LOGINCade
The sound of footsteps on the stairs pulls me from my eggs and the game highlights Riley's showing us on his phone.
"Well, well," Marcus grins, nudging Jeremy with his elbow. "Looks like sleeping beauty's finally awake."
I don't look up from my plate, but I can feel her presence like a fucking migraine waiting to happen. The dining room falls silent except for the scrape of my fork against the plate.
"Oh my God," Riley breathes, and I can practically hear his brain short-circuiting. "You didn't tell us she was—"
"Breathing?" I cut him off, finally glancing up.
Quinn Holloway stands in the doorway wearing what looks like pajamas designed by a retirement home—flannel pants and an oversized Harvard Law sweatshirt that somehow still manages to showcase curves I absolutely refuse to notice. Her hair is messy from sleep, and she's blinking at us like she's stumbled into an alternate dimension.
"I didn't know you all... ate together," she says carefully, her voice still rough with sleep.
"We don't usually," Marcus jumps in, already pulling out the chair directly across from me like the helpful idiot he is. "But we've got a thing tonight."
She takes the seat, and I focus very hard on not looking at her face. Not thinking about how she looked yesterday when she was watching me kiss Jess, all wide-eyed and flustered.
"I'm Marcus," he continues, sliding a plate toward her. "That's Riley, Jeremy, and the grumpy asshole who apparently forgot basic manners is Jake."
Jake waves from the corner where he's inhaling what might be his third serving of scrambled eggs.
"Quinn," she replies, and even her fucking name sounds pretentious coming out of her mouth.
"We would've called you for dinner last night," Riley says, shooting me a pointed look, "but someone couldn't be bothered to mention you'd arrived."
I shrug, taking another bite. "Didn’t realize she was asleep."
That’s a lie.
Truth is, I did know quinn had fallen asleep but I couldn’t care less instead I spent most of the past hours trying to figure out how the hell I'm supposed to survive the next nine months with Beck's self-righteous little sister sleeping down the hall. The sister who thinks she's better than everyone, who judges every decision I make, who has the audacity to look at me like I'm something below her.
"So what's your major?" Jeremy asks, because apparently we're playing twenty fucking questions now.
"Pre-law," she answers, cutting her eggs with surgical precision. "Criminal justice, specifically."
Of course it is.
"Wow, that's impressive," Riley says, and I can see him mentally calculating whether she's out of his league or just mostly out of his league. "You must be really smart."
She smiles—actually smiles—and it transforms her entire face into something that makes my chest tighten in ways I absolutely hate. "I just believe in justice. In holding people accountable for their actions."
The words hit like a targeted missile, and I know she meant them to.
"How noble," I mutter, loud enough for her to hear.
Her smile falters for just a second before she turns back to Riley with renewed sweetness. "What about you? What do you study when you're not playing hockey?"
And just like that, she's got them all eating out of her palm. Asking thoughtful questions, laughing at their stupid jokes, playing the perfect little princess who's so interested in their boring-ass lives.
It's fucking infuriating.
Because underneath all that fake sweetness and those ridiculous glasses, Quinn Holloway is beautiful. Annoyingly, frustratingly beautiful. Tall and curvy in all the right places, with legs that go on for miles and a mouth that should come with a warning label.
If she were anyone else—literally anyone else—I might be attracted to her.
But she's not anyone else. She's the uptight, judgmental prude who spent two years convincing Beck that I was a bad influence. The one who looks at me like I'm a disease she might catch. The one who thinks she's so much better than everyone else because she reads constitutional law for fun and has never made a impulsive decision in her entire sheltered life.
The thought of being attracted to her makes me want to punch something.
Or make her drink poison.
Or both.
"Earth to Cade," Riley's voice cuts through my spiral of rage. "Stop staring at Quinn and pass the orange juice."
I realize I've been fixated on her face, watching the way she lights up when Jeremy tells some story about his statistics professor. She catches me looking and rolls her eyes, that familiar expression of disdain that makes my blood pressure spike.
"Actually," Jeremy continues, apparently oblivious to the tension crackling across the table, "how are you getting to orientation? Do you need a ride?"
"I set my alarm," she says primly. "I'll figure something out."
"My cousin goes ," Jeremy offers. "I could get you her number or we could—"
"I'll take her," I hear myself say, and immediately want to kick myself.
Everyone turns to look at me like I've grown a second head. Including Quinn, whose eyebrows have disappeared into her hairline.
"Really?" Marcus grins like Christmas came early. "That's... surprisingly helpful of you."
I shrug, aiming for casual while my brain scrambles for an explanation that doesn't make me sound like a complete psychopath. "I'm going that direction anyway."
It's not entirely a lie. My house is sort of near. If you squint and ignore basic geography.
Twenty minutes later, the guys have scattered off to whatever is it they’re doing before the orientation party, leaving me alone with Quinn in the living room. She's dressed like she's heading to a corporate board meeting, black blazer, matching skirt that hits just below her knees, and heels that make her legs look even longer than they did last night.
And to crown it all a pair of mary jane shoes.
I snort, shaking my head as I grab my leather jacket from the back of the couch.
"Something funny?" she asks, adjusting her bag strap.
"Just wondering if you own anything that wasn't designed by someone's grandmother."
She frowns, looking down at her outfit like she's trying to figure out what's wrong with it. "What's wrong with professional attire?"
I don't answer, heading for the front door. She follows.
Outside, I swing my leg over Roxie and kick her to life. The engine purrs beneath me, and I take a moment to appreciate the one thing in my life that never disappoints me.
"What are you doing?" Quinn's voice is sharp with panic.
I look back at her, standing on the front steps like she's watching me commit a felony. "Taking you to orientation. Like I said."
"On that?" She gestures at Roxie like my bike personally insulted her mother.
"Her name's Roxie," I correct, patting the gas tank affectionately. "And yes, on her. Problem?"
"I can't... I don't..." She's actually stuttering, and I have to admit it's kind of amusing. "I can't ride a motorcycle!"
"Good thing you don't have to ride it," I say, revving the engine just to watch her flinch. "I'll be doing all the riding."
The double meaning isn't lost on either of us, and her cheeks flame red in that way that shouldn't be as satisfying as it is.
"You said you'd take me," she says, her voice tight with barely controlled anger.
I grin, pulling my helmet on. "Oops. Guess I lied."
"Cade—"
But I'm already pulling out of the driveway, leaving her standing there in her perfect little business suit with her perfect little moral outrage.
In the rearview mirror, I watch her pull out her phone, probably calling Jeremy's cousin or an Uber or her daddy to come rescue her from the big bad hockey player who dared to inconvenience her morning.
Phase one of Operation Make Quinn Holloway's Life Unbearable: complete.
She wants to judge me? Fine. I'll give her plenty to judge.
She wants to act like she's too good for this house, these guys, this life? Perfect. I'll make sure she remembers exactly why we can't stand each other.
Beck might have strong-armed me into letting his precious sister stay here, but he never said I had to make it comfortable for her.
By the time I'm done, Quinn Holloway will be begging to find somewhere else to live.
And I'll finally be free of those brown eyes and that disapproving frown and the way she makes me feel like I'm seventeen again and stupid enough to think she might actually see something worth salvaging underneath all my darkness.
Not fucking likely.
Quinn “Kiss me.”The words leave my mouth on a desperate exhale, a plea wrapped in a breath. My legs fall open for him, an invitation he’s been waiting for. The world outside this little alcove—the distant chatter of the people around us, the risk of being seen—it all dissolves into a dull hum. All I see is Cade. All I feel is the raw, magnetic pull of him.His eyes, usually so sharp and commanding, are impossibly soft. They hold mine for a heartbeat, two, and then he crashes into me. His mouth isn’t gentle. It’s a claiming. A fucking conquest. His tongue pushes past my lips, tasting of whiskey and pure, unadulterated want. I moan into him, my fingers tangling in the thick, dark hair at the nape of his neck, pulling him closer.His hands are everywhere at once. One cups my breast through my thin top, his thumb circling my nipple until it’s a hard, aching peak. He growls against my mouth, a low, visceral sound that goes straight to my cunt.“Need these out,” he rasps, his voice roug
CadeWe stop at the park and Quinn climbs off the bike, immediately groaning."Oh my God," she mutters, her legs shaky.I get off and move to her side just as she staggers. My hands catch her waist, steadying her."I squeezed you the entire ride," she grumbles, leaning into me. "My arms are going to be sore tomorrow. And my thighs. Everything hurts. This is your fault.""You were scared," I say simply."Of course I was scared! We were going like a hundred miles an hour—""Sixty.""—weaving through traffic like a maniac—""I was being careful.""—and you kept accelerating every time I tightened my grip like you were enjoying my terror!"I was. A little.She's still complaining, going on about "death machines" and "reckless endangerment" and "I can't believe I trusted you," and she's so fucking cute when she's worked up like this that I can't help myself.I kiss her.She pauses mid-sentence, making a small surprised sound against my lips.I deepen the kiss immediately, one hand cupping
Quinn"Where'd you go?"I'm sitting cross-legged on my bed when he walks in, and something about him makes me pause mid-scroll through my phone."Cole," Cade mumbles, but his eyes are focused on me with an intensity that makes every hair on my neck stand on end.My mouth goes dry. Actually, scratch that—my mouth almost waters while between my legs already beats it to the punch.Oh God.My breath catches in my throat. "But you said we weren't going."He doesn't answer immediately. Instead, he takes off his jacket with deliberate slowness, maintaining that burning eye contact the entire time.The jacket drops to the floor.He's in just his tank top now—black, tight, showing off arms that have no business looking that good.He starts climbing onto the bed. Slowly. Purposefully. Like a predator stalking prey."What are you doing?" I ask, my voice coming out breathier than I intended.He keeps coming closer, not saying a word. Just looking at me like I'm something he wants to devour.My he
QuinnDear X,Hi. It's been a while.I know you stopped replying years ago, and honestly, I don't blame you. I probably would have done the same thing. We were just kids with a weird pen pal assignment, and then life happened and we both moved on.But I'm writing to you anyway because I need someone to talk to, and for some reason, you're the only person I can think of who might understand. Or at least, the version of you I remember from those letters might have understood.Are you okay? I hope you are. I hope life has been kind to you, wherever you are. I hope you're happy.I'm... I'm not sure if I am.Things have been complicated lately.My mom showed up a few weeks ago. I don't think I ever told you about her—about how she left when I was younger, chose alcohol over us, just disappeared one day and never really came back. Well, she showed up at my university. Drunk. Caused a scene. Hit me in front of everyone.It was humiliating. Devastating. All the things I'd been trying not to f
Cole.Cade is standing in my foyer when I emerge from the studio, and his eyes immediately narrow at the sight of me.I look down at myself. I'm absolutely covered in blood. It's in my hair, on my face, soaked through my robe, dripping onto my marble floors.I must look like something out of a horror film.Delightful.I stare at him, taking in every detail. His aggressive stance—weight forward on the balls of his feet, ready to strike. The tension radiating from every muscle in his body. The way his hands are already curled into fists. His pupils are dilated. His breathing is elevated.The new pills are working magnificently."Wow," I say, genuine appreciation in my voice. "You actually came. I wasn't entirely sure you would."Cade doesn't waste time with pleasantries. "Quinn isn't doing the research job anymore."Direct. Aggressive. No preamble.Yes, the pills are definitely working.I chuckle, the sound echoing. "Oh, Cade. So predictable."I shake my head slowly, like a disappointed
Cole"Please... don't kill me."I hum softly as I add another delicate brushstroke to the canvas, ignoring her pathetic whimpering.The sound is getting repetitive. Boring, even.Tears flow down her cheek in rivers, her mascara running in black streaks that would almost be artistic if they weren't so cliché. She keeps crying, her body trembling in the chair where I've bound her with expert precision.Twenty-three knots. I counted as I tied them."Where is he?" I murmur to myself, glancing at the ornate clock on the wall. "He should be here already."Cade is usually so punctual. It's one of the things I appreciate about him.I return to my painting, adding shadow to the neck area. The composition is coming along beautifully. One of my better works, I think.The woman continues her pathetic begging. "Please, I have a family, I have a grandmother who depends on me, please, I'll do anything—"Anything. They always say anything.She's shaking so violently the chair is rattling against the







