LOGINMy best friend’s dad taught me how to ride a bike. Now, he wants to teach me things that aren’t innocent. He’s twice my age, my first safe place, and the one man I should never want. But the way he looks at me? Like I’m his to ruin, his to worship… his to keep. I should run. He should resist. But when his control finally snaps, I’m pinned against the wall with his mouth claiming forbidden places. His voice breaking as he calls me his Goddess. If we’re found out, we’ll be shamed and exiled. By family, friends and business. He could lose everything he’s built- and I could lose the only man who’s ever made me feel safe. But I don’t care. I want him to ruin me. Because when he touches me, the risk doesn’t matter. Some sins feel holy when it’s him.
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Janessa's POV
The house had always been my safe place.
Today, it wasn’t.
The familiar Cedar and sandalwood scent wrapped around me as I waltzed into my best friend, Alesha’s home.
The place I’d spent half my childhood.
But the man at the kitchen island wasn’t part of those memories.
His shoulders were broad. Face, rectangular with a square jaw. Salt-and-pepper at his temples. And a shirt stretched across a chest that looked carved from stone.
He leaned against the marble like he owned it, swirling red wine lazily in his glass.
He definitely just wasn't any man. His aura screamed zaddy- if I ever saw one. Gosh. I almost licked my lips.
I snapped myself out of my intrusive thoughts. What was I thinking?
My pulse tripped and my palms went wet just looking at him.
Damn. Who was he?
“Hello, Sir… who are you?” My voice wavered, but I laced it with attitude.
His grey eyes lifted calmly, locking on me.
He didn’t answer. Just studied me, soft and deliberate. Like I was a puzzle he wanted to solve.
Finally, his voice rumbled low. “I should be asking you.”
Heat rushed to my cheeks and down my body.
Why did he sound like that? Why couldn’t I stop staring at his mouth, his forearms, the scruff at his jaw?
And why did he look so familiar?
“I’m Alesha’s friend. We’re having a graduation sleepover. So… who are you?” I retorted.
Still nothing. Just that ghost of a smirk.
Hmph. Seriously?
“Does Mr. G know you’re drinking his expensive wine?” I sassed, hoping my jab would crack his silence.
One of his brow arched. Voice dipping, rougher. “Mr. G? …Only one person ever called me that.”
“Janess-?”
“Nessa! You’re finally here!”
Alesha’s squeal cut him off. She barreled down the stairs, long black hair flying. She nearly knocked me over.
We laughed, hugging. But my eyes kept darting back to him.
And his? He tried not to, but every flicker gave him away.
Every stolen glance poured heat through me.
“Dad, why didn’t you tell me Janessa was here already?” Alesha scolded, fanning her fair skin.
I froze. Dad?
The hot stranger unraveling me with just a look was…my best friend’s father?
Mr. G?
Oh no. No. No.
The same man who taught me to ride a bike. Who bought us ice cream when we scraped our knees. Who chased us across the lawn with water balloons.
Only he wasn’t the Mr. G I remembered.
That man was lean, clean-shaven, easy-smiled.
This man?
Grey hair threaded in his brown hair. A beard and mustache framed his lips that looked far too sinful. His shoulders were so buff they blocked the kitchen light.
He was a living breathing silver fox. Whew.
And then he hugged me the way he always had.
Only now, chest to chest, dress to pants, I felt every inch of him. His hands rested politely on my waist, but lingered a beat too long.
“I can’t believe it’s little Janessa,” he said, voice warm, but grip steel.
“Not so little anymore,” I teased, breathless. “Careful, you’ll break your back, pops.”
“Not a chance. Never too old for my girl.” he teased back.
He lowered me slowly. Too slowly. My dress slid higher, and my skin burned where it brushed against him.
My God.
Safe places weren’t supposed to feel like this.
“So tell me,” he asked, flashing a perfect smile, “how does it feel to graduate? Ready to take on the labour market?”
“Tch. Mr. G, I’m not doing all that,” I laughed, clinging to old banter.
“Alesha and I already have our own digital business.”
“But you’ll need experience,” he countered smoothly.
“For what, Dad? Nine-to-five rat race?” Alesha jumped in.
“I manage online brands. Plus influencing. Janessa creates, builds and markets online brands too. And businesses. We're good.”
She lectured.
He nodded, eyes meeting mine. A mock-humbled expression on his face.
“Thank you for the brief on your portfolios,” he commented.
I laughed, leaning on the counter. Holding his gaze.
“Well… “ I drawled. “If you want to employ us in your big real estate company and pay handsomely, we’ll consider it.”
His eyes darkened. His mouth curved, slow.
And trust my pulse to skip.
“You haven’t changed,” he said. “Still a smart mouth.” His gaze flicked fast to my lips.
“You have changed,” I whispered before I could stop myself, tilting my head. “Does that mean you missed me?”
The air tightened.
His voice was deep as a growl. “Of course. And I can’t wait to get to know the new you.”
I hid a smile as my gaze kept assessing him.
“I can't wait to know the new you either.”
My eyes traced the bulk of his body from beneath my lashes.
The calm but commanding presence about him. The way he looked familiar and different at the same time.
Part of me screamed to look away.
And yet, another part was burning to memorize every detail.
Wasn't this wrong?
But Jesus, my body didn't care. My heartbeat and lower parts thundered traitorously.
He sipped his wine. Wiped his mouth with his thumb and spoke again. I licked my lips without thinking.
They were normal words. Normal movements.
But they felt drenched in something else…Something dangerous.
Truthfully, I couldn’t wait to get to know him too.
We stood in the kitchen, catching up.
When he leaned closer to hear me over the music, I felt the heat of his arm brush mine. And my breath hitched involuntarily.
I told myself it was nothing, but my belly fluttered.
Was it possible to be both comforted and undone at the same time?
And through it all, one word kept echoing in my head, hotter and dirtier each time.
Daddy.
Chapter 5Janessa's POV The knob twisted- the door cracked open.Mr. G shot up, still carrying me as my heart slammed against his.He kicked the door shut, just as it started to swing wide.A laugh floated through the hallway.“Oops, wrong room.”“Idiot, that’s Mr. Caldwell’s,” another voice whispered, hushed and guilty. Feet shuffled away, their laughter drifting into the distance.I stayed frozen against the wood, chest heaving, pussy throbbing.Eyes blown wide. Lips swollen. His body caged right between my thighs.The danger made it worse. The thought of someone almost walking in. Seeing me with my nightgown pulled up- his mouth where it shouldn't have ever been.His hand gripped the knob tight. Then he clicked the lock. His voice was raw. “Christ… if anyone sees…” He broke off, dragging a hand over his face. “I’ll lose my damn mind.”Then his mouth brushed my lips. Soft and Sorry.He pulled back a millimeter and stared at me like he wanted to memorize the view of me. I couldn'
Chapter 4Graham's POVI stayed in my room. To give them space. To stop looking.But I couldn’t.Every laugh dragged me back to the window. Every sound of water made me lean closer. And every time my eyes found her- Janessa- I lost myself.The way her body cut through the pool. The way water slid down her skin. Her curls stuck to her neck and back, her chest rising and falling.Christ.“Ten years as a widower, Graham. This is what you have to show for it.” I mocked. Nothing had done this to me. Nothing had ripped through my chest like this girl.I dragged a hand over my face, trying to breathe. But I couldn’t stop looking.Weak. Addicted.And then, her eyes flicked up. Straight to the house. To my window.My chest stopped. Did she know? Could she feel me watching?I jerked back, heart pounding. But seconds later, I leaned forward again like a fool. Like I couldn’t survive without seeing her.One of the girls floated close, leaning in, whispering against her ear. Janessa laughed, head
Chapter 3 Janessa's POVI yanked my hand back like I’d been burned.His skin was still hot, but the sound of Alesha's voice froze me harder than ice.“Dad?”“Nessa?”Her curious call drifted down the hallway. She wasn’t even in the room yet.But my heart still slammed in my chest like I’d been caught stealing.Mr. G didn’t move. His eyes stayed on mine, jaw tight, like the moment wasn’t over- like he was daring me to flinch first.Why did he have to look at me like that? Why did the air feel thick with everything we weren’t supposed to say?I shoved a breath out. “You should get up-”“Stay still.” He cut me off, low voice brushing over me. Stay still?With his daughter coming down the hall?With the heat of his body still too close to mine?I wanted to scream at him. I wanted to run. I wanted… I didn’t even know what I wanted, except the way his gaze dragged fire across my skin made me dizzy and my middle dripping wet.“Dad, what happened in the kitchen?” Alesha’s footsteps creaked
Chapter 2Graham's POV I wasn’t ready for her.I was in my kitchen, savoring the quiet and a good glass of wine. Next, she was here, filling the place with her scent, her dress accentuating her sultry figure in ways that made my jaw lock.Janessa.It had been five years since I’d last set eyes on her. Since she left for college, all ambition and fire. She was barely grown then, still inseparable from Alesha, still promising she’d come back to visit. But she didn't.Now?Now she walked like she owned the room. Confident. Sharp. Sassy. Every inch a woman. My throat went dry just looking at her.Her eyes had locked on me, bold and unflinching. “Does Mr. G know you’re drinking his expensive wine?” she teased, lips curving like she wasn’t scared of poking at me.Damn her. Did she know what that did to me?When she called me Mr. G, it hit low in my gut. I knew who she was. No one else ever called me that. Just her.Why just her?Her facial features were different- older, prettier. Fu


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