LOGINDAVE’S POV
I wrapped up the meeting as quickly as I could. Glancing at the time, I knew I could still make it to mine and Neah’s anniversary celebration. I was about to leave when Monica, my secretary, suddenly blocked my way.
“Sir, you can’t leave yet. Your car tire blew out.”
“What?” I asked in disbelief. I ran a hand down my face in frustration. Why now? Why did this have to happen when I was in such a hurry?
“How did that even happen? I just had my car checked last week. The tires were replaced too,” I asked, confused, even though I knew Monica couldn’t possibly have the answer when we had both been inside the conference room the entire time.
“I don’t know either, sir.” I let out a deep sigh.
“Book a car,” I ordered. I reached into my suit and pants pockets for my phone, but it wasn’t there. “Where’s my phone?” I asked, turning to Monica. She immediately pulled my phone out of her bag and handed it to me. I checked to see if Neah had sent a message or called, but there was nothing. She was probably still waiting for me at the restaurant.
I knew the restaurant closed at 10:00 PM, so I could still make it. There was still an hour left before closing. I was about to call Neah when my phone suddenly died. I frowned immediately because I was certain it had battery before we left the house.
“Why is my phone dead? What happened?” I asked Monica. She usually handled my phone whenever I was in meetings.
“I don’t know, sir. Maybe you forgot to charge it?”
“No. That’s impossible because I charged it before my wife and I left the house.” I shook my head. There was no way my phone could have died that quickly. “Give me your phone. I’ll call my wife.”
“I’m sorry, sir, but my phone’s dead too.”
“What?” I snapped, my brows furrowing. I couldn’t stop the irritation building inside me anymore. Why did everything have to go wrong tonight of all nights?
“How are you supposed to book me a car then?” The annoyance in my voice was obvious now.
“Please stay here, sir. I’ll try to find one outside. Don’t leave, okay?” I sighed heavily again. There was barely anyone left in the company building since the employees had gone home hours ago. And finding transportation around this area was difficult because most rides needed to be booked beforehand.
I wanted to call Neah. I promised her I would come back, and I knew she would wait for me. But I had no phone to use. Why did bad luck keep hitting me one after another tonight?
I waited for Monica to return, but several minutes had already passed and she still wasn’t back. Eventually, I walked outside the building myself to wait for a taxi along the highway.
“Sir, why did you follow me out here?” Monica asked when she saw me approach her. “I was already looking for a taxi for you.”
Cars kept passing by, but none of them were available.
“Still nothing?” I asked.
“None yet, sir.”
Why were there no available taxis when so many were driving past us? A few seconds later, a taxi finally pulled over in front of us. I quickly climbed inside, only to frown when Monica got into the front passenger seat as well.
“What are you doing?”
“I’ll take you there myself, sir. It’s hard to find a ride around here, so I’ll just take this taxi later as well.” I decided to let her do what she wanted. Right now, the only thing that mattered to me was getting back to the restaurant and making it back to Neah.
I didn’t want to break the trust she had finally given me again. I was exhausted from the entire day. Sleepiness was starting to creep in too because I’d only gotten two hours of sleep since last night. I stared out the window, feeling like the taxi was moving unbearably slow. Why was it taking us so long to get there?
“Sir, are you still going to the restaurant?” Monica suddenly asked. “Ma’am Neah already left. Someone I know who works there said she left a while ago.” I turned toward Monica at what she said. She left? She told me she would wait for me. I checked the time. 9:15 PM. More than an hour had already passed since I left. Was it possible she left shortly after I did? Did she really not trust me anymore when I said I’d come back? I tried to finish the meeting as quickly as possible just to return to her. But I couldn’t blame her for not believing me anymore. Because of me. Because of my greed. Because of my ambitions. I neglected both her and our unborn child.
If I hadn’t been so consumed by work, maybe our baby would still be with us right now. I was only doing all of this for our future. To give them a good life. To buy Neah anything she wanted without even needing to look at the price tag because I could afford it for her.
“Sir? Sir!” I snapped back to reality when Monica called me repeatedly. “Are we still going to the restaurant, or are we heading home?” she asked.
What was the point of going to the restaurant if Neah wasn’t there anymore?
“Let’s go home,” I answered tiredly. I already knew this was my fault again. I gave her hope again. I broke another simple promise I made to her—that I would come back. I leaned my head against the window, wondering how I was supposed to explain myself to her this time.
When I arrived home, my heart was pounding hard against my chest. I scanned the living room, but she wasn’t there. Was she already in our room? Was she asleep? How was I supposed to make it up to her again? I dragged a hand down my face in frustration.
I headed straight to our bedroom and slowly opened the door, but the moment I stepped inside, my brows knitted together. Neah wasn’t there.
“Neah? Where are you?” I called out. I knocked on the bathroom door and opened it, but it was empty too. I searched the entire house, but I couldn’t find her anywhere.
Had she still not come home? Monica said Neah had already left the restaurant. Was it possible she got stuck in traffic? I searched for my phone so I could charge it, but I couldn’t find it anywhere.
“Fuck,” I muttered under my breath as I realized I had probably left it with Monica again. I rubbed my forehead tiredly. With so many things on my mind, I’d started forgetting things easily. I often left my phone with Monica. I trusted my secretary, so I was never really worried whenever my things ended up with her. Most of the time, it was my own fault anyway.
And now, when I desperately needed my phone…That was exactly when I forgot to take it back.
I waited for Neah in the living room. I kept telling myself she would arrive any minute now. But the entire night passed—
And she never came home.
NEAH’S POVI heard what Kaiden said to Dave too. He wanted Dave to live with us, and I was caught off guard when Liam arrived, it looked like he had heard Kaiden's words as well. I quietly stood by the kitchen doorway.Liam walked over to Kaiden and picked him up. Just by the look on his face, I could tell he was angry.“Daddy Liam?” Kaiden uttered, as if he wasn't even happy to see him. Even I was confused. During our stay in France, I had grown close to Dave again, but we still weren't in a relationship. He only wanted to fix what we once had, and I still hadn't agreed to that.“What have you been telling the child? Are you teaching him what to say?” Liam angrily confronted Dave. Dave stood up as well to face him.“I never told him that, and can you please not get angry in front of the child?” Dave was more concerned about Kaiden's feelings, while Liam's anger over what he had heard from Kaiden had completely taken over.“That’s enough. If the two of you are planning to fight, don't
DAVE’S POVThe two weeks passed by so quickly. I quietly looked at Neah sleeping in her seat. We were already on the plane back to Albany. I couldn't help but sigh. I felt sad because we would no longer be living under the same roof. No one would be there to welcome me home after a long, exhausting day. I also wouldn't be able to spend every day and every night with Neah anymore.I couldn't fall asleep even though it was already late at night. I simply watched Neah and Kaiden. I wished Cassandra had made the project last a month instead, but no matter how long our project had been, it still wouldn't have been enough for me.I wanted to spend the rest of my life living in the same house with them. I wanted to watch Kaiden grow up with me by his side.My gaze settled on Kaiden, he had chosen to sleep beside me again, and he was sleeping soundly. I needed to talk to Chairman Sy as soon as possible so I could finally focus on fixing my relationship with Neah.For the past few days, I had
DAVE’S POVMy heart was overflowing with happiness while I was with Neah and Kaiden. I had forgotten about my life in Albany, my problems, and all the stress. I just wanted to enjoy every single day with the two of them.My heart fluttered every time Kaiden called me Daddy. Even if he wasn't my biological son, even if we didn't share the same blood, I was happy to stand as his father.Neah continued working at the de Valois mansion. She only had one more piece of jewelry left to finish before she was done. Even though I no longer had anything to do, I still stayed by her side. I sat facing my iPad while reading the reports that had been sent to my email.The day passed quickly. Neah climbed into the car looking exhausted. As soon as I got in as well, I took her hands and carefully massaged them.“Do your hands hurt already?” I asked while continuing to massage them.I looked at her when she leaned her head against my shoulder. Her eyes were already closed. It felt so good to be with m
NEAH’S POVIt was already nighttime, but we still hadn't gone back to the hotel. We just kept walking without knowing where our feet would take us. Dave was still carrying Kaiden. I glanced at my hand that Dave was holding. I didn't want him to hold my hand, but he never let go, so I just let him. We looked like a family simply enjoying our time in this country. The three of us were quiet, and it seemed Kaiden had already run out of energy because we'd been sightseeing for half the day.We had already eaten dinner, and since we didn't know where else to go, we simply kept walking. I knew all of this would eventually come to an end, and I couldn't stop myself from feeling sad.A dull ache settled in my heart knowing that we'd be leaving this country once our work was finished. I stared at Dave. He and Kaiden were walking ahead of me, yet he still hadn't let go of my hand. My dream had always been simple, to have our own family and for him to have time for us. But the family we dreamed
DAVE’S POVAfter we finished eating, we headed straight to the Eiffel Tower. I was still carrying Kaiden even though my arms were already starting to ache. I'd only been spending time with him for a week, yet my arms already hurt from carrying him. How much more for Neah, who had been carrying Kaiden since he was a newborn?I couldn't help but regret everything that had happened between us. Ever since I lost her, it felt like everything I had achieved in life had also lost its meaning. What was the point of wealth and power if I was all alone?I let out a sigh as I remembered my last conversation with Chairman Sy. He wanted to push through with the arranged marriage between Cassandra and me. Cassandra refused to talk to her father because she had already agreed to the marriage they were planning for us.I couldn't marry her because I knew I would never be able to make her happy. She wasn't the woman my heart belonged to because Neah was still the only one I loved. When I was on the ve
DAVE’S POVOnce we were all ready, we left the hotel. I was the one carrying Kaiden, and I was enjoying every single moment of it. I wished time would slow down, but I couldn't control that. I wasn't sure how long I would get to be this happy while I was with them. Once Neah finished her work, we'd be going back to Albany, something I wasn't ready to do yet.I wanted to spend more time with them and give both of them all the time I could. It felt like I needed to make it up to them, even though I wasn't Kaiden's father. Until now, I was still hoping, even if it was just the slightest chance, that I was his father.We got into the car, the three of us sitting together in the backseat. I sat in the middle because Kaiden loved looking out the window. I glanced at Neah, but she was doing the same thing, staring outside.When we arrived at the restaurant, I got out first before carrying Kaiden. I wished things could always be like this. We looked like a happy family simply enjoying our tim
NEAH’S POVThree weeks had passed, yet every single day, Dave still came to my parents’ house to win me back. Ever since we buried our child, I had never returned to the home we once shared. I wanted to heal. Somehow, the thought of stepping back into that house terrified me because all I would rem
NEAH’S POVThree days after we lost our child, I sat silently in front of a tiny white coffin. It was so small. Far too small to hold the reality that a life had once existed there. I clutched the ultrasound photo tightly in my hands while tears streamed endlessly down my face. I no longer knew how
NEAH’S POVRain hammered against the windows as I stared blankly at my phone screen. My hands trembled while I clutched my stomach, the pain inside me growing sharper, as though something was slowly tearing me apart from within.“Please…” I whispered shakily, dialing Dave’s number again.For the se
NEAH’S POVWhen I returned to our table, I immediately noticed the tension in Dave’s expression. A strange sense of dread slowly crawled into my chest. I didn’t know why, but suddenly, I was terrified of what he was about to say.His attention was fixed entirely on his phone. He didn’t even notice







