me; some sympathetic, some confused. Claris looked like she could strangle me on the spot; James had no expression on his face. And Stan and Amy looked judgemental as always. ‘Aren’t you ashamed of yourself, Harper?’ Claris asked in a disgusted tone, loud enough for everyone to hear. ‘What-‘ ‘First you ruin my son’s life, and now after he finally had the balls to leave you, you draw unnecessary attention to yourself in the middle of his engagement?’ ‘I left your son-‘ ‘Oh shut up, Harper,’ Amy cut in. ‘We all know you’ve been begging my Stan to take you back ever since he divorced you.’ ‘That’s not true,’ I glanced at Stan but he held an unreadable expression. Stan’s father had a disappointed look on his face. ‘Harper, I think you should leave.’ I stood up slowly, feeling the embarrassment cloud me. Everyone began to disperse with mutters, leaving me, Stan and Amy. ‘Let’s go, baby,’ Amy tugged at Stan, with malicious glances at me. ‘You go on. I’ll catch up,’ Stan replied with his gaze fixed on me. I didn’t say a word; didn’t know what to say. I didn’t want to cry in front of him or anyone, but still the tears threatened to pour. Stan fixed his cold gaze on me. ‘Happy now? You’ve gotten all the attention to yourself.’ I shook my head. ‘No, I didn’t want-‘ ‘You never know what you want, Harper,’ he cut in. ‘You’re indecisive, plain and just not the kind of person…’ ‘I’ve heard all that before, Stan. You never stop comparing me to that secretary of yours.’ ‘Amy is what every billionaire would want as a wife. She’s beautiful, confident and outgoing. All the things you’re not.’ ‘You shouldn’t have married me then!’ I sneered. ‘We both know the only reason I married you was because you were pregnant and I had no choice. I never loved you, Harper. Wasn’t it obvious?’ I stared coolly at him, the words cut into me like sharp wires. ‘Goodbye Stan.’ I picked up my purse and walked away; from the chaos, the embarrassment; I walked away from it all. My vision was blurry and I felt tipsy as I walked out, that I stumbled when I bumped into a man. As I fell, all the contents of my purse spilled out. I was in disarray and confused. I tried to stand up but I couldn’t. The man I bumped into didn’t say a word, but I could see him from the corner of my eyes, helping me pick up my things. ‘How stupid and clumsy can you be?’ Stan was seething. I tried standing up but I staggered, my legs felt too heavy to carry me. ‘Just look at how pathetic you are,’ Stan continued. ‘I can’t believe I spent three terrible years with you.’ ‘Don’t you dare talk to her that way,’ A rough masculine voice made me jerk upright. It was the man I had bumped into. At that instant, I felt his strong hand lift me up and swooped me into his arms. The kiss that happened next was unexpected. His mouth claimed mine fiercely, with his hands grasping my waist. Without thinking, I pulled him deeper and let his scent fill my nostrils. It was over within a minute, with him pulling away slowly, leaving me trembling slightly. I was shocked but I tried to maintain composure. He looked nothing like the other guests; from his shirt and pants that looked like old money, to his well structured face. His perfect structures glowed underneath the lights, brighter than Venus. When I turned back Stan was fuming outwardly. ‘And how the hell do you two know each other?’ Stan sneered at us. ‘Oh, you haven’t heard?’ The man asked, pulling me closer. ‘We’re engaged.’HarperI didn’t stop him.Even when I remembered the agreement; the emotional impact it would have on me later on.I didn’t stop him because I didn’t want to. I was wet, shivering and my body ached for more of his touch, his lips…‘Xavier…’ I whispered his name again, a silent plea building up within me.‘Don’t do that,’ his voice dropped. ‘Don’t say my name like that unless you’re ready for what comes next.’I raised my hands to his chest, feeling his body hard under that wet clothing. He was so close I could feel everything: from his musky scent to how hard he was. And I wanted it all.He drew closer, as if testing how far he could go. I felt his lips before they reached mine, and it almost did.‘Xavier!’ Terese’s voice called out from outside the bedroom, followed by a sharp knock on the door.We paused, our breath coming in shallows.Xavier looked at me, his eyes still dark and wanting. I also wanted more, even if I shouldn’t.‘Xavier!’ Terese called out again.‘Coming,’ Xavier r
XavierIf there was one thing I was sure of, it was that nothing was certain. And driving over to meet me my father, that belief struck again like the Tower clock at midnight.Father had called me for an important discussion this morning, and although my anxiety had skyrocketed, I had composed myself enough to linger at home before going there.An hour to two of lateness could count as good composure. Stan was already there when I walked into the office, standing by the floor-to-ceiling window. When he turned and saw me, a sneer spread across his face, but he remained calm and controlled as usual.‘You’re late,’ my father’s voice cut through the room before I could say a word.‘Traffic,’ I slipped my hands into my pockets.‘You’re never one for giving excuses, Xavier,’ he didn’t look up from the file in front of him. ‘Don’t start now. Sit.’Stan ambled towards me, an amused expression on his face. Of course, he was enjoying this.As we both sat side by side, Father closed the file a
HarperThe flowers that arrived the next morning were unprecedented. After signing and receiving them, I carried them to the kitchen where Xavier was having his breakfast, and Terese was still conjuring up something from the pot.‘I didn’t know your mom sends you flowers,’ Xavier laughed.‘It’s not from my mom,’ I groaned as I placed the flowers on the counter.‘Well, don’t add them to my food,’ Terese turned to glare at me.‘I’m sorry,’ I shifted it away from her. ‘So who sent it?’ Xavier asked.I checked around the wrapping until I saw a piece of cars stacked with a string. It read: HI. IT’S THE GUY WITH THE GLASSES. HOPE THESE MAKE YOU SMILE. YOU LOOKED LIKE YOU NEEDED IT-JOSH.‘It’s from a friend,’ I said to Xavier, a small smile tugging at the corners of my lips.The flowers were a mixture of daffodils, pink carnations, and light purple lavender sprigs. They weren’t much but they were beautiful.‘So we’re having friends now?’ Xavier’s tone lost the joke it had once carried w
Harper ‘Xavier Blackwood was a terrible choice, Harper.’I looked at the picture of me and Xavier Melissa showed me on her phone. It was taken last night, with the ring glittering on my finger. The ring I still wore.‘I have my reasons,’ I looked away, feeling Melissa’s eyes still on me.‘You know I’d always look out for you, Harps,’ Melissa said. ‘Still in that same circle of family? Horrendous idea.’‘At least mom’s bills are being paid,’ I avoided her gaze.‘There would’ve been other ways than getting engaged to him, Harps. Where was he anyway? I never knew Stan had a brother.’‘I didn’t either,’ I shook my head. ‘He just appeared out of the blue and…’‘All the more reason why you should know this is a bad idea; because whatever reason made him go extinct at that point must have been a very good reason.’‘He didn’t go extinct, Mel. He just…didn’t exist then…’ those words came out as a question.‘The Prince of Wales would’ve been a better choice than a twenty-first-century Casanova
XavierI had wanted her more than I’d wanted any other woman.Her scent, her soft moans, the way her smooth hands moved her around my body…It was invigorating. And I wanted more.With the frustration eating up inside me, I left the guest room and walked straight to our bedroom- as she had called it.Our.I was ready to take her, feel her in places I’d never felt her, make her lose control. But once I opened the door, I noticed she had fallen asleep on the bed, the robe she wore showing more skin than I could stand.She looked so calm, beautiful, almost like something ethereal. Seeing her like this made me wonder how Stan could fathom hurting someone like this.But, of course, he didn’t love her. He never did. Harper didn’t know it yet, but I was the reason he had married her in the first place.Because of me.I gently covered her with the duvet, and headed to the other side of the bed. But I couldn’t sleep; I needed a drink so bad.Even if it was just a sip.After few minutes of batt
Harper I had walked away again, and I regretted it. All my life, I had walked away from confrontations; even my marriage. But I knew this last time I should have stood up for myself; I should have looked Mrs. Hart in her face and said what needed to be said. But I had simply walked away. With a deep sigh, I hugged my hands around my body, feeling the night air brush my skin with a light chill. Sitting on a bench, overlooking the city’s night landscape, I felt a bit better. Calmer. I didn’t know what to think anymore, so I decided not to reminisce and just enjoy the view. ‘You look like you’re about to freeze.’ I turned around at the sound of a male voice, and I saw a man standing behind me. His metal-rimmed glasses flickered in the street light, and although he was tall, he stooped over a bit as he spoke to me. ‘I’m fine,’ I shook my head, but I was done talking before he pulled off his coat and draped it around my shoulders. ‘There you go,’ a faint smile passed his lips. ‘W
XavierThe last time I felt rage like this, I had put someone in the hospital.Now that same rage clouded my senses and I knew I wouldn’t stop until I had put him in a hospital.‘Xavier…’ Harper made me come at me, but I wasn’t looking at her.Stan smirked and raised his hands in surrender. ‘We wer
HarperI couldn’t stand it anymore.The drive to the event was filled with lots of unspoken words and thoughts I kept at bay, and the courage to spill them out came when Xavier pulled into the parking lot of the venue.When we arrived at the venue, the place was already flooded with guests, and pap
HarperFrom the frying pan to the fire; that’s a phrase I had heard somewhere.And right now I felt like I was in the fire. It seemed every member of the Hart family had skeletons in their closets, and even Xavier was certainly no different.I didn’t wait to hear a response or know what happened la
XavierI had shared a bed with different women, all willing to satisfy my needs, but my body never responded to them the way it did when she was near.I couldn’t sleep all through the night. I was aware of the woman lying next to me, her breathing coming in and out softly, her fragrance drifting so







