LOGINXitllali
My neck ached.
I slowly opened my eyes, blinking against the pale gray light coming through the bedroom window. For a moment, I couldn't remember where I was. My back was stiff, and my legs felt numb from sleeping in the hard wooden chair all night.
Then I felt the warm, heavy hand still wrapped around my wrist.
Everything came rushing back. The mud. The blood soaking through Guillermo's shirt. The fear of losing him.
I held my breath and leaned closer to the bed. His chest rose and fell in a slow, steady rhythm. The rough breathing from last night was gone. I carefully reached out with my hand and pressed the back of my fingers against his forehead.
His skin was cool. The fever had finally broken.
Relief washed over me so strongly that my eyes filled with tears. I closed them and let out a long, shaky breath.
I gently slipped my wrist out of his hand. He didn't wake up, but he shifted slightly and let out a quiet groan.
I stood up carefully and went to the bathroom and I filled a small plastic bowl with warm water, picked up a clean white cloth and a bar of soap, then returned to his bedside.
I sat down again, dipped the cloth into the water, and wrung it out.
Gently, I wiped the dried dirt from his face. I cleaned his forehead, cheeks, and jaw. He looked so tired. Dark circles had formed under his closed eyes.
I moved down to his neck, carefully cleaning away the dried blood.
Then I washed his right arm and chest, making sure not to get any water near the thick bandages on his left shoulder.
My fingers brushed against the scars on his ribs. They were the new scars he'd gotten while trying to protect my family during the two years I had spent hiding from him.
Suddenly, his right hand reached up. His rough fingers gently closed around my wrist, stopping me from moving the cloth.
I gasped softly and looked up.
He was awake. His dark hazel eyes were fixed on my face. He looked tired, but his eyes were clear.
"You stayed," he whispered. His voice was rough.
"I couldn't go anywhere even if I wanted to. You were holding my wrist, and I didn't want to wake you by pulling away," I said softly.
It was a lie. The truth was that I had been too afraid to leave his side.
He didn't argue. He simply looked down at my hand, his thumb slowly moving over my wrist.
It was such a small gesture, but it still made my stomach flutter.
"You need water," I told him and gently pulled my hand away.
I poured water from the pitcher on the nightstand into a glass. Then I carefully placed my hand behind his right shoulder and helped him lift his head enough to drink. He finished the whole glass in slow, thirsty gulps.
"Lie back down," I whispered, helping him settle against the pillows. "I'll be right back."
I left the bedroom and walked down the hallway to the kitchen. The smell of warm food filled the air. Valdo stood beside the small gas stove, stirring a metal pot.
His clothes were still covered in dried mud, and his eyes were red from what looked like a sleepless night on guard duty.
He looked up when I entered and immediately turned off the stove.
"Good morning, Señora. How is he?" he asked, his voice low and serious.
"His fever has gone down," I replied, folding my arms across my chest to keep warm. "He's awake now."
Relief crossed his face. He picked up a ceramic bowl and poured some hot broth into it.
"I found some canned chicken broth in the pantry," he said, handing me the bowl and a spoon. "He needs to eat something. You should eat too, Señora."
He paused for a moment. His eyes fell on my hands, where faint traces of dirt and dried blood still remained around my fingernails. Then he looked back at me, his expression serious.
"You saved his life on the ridge yesterday, Señora," he said quietly. "Thank you."
I swallowed hard. The memory of pulling the trigger made my stomach twist. I didn't know what to say, so I simply nodded, took the bowl, and returned to the bedroom.
Guillermo had managed to raise himself slightly against the headboard, but his face was tight with pain. Even that small movement had left him breathing heavily.
"What are you doing?" I asked, sitting on the edge of the bed. "The doctor said you have to stay flat."
"I hate lying on my back," he muttered through clenched teeth, but he didn't try to sit up any further.
I blew on the hot broth before carefully bringing a spoonful to his mouth. He took it without complaining.
He didn't try to act tough or push my hand away. He simply let me care for him, his dark eyes never leaving my face.
We sat quietly as I fed him, with only the sound of rain falling against the cabin roof around us. For the first time in years, I felt safe beside him.
Before I could give him the last spoonful, I heard heavy footsteps coming down the hallway.
Three sharp knocks sounded at the door, and Valdo stepped inside.
XitllaliBeatriz’s question hung in the quiet air.I knelt on the floor beside Guillermo, my knees soaking up the dampness of his blood from the floral rug. My heart pounded so hard it hurt my ribs.For two years, I had been Esperanza to her. I was the quiet, smiling girl who brought her leftover lavender to help her sleep. I was the girl who swept the sidewalk every morning and never caused any trouble.Looking at her shaking hands and wide, fearful eyes, I realized that girl was gone. Esperanza had died the moment Severo’s men fired their guns into my shop.I took a slow, shaky breath and looked down at my hands. They were stained with blood."Um... Esperanza isn't my real name," I whispered, my voice hoarse and breaking.She took another step backward, her back hitting the floral wallpaper of her hallway. She looked at Valdo and Mateo, who were still holding their rifles, their faces covered in soot and sweat."Then who are you?" She asked, her voice cracking. "Are you a criminal?
Xitllali"Valdo! Mateo!" I screamed, spinning around to face the street. "Bring him!"They didn't hesitate. Mateo grabbed Guillermo under his broad shoulders, and Valdo grabbed his legs.They lifted his massive weight off the wet cobblestones and rushed toward the house.I pushed the wooden door open wider for them.Beatriz stepped back as they carried Guillermo into the small living room, her hands shaking as she clutched her medical kit to her chest.The house smelled like cinnamon, old paper, and the dried lavender I had given Beatriz just last week. It was just a normal, quiet home."Where?" Mateo grunted, struggling to hold Guillermo’s heavy frame.Beatriz stared at the blood dripping onto her clean hardwood floor and she took a deep, shaky breath. I could see the exact moment her years of hospital training cut through her terror."On the rug," she ordered and pointed to a large, braided floral rug in the center of the room. "Lay him flat on his back. Do not drop him."They gentl
Xitllali“Guillermo!” I screamed.I ignored the broken glass and sharp stones under my boots and ran into the cold mist. I dropped to my knees on the wet cobblestones just as his large body fell forward.I wrapped my arms around his chest, trying to catch him, but he was too heavy. We both fell onto the cold street. I turned my body just in time to keep his head from hitting the wet stones, taking the fall on my bruised knees instead."I've got you," I gasped.My hands slipped against his coat. It was soaked with blood. Warm blood poured from the wound in his left shoulder.“Guillermo, look at me. Stay awake,” I begged, pressing both hands against his wound to stop the bleeding.His eyes were half-closed, and they kept rolling back as he struggled to breathe. His face was pale as ash. Firing the gun had torn his wound open again, and there was so much blood on the wet street around us that I was terrified“Her blood...” he mumbled, his voice so weak I could barely hear him over the ri
GuillermoFour heavy rifles pointed directly at my chest.The morning wind was freezing, but the sweat on my forehead was hot and my left arm was throbbing with a sickening, deep ache.The leader of the squad stepped away from the old woman. He looked at my empty right hand and smiled. It was a greedy, arrogant smile. He thought he had just caught a ghost. He thought I was weak and unarmed.I was dying on my feet, but I wasn't dead yet.I kept my eyes locked onto his face, my expression completely blank. I didn't care about him, and I didn't care about dying. I only cared about Xitalli. If this old woman died today, she would carry the guilt forever. I was not going to let that happen.I waited for the exact second the leader dropped his guard to gloat.His finger relaxed on the trigger of his rifle for a fraction of a second.That was all I needed.My right hand dropped to the back waistband of my trousers and my fingers wrapped around the cold, heavy grip of the pistol. In one fluid
XitllaliI stared at Guillermo in horror. He was clearly not okay; he leaned so heavily against the dirt wall that I wondered if it was the only thing keeping him on his feet."You can't do this," I whispered, my voice shaking.I stepped closer and reached for his arm with trembling hands."Guillermo, look at yourself. Those men will tear you apart."He didn't pull away from my touch, but his eyes remained cold. They were the eyes of El Crotalo. Hard, calculating, and without a trace of fear."I've walked through worse than this, Xitllali," he said. His voice was low and rough."Not while you're bleeding to death!" I cried, tears filling my eyes already. "Please. Please don't do this. Not for me."He reached out with his hand and grabbed the back of my neck. His fingers were warm, and his grip was firm but surprisingly gentle. He pulled me closer until I had no choice but to look into his eyes."I'm not doing this just for you," he murmured, his breath brushing against my cheek. "I'm
XitllaliMy stomach twisted into a tight, cold knot. The old woman who ran the fruit cart was Doña Carmen.She walked with a bad limp, and every Tuesday, she always brought an extra sweet orange and refused to take my money for it. She was one of the first people who had welcomed me into this neighborhood when I arrived as a stranger with nothing but a fake name and a broken heart.And now, she was kneeling in the cold street with a gun pointed at her head."I have to go up there," I whispered.I grabbed the thick edges of Guillermo's heavy coat and pushed it off my shoulders. I shifted my weight, trying to move out from under him so I could stand up and go to the ladder.Before I could even lift my knees, a large hand clamped around my wrist like an iron trap."No," Guillermo stated.It didn't sound like a request. It was a dark, absolute law.I looked down at him. His face was pale and covered in dried gray mud, but his grip on my arm was terrifyingly strong. His eyes were wide open







