LOGINAshina’s POV
“Do you expect him to choose you with those red, puffy eyes?” Leonard’s voice cut through the veil of silence in the car.
My fingers tightened against the fine fabric of my dress. Luna did her best to make me look good. She must have prayed that I wouldn't get rejected by Alpha Warrick.
“Are you mad at me?” he asked. Now I faced him. My lips pressed firmly as I shook my head.
“Not mad, I’m hurt and disappointed.”
He tightened his grip on the steering, his knuckles turned white. “It’s best for you to go.”
I gave a small smile and shook my head. “Yeah, to a beast. Sure. Because I deserve to die for trying to ruin your perfect relationship.”
He fired the car, narrowing his eyes on the road. The top left corner of his lip, raised into a sneer. “I’m only keeping my word.”
“To give me out? But you said to a good man.” I scoffed, looking away. “Why don't you just reject me and break this bond?”
“I can't. It would tear you apart from inside out. You're not strong enough for that.”
“Am I strong enough to face a beast?”
He didn't respond. The ride to Fangslore pack remained quiet, we crossed the neighbouring pack and reached it at dusk.
I sat up as I noticed ‘FANGSLORE’ crested boldly on the gates leading into the city. A guard came to us from the troop guarding the gate.
“Alpha Leonard of Bloodmoon pack. I brought my sister for Alpha Warrick’s mating ceremony.”
The guard raised both brows, surprised, stared at me, then he nodded and gestured for the gates to be opened. The heavy gate creaked as four guards pulled it apart.
I pinched my chin watching him drive around the pack like he knew it as the back of his hand. When he reached the pack house, I couldn’t hide my curiosity. “Have you been here before?” I asked.
He nodded, stepped out of the car, opened my end and I came out. “Warrick is an acquaintance. I’ve been here a couple of times.”
So he is friends with the beast who allegedly eats his mates?
The pack house was twice as large as ours. A black and golden mansion that laid in front of us, majestic and quiet.
“Where’s the ceremony happening?” I asked, looking around the large courtyard. They held decorations and a few guards and servants but no guests were around.
He took my hand, heading in. “The thing is, no one ever comes for his mating ceremonies. If any had come, he wouldn’t be throwing one each year.”
I yanked my hand from his grip. “What do you mean?” I asked.
He heaved a deep breath. “Everyone is scared of Warrick– so they never came.”
A sudden pang of pity surged inside me, but I shook my head, clearing it out. After all, he had a bad reputation. No one was to blame for not coming. They were scared for their lives.
“So why are we here? If everyone is scared, isn’t this a suicide mission?” Fear gripped me as my hands turned cold, my feet glued to the ground.
“Trust me,” He said, softly. But I bit my bottom lip, dropping my gaze. It was hard to do. “Come.” He pulled me along with him, heading towards the massive doors.
An elderly butler stepped forward before Leonard could ring the bell. “Good evening, fine sir. May I help you?” He asked, taking a bow.
“I came to see Alpha Warrick,” Leonard replied.
“The Alpha is not in the mood for visitors, I’m sorry. So you and your wife might have to come some other time.”
Leonard glanced at me, my heart panting. Our bond pulsed as our eyes met.
“She’s not my— wife,” he replied, his voice breaking.
I closed my eyes and looked away as my insides twisted again at his rejection.
When would I get used to this?
He faced the butler who was staring at us, confused. “I brought her for Alpha Warrick—” his Adam apple popped up and down as he closed his eyes. “For his mating ceremony.”
The butler's brown eyes lit up, a smile crawling up his face. “Hi Miss. Come with me.” I turned to Leonard, who took my hand to lead me in. “Just her, sir.”
His eyes dimmed as he stepped back, leaving my hand softly. “Go.” he breathed. My brows joined as my eyes watered.
“GO. NOW.” He commanded and turned his back.
I entered and saw him clenching his fist as the door clicked shut.
Inside, I was led through the classy sitting room, up the red rugged golden staircase.
“Wait out here, Miss.” He said, then went inside a room.
“What are you doing here?” A deep, quiet growl came from inside. My heart skipped a beat. An electric wave running up my spine.
Who was that? Him?
“Alpha, there’s a maiden brought for you.”
“A maiden? Isn’t it past the time for the ball? Why wasn’t she brought early?” He asked, annoyance evident from his voice.
“Send her away. Let her come on time next year, then I’ll know if I want her.”
A wave of relief washed over me following the rejection. “Yes!” I squirmed, jumping. “He’s quite arrogant for someone who is in need of a mate. At least, he should be glad that someone came.”
“I can hear you. Come in.”
My eyes widened as I bit my tongue, shaking my head. “No. No. Stupid girl. You should have kept shut,” I grumbled, hitting my forehead.
“Brooks, Bring her in.”
My heart dropped. “Should I run away?” I asked, turning the way I had come. “Maybe Leo was still outside.”
“Miss, come in,” Brooks called out beside me, before I could take a step.
“Me?” I asked, touching my chest.
“Yes.”
My heart skipped another beat as he moved out of the way and gestured for me to go in. My legs felt like lead.
“Miss, please go in.”
I took a deep breath, held my dress and entered the study. The scent of cedar, coffee and old books filled my nostrils.
From the corner of my eyes, I noticed a movement. It was him.
I pinched my eyes shut, facing the wall. Slow steps neared me and I held my breath, goosebumps crawling all over my skin. The muscles around my neck tightened as my brows raised, almost touching.
I felt something inside me, a stirring— a tiny voice, barely noticeable. Maybe it was my fear.
I trembled. “Please, don’t eat me,” I muttered under my breath. “Please, don’t— eat me.”
“Open your eyes.”
I flinched on hearing him right in front of me. Then I opened my eyes, slowly stumbling back.
In an ivory suit, white unbuttoned shirt, with a tie hanging on his neck, he stood there, shaped like a God.
“How?” My eyes grew large.
I ran my eyes over the tall bodied man, chiselled abs and toned chest. Hazel brown eyes. Silver blonde hair packed in a pony tail, a few strands loose, framing his sharp jawline and high cheek bones.
Is this a female model’s face on a male’s body? How was a man so breathtaking?
“What is your name?” He asked, raising a perfect brow.
“Are— are you him?” I stuttered.
Ashina's POV“Vera likes the Alpha,” I said, making sure I heard that well. My heart skipped a bit.Raine nodded slowly as she dropped the chicken she was eating. “Yes. But please don't tell her I said so.”I touched her hand. “I promise I won't, Raine. Go ahead and eat.”“Thank you, ma.”“So that must be the reason she was trying to make you leave. She has a crush on Warrick,” Esmeray said to me.I leaned back, conversing with her in my head. “Not sure if it was just a crush though. She went quite far for just a crush.”“Right, I mean the Alpha is handsome, most females in the pack house must have a soft spot for him, but she was the only one bold enough to try and convince you to leave.”I nodded. “Yeah, she even calls him by his name, Esmeray.”“I think you need an ally in this pack house now, Ash. Vera might be trouble.”I swallowed, watching Raine eat. “Are you scared of Vera?” I asked.She swallowed with her eyes large as she nodded like a cute child. I smiled.“Why? She is not
Ashina's POV“Where should I be if not my fiance's house?” I fired back at her. I caught the sneer in her lips before she changed it into a forced smile. “I thought we had a common understanding, Ashina.”“I'll show her what is common for bitches— a broken nose.” Esmeray tried pushing out. I gritted my teeth as I held her down. I sighed. “This should be the last time you speak to me in that manner.” My voice was smooth and slow.The other servants were standing around, watching us in silence.Vera raised a brow. “Who are you that I can't talk to in any way I want?” She chuckled. “The only difference between us is that Warrick chose you— that was your luck.”I perceived hate in her words. But she didn't even know me. I smiled and looked away. “I wonder where you get your audacity.”She gasped, when I looked back, I saw her eyes narrowed on me. I locked eyes with her.She must be looking for that timid girl she spoke to this morning. Well, I wasn't going to let history repeat itself.
Ashina's POV“Maybe,” I replied Esmeray. My eyes watering, I blinked and looked up at the ceiling, balling my hand into a fist, as I fought with the ache in my chest.“I should move on from him, shouldn't I?” I asked, not sure of what I wanted.“If you don't move on, would it change anything?” She asked softly. I bit my bottom lip because deep down, I knew the answer and it hurt. “Since it won't change anything you have to move on.”I nodded, drawing a deep breath as I wiped the tears off the corner of my ear.“I won't cry over him anymore. I will be happy and get too busy to even miss him.”“That’s the spirit, girl. We have so much to do together. I promise by the time we're done, they'll all come begging.”I smiled and dropped to my knees on the middle rug, behind my baggage. “Let's get rid of these then.” Deep down I wanted to forget everything concerning the Bloodmoon pack. But not my foster father. His memories would remain with me forever.I pulled the zipper of the bag, the z
Ashina's POVMy eyes bulged as I turned to see Warrick standing by the door. He had a robe on and he leaned against the door frame.Why didn't I hear him opening the door? Esmeray shifted in me as I stared at him. She was silent, but I could feel the tension in her.Is she scared of him?“No, just cautious,” she whispered back.“Why?” I thought to her.“Because he's too calculating. He measures everything. Stop tapping your leg, he's looking at it.”“Why are you nervous?” Warrick asked.I froze, dropping my feet and hands flat down.“Told ya he's clever.”“Erm. I—”“Stop stuttering, raise your head, look him straight in the eyes as you reply to him, girl.”I gulped. “Why do I have to do that? I can't—” I asked her in my head.“You can. And you have to, because that would teach them all not to mess with you.”Warrick pushed himself off the door frame and walked up to me slowly, his slim fingers adjusting his robe. I caught his toned chest peeking out the front of the robe. “Were you
Ashina's POV “I don't think you have to, Vera.” My grip tightened on my thighs, as I held her gaze.“What is she trying to make you leave?” Esmeray asked me. I was too stiff to even respond.“I'll be the judge of that. Just make sure you stay clean. Warrick doesn't like mess.” “Warrick?” I asked.She coughed, shifting her gaze. “Alpha Warrick, I mean.”I nodded. “Noted.” “If you must pull any theatrics, make sure you don't mess the room up again.”I rolled my eyes. “I heard you the first time, Vera.”She smiled and walked towards the door. I heaved a sigh of relief as she held the door knob to open it. Then she paused and faced me. “Uhm. The Alpha has asked me to tell you to prepare.”I blinked. “Prepare for your introduction ceremony tonight.” My heart thudded against my ribcage. My jaw dropped as I gasped.“What?!” An image of me standing in front of Warrick's kinsmen and pack elders flashed before my eyes. Then worse, his entire pack flashed before my eyes with me standing on
Ashina's POV“Esmeray.”The name echoed inside me. My eyes shoot open. The first thing I saw was the glittering chandelier. Then the scent of sunflowers hit me.It was familiar.My hands curled against something soft under me. Silk— silk bedding?I sat up immediately, looking around. This is my room. How did I get here? The last thing I knew was that I was in the woods, running around and enjoying the night air against my fur.My eyes widened. “My fur?” I touched my skin, looking down at my hands as I recalled all that happened yesterday.“Esmeray, are you in there?”I heard nothing. I blinked, worried and shifted where I sat. “Es—” I noticed I was wearing a white shirt and I went mute.How did I get back here? How did I even change?Or— did it all happen in my head?I gulped, hoping not. Then I got down from my bed slowly, walking to the spot I shifted, just in front of the door.“My clothes ripped off me, right here. Then— then I started to change form. There was blood. I saw it,







