Staring down at me with cold, ruthless eyes was Jillian Colbert. I felt my heart skip a beat as intense fear slowly threatened my being.
Jillian did a once over and if possible, his eyes got even colder.
“I'm supposed to marry this?” he asked, his voice cold as ice.
“The woman you refer to as ‘this’ is standing right in front of you and you will be respectful,” the older man said sternly.
Jillian’s glare intensified as he looked at me with pure hatred and disgust.
He let go of my arm and briskly walked off.
I released a breath I didn't know I had been holding. My whole body shook slightly as I recovered from the shock and fear that had had a hold on me not that long ago.
“Don't worry, he’ll come around” the older man comforted.
“How do you know?” I whispered, fear still evident in my voice.
“Because he has no choice. I am his father after all”, the older man chuckled.
This made me freeze one more time.
‘His father?’ I thought to myself. I turned around to have a good look at the man in front of me.
He wore black trousers with a black button-up shirt and a gray blazer accompanied by black shoes. His wrist was adorned with a gold watch and his fingers with multiple rings. He has slightly brown hair with gray hairs scattered across his scalp. His eyes were similar to Jillian’s, the same shade of blue but much softer. This is Joseph Colbert, the most feared mafia boss in Texas. He is a ruthless businessman and an even more ruthless killer.
“Ahem,” he cleared his throat. Only then did I notice that I had been staring at him for quite a while and he was beginning to get uncomfortable.
“Oh! I'm so sorry” I apologized.
“It's fine,” he chuckled.
I stood awkwardly, looking at the floor and refusing to meet his eyes.
Knowing that this was a cold-blooded killer made me rethink our entire interaction and only hope that I had, in no way, offended him.
“Follow me, I'll give you a tour around the house,” he said suddenly and started walking away. I immediately followed, not wanting to upset another Colbert.
He showed me various rooms and corridors before finally leading me to the dining area.
“Sit, food will arrive shortly,” he said while sitting. I readily obliged.
“Do allow me to apologize for my son's manners. I will speak to him once we're done with lunch”, he said studying my expression.
“It's not a problem at all. I understand his disappointment” I reassured him but he raised an eyebrow in return.
“So you find marrying my son a disappointment?” he asked, his tone unreadable.
“No, no! That's not what I meant!” I tried to explain.
“Then what did you mean?” his voice remained indifferent.
“I-I just meant that I understood how disappointed he must have been to marry someone he has never met. Especially someone as uninteresting and pitiful as I am” I explained, slightly fumbling over my words. He stared at me for a second.
“What makes you think you’re pitiful?” He asked.
Both surprised and confused by the question, I took a couple of seconds to think.
“Well, I’m not the most beautiful girl to exist, nor am I the most intelligent. I’m also worthless enough to be thrown away by my father as if he never loved me. I have no mother and the closest thing I have to a sibling is my gay best friend”, I rambled. He looked both surprised and amused.
“The part about being thrown away by your father, is that what you were told, or is that what you believe?” he asked.
“It's what happened,” I replied quietly.
“That wasn't what I asked you. Answer the question I asked” he said, his voice stern.
“It's what I believe”, I replied immediately.
“It's quite a shame that you see it that way. But I do hope that you keep in mind I will never permit anything worthless to set foot into my home” he said. I couldn't tell if those were words of comfort or if there was a warning hidden in that message.
Before I could ponder on it for too long, the food was brought out by the maids and placed on the table in front of us. There was a variety of food available for me to easily choose from.
“Eat”, he said. “You have a long road ahead of you and it's only going to get harder from here”.
“Yes sir”, I said, digging in.
To say the food was divine would be an understatement. Everything was prepared to perfection and I had no difficulty emptying my plate. Crying and fear make you hungry.
After we were done, the maids cleared the table and I was instructed to head to my room for the time being. My room was shown to me during the tour of the house so it wasn't hard locating it.
Before I could enter my room, I heard the door directly opposite mine open. Coming out of the room was Jillian.
He glared at me coldly.
“I can see you're making yourself at home,” he said, eyes not leaving mine. I gulped.
“I…” I trailed off, not knowing how to respond.
“You what?” he asked, his voice chilling.
“I-I was instructed to settle down in my room for the time being” I stammered out. He kept his glare.
“Your room? You already claim it as yours? In another person's house?” His voice got even colder with each question.
“N-No! I was told that it was mine” I said, my voice slightly shaking as I averted my eyes to the ground.
“By who?” He asked, stepping closer to me. His tall frame and muscular build completely towered over me.
“Y-Your father,” my voice reduced to a whisper. My head is still down.
“Now listen here, you leech. I don't know how your life was before now but it's only going to get worse. This is my house and you will do as I say, no questions asked.” he said, authoritatively. I nodded in fear.
He gripped my chin with his hand and raised my head, his glare piercing into my soul.
“You will do well to use your words when I speak to you” he whispered, his voice filled with venom.
“Y-Yes sir” I whispered, my voice filled with fear.
He smirked.
“Good girl. Now, get into your room” he said, releasing his grip on my face.
“Yes sir,” I said, my legs moving as quickly as they could.
Before I could close the door, he stopped it with his hand. I froze, wondering what else he wanted to tell me.
“Move” he commanded. I quickly took a step away from the door and he opened it fully. He took a few steps into the room and closed the door behind him.
“Good. Now, strip.”
I looked at him, eyes wide. “Sorry?” I asked, bewildered.His glare returned.“I said, strip. Don't make me repeat myself” he warned.I was frozen in place. I couldn't believe what he was asking me to do. ‘Is this it? Am I about to be assaulted?’ I thought as tears sprung to my eyes. His eyes stayed on mine as he took a step closer.“ I warned you a few seconds ago. Are you disobeying me?” He asked, his voice deepening.“Please, don't do this” I begged quietly, my voice failing.His glare hardened.“You have 5 seconds,” he threatened. My heart was pounding as the tears threatened to spill.“5” he counted. The tears had already started falling.“4” he continued. I shakily started pulling up my shirt and tossed it onto the bed when I was done. My hands went up to cover my bra.“3” his glare remained the same. Now full-on crying, I took off my jeans and tossed them onto the bed.“2” My eyes flew up to him. I thought he would have stopped by now but he wanted me to completely strip. Ac
I was shocked at first. It felt like my body had moved on its own. I don't know why or how I did it but I did. Jillian didn't move a muscle. We broke apart and he stared at me.I was hoping the earth would open up and swallow me but I don't see that happening anytime soon.I stood a few centimeters away and held my hands over my lips.“I'm so sorry” I immediately apologized. “I don't know what came over me”.Jillian still didn't say a word. His cold, calculating gaze was on me and I felt like an ant at that moment. I had completely forgotten about the gun still in his hand.I watched him as he averted his gaze, walked toward the dresser, dropped the gun, and walked back toward me. In the blink of an eye, his lips were on mine, capturing them in a heated kiss.After realizing what was happening, I kissed back with as much intensity as I could. One hand snaked its way around my waist and firmly grasped it while the other hand went around my thigh as he hoisted me onto his waist. I wra
My fingers instinctively tightened around hers for a second before I forced myself to let go. I stared into her eyes—eyes that sparkled with charm but simmered with something darker.The way she smiled made my skin crawl. It wasn’t just smugness. It was possession.“This is Alyssa,” Joseph said, voice light but firm as he gestured toward the woman now standing beside me. “A long-time friend of the family.”Long-time friend. Right.I nodded politely. “Nice to meet you.”She leaned in just slightly, her perfume heavy and sweet—like expensive poison. “Oh, sweetheart. You’ll get used to it. Or you’ll break. We’ll see.”I couldn’t even form a response. She turned on her heels, her red dress swaying with every step as she walked back to the table. She didn’t sit in a chair. She sat—no, sprawled—right across Jillian’s lap like she belonged there.And he let her.He didn’t touch her. Didn’t look at her. But he didn’t push her off either.Joseph cleared his throat, pretending none of this was
The room still smelled like him.A mix of something expensive and dangerous, something I wasn’t sure I’d ever be able to wash off.I sat in the dark, unmoving, lips tingling from his kiss. My heart was still racing—half in anticipation, half in confusion.Jillian Colbert didn’t say things he didn’t mean. That much, I was starting to learn.But he also didn’t say things to make you feel better. Which made his last words all the more terrifying.“You will be.”What did that even mean?I lay down that night, fully clothed, too wired to sleep and too drained to stay awake. I drifted in and out of dreams where his voice echoed like a warning, like a promise.I didn’t see him the next morning.Nor the afternoon.The mansion was cold and far too quiet, despite the house staff moving about like ghosts. I stayed in my room most of the day, occasionally stepping out just to feel less like a prisoner.I kept thinking about Alyssa. About how sure she was that she still belonged to him. How comfor
I wasn’t used to this version of myself.Standing in front of the mirror, clad in a body-hugging black dress that Jillian’s assistant had sent up—without asking—I barely recognized the woman staring back.She looked powerful. Elegant. Dangerous.But inside, I was still the girl who had been sold like property and handed over to a man she didn’t know, expected to become a Mafia bride with no instruction manual.A soft knock on the door pulled me from my spiraling thoughts.It was Maria, the same woman who always delivered messages on behalf of the Colberts. I was beginning to wonder if she could read minds.“Mr. Colbert is ready for you,” she said politely.I nodded and followed her out of the room.The mansion was different at night—alive with movement. Men in suits, discreetly armed, lined the hallways. The staff moved with quiet precision. Everything was coordinated, almost like a ballet… one choreographed with bullets and blood.And then there was Jillian.He stood at the bottom of
When I woke up, I was in his arms.It wasn’t a dream. I hadn’t imagined it.Jillian Colbert—the man who terrified me, confused me, and made my heart stutter in ways I wasn’t proud of—was holding me like I was something precious.I didn’t dare move. Not at first.His arm was draped over my waist, one leg tangled between mine, and his face was nestled in my neck. His breath, slow and even, warmed my skin.For a moment, I let myself pretend.Pretend he cared. That I wasn’t just a pawn. That last night hadn’t been some twisted form of mafia comfort or damage control after Alyssa’s visit.But fantasies are fragile things.And Jillian was always the one to break them.He stirred, then shifted away from me without a word. No kiss. No glance. Just silence as he got up, pulled on a white shirt, and adjusted his watch.Back to business.I sat up slowly, the coldness in the room now echoing the one I felt inside.“You’re leaving?” I asked softly.“Work.” He didn’t look at me as he answered. “Sta
“Jillian!” I yelled, rushing from the balcony and down the stairs.He met me halfway in the hall, already tensing at my tone. “What is it?”“There was someone outside. Watching.”His eyes sharpened instantly. “Where?”“By the gate. Dressed in black. He saw me—he pointed at me, Jillian.”“Pointed?” he repeated, then turned to the guard at the door. “Get eyes on the north gate. Now.”“Yes, sir.”I reached for his hand without thinking. “Jillian… who would do that?”He looked at our intertwined fingers, then at me. “People who want to send messages.”“Was it Alyssa?” I asked.“No. She doesn’t use subtlety.”“Then who—?”“We’ll find out.”His voice was low, controlled. But I could tell by the way his jaw clenched that his mind was already spinning.He turned to one of the passing guards. “Double the patrols tonight. And send someone to sweep her room for bugs.”My stomach sank. “You think someone’s been listening?”“I think we’re being watched,” he muttered, then looked me dead in the eye
The training room was colder than I expected.Sleek floors, black mats, steel shelves lined with weapons I wasn’t sure I wanted to learn how to use. Jillian stood near the center, sleeves rolled up, looking like sin with a holster clipped to his belt.“You’re early,” he said as I stepped in.“I couldn’t sleep.”He nodded toward the wall. “Pick your weapon.”My eyes widened. “You’re letting me choose?”“No,” he smirked. “But I wanted to see what you’d reach for first.”I walked slowly along the shelf, fingers ghosting over blades, brass knuckles, and a row of glinting pistols.I stopped in front of one with a black matte finish.“This one,” I said.“Beretta,” Jillian said behind me. “You’ve got good instincts.”“You sound surprised.”“I’m always surprised when people show me they’re more than they seem.”I turned to face him. “And what do you think I am?”He stepped closer. “That’s what I’m trying to figure out.”His nearness made my heart pound, but I covered it with a shrug. “Teach m
“Christy, we need to talk,” Jillian’s voice cut through the thick silence of my room. It wasn’t a command, but a plea, laced with something deeper. He wasn’t standing in the doorway, but I could hear him just outside, as if giving me space to process. His presence was overwhelming, though, and I could feel the tension in the air, thick and suffocating.I didn’t move at first. Instead, I just sat there, my hands wrapped tightly around the fabric of my robe, the weight of everything—Alyssa, the baby, the lies—pressing down on me like a thousand tons. I wanted to ignore him, bury my face in my hands and forget the world existed. But I knew that wasn’t possible. Not anymore. Not with the way everything had changed between us.I took a deep breath, pushing myself up from the bed, my feet hitting the cold floor with a sharp thud. I could feel my heart pounding in my chest as I opened the door, the cold morning air rushing in to greet me.Jillian was standing there, his back to me, hands in
The sun barely peeked through the heavy curtains when I woke up the next morning, my mind still swirling with everything that had happened in the past few days. The wedding. The confrontation. The heartbreak.I rolled over to the other side of the bed, expecting to find Jillian next to me, but the space was empty. For the first time in weeks, I felt a cold, aching emptiness settle deep in my chest. I couldn’t quite figure out if it was anger, regret, or something else entirely. Maybe it was the exhaustion from the emotional rollercoaster I had been dragged through, but one thing was clear: I needed space. I needed time to think.My thoughts raced back to the truth Jillian had hidden from me—Alyssa’s pregnancy. I still couldn’t shake the bitter taste in my mouth. All this time, he had known. He had known and hadn’t told me, and it felt like a betrayal.My fingers curled into the sheets, gripping them tightly as if holding on would keep me grounded. I had believed in him. I had trusted
I could barely breathe.The church was warm, filled with candles and people and chatter, but I felt frozen. My heart thudded painfully beneath the lace bodice of my gown. Everyone was here. Joseph sat in the front row like a king overseeing his legacy. Mafia affiliates from all over Texas whispered behind masks of politeness. Jillian stood just a few steps ahead, his tailored black tux a sharp contrast to the white roses surrounding him.And me?I was moments away from marrying the coldest, most complicated man I had ever met.“Christy,” a soft voice said beside me. It was Mia, my assigned bridesmaid—though at this point she felt more like a handler than a friend. “It’s time.”My knees wobbled beneath me as the chapel doors creaked open. The music swelled—some classical arrangement that felt too grand, too surreal. I clutched the bouquet in my trembling hands and started walking down the aisle, eyes fixed on Jillian.His face was unreadable. Stone cold.I should have been used to it b
I didn’t slam the door when I walked out. I wanted to. I really wanted to. But I didn’t. Because I knew if I did, he’d only hear the echo of my pain. And he didn’t deserve that. Not after what I just saw.Jillian and Alyssa.His lips on hers.My heart hadn’t stopped racing. Every beat echoed in my ears like gunfire, sharp and painful. My hands were trembling, and no matter how many times I wiped my palms down my dress, I couldn’t get them to stop.I walked aimlessly down the hallway, unsure of where I was going. The mansion felt like a maze tonight, and all I wanted was to escape. Not the house. Him. The way he looked at her. The way he didn’t even hesitate.How dare he?“Christy!”I flinched, his voice cutting through the silence like a whip. I didn’t turn around.“Christy, wait!”“No,” I said without facing him. “Don’t. Just… don’t.”He caught up with me anyway, grabbing my arm and spinning me around. His grip wasn’t tight, but it was firm enough to make sure I couldn’t walk away ag
The mansion was chaos.People in suits and dresses buzzed through the hallways like bees in a hive, barking orders and throwing swatches of fabric in the air. The scent of fresh roses—hundreds of them—mixed with the tang of heated arguments, making the air thick and exhausting. I hadn’t even had breakfast yet.“No, no, no! The centerpieces go on the mirrored stands, not the crystal ones!” I heard someone scream from the grand ballroom.I was already regretting every single choice we’d made.“I didn’t pick the crystal stands,” I mumbled under my breath, arms folded as I stood in the middle of the grand hallway, surrounded by fabric samples and clipboard-wielding coordinators.“You didn’t not pick them either,” Jillian muttered beside me, his voice low and a little amused. He looked down at his phone again, scrolling, not even pretending to be helpful.“You’re not even paying attention,” I said sharply.His head tilted slightly. “To chaos? No thanks.”“This is our wedding, Jillian.”“An
“Jillian,” I whispered, grabbing his wrist, “don’t go out there alone.”His hand closed gently over mine, gun in the other. “I’m not. You’re with me.”“That’s not what I—”He turned, eyes locking on mine, serious. “Christy, if anything happens, I need you to run. You know the side hallway by the library?”I nodded.“There’s a hidden passage behind the tall bookshelf. Pull the black book with the red spine. It opens a door. Go through, stay quiet, don’t stop.”“You’ve had that here this whole time?”“I have escape plans for everything.”“And when were you going to tell me?”“When I was sure I could trust you to come back to me.”I stared at him, the weight of his words sinking in, warming me even through the rising cold of fear.A creak echoed again, closer now.Jillian turned toward the hallway. “Stay behind me. Keep your eyes open.”We moved through the dark corridor like shadows, silent but alert. I could hear my own heartbeat in my ears, pounding wildly. The hall stretched long and
“You’re staring,” I murmured, stretching across the bed.Jillian leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed, eyes hot and fixed on me like I was his personal obsession. “Can you blame me?”I smiled, letting the silk sheet slide lower down my chest. “I’m surprised you’re still here. Thought you’d be out chasing shadows by now.”“I should be.”“But?”His voice dropped. “I’d rather be here.”I tilted my head. “That’s unlike you.”“I’m becoming unlike me.” He walked forward slowly, each step deliberate. “You did that.”I sat up. “And what are you going to do about it?”He knelt on the bed, brushing hair from my face. “Make the most of the time I have before everything explodes.”I wrapped my arms around his neck. “Then stop wasting it.”He kissed me, slow and deep, with a desperation that tasted like regret before it even happened. Like he knew something I didn’t. His fingers brushed my spine, and I arched into him instinctively, feeling the heat between us spike like fire on dry wood.“D
“I’m not staying locked up like some fragile doll, Jillian.”“You promised.”“I promised I’d stay safe. Not that I’d stay silent.”He was pacing again, fingers clenched into fists at his sides. His tie hung loose around his neck, and he hadn’t slept. Neither had I.“The last safe house she blew up was a message,” he said. “A direct hit. She’s not playing games anymore.”“Then why are we?”He stopped walking, turning to face me with fire in his eyes. “You think this is a game to me?”“No,” I said quietly. “I think it’s personal.”“It is.”He walked toward me, stopping just short of touching me.“She killed people I trained. Men I trusted. She’s twisting everything.”I looked up at him, eyes searching. “Then let me help you untwist it.”“You don’t understand how deep this goes.”“Then explain it.”He exhaled like he was deflating. “There are things you don’t want to know, Christy. Things I’ve done. Things Alyssa’s still doing.”“I’m already in it, Jillian. Stop trying to keep me on the
The blood was gone.The carpets scrubbed, the walls wiped clean, the shattered vases replaced—like nothing ever happened.But I remembered.The way the gunshots had echoed off the marble floors. The way Reuben’s body dropped. The way Jillian looked at me—really looked at me—like I wasn’t just the girl sold into his world.Like I was something more.Even now, days later, I could still feel the weight of the gun in my hand.I hadn’t fired. I hadn’t needed to.But I had changed.And I could see that he saw it too.Jillian hadn’t left my side since that night. Wherever he went, he made sure someone was stationed outside my room. He didn’t say much—he never did—but the way he hovered near me said everything.Something between us had shifted.We weren’t strangers anymore.Not really.He knocked once before opening my door. He always did that now, even though it was his house.“You’re up early,” he said.I was sitting by the window in my robe, a cup of untouched tea in my hand.“I couldn’t s