As I was thinking about it, I remembered that maybe I lost my mobile phone that night. And I am so much regretting now going there and meeting with that dick head. Ugh, I hate every moment of it. The way he was looking at me with those wild eyes and the way he was touching me aggressively. I hate everything he ruined everything for me, everything if he won't taken me as a prisoner this won't have happened. Father, will never send me here. We were never falling apart. I cried until I could cry no more. I could not have said just why I cried, but I cried because I knew, in some deep part of him where the knowledge would remain till I was dead, that the world was a more horrible place than I could imagine. It would turn the people I loved and trusted into monsters; it would reveal those meant to help me as mad dogs. I wept for myself, and I wept because I knew there would never really be anyone else to weep for me.After two hours, of me cussing him and doing nothing. I decided that I n
Making my way to the ground floor. I find no one there. I wonder where Emily went?I looked around and it was an open-floor living room. The evening slowly ambered and the sun got cold yet fervent. There was emptiness without any sign of human activity. The room was filled with sun rays relaxing on the sofas, mashing and peeking through the glass window. Everything was depicting thethe absence of life yet illuminated by the warmth.I've moved into the narrow hallway where went earlier. My eyes were fixed on a red door at the end of the hallway. I was so slowly moving towards it and thought, maybe it's aunt's office or library or something. If I can be lucky enough I can find a phone in there to call Caden.Once, I reached closer to the door and outstretched my hand to open the door." If I was you, I shouldn't be opening that door." Someone said from behind me and I jerked back and spun around to see who says that.I find a guy, standing at the end of the hallway. He was wearing a su
The Next thing, I know I was standing in the middle of a small bakery two blocks away from my aunt's house and I wonder why we came.I turned around to see the bakers looked like a boy band on a vacation. They acted like it too, laughing, joking, and singing as they made the bread and delicacies for the day. Their white uniforms masked any flour that dusted on them and only their hands had that obvious covering of dust. When the baking was mostly done a couple of them would open the doors, letting the aroma of the baking waft out to the street and the customers flood in.We finally reached the register where an old man was taking money from the customer." Mr, Wards, how are you doing today?" Emily asked him but he didn't even twitch or moved a single muscle on his face he just opened the small gate next to his counter to let us in." Come on, Aisling I'll show you around," Emily said and brought me to the back kitchen of the bakery." Wait, wait who are the people outside? are they h
And what if someone finds this place?"" It never gonna happen because only the pack members are allowed to come here."" What about humans?" I ask her." Like, I said only pack members are allowed here. Come with me I'll show you something." Emily told me and shoved her arm around me and we made our way back into the actual bakery but this time there was no one, not the old man nor the laughing bakers.I believed now, they have real power but why? Father sent me here. I don't have anything special nor I can learn anything.I don't understand the reason why?Emily and I walked out of the double door of the bakery and Emily pointed to a billboard in front of the bakery that reads, " No humans are allowed."I rolled my eyes and asked her, " Who's brilliant idea was that?"" Benny and Jasper suggested this. Isn't brilliant," she said with a huge smile on her face." I think, it's so a dumb idea to write in big bold letters that humans aren't allowed. This will catch everyone's attention
spin on my heel, thinking like hell I need to get out of here as soon as possible before anything happens and I find myself in trouble.As I was being to move, Emily stopped me from leaving by telling me that I shouldn't be leaving because my aunt will come any second." Don't worry about me, I will talk to an aunt on my own and you know I am feeling tired I need some sleep and I was just asking for your phone, mine got lost somewhere. I need to call my brother Caden."" We don't have phones and only ma'am has a phone in her office back in the house secondly, we aren't allowed to go there."" Why you aren't allowed to go there?"" Aisling there are some rules that we are bound to follow."I look unfazed because, for my whole life, I was following the rules made by my father. I can understand their situation and I don't want to get them in any trouble because of me. I guess we don't have much difference.I remain quiet and thought, I need to find a way to talk to Caden. He would be wor
cried and cried because I couldn't do anything besides cry. Oh God just looks at me now... one night opens words and utters pain... I cannot begin to explain to you... this... I am not here. This is not happening. Oh wait, it is, isn't it?I am a ghost. I am not here, not really. You see skin and cuts and frailty...these are symptoms, you know, of a ghost. An unclear image with unclear thoughts whispering vague things...If I told you what was really in my head, you'd never let me leave this place. And I have no desire to spend time in hell while I'm still, in theory, alive.I just wanted to go home to azelaic. He will never leave me and protect me from everything, every danger of this distraught place. Where are you azelaic? please, come back to me and I will never let you go away from me. Tears began streaming down from my eyes and there was immense pain in my chest I don't know how I gonna go back home. The Tears brought me no relief.I looked up at the sky. The sky was tar-black
I shifted my attention to the empty plate in front of me and jagger, slapping down my pavé au poivre. It was not a particularly impressive plate- a hunk of meat, fat-fried potatoes piled carelessly to one side. But something happened as I sliced the first bite- no resistance, none at all. The knife slid through the meat; the thinnest layer of crusty brown opening to reveal a pulpy red heart. I watched as the pink juices puddling into the buttery pepper sauce." Hey, guys Why are you sitting so carefree like that? Did you not hear ma'am went into jasper's room and what we are going do before ma'am found out he wasn't in his room." Emily said which shift everyone's attention to her." Where is he?" I asked her." Do you care to know?" Benny taunts me and I don't know what this guy's problem was with me. I was the one who got attacked by his brother and he was still showing me the attitude. This is bullshit." Benny, stop it! it's not the right time to bite each other off. We have got a
Several small clouds drifted through the sky. When one of them passed before the moon, the world's filter changed. First, my hands were silver and the ground was black. Then my hands were black and the ground silver. So we switched, as I walked, from negative to positive to negative, as the clouds passed before the moon.I was all alone by myself and it was kinda peaceful to me, without any boundaries and chaos around me I feel free but only one thing was missing in my life Azelaic. I knew, deep down from inside he was watching the same moon as I am. Andhe was still missing me as much as I am missing him right now." Aisling, Wait for me!" I heard Emily's voice from behind which made me stop. I saw her running towards me." What happened?" I asked her. She stops to catch her breath." Where are you going? You shouldn't suppose be wandering around this time of the night," she said." I don't want to go back there I would rather want to stay in here than go back there where everyone i