LOGINChapter 5. She's Barren!
AQUAMARINE'S POV Lycan Alexander's gaze never moved as he asked, "What's your name?" My voice trembled, "A-Aquamarine." Suddenly, someone came from behind and gave Lycan Alexander a dark cloak. He then took it and wrapped it around me swiftly. A moment later, he swung me onto his shoulder, leaving me breathless. I yelped, startled by the sudden movement. With his free hand, Lycan Alexander grasped Clinton's leg, dragging him along as he walked through the woods and back to the market. People scattered, terrified, slamming shut their stalls and locking their shops. But I don't blame them, Lycan Alexander's presence was terrifying. Even for me. "P-please, put me down," I whispered, trembling. I didn't want to go back there, I didn't want to see their faces. Not after what they did to me. But I got no response from him. I'm very sure the news has spread. I saw people rush towards the palace and I wondered why Lycan Alexander and his guard were also walking in that direction. Lycan Alexander quickened his pace, not caring about the commotion he was causing. His grip on me tightened with each step while Clinton groaned weakly as he was still dragged on the floor. As we entered the palace, the grand hall fell silent. Everyone's eyes were fixed on us, fear and terror written all over their faces. Before the throne, Alpha Felix stood, his eyes widening in terror as Lycan Alexander approached. His usual composure crumbled, replaced by fear. "So foolish of you to assume I'd forget about the debt you owe my kingdom, Felix," he stated. Lycan Alexander released Clinton's leg, letting his body crash to the floor with a loud thud. He then went ahead to switch me from his shoulder to his arms. The Alpha's gaze darted to Clinton, then back to Alexander, his lips parted in silent terror. I've never seen Alpha Felix shake before, now that I looked at him. He looked pathetic. Was this how I looked when I was begging for mercy? "L-lycan A-alexander," Alpha Felix stammered, moistening his lips. Just then, Fiona rushed in behind Alpha Felix, her hands slapped over her mouth and her eyes widened as she took in the sight. Then she stared at Lycan Alexander. Her eyes lingered on his body, I knew what she was thinking and it made my stomach churn. Then her face twisted in disgust when she noticed I was the one he was carrying. "Unfortunately, he isn't dead yet. Nobody heals him till I leave. He should know better than forcing himself on my mate." Lycan Alexander kicked him forward to Alpha Felix. The Alpha Felix's eyes flicked to me, wrapped in the cloak on Alexander's shoulder, and his face paled further. "Y-your mate?" Alpha Felix stuttered. "How can this be? She's…” “S-she's cursed L-lycan Alexander," Fiona interrupted, drawing Lycan Alexander's attention. "A-as for the debt. I'm more than willing to be used as payment….. I-I am stronger, more worthy, and more capable of being your mate and Luna," she said, feigning innocence as she took slow steps toward Lycan Alexander. "Unlike her who is weak, wolfless, and unworthy of your status." She said looking at me in spite. “I'm not wolf-less,” I murmured. I felt annoyed at her statement; using herself as payment and calling me wolfless. I've already awakened my wolf so why does nobody believe me? "C-choose me, and I will stand by your side, support your rule, and help you achieve greatness," she promised. This was it, Lycan Alexander would definitely pick her over me. After all, I'm an abomination and she's the lady every man in our land desired. Just when I prepared myself for another round of painful rejection phase, I heard Lycan Alexander speak. "You think you can handle me and replace my mate by my side?" Lycan Alexander growled, Fiona's smile faltered. "B-but… I..." Lycan Alexander's laughter sent shivers through the hall. Its deep, rumbling sound scared me. "Aquamarine is mine, My Mate," he declared, his deep voice echoing through the grand hall. "My Luna and no one will take her place," he continued, his eyes flashing the same deadly golden hue they did when he attacked Clinton. No, this was even deadlier. My heart skipped a beat at his words, nobody had ever supported me or defended me before. I released a breath I didn't know I was holding. I stared at him, with wide eyes as he continued speaking. "From this day forward, she will be treated with respect, reverence, and fear due to her position as my partner and companion." His gaze swept over my family, his eyes burning with warning. "Remember, I will not tolerate disrespect, disobedience, or harm toward my mate." he cautioned. Sarah stepped out, trembling as she spoke. "L-lycan Alexander. She's known to sleep around with men, and just last night, she was caught seducing Clinton." My face twisted in disgust as I heard Sarah's lies. I should have known she wouldn't give up easily, but now, I wouldn't either. "That's a lie! I never slept with anybody and I never seduced Clinton. He was my mate but he slept with her!" I spat, pointing at Fiona. My voice echoed through the hall and my whole body trembled. "E-everyone knows the truth," Fiona continued, her voice masked with innocence. " What's worse is that she gets rid of her babies in her w-womb and now she's unable to bear children. She's barren." Rage rushed through my veins like liquid fire. How dare she spit such lies about me when she's the one who has been fooling around with men for years? I struggled free from Lycan Alexander's grip and took a step forward, but he still held me as my eyes locked on Fiona. "I'll prove you wrong, Fiona. All of you." I vowed, memories of my torture flooding in. "I'll show you my worth and strength. I'll bear Lycan Alexander, a strong, healthy child, one who will thrive and flourish under our Kingdom's legacy." The hall fell silent. Fiona's face paled, and I swore I could feel her heartbeat accelerate. As I stood, I sensed Lycan Alexander's gaze on me. But I didn't dare look at him, my focus was fixed on Fiona's pale face. Lycan Alexander's deep voice broke the silence, "Felix. I'll take my payment by force, blood or no blood." Lycan Alexander turned, his arm wrapping around my waist. "Come, Aquamarine. We have urgent matters to attend to." As he swept me into his arms and as we exited, I caught a glimpse of Clinton's battered form, still lying on the floor. Lycan Alexander kept walking and I was unsure where he was taking me or what was happening as the palace guards stumbled backwards, overpowered by a few of Lycan Alexander's men. "Are you ready to keep the promise you made earlier, Aquamarine?" he asked, his voice low and husky. I trembled, confused. "W-what promise?" Lycan Alexander's gaze locked onto mine, his eyes flashing with golden intensity. "An heir, Aquamarine. I need an heir.”LUNA AQUAMARINE’S POV One year later “NO—ODIN—SIGRID—TOP THAT!” A burst of fire streaked past my head anyway and slammed into the wall that had already been rebuilt three times this month. I groaned and chased after them, skirts hitched, hair half loose, arms already aching. I pinched the bridge of my nose as two tiny red-white and gold blurs shot past me, laughing like maniacs, like they owned the place. Well, they actually do. “Listen!” I shouted. “Don’t make me get you!—” They roared. A shrill, delighted sound that echoed off the ceiling as they flew outside, fire raining down on the pack. I stopped at the threshold, chest heaving. “…Fine,” I muttered, breathing in that sharp winter air. “Burn it all.” I didn’t follow. Nobody bothered to. If Levi and Juliet were here then they probably would have tied them to a chair by now. I leaned against the stone instead and opened my hand. My fingers curled around it slowly, grateful that they didn’t see this to pl
LUNA AQUAMARINE’S POV I jumped. Glass exploded around me as I hurled myself through the window, the wind ripping the scream from my throat as the world dropped away— And fire answered. White-hot. Blinding. Violent. My bones shattered and reformed midair, wings tore from my back and scales rippled over my skin. My roar split the sky as I shifted fully, the white dragon tearing free of the castle’s shadow. Below me— Thorfinn. Cracked with molten gold and black stone veins. And on his head— Gwen. Gwen Silverthorn. The Dragon and his slave. His curse. But….. she looked ruined. Skin pale and peeling. Hair matted, tangled, falling out in patches. “Youuu,” she seethed Her voice sounded like claws scraping glass. “There you are,” she crooned, fingers digging into the space between Thorfinn’s scales. “My perfect flame.” Rage detonated inside me. "I don't belong to you." I slammed into Thorfinn midair, our bodies colliding with a thunderous crack. "Run,
LUNA AQUAMARINE’S POV “Gwen…?”The name slipped past my lips before I could stop it. “Gwen?” I muttered again… titling my head and squinting my eyes in confusion.My chest tightened. “Wait—Gwen?” I sit up straighter, staring at him. “As in… Gwen the witch?”My heart stops.It’s her.It’s really her.Alex’s eyes flicked away for the first time since he walked in. “Aye…” he murmured, voice going very low. “Aye, Aqua… the same one.”The air suddenly felt hot.He swallowed hard. “Aqua… hear me—”“No,” I whispered, heart racing more than it should. “Are you—” my breath catches, heat flaring up my spine. “Are you telling me that the woman destroying our lives… the woman who cursed you… the woman who—” My face twisted as the words choked in my throat. “She was your Gwen?”He flinched.“Aqua… I must speak plain,” he said, accent thickening, that barbarian rasp pushing through. “’Twas long before ye. Long before the curse. Long before I kent what she truly was.”Everything inside me starts s
LUNA AQUAMARINE’S POVI went over to the children and touched them. I kissed their foreheads and inhaled their scents.Scents I could never hide.Lorgan’s words bruised my mind.I rubbed my temples and whispered, “So… make him yearn? How? What does that even mean?”Juliet stood a few steps away, trying to give me space without leaving the room. She always sensed when I was spiralling.“Are you alright?” she asked quietly.No.Not even close.“I just…” I swallowed. “I don’t know what to do. I don’t even know how to make a man yearn. What does that mean? Do I ignore him? Do I touch him?”Juliet blinked at me, unsure if I was serious.I was.“Luna,” she said softly, “it means… don’t give him what he expects. Or what he wants. Make him feel the absence. It's like what you did earlier. You gave him hope that he could touch his child, but you took that away from him. Just make him want you. Crave for you.”I stared at her. “I don’t know how to do that either.”Juliet opened her mouth to ans
LUNA AQUAMARINE’S POV I didn’t wait for Alexander to say another word.I just turned around and walked out of the dining hall before his eyes pierced me to death.The door had barely shut behind me when a loud crack echoed through the corridor.A spank.Followed by Katherine’s voice yelling.Lorgan followed behind me, his footsteps heavy and unbothered, like he was strolling into battle with a full stomach.When Juliet reached the study, I opened the door and stepped inside with the twins. Lorgan entered after me, closing it with the back of his foot.He didn’t wait.He sat on the chair next to the window and crossed his leg on the desk, tearing off another chunk of meat he’d brought with him like it was normal to carry roast into a study.“Soo, Whitey… ye dragged me from my feast. What do ye want?”I blinked, placing the kids on a bigger and softer chair. Whitey? Then he pointed the bone at me. “Ye don’t come to me unless somethin’s bitin’ yer mind.”I exhaled.“Levi told me you k
LUNA AQUAMARINE’S POV The room went still.“Why?”Alexander’s head shot up fast. “Do you want something else? Do you want something easier to swallow? Would you prefer fish?” His voice was full of worry as if he had done something bad and was trying to correct it.I blinked. Something else? Yes!Something that doesn't look like it was made by you. Do I look like I want to be poisoned?He stepped back and pushed Levi forward. “Levi, taste it first.”Levi's eyes went wide. “What—”“Do it,” Alexander growled.Levi hesitated, glanced at me, then at the food. He picked up a piece, chewed slowly. Then his eyes looked like they would pop out of his sockets. He stared at the food and then at Alexander before facing me again.But he didn’t say a word and I knew what he meant.Alexander turned to me. “Is that ok?”I shook my head, “I'd rather eat something from a known source.”Who knows what he must have put inside to make it good? What if I end up falling asleep and waking up to my son's bu







