LOGINCHASEāS POV
DOUBLE F**K
Roman has been inconsolable all night. He's drunk, angry, and currently lying flat on his back across one of the VIP couches, hugging an empty bottle of whiskey like it's the only thing he has left in the world.
"Six years..." he groans to absolutely no one. "Six fucking years, gone in thirty seconds." He takes another dramatic sniff before pointing the bottle toward the ceiling, "I hope she develops a severe allergy to happiness."
A few of the guys chuckle but I don't. The poor bastard looks like someone reached into his chest and ripped his heart out with their bare hands. On the complete opposite end of the emotional spectrum is Kayla. She's been trying to get my attention for the better part of the last hour, hovering nearby with the persistence of a mosquito that refuses to die no matter how many times you try to swat it.
To be fair, I'm partly responsible for that. See, despite what people around campus seem to think, I'm not exactly a relationship guy and neither am I the serial hook-up machine everyone has convinced themselves I am.
Do I flirt? Sure. Especially after two beers. Hell, sometimes three. It's all just harmless fun. It doesn't mean anything really. And yes, plenty of girls have started rumors claiming they hooked up with me. I've never bothered correcting them. Mostly because I genuinely couldn't care less what strangers think about my dating life.
Every now and then, I'll get involved with someone for a few weeks but itās never anything serious. It's always mutual, discreet, and very much uncomplicated. That's exactly how I like it.
Or at least, that's how it used to be. Last semester changed that. I'd just gotten some shitty news from home and ended up drinking far more than I should've at one of the fraternity parties. That was also the night I broke one of my own rules. You know, about never hooking up with a cheerleader. Instead, I made out with Kayla in full view of half the campus. Worst decision of the semester.
She rode those rumors like they were a full-time job. To this day, half the university thinks we're secretly sleeping together. Could I clear things up? Sure. Would it stop her from orbiting around me like an overly enthusiastic satellite? Probably not. Besides, if believing those rumors makes her happy, who am I to ruin her moment?
"You know, " Alfred's voice pulls me away from my thoughts, "I've been thinking about getting back together with Claire."
I glance sideways at my best friend, "Nothing I say is going to stop you."
Kayla chooses that exact moment to slide another cold beer into my hand. I mutter a distracted thanks before popping it open.
Alfred laughs, "Fair enough."
He's several drinks in, and it shows. His eyes wander across the club until they land on Claire. She's sitting with a group of friends and when one of the guys beside her leans in to whisper something. Alfred's jaw clenches immediately and I can see the jealousy written in his gaze. A typical toxic cycle Watching them is enough to make anyone swear off love forever.
I take a long drink before shaking my head.
"You do you."
"I always do."
"As for me..." I shrug. "Relationships are still very much off the table."
"Oh?"
"I'll stick to casual fun."
Alfred snorts, "Just remember one thing."
"What?"
"Keep your hands off my sister. Because I will personally kill you."
I burst out laughing, "First of all, your sister would stab me before I even got the chance."
He grins."Probably."
"Second," I continue, "Ava and I spend ninety-nine percent of our conversations insulting each other."
"Also true."
"And third..." I grimace, "No offense, but your sister is one of the most insufferable women I've ever met."
Simply saying her name somehow manages to sour my mood.
Alfred laughs harder, "She's the baby of the family. We all spoiled her."
"Yeah, I watched,"
He claps me on the shoulder, "Wish me luck."
"For?"
"I'm getting Claire back."
I raise my beer.
"You're an idiot."
"I know."
Then he disappears into the crowd. I shake my head. Some people just never learn. Lifting my beer, I take another sip but then someone taps my shoulder. I turn.My eyebrows shoot up and of course itās the one person capable of getting on my nerves.Ava is standing so close I can smell the whiskey on her breath and I can tell she's completely wasted.
"Ava?" Alfred says from somewhere nearby, confusion evident in his voice.
She doesn't even acknowledge him and instead, her gaze stays locked on mine. There's something burning behind her eyes. But before I can swallow my pride and ask if she's okay, she reaches up, both hands cupping my face.
My brain completely short-circuits, "What?"
That's all I manage to say before her lips crash into mine.For a full second, maybe two, I freeze.
What. The.Fuck.
She pulls away as abruptly as she'd kissed me. The entire pub falls eerily silent. Almost all eyes in here are suddenly on us. Iām still trying to gauge if Iām stuck in some kind of nightmare when a fist collides with my jaw so hard my vision flashes white.
"What the-"
Another punch follows then another. I stagger backward, trying to regain my balance. Alfred is on me before I can even raise my hands. His fists fly with frightening speed.
"You were supposed to keep your fucking hands off my sister!" he roars, landing another brutal hit across my cheek, "You fucking dickhead!"
"Alfred!" someone yells.
"It wasn't-"
A punch cuts me off. The taste of blood floods my mouth just as someone finally grabs Alfred from behind, dragging him away before he succeeds in rearranging my face. I wipe the blood dripping from the split in my lip with the back of my hand.
"What the fuck?" I bark. "Dude, I swear I didn't-"
But Alfred isn't listening. He's already grabbed Ava by the wrist. Without another word, he drags her out of the club.
She doesn't resist or even look back enough to give me a fucking explaination. Great.
Just fucking great. I can practically hear the rumors being born. Of course nobody's going to believe I had nothing to do with it. I've spent three years building a reputation as the campus flirt. As far as everyone here is concerned, Chase Rivers finally crossed the line by making a move on his best friend's little sister.
Fantastic.
I touch my swollen lip again, wincing. Then another shadow appears in front of me. Itās Rodney and his expression is quite murderous. Before I can utter a single word, his fist slams into my face with enough force to send me stumbling backward again. Seriously? He grabs a fistful of my shirt, yanking me toward him until we're nose to nose. His eyes burn with so much hatred they could probably melt steel.
"Stay the fuck away from my girlfriend."
Each word comes out venomous. He shoves me backward one last time before storming toward the exit in the same direction Alfred dragged Ava. I stand there, bleeding, confused as hell, and surrounded by a room full of students who are already staring at me like I'm Public Enemy Number One. You know, when earlier tonight I thought Roman's public rejection was going to dominate tomorrow's campus gossip?
Yeah. Forget that. After what just happened, I'm pretty sure I just stole the headline.
We kissed hard, then remembered ourselves and kissed softer. He guided me back until my legs hit the bed, and we fell in a heap, laughing without sound.āQuiet,ā I said.āI know.āāLeon, if heāāHey.ā He put a finger on my lips. āIāve got you.āI believed him. That was the dangerous part.Iāll keep most of that night to myself. I remember small things. His hands trembled on my buttons, and I loved that, because it meant it still mattered to him. I remember him pulling the blanket over our heads like a tent. I remember pressing my face into his shoulder so I wouldnāt make a noise, and the way he held on like he was afraid Iād vanish.Afterward we lay still, our hearts racing, listening to the house.āThat wasā I began.A door clicked down the hall.We both turned to stone. Footsteps padded across the floor outside. The bathroom door shut. Water ran.Chase.Leon wrapped his arm around me, hard. Neither of us breathed. The toilet flushed. The footsteps went back. A door closed.We counte
“We should go back,” she murmured into my shoulder.“Kira, there’s something I need to...”“Tomorrow.” She kissed my jaw. “Whatever it is, it can wait until tomorrow. Tonight you’re mine.”I let her have it. It was the first lie I’d ever told her. It was only a delay, and I was ashamed of it anyway.We dressed by the dying fire. When I picked up the key from the table, I found a folded note underneath it that I’d missed earlier. I opened it with my back to Kira.Took you boys long enough. Lock up when you leave. And Leon, you can’t outrun the truth. She knows.Kira read it over my
Kira hadn’t let go of my hand since we left her shop. I wasn’t going to be the one to do it.The town thinned out behind us. Ten minutes later there were only black trees and the low hum of the heater. I kept my eyes on the road because if I looked at her, I’d pull over and never get to where I was going.“You still haven’t told me where we’re headed,” she said. She sounded almost shy, which wasn’t like her.“Somewhere with a door that locks.”“My shop has a door that locks.”“Your shop has a front window and a nosy neighbor.” I turned my thumb over her knuckles. “I’m done grabbing ten minutes with you behind buildings, Kira. I wan
He kissed me again, and this time he was hungry. His hands slid down my sides, and I pulled him closer. His fingers caught the hem of my sweater, and I leaned into him.Outside, a car door slammed.We flew apart. My lips tingled. His hair was wild from my hands."I should go," he said. "Before someone recognizes the truck.""Probably."Neither of us moved. We stayed there, caught in each other's space, waiting for the other one to leave first."Thank you," he said, quieter now. "For being brave enough to say it.""Thank you for being worth it."He kissed me one last time, fast and hard, and slipped out the back.I stood alone in my empty shop, heart racing, mouth still warm from his.I had done it. I had reached for something instead of sitting there hoping to be picked. Whatever came next, whatever pain was waiting down the road, in that moment I felt proud.No more shrinking. No more crumbs. No more asking for permission to want things.My name is Kira Rivers. I run my own business.
But I hadn't. Not like this. Sending it meant saying, out loud, I want something. It meant risking the exact kind of pain I had spent years dodging.He risked his career, I told myself. I can risk my pride.Which brings me back to the send button.Are you awake? I typed.I pressed it.Three dots popped up. Disappeared. Came back. Then: Yes.One word, and I read an entire speech in it. His hesi
Leon POVChase had one rule for me: stay away from his sister. By nine that morning, I had already broken it twice in my head.Chloe's singing woke me. My shoulder ached, but Kira was the bigger problem. Last night I held her face and nearly kissed her. I told myself it was a mistake. My body disagreed.The kitchen was a mess of noise. Marcus burned pancakes. Ava argued with Chase over who got the last of the coffee. Kira sat in the middle of it wrapping presents, glasses slipping down her nose. She saw me and looked away fast, but not before her ears went red.I took the seat farthest from her. Our knees found each other under the table anyway."Did you two sleep?" Chase asked."Yes," she said."No," I said.Ava choked on her coffee. Chase put his fork down. "Okay. What's going on?""Nothing," we said together. Worst lie of my life.Then Chloe climbed into my lap with a picture book. "Uncle Leon, read." I could have hugged her. I took her to the couch, and she was asleep before the s







