|| ASHINA LEVITSKY's POV ||I had a panic attack again!From the past few years, I found myself several times, stuck between reality and dream out of panic. When he asked me repeatedly what I was doing here, all I could think was panic. What if he found that Blaze met me in the washroom? What if he thought that I was betraying his pack?When all these negative thoughts crossed my mind, Rodriguez appeared like my savior, his one hand clutching a phone. He talked between us, sensing the tense atmosphere between us," Alpha Don, it was me. Sorry, I had to take an urgent call. I brought her here to use the washroom."Torvar let go of me without questioning further. But it hurt to think that he trusted everyone around him except me. He responded coldly," You should have at least told me once! Cut the crap now! Let's go back to the party! And you my dear.."He shifted his dark eyes on me, and warned by pointing his finger," If I find you talking to your father or that punk, you will be de
|| ASHINA LEVITSKY's POV ||Those tears in my eyes were the proof of how he broke me every time with his actions and words. He just appeared here and without judging anything, I was the sole culprit. My wolf was refuted to submit today especially after what Alpha West did to me. For once,I wanted to speak for myself, challenging the Alpha of my life.Shooting a hateful glare at Mr.West, I blurted sternly, showing my determination," I will never ever say sorry to someone who wronged me. You can do whatever you want but I am not going to ask for his forgiveness, Alpha Don."I stormed away, leaving him with no choice. When I returned to the party again, Blaze wasn't there anymore. Suddenly, tears blurred my vision to imagine how life would have been if Blaze was my mate._______|| TORVAR KESSLER's POV ||I stared unblinking at her retreating back. It was her first time, opposing my order in public. Not to mention, she was literally challenging me. Fuck! Was she daring to challenge me t
|| ASHINA LEVITSKY's POV ||After the long tortured period passed, I found my favorite place to sit down. There wasn't a single day that I didn't cry after being dragged to this pack from Russia. Today was the same but a sweet feeling worked after getting those candies. I remembered that piece of precious memory from my childhood. Whenever I was upset, I used to eat a lot of candies. My best partner was back then Blaze.Unfortunately Torvar found me with a bunch of candies that had a Russian brand name imprinted on it. As I kept pondering over my answer, he lifted my jaw up, demanding an answer," OPEN YOUR MOUTH, ASHINA! DID YOU FUCKING MEET THEM BEHIND MY BACK?"I ended up in tears, knowing that there was no option to lie anymore. Blurting out in tears, I replied half - truthfully," NOOO!!! They.. just sent it to me..."Torvar eased down a little but the fire in his eyes didn't extinguish totally. Snatching those candies away from my hands, he threw it on the ground as he spat aggr
|| ASHINA LEVITSKY's POV ||" Blood... There's blood..a lot.. blood.."I began to wipe my hands together repeatedly. Although it had nothing, I felt like my hands were covered in blood like the previous times. It was one sort of trauma that I had been dealing with ever since Anya's death. My heart couldn't accept Anya's death in my hands. Whenever I saw blood, those painful memories flashed back to forth and turned it on.My hands started to ache for the consistent rubbing. I couldn't stand it anymore and fell on my knees to cry silently. I kept repeating the chorus to myself," I didn't kill my sister..I didn't..mean to do it..I really.."Multiple whimpers slipped past my lips painfully. This trauma was getting so severe that sometimes I fainted on the sight of blood. No one noticed what I was dealing with. In Red Moon Wolves, I was their biggest enemy in the house. Hence, no one really paid attention to me.Fiona knocked on my door, asking me whether I would have my snacks or not. B
|| TORVAR KESSLER's POV ||Her words kept ringing into my ears repeatedly. She challenged me whether I really trusted her or not. How was I supposed to trust the woman whose father had killed my mate and child?Letting out a sneer, I growled back on her face," You don't speak to me like that, Ashina Levitsky!! You are forgetting that I am your ALPHA!"Tears stung from her pale eyes. Her eyes became dull and empty. Her lips pulled up into a self-ridicule smile when she told me back," Yes! I wish, I could forget it as well that you are my mate."Did she fucking say that she was ashamed to have me as her mate?My wolf growled within me, forcing me to show his powers over her. However, she was already very weak from the beating. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't pull myself up to confront her at this stage. Glaring down at her, I twisted my lips to tell her," Opps! Too bad! You are already my mate. Even the law can't allow you to be with that useless Beta in your father's pack."T
[ CHAPTERS FROM HERE NEEDS TO BE EDITED! Don't unlock the chapters if you see the title "Under Editing". Wait for the new release.] [ CHAPTERS FROM HERE NEEDS TO BE EDITED! Don't unlock the chapters if you see the title "Under Editing". Wait for the new release.] || TORVAR KESSLER's POV || Was he threatening me with his own daughter? In Alpha Maxim's eyes, nothing mattered except his own reputation. I guessed that he was just too pissed off to see his daughter getting harsh treatment at today's party. So, he used this lame trick to announce Ashina as my luna. Fuck! Did he think that he could threaten me to do something that I didn't want? After he hung up the phone, I slammed it down on the floor. Rodriguez jerked, backing away. My wolf was in front to show the real power. It was itching for someone's blood. Rodriguez looked worried as well. After picking up the phone from the ground carefully, he asked in a whisper, " What will you do now, Alpha?" I was hissing in anger. The
|| ASHINA LEVITSKY's POV || " Do you believe that Alpha Blood can heal?", I asked Fiona who was bringing out the pancakes for the kids. Last night was a dream for me. Although I was pretty strong enough to heal those injuries, I had a feeling that Torvar had sucked my fingers to heal it faster. In another way, it was impossible. Torvar never cared about me. Besides, I was heavy-headed and weak after climaxing hard. However, the truth was right under my eyes. My skin probably healed faster than sunlight. Fiona was shrugged least interested, keeping her eyes on the pancakes so that the children dug on it, " I don't know but I heard that some of them have amusing powers in their blood to heal another wolf. It was all in the rumours and I am not sure about it." Biting my lips together, I decided to ignore such thoughts. Maybe, my wolf healed by herself and dreamt of having Torvar as her saviour. It was evening time and quiet in the pack. The pack members all had gone to do their duties
|| ASHINA LEVITSKY's POV || The breeze was cold outside. The last time I was outside of the pack house, the weather was hot and tempting. I barely knew the streets of New York City. Most of the time, it was Anya who dragged me out here. As it wasn't our father's territory, we were prevented from stepping here. Sighing, I pulled in front of the supershop which was still open. I must say that I did feel uncomfortable leaving the pack house finally after a year of hostage. Getting out of the car, I went straight into the shop. Although I acted confident in front of Fiona, I wanted to go back to the pack house before Torvar could find me. " How much is this?", I gave the staff to the cashier to pay the bill. Thankfully, I remembered the favourite brand of Mrs.Webster. She used to drink this milk in the past. I didn't want any suffering to fall on Fiona. The lady smiled back delightfully and gave me a number. When I looked outside through the glass walls, something caught my attention.