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Author: Najoom
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Susan

The wine burned as it slid down my throat, but it was nothing compared to the ache in my chest.

I stared at the half-empty glass in my hand, swirling the deep red liquid mindlessly. The restaurant was dimly lit, filled with soft laughter and the clinking of glasses. But to me, it was just noise...a dull hum in the background of the storm raging inside me.

I had told myself not to drink too much tonight. That I needed to keep my composure, to stay strong.

But strength had abandoned me weeks ago.

Across the table, Manuel sat, watching me with an expression I couldn’t quite read.

“You don’t have to keep drinking,” he said gently.

I let out a humorless laugh, setting the glass down. “Oh, Manuel. That’s where you’re wrong.”

His brow furrowed. “Susan...”

“I don’t want to think anymore,” I cut in, my voice raw. “I don’t want to feel.”

I leaned back in my chair, staring up at the ceiling. My vision blurred slightly, and I blinked rapidly, refusing to let the tears fall.

“I ha
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