cried and cried because I couldn't do anything besides cry. Oh God just looks at me now... one night opens words and utters pain... I cannot begin to explain to you... this... I am not here. This is not happening. Oh wait, it is, isn't it?I am a ghost. I am not here, not really. You see skin and cuts and frailty...these are symptoms, you know, of a ghost. An unclear image with unclear thoughts whispering vague things...If I told you what was really in my head, you'd never let me leave this place. And I have no desire to spend time in hell while I'm still, in theory, alive.I just wanted to go home to azelaic. He will never leave me and protect me from everything, every danger of this distraught place. Where are you azelaic? please, come back to me and I will never let you go away from me. Tears began streaming down from my eyes and there was immense pain in my chest I don't know how I gonna go back home. The Tears brought me no relief.I looked up at the sky. The sky was tar-black
I shifted my attention to the empty plate in front of me and jagger, slapping down my pavé au poivre. It was not a particularly impressive plate- a hunk of meat, fat-fried potatoes piled carelessly to one side. But something happened as I sliced the first bite- no resistance, none at all. The knife slid through the meat; the thinnest layer of crusty brown opening to reveal a pulpy red heart. I watched as the pink juices puddling into the buttery pepper sauce." Hey, guys Why are you sitting so carefree like that? Did you not hear ma'am went into jasper's room and what we are going do before ma'am found out he wasn't in his room." Emily said which shift everyone's attention to her." Where is he?" I asked her." Do you care to know?" Benny taunts me and I don't know what this guy's problem was with me. I was the one who got attacked by his brother and he was still showing me the attitude. This is bullshit." Benny, stop it! it's not the right time to bite each other off. We have got a
Several small clouds drifted through the sky. When one of them passed before the moon, the world's filter changed. First, my hands were silver and the ground was black. Then my hands were black and the ground silver. So we switched, as I walked, from negative to positive to negative, as the clouds passed before the moon.I was all alone by myself and it was kinda peaceful to me, without any boundaries and chaos around me I feel free but only one thing was missing in my life Azelaic. I knew, deep down from inside he was watching the same moon as I am. Andhe was still missing me as much as I am missing him right now." Aisling, Wait for me!" I heard Emily's voice from behind which made me stop. I saw her running towards me." What happened?" I asked her. She stops to catch her breath." Where are you going? You shouldn't suppose be wandering around this time of the night," she said." I don't want to go back there I would rather want to stay in here than go back there where everyone i
squeezed my eyes shut because the amount of light spreading inside the room was too much to bear for my eyes. A few seconds passed, and Emily tapped on my shoulder to open my eyes as I opened my eyes I was left speechless to see my wounds completely healed, and not even a scar was visible on my knee." How did you do that? I can't believe my eyes, is this real or an illusion?" I asked her and hesitantly touched my knee and find it wasn't an illusion. It was real. I looked up at Emily and she was grinning by looking at me." No, it's not an illusion trust me. And well, as you can see I can heal things not everything exactly but the living being or living things such as plants, animals, and sometimes wolves," she said." You mean to say, you are a healer. And this is your special ability."" Yup, you are right,"" Wow, you all are so cool and I am not that special like you guys. I wish, I could be like you guys so I don't need to be afraid all the time and I can protect myself from dang
Jasper stood next to the small window and gazed outside while in complete silence and I am not going to lie. I don't wasn't feeling good about this whole situation." So, tell me what you want to talk about? or do you want to just stay silent and say nothing."He turned around to face me and his back was leaning towards the window and his muscled arms came across his chest as he looked me in the dead eyes. He took a breath and said, " Aisling, open your ears and eyes. Listen to me, carefully what I am about to tell you wasn't a joke or a lie."" What was it? don't create so much build-up and just tell me or is this part of your secret plan to kill me in absence of everyone."" Trust me! Aisling if I want to kill you. I could kill you that day and tear you apart in half and you won't be standing here and being so big mouth with me." he said in his cold voice trying to scare me and he was not wrong about it. I am a bit scared of him because I was alone with him and he can hurt me if he
Disbelief held me down inside my footsteps, making my body heavy but my heart wild. I watched Jasper in disbelief as he turned around to face the small window again.He was looking for something out there and I found myself still in shock how could someone want to kill me? I didn't do anything wrong with anyone. And who could be that? Jasper wasn't going to tell me because he looked equally frightened as I am. But what was the reason for telling me this right now? when I can't do anything because I am chained up in this house by my aunt and my father." What was the reason for telling me? what do you want me to do? just wait for you to kill me." I asked him in frustration.He swirled to face me and said, " You need to leave tonight"" You can't even imagine How much I want to leave this place but I can't do that because my father doesn't want me back. He sent me to the aunt only to suffer which I am currently living in suffering, fear, and now in trauma."" Why would any father do tha
Jasper, if you had another option so, you can share it but if not then I think, my idea is much better."" Do I not make myself clear again? Or should I repeat for you to listen to me? Not only listen but to understand it clearly that we are not going to tell anyone." He said in his demanding tone, I am going to agree with him on everything. My life was on the line, not his life. I should be worried not him. Oh God, please just help me out.Jasper begin to leave and I stopped him by blocking his way with my silhouette and asked him, " Where are you going and leaving me alone?"" Did you not hear Emily? Your aunt is expecting us. And if you don't mind can you give me some space."" I forgot about it before you leave. I need to know do you have a plan for me? or if I am going to become the sacrificial lamb."" Just let me think about it! and until then keep your big mouth shut." He said and scrapped his shoulder to mine as he walk passed me.And I thought, his answer is no. He doesn't h
Go! Go! before she returns from my room." he gives me an order and I don't know why he thinks that I am going to take his order." Why don't you go first? and then me."He looks at me in a way that he will take no time to rip me apart and I was just scared the hell of him but what he did next was completely unexpected for me." Fine! I'll go first and you come down a few minutes after me so nobody could see us together."I nodded my head in agreement and not asked him too many questions because I can see he was getting irritated by my question.He turns around to face, I mean backward to step down on the old broken ladder which was saved according to Jasper and I highly doubt it. I hold the ladder for him so he could not fall. And I can't believe I am helping my killer.Step by step, he finally reaches down and looks up at me, and gives me a thumbs up.Exactly, just then after aunt Fiona stepped out of jaspers' room and see him standing at the bottom of the ladder, looking up." Jaspe