Before I know it, Liam spreads my legs to make room for himself and picks up the phone again. He gives me a questioning look, as if asking if it's okay. I'm still horny, so I nod and focus on looking pretty for the camera while he focuses on getting me ready with his fingers until I’m so wet, he slides inside of me without any resistance. I'm not going to lie, I really like being filmed while we’re doing this. I guess it feeds my narcissism. But at some point Liam starts fucking me so hard that I literally forget everything except how good it feels. "Okay, that's enough," I spit out and slap his hand so his phone goes flying, then I pull him until he falls on top of me. His sudden weight on top of me makes me huff out a breath, but I don’t push him away. "How is your body so warm when you're the coldest bitch alive?" He groans, hugging my waist as he fucks me harder in just the right position. He’s taking my breath away with every thrust, "My Ice Queen is melting my cock off.”"Go
By the time we leave Liam's cabin, it’s dark outside and I have a bunch of missed calls and texts from a lot of people, including my boyfriend, but I'm not going to worry about that yet. I've spent almost ten hours straight with my mate and even though Liam is incredibly annoying and exasperating, I think would gladly spend another ten hours with him. And then another ten. And another ten.It might sound cute, but that's not a good thing at all. I need to control myself, control my feelings and control the intensity with which I feel them. As I've repeated a million times: it's not a good fucking time yet.I just never imagined I could start feeling stuff like this over someone so annoying, in such a short amount of time. This feelings need to wait. "When can I see you again?" Liam asks when we arrive at my house."I don't really know… but we can keep talking every day like we’ve been doing," I promise, trying not to notice how he frowns as if he doesn't like that. I sigh and move i
{ Liam }My dear Isabella most definitely made use of the inhibitors I stupidly gave her, and you know how I know that?... because it has been three full weeks since that day I took her to the cabin and we've only spoken two days, despite me texting her every single day. I know it’s extremely pathetic, but I can't stop myself from doing so in hopes that she'll reply to me, but she never does, except for the one day in the week when the inhibitor wears off before she takes another one.It's so fucking annoying, because I knew that was going to happen from the beginning. And I can't even go to see her in secret because she has forbidden me from going anywhere near her house and, of course, going near her in public. The only thing I know about her is how perfectly well her relationship with Theo is going lately, which burns like a motherfucker, now more than ever. It fucking sucks to see Theo so happy all of a sudden, or to hear about the stuff they do. The only reason why I’m able to
The house is very spacious. Everything looks dark and old school, yet also quite expensive and luxurious. I don't know if it was what I expected from Liam's house, but now that I'm here I can tell that it makes sense.My eyes travel everywhere absorbing as much as possible as I follow my mate's father around the house until we come to a living room. "My name is Fidel Fierro, by the way. I'm Liam's father," he mentions, as if it wasn't extremely obvious, "Would you like something to drink?""Just water is fine," I murmur as I take a seat on one of the vintage couches. Fidel nods and walks over to the small bar, pours himself a drink and grabs a bottle of water for me, "Thank you, Sir. My name is Isabella Mihdi."Fidel remains frozen in the same spot for almost five seconds, but then he manages to break out of the transe and he sits down in the couch across from me. He stays silent as I sip my water, looking at me with intense interest that makes me feel extremely nervous. Fidel is an
It's still morning and the sun is still partially out, I shouldn't feel afraid to walk around in the woods, but it feels really weird around here. The energy is horrible and the vibe feels heavy with something murky and twisted. I don't want to sound ridiculous, but I feel like this place is full of ghosts who are out for revenge. Fortunately, only a couple of minutes later I can see Liam in the distance. Or, well, Liam's wolf."Stay here for a second, I'm going to make sure he's... you know, okay with having visitors," Fidel says to me. I think Liam's wolf hears his voice because he stands up to look at us. I immediately avert my eyes so I don't look at him much. I don’t want to have his image fresh and clear in my head.It's not time yet. "Please, just tell him to keep his wolf away from me," I beg, squeezing my hands together to keep them from shaking but also to try to stop my wolf from running to his mate like a crazy bitch because that's exactly what she wants to do. And to be
I nod, grab her hand and I pull her back to the cabin, my heart racing with excitement because, for the first time, I'm on the same page as her. Life finally has meaning.I've been staying here for a few days, but I couldn't say exactly how many because I've let my wolf have full control most of the time. He is frustrated with the Isabella situation and misses her terribly too, but he is not depressed like me. He doesn't crave hard drugs like I do, he doesn't think about suicide like I do. In fact, he's actually very good at taking care of himself, so I gladly let him take the lead in situations like these. He's been eating well... I don't know what he eats exactly, but I won't ask because it's none of my business and I'm afraid it's something I totally don't want to know. But, apparently, he's surviving much better than I would. And now that I have my mate in front of me, a new surge of life has grown inside me... or rather, a giant desire to keep living in this life. I'll do what
I’ve waited so long for this moment, but it has finally arrived. Finally, It's just us. My mate and me, without any of the humans ruining everything for us with their bullshit and keeping us apart, interrupting the path that Fate wants for us. Isabella jumps on top of me all of a sudden, fully naked and confident in my ability to catch her. Of course I do that and then I hold her against me for the first time. It feels so good. "I love you," I say, falling back on the bed and I giggle with glee when she starts kissing all over my face like a happy pup, "I love you so fucking much, I was dying without you.""I love you too," she says, stopping her kisses and looking straight into my eyes, "Please, do something about us already. I don't want to keep waiting, I want to be with you NOW, not three years from now. I don't want to be with another man, even if I'm not awake when it happens, I don't like the idea. I don't like how everyone knows me as his girlfriend. I want them to know I'm
Liam sighs heavily and sits up to just stare down at me while I sob naked on a hotel bed defeated and pissed off. Everything is absolute shit, everything is wrong. Extremely wrong. Right now I don't even want to look at my phone and deal with reality. I already know my parents are going to go crazy on me, especially my dad. And I can't even lie to him when I get home because he knows exactly who I'm with and he's seen me holding his hand, there's no way I can tell him Liam is a stranger or someone unimportant. God, he must be so angry with me, I don't know how I'm going to deal with that. He's never been mad at me before.And what about my real boyfriend? He must be really angry too. What if I messed everything up? "Marna... can you stop crying?" Liam asks, but I can't, so I ignore him, "Please. I'd rather you just keep hitting me. Trust me, I can take a lot more than that. And I expected a lot more than that from you, actually.""Just leave me alone," I cry out and roll onto my b