LOGINCHLOE
Fuzzy memories came back to me. Years ago, he was the second brother I had to deal with. I couldn't remember much thanks to the pool accident, but the faint bits I remembered were frightening. Faint memories of him being violent, punching others, bruises on his face and body. But what stood out was that Nathan was quick to talk to me about everything at the time. While Nathan had saved my life, Sebastian was the one who pushed me into the pool. Thanks to that, Sebastian was sent away to the UK as punishment. I hadn't seen him since then and that was nearly a decade ago. But now, apparently, he was back. My gut clenched against the sight of his face and his hands. Despite them being twins, he looked completely opposite to Nathan with black hair instead of blonde and a broad frame. I could only recognize that face from the pictures in his family home back then. Why was he back? When did he return? "Chloe?" he asked. His voice was firm, causing me to pull myself together as I stared into his blue eyes, that was staring at me like he was.... concerned? That couldn't be right. He was volatile, worse than Nathan could ever be. "Are you alright?" I looked down to see he was holding my hand softly. I groaned as I slapped his hand away from mine. "I don't need your help," I spat out rudely. I placed my hands on either side of me, struggling to pull myself up. Damn it! "I think you do," he stated. I lifted my eyes to him and there was no hint of amusement in his features. This was just the worst. How could I make a fool of myself twice in one day? Ignoring him, I kept trying to get back to my feet, but it wasn't working quite right. Sebastian suddenly grabbed my arm and hoisted me up. "There," he mumbled. "That wasn't such a big deal, was it?" I huffed, feeling my cheeks heat in embarrassment. My eyes were on his chest. I stepped back from. him, turned around, as I walked back towards the mansion. If he was expecting a 'thank you,' then he would have to wait for the longest time. He was the reason my life got fucked up in the first place. If he hadn't pushed me into that water, then Nathan wouldn't have needed to save me. I wouldn't be carrying this child now. My eyes stung, and I held my arms around me. The moment I stepped in front of the gate, I could hear the soft rap of a music. "Why is life so cruel," I whispered in the darkness. If only I had moved out of this place earlier, I would at least be free from these people. But, I was still at their mercy because Nathan was right. I was a nobody. Pulling my head down, I walked inside, taking the other entrance on the far end of the house that would lead me towards my room. The route was quiet and I met several other servants along the way. "Have you heard?" "About?" "Sebastian returned today after nearly a decade." one of the maids whispered, excitedly as she passed by me. "Yeah," her colleague said. "I even heard he is going to take over half of the company estate since Mr Willis snr. is very sick now." "But isn't Nathan the head of this Estate?" "Well..." I knew of their father's health decline, but I didn't know of this decision. Shaking my head, I tuned them out. The last thing I wanted was to hear anything about Nathan or his family. I just wanted to be left alone. I reached my room quickly, slamming the door shut behind me. Taking off the party dress, I collapsed onto the bed completely exhausted. Nothing was fine. But, all I knew was I couldn't lose this child. Nathan was a stubborn man, and he could be with Jessica Kale, but he has to step up, and claim this child. If I had to be beg him on my knees, then, I would. Yet, nothing about that was reassuring, even as I closed my eyes to shut out the world. ... I woke up to a loud banging noise. Forcing my eyes open, I tried to focus on my environment. It was barely dawn, what was going on? Suddenly the door opened and there stood Nathan. My heart raced in alarm. He moved quickly, dragging me out of bed, his hand gripping my arm like a vice. I stumbled on my feet as I tried to swallow past the lump in my throat. "Nathan?" I called out as he dragged me without a word. I stumbled to follow him. "You're... hurting me. Please, stop," I pleaded. He didn't even pause. In about 5 minutes, I was standing in front of the main gate, barefoot with my arm throbbing like a bitch. "What's going on?" I demanded, trying to shake off Nathan's grip. I couldn't understand... "You're leaving," he sneered, his eyes glinting with a look I'd never seen before. My blood froze as his words hit. Leaving? "You no longer belong here," Nathan sneered, his voice cold and detached. "You were always just a servant, Chloe. And, you've outlived your use." I felt a wave of disbelief and horror wash over me. He finally let me go and I stumbled onto the stairway. Servants stepped out, throwing a bag alongside other clothes. I realized that they were all my belongings. It was like an ice bath. Nathan was really throwing me out of his mansion, out of the only home I'd known for years. And, there was no-one to protect me from that. Jessica suddenly stepped out of the shadows, and stood by his side, a smug smile spreading across her face. He pulled her closer, and my heart broke. "Besides," he smirked, "the last thing I want is you interfering in my affairs. You were a good lay while it lasted." This wasn't Nathan. I don't know why I kept saying that when the last six hours has been nothing but a nightmare. He was literally gloating at me. He was really throwing me out, tossing me aside like I was trash. Jessica's laughter echoed in my ears as he shoved me out, shutting the door to the mansion. I bit my lips, struggling to remain calm. But, I couldn't as the tears tore out of me. I can't fucking cry! Ugh! I thought he loved me... We had been together for so long, so many years. Years, that I spent devoted to him. Yet, I meant nothing to him. I was just a servant: a plaything to be used and discarded. Was that all I was to him? Then, what had I been doing my whole life? Where had I gone wrong? I'd given Nathan everything, and this was how he repaid me? I gathered my belongings that I suddenly realized was laying across my feet, putting them in the boxes before leaving. As I walked through the empty streets, my feet aching from the morning chill, all I felt was regret. I had nowhere else to go. No friends to take me in. I had nobody but him, and the Willis. What do I do now? I was lost in thought when a car screeched to a halt beside me. I jumped back, my heart racing. Thankfully, unlike the last time I was on the sidewalk. Who the hell would suddenly stop like that? I turned around to shout but froze in recognition. Just like the night before, Sebastian stepped out of his car, looking at me coolly. Oh, my God! Not again!CHLOE My fingers hovered over the call button. I should end it. No, I won’t give him what he wants. I can do this. "What do you want?" I snapped the moment I tapped the answer button. "Don’t be mean, Chloe. I do understand that you’re crumbling my letter, and you wish to throw it in the trash can," he said evenly. I looked around to be sure he was not around, but here was no-one there. "You shouldn’t be doing that." Holding the phone tightly, I hissed out. "You don’t have the right to tell me what to do anymore. I do not belong to you, and with what you did back at the party only made me see you for what you truly were, and that is never going to change." "Chloe, you need to calm down. I have to talk to you, to explain why acted the way I have been doing, and..." "I don’t need your explanation. I just want you to stay away from me. Please," I whispered. "I can’t stay away from you," he mumbled. "What are you saying?" I massaged my temple. "You think you can ruin my life even
CHLOE Sebastian drove me back to the office, but I didn’t look at him once. I just wanted to be alone, and drown myself in the pain that I was presently going through. It was what I deserved. I made sure that I avoided going into Sebastian’s office, and used one of the interns to get things to him. It was for the best. Time seemed to fly, and finally I grabbed my bag the moment the alarm chimed. My eyes moved to the door, and I hoped he was occupied in the office for a few more hours. I needed sometime to myself to think. I haven’t been able to unpack all that has happened. Outside the office, the Mercedes pulled to the curb. It also belonged to Sebastian, my husband. The driver, who I finally recognized as Mr John stepped out, and moved to the other side of the car, opening the door for me. I contemplated walking away, but there were still some sort of attention around us. It was important to be careful. With a sigh, I made my way to him. "Thank you," I said instead. He nodded
CHLOE This was right. I should be glad that Sebastian was taking me to his family. Ok, I’m not going to keep bullshitting myself. I was not happy. The way that he had acted throughout. Wait, that was on me. I was the one who should be more mature about this and appreciative that he was actually doing his best to make me feel better. I was not his responsibility. I had to remember this. "Come in," a timid voice called out. I turned to look at Sebastian, but he wasn’t looking at me as we stepped into the house. The maid who had led us in, bowed as she walked away. I was about to move to the couch when he placed a hand on my arm, stopping me. My eyes sought his in question. "Is there something wrong?" "No, Chloe," he said softly. "I just want to say that this... I know you said that you can handle things your own. I’m not bringing you here to make things difficult and I’m sorry for how I spoke to you this morning. It’s just I’ve been stressed. I would do better." I nodded. "I’m sor
CHLOE His hands softly caressed my back, as he swayed me on my feet. Sebastian’s blue eyes bored into mine, and it was a miracle that I didn’t get lost in him. This was the first time I was dancing with a man like this, with the light dim, and people looking at us. "Enchanting," he whispered against my cheeks. I closed eyes, as he lifted me off the ground, and I swayed, my fingers biting into his shoulders. When I opened my eyes, he was looking at me with such an intensity that burned me all over. It made me think of... But, the music suddenly stopped, saving my thoughts. Softly, he placed me on the floor, and my eyes caught Nathan looking at us. My cheeks flamed red, and unable to meet Sebastian’s gaze, I said, "Please, I need to leave," I whispered. "Why? The party just started, Chloe," he pointed out. I slid a stray curl behind my ear. "I just want to leave this place, please. I can’t stay here anymore." His hands touched my arm softly, and he softly led us down, and I could
CHLOE His green eyes were cold as they looked at me, and I swallowed the lump in my throat. I tried to take a step back, but there was nowhere to go, and I could only dig my hand into the shelf. "Why are you here, Nathan?" I asked slowly. His cold eyes zeroed in on me. "What do you think?" I think you are full of crap, and you ruined my life, but I won’t let you ruin my night. That should be what I should tell the bastard, but I was too uptight and scared. I had to get out of here for my own sanity. I couldn’t be in the same place with someone who caused me so much pain. It wasn’t right. I had to flee. My legs moved, catching the thoughts of my brain, but I couldn’t go far, as Nathan’s hand gripped my arm like a vice, pulling me to a stop. Oh, God! Why did I have to come to this place on my own? I should have looked for Sebastian instead. "I’m not done talking, Chloe," he said icily. And, just like that, he swung me backward, causing my back to hit the wash table with a thud. I
CHLOE I looked at Sebastian anxiously, hating that I was the reason he was forced to tolerate his mother’s rudeness. I should have kept my feelings in check, and not try to compare him with Nathan at every chance I got. Now, I was the one paying for the price. To my amazement, he pulled me closer to himself, and glared right at his mother. "If Chloe is not allowed to be here, then, I see no reason why I should stay here." "What are you saying?" She hissed in frustration. "You know that was not what I meant." The soft tap of Sebastian’s hand against my hip, caused me to look at his clean face. "My love, shall we go in?" He asked instead. I nodded softy, slightly disoriented that he would call me something so intimate. Sebastian sidestepped his mother, and walked right into the heart of the party. Some of these people I have seen them at work, but to be able to dine with them is the privilege that has not been given to me. "They look so good together," one of the ladies chirped clo
SEBASTIAN The car whizzes through the low brown gates, and I try not to wince. This was the house I had grown up in. The tower-styled home was nothing but imposing, and there was nothing kind about it. But, what I hated most was these people thought that they had something to say about my life. "S
CHLOEI grabbed a hold of the fancy silver knife on my left and the silver fork on my right as I sat beside Sebastian, looking at him completely and not my food. To be honest, I felt so strange that we were here, in a restaurant, acting like we were the best couple in the world. But, Sebastian obvio
CHLOEWe arrive at Nathan’s office in less than hour with the entourage at the other car. Sebastian had not looked at me once, and my stomach churned in anticipation. Ok, I was not anticipating anything, I was more uptight and worried about the way everything was gong, I just wished I could take a
CHLOE I have been standing in front of the black oak window for about thirty minutes, wondering if I should go down or not. My fingers softly interlocked together, and my jaw ticked the more I stared at my reflection. This was not... "Ma’am? Are you in there?" Mrs Craig queried. I swallowed the







