Next Day

I was denied a sleepover and reminded again that Blake wanted to make sure I was completely in before we could go any further with our sexual encounters. I couldn’t lie I was desperate in my mind to feel him inside my body and continuously imagined the feeling I had over 7 years ago when he’d allowed a different situation to occur. I was trying to get ready this morning and I kept getting distracted by the image of his naked body on top of me with his throbbing penis pumping inside me. I had gone too far in my sleep last night and woke up with very wet panties so I needed to get it together.

Still, I struggled because I didn’t have a reason I was stopping myself from telling Blake I was in. I couldn’t even understand why I didn’t just lie and say I was all in so that we could finally just have SEX. That was the part I was truly struggling with because I didn’t want to lie and wanted to be all in but there were things I needed to get over and I wasn’t quite sure how I was g