So it's been two weeks since Ian left for New York and it's been really hard walking around as if I'm okay when I'm not. Well, Zoé and Thuso have been there for me but it's not enough and Khalil has been behaving although he has his days of just wanting to piss me off.
Nothing new there though. Well, the semester is about to end which means it's time for me to go home, super excited about being around family, happy energies will help me heal right? Well, I do hope so because a girl is hurt! Got heartbroken the same way by two different guys. Somebody should really help me choose boyfriends because I suck at it!
We are all in my apartment and by all I mean Zoé and Thuso and we are just chilling. Talking about what we'll be doing during the holidays, oh and I probably forgot to mention Zoé and Thuso are living together now...and they're the most beautiful couple I've ever seen.
I pray for eternal love in their relationshi
Sunday morning and I feel exhausted from the restless night I had, I couldn't sleep. I kept on thinking about what I saw and what he said, argh how could he affect me so much? It's so annoying! I'm lying here awake whilst he snores up the whole apartment. He is so loud! "K! Keep it down man!" I shouted from my room and his response was only to snore much louder. I got up from my bed and banged on his door which ended up opening. He was sprawled out on his bed like a starfish only in his boxers. He looked so yummy just laying there and for a moment I felt like...and his snores disrupted my train of thoughts reminding me that I'm annoyed. I stomp over to his bed and pick up a pillow that was on the floor and hit him with it. He wakes up in shock and looks at me weirdly. "What the hell Rin..." He stops his sentence as he looks at me hungrily. Why would he..? Ohhh shit! I'm only in my shirt and panties. Okay Rina you can do
When we got to the mall we decided to eat first. All we seemed to do was eat but yeah we decided to eat seafood and to say it was weird to eat raw fish is an understatement.Y'all have to understand, I'm a black person and we don't normally do raw meat unless you grew up in an elite group.It wasn't so bad to eat that kind of food, it's definitely not something you fall in love with at first taste or sight. But it seemed as if Khalil enjoyed watching my face scrunch up in disgust whenever I ate. He kept on laughing and even took a video of me. He even imitated me, jackass!After eating we went to the cinema where we spent another thirty minutes fighting about which movie to watch. He wanted to watch some romantic movie but I wasn't for it. I wanted to watch Bad Boys For Life, I mean how many years have we been waiting for that one!?As we finally came to an agreement, the person at the till seemed amused w
You think I'm crazy, I am.I love you like I love Cray Cray I do. I love you like I like to get high.I doI sang out loudly with SZA on my speaker. I swear when she writes her songs it's as if she has me in mind. But the song I love the most in the 'Comethru' album is 'Bed', everything she says there is exactly how I feel.So dark yet sexy and she is sexy. I was so into singing and dancing along with SZA that I didn't see K standing by my doorway watching me amused.I turned around screaming and all he did was chuckle. "What the hell you creep?!" I yelled at him trying to calm my too fast-beating heart down."Well, I was coming in here to tell you to keep the noise down but then I saw you dancing I thought I might as well enjoy the show. Have to say Foxie, you sure do got moves.""Cause I'm me, I'm me revenge is my thing.
Day 1It's only been one day. One day! And I'm ready to run away. Here I was thinking I would be on vacation with my family. I imagined sweet paradise and peace full of laughs and happy tears, but noooooo. This family can't just let me enjoy a bit of rest!I got here yesterday after 16:00pm and went to sleep right away, I was too tired and not really hungry because I'm still not used to flights. They make me anxious and grumpy and extra tired. To say they were very happy to see me would be an understatement, they literally jumped on me and now I've got a limping leg.It's 11:00 am and they woke me up at 06:00 am. I thought I only had to do that when I was going to school not when I have to visit my family. Makes me extra Frumpy. All they wanted was breakfast as if they couldn't do it themselves. Lazy People!As I'm still complaining my mom walks into the kitchen with a grin on a fac
Day 2It's been two days since Rina went back home to her family and I must say I'm enjoying the peace and quiet around here. Totally not affected by her missing presence near me. Her singing and dancing like a maniac to her music.Her cooking in the evening and her walking around with her long shirts and shorts. Her annoying me and making me laugh so hard with her reactions. See totally not missing her.Right now I'm watching her favourite series on Netflix not because I want to but because it was already there and I'm too lazy to change it. We both know that's a lie Khalil my conscience adds. It's okay to miss her, we both know you do. No, I do not. I'm enjoying my peace and quiet and would love it if you'd shut up!Knock knock"Yo! Open up you twat!" I open up the door only to be shoved away from the door by my dear friend Karabo. And here I was thinking I
Day 3Honestly, I'm about to lose my mind!!! I've been here for only three days, two nights, fifty-six hours, three thousand three hundred and sixty seconds. But who's counting not me. I can't take it anymore all the criticism and comments about my education or how I dress or how I talk. Why can't they understand that this is my life! Not theirs.Why did mom have to invite the rest of the family over, it wasn't necessary I told her but she most definitely had to disagree with me. She said it's important to have a family gathering whenever the whole family is around. Why couldn't we just talk on the phone instead of seeing each other!All they do is talk about their neighbours and their children. Trying to compare us to each other. How the hell can you compare a nineteen-year-oldto a thirteen-year-old! There is literally a six-year difference between t
-|Khalil|-Well, yesterday was a drag. Karabo got totally wasted and almost got into a fight, if it hadn't been for me he'd probably be black blue right now. But at the end of the day, he is my best friend so I got his back just as he's got mine.He's sleeping in the empty bedroom and snoring the whole house up. Alcohol has the worst after-effects ever on people. But that's how it is. Makes you loose the one night, you forget all your problems then the next it all comes back to bite you in the ass. And we still want it.It's midday now and I'm watching TV. Really bored hoping Rina was here but then again I'm sure she's having the time of her life with her family. I actually do miss her, I never thought I'd ever admit it but she's a pretty awesome person. Why in the world I was an ass t
It's half eight in the night and Karabo just went to bed, I guess his hangover is really high. No pun intended. Right now I'm sitting in my room scrolling through Instagram really bored and not tired at all.Sleep finally calls me to its land and as I'm about to go I hear the kitchen light being lit, it's probably Karabo who woke up hungry. Nothing new there. I hear a crash of plates and cussing in a native language."What the fuck! Why the hell are these plates put right here so close to the door. Mara u khou itan K!" The voice hissed, and I immediately recognise it. What is she doing back here so early, she didn't even spend a whole week at home?I get out of my be