LOGINKalani POV
The drive to The Shadow Pack was long and annoying. Clearly they don’t realize how suffocating they are to be around or they just don’t care either way. I was able to get all my assignments done, I was also able to work something out with my professors about moving my classes online and I guess I have to talk to my prison guards about doing my hands on coursework in their pack hospital. Tati fell asleep halfway there, which means she left me to the wolves literally. Virgo has been trying not to make it obvious that he’s been staring and Vegas he’s just a brute with no emotion. “They are our mates” Astra says. “Yes and they have been acting like it too” I reply sarcasm dripping from my voice. “They are scared to hurt us, just give them time” she says. I roll my eyes as the cars move through the gates. As we drive down the road I notice not a lot of pack members are outside and everything just seems so cold. Cold in the way hospitals are cold. Clean. Quiet. Functional. Not empty. Packs aren’t supposed to feel empty. They’re supposed to feel alive. This place feels like everyone stays where they’re supposed to be. When we pull up to the packhouse I notice another house off to the side directly behind it. That catches my attention immediately because Alpha families usually stay in the packhouse. Separate means intentional. The car comes to a stop outside the house behind the packhouse. I tap Tati to wake her up and I start packing my stuff back up and Vegas looks at me. “you and your friend will be staying in the house with Virgo and I” he says and Virgo smiles slightly at that. “My friend’s name is Tatiana and whatever as long as I’m far away from you two we are perfect” I say grabbing my bag and climbing out the car. When we get to the house there is an Omega waiting outside. I smile at her when I walk up. “Hello I’m Kalani and this is my friend Tatiana" I say. "what is your name?” I ask and she looks behind me at Vegas before responding and that catches my attention. Are their pack members not allowed to speak without permission or something. I’ve seen respectful packs. This doesn’t feel respectful. This feels rehearsed. “It’s okay Heather, Kalani is our mate and this is her friend they will be staying with us from now on” Vegas says and I glare at him. The face she makes when he says I’m his mate doesn’t go unnoticed by me or Tati. Tati looks at me and gives me a look because that was weird. That wasn’t excitement. That looked closer to concern. Maybe pity. “I can show you two to your rooms” She says. “An omega will bring the rest of your stuff up” Vegas says. I don’t even bother answering and I just follow Heather into the house. The house is beautiful but oddly empty. No family pictures. No random decorations. Nothing that says people actually live here. “If possible can we have rooms next to each other but far away from them?” I ask her and she spins so fast I have to reach out to catch her. “Are you okay?” I ask. She nods her head quickly. “Yes I am, but you shouldn’t talk about them that way, Alpha Vegas doesn’t really like disrespect” she says quietly. “Don’t worry I’m not afraid of your Alpha’s” I say. Her eyes go wide with fear. “You know their last mate died by their hands right?” she asks in a whisper. Tatiana freezes. “I know, but that won’t be happening to me, I plan to stay far away from both of them” I say as we walk down the hall. That’s the plan anyway. She takes us upstairs and we walk down another hall before she stops at two doors next to each other. “The Alpha’s stay on the next floor up on the other end of the hall, they don’t have many Omegas that work in this house, but the kitchen is always stocked and if you need me to make you something I can” She says. “Don’t worry we will be preparing our own meals, anything else we should know?” I ask. She looks down the hall before looking back at me. “Just try not to make them upset it makes everything worse. Alpha Vegas likes everything to be a certain way and is big on schedules and order he is way more serious than Alpha Virgo but just be careful okay” she says. The thing that bothered me wasn't what she said. It was how quickly she said it. Like it wasn't advice. Like it was survival. “Oh too late for that, I’ve been making your Alpha upset since I met him I doubt that will change, I’ll be shaking things up if he thinks controlling me is going to be easy” I say. She opens the door and gestures us inside. “the two rooms connect through the bathroom, I felt that would be more suitable for you two” She says. “Thank you Heather and please don’t be scared to talk to us I promise you won’t be in trouble and I will treat you like a person and not just an Omega” I say and she smiles at me. “Thank you Luna” she says. “Oh no I’m not your Luna, just call me Kay or Lani anything but Luna” I say and she smiles. Luna feels too permanent. Too accepting. Too much like agreeing to something nobody asked me about. “Okay Kay, thank you” she says walking out. After she leaves Tati turns. “This is going to be interesting” She says looking around the room. “Why are they living in a separate house from the pack?” She asks. “Because they killed their mate and their unstable” I say unpacking my bag and plugging in my laptop so I can submit my assignments. “So now what?” Tati asks, I walk to the bed and throw myself across it. “Now we survive my mates” I say. “Do you really think it will be that bad?” She asks walking around the room. I look at her with a straight face. “The omega looked at her Alpha before she addressed me Tati" I reply. Not because she was being respectful. Because she was checking. Making sure she was allowed. Those aren't the same thing. "the pack is empty in the middle of the day, that’s not normal pack life” I add. People should be outside. Training. Hanging out. Existing. Nobody looks relaxed here. “So what are we supposed to do?” She asks. “We pretend their not even here, although I do need to speak with the brute about being able to do my clinical sin their pack hospital” I say laying back on my arms looking up at the ceiling. “The brute?” She asks laughing. “Yes that’s Vegas he’s a brute he’s the brother that runs everything, the other one he’s the one who’s wolf is allegedly feral and feels everything 10x stronger than the brute” I say. She looks at me. “How do you know so much about them?”. I shrug. “My dad made Adonis and I study every Alpha we were in an alliance with as well as our enemies, he had a lot on the Black Alpha bloodline, their curse is generational” I say as someone knocks on the door. I stand and walk to open the door and I roll my eyes when I see Vegas standing there. “I thought you said an Omega was going to be bringing my stuff up” I say. “I needed to come give you two the rules” he says. “Rules? , what are we five?” I ask already seeing where this conversation is headed. “No but things run a certain way here and I need it to stay that way” he says calmly. I smirk at him and lean against the frame of the door. “And why is that Alpha?” I ask. His jaw tightens and his fist clench at his sides. His vein in his forehead pulses and I know I struck a nerve. Good since I have to be stuck here none of this will go how he thinks it’s going to go. “My rules keep people safe” he says voice tight. That should sound noble. Instead it sounds practiced. Like he’s said it enough times that he believes it. For a second something flashes across his face. Not anger. Not arrogance. Fear. And it's gone so fast I almost think I imagined it. I tilt my head to the side. “And what exactly are you protecting them from Alpha?. You and your brother?” I question. His entire body stiffens. “Yeah maybe save your rules for another day mate, I’m not in the mood to hear what I’m not allowed to do. Besides rules are overrated” I say before I slam the door in his face. I lock the door and lean against it. “Just fucking great, my parents sent me to live in a fucking prison” I say as tears fall down my face. Tati walks over and gives me a hug. “We’re going to be okay Lani, you're not alone in this I'm here for you" she says low. “Our mates want us” Astra says. “This isn’t want Astra” I say before I block her out I can’t deal with her right now. I can’t be their Luna. If they don’t kill me first then I will most definitely lose myself in this prison they call a pack. I didn’t spend eighteen years becoming somebody just to disappear into being somebody’s captive Luna.Kalani POV After he gets dressed I start walking again. “Okay what do you want Vegas?” I ask looking at him. The walk back toward the pack house is quiet except for the sound of our footsteps. A few warriors we pass immediately look away when they see us together and I know the entire pack is probably already talking about training. Wonderful. “We need to talk about last night” he says. I roll my eyes. “Which part?” I ask. Because there are currently several disasters from last night to choose from. “Everything. Kalani do you see what happened when he gets too close? He could have killed you” he says. I take a deep breath. “The point is that he didn’t, he stopped himself and besides I could have gotten out of it” I say shrugging my shoulders. His glare immediately deepens. Apparently that was the wrong thing to say. “This is not a game Kalani, it will only get worse the more time he spends with you” he snaps. I stop short. The frustration that's been building inside me
Kalani POVHe stares at me for a half a second and smirks.“Your joking right?” he asks looking down at his clothes.I eye him.“Lose the shirt and the shoes that will work” I say.Laughter spreads across the field.The sound immediately catches the attention of more warriors and before long people are drifting closer to see what is going on. Apparently watching their Alpha get volunteered for training is more entertaining than whatever they were doing before.“Kalani” he says.I cross my arms across my chest.“Come on Alpha we don’t have all day” I say and a few more laughs can be heard.A few warriors actually look nervous for me like they are waiting for him to remind everyone that he runs this pack. Instead he just stands there staring at me.He glares at me and I wink at him.Jaxon and Hayden standing behind him grinning amused by the whole scene.Neither one of them look interested in saving him from this situation. If anything they look excited to see how far I'm willing to pus
Kalani POVThe next morning I’m woken up to the sound of things crashing and breaking. For a second I'm disoriented, tangled in my blankets and still half asleep. Then another loud crash shakes the floor beneath me and my heart jumps into my throat.I jump out of the bed and run out of my room.I run down the stairs two at a time and in the living room fighting is Virgo and Vegas.A coffee table is flipped over. One of the lamps is shattered across the floor. The entire room looks like a tornado hit it.“This is why I told you to stay away from her” Vegas says.“It was an accident” Virgo screams.“Yeah so was Thea” Vegas says and Virgo tackles him into the wall.“Don't do that!” Virgo roars. “Don't use her against me.”The pain on his face catches me off guard. Not anger. Pain. Like Vegas just reached into an old wound and ripped it back open.“Every day I live with what happened to her,” Virgo says, shoving him again. “Every fucking day.”“And now Kalani has your handprint around her
Kalani POVI stand there long after he leaves stuck.The image of Virgo's face right before he ran keeps replaying in my head. Not anger. Not aggression. Pure horror. Like seeing the bruise on my neck hurt him more than it hurt me.“Move Kalani” Astra says.I walk out of the movie room and down the hall back into the kitchen.The moment Adonis sees me he growls loud.“What the fuck did he do to you?” he says walking over inspecting my neck.“It’s fine Adonis” I say thinking about how I am going to fix this.Because that's all I can think about right now. Not the bruise. Not Havoc. Virgo.“Kalani you have his hand print around your fucking neck, it is not fine” He snarls.“He lost control, it’s not his fault and besides he is beating himself up enough and when Vegas comes home it’s going to be worse. Please just let it go. He didn’t hurt me” I say going to grab me a glass of wine out the fridge.Thank you Heather.For the first time in my life I understand why people drink after a stre
Virgo POVI hate that no matter how many years have passed, no matter what we did to make up for it. When people see us they see me killing Thea, they see death.It doesn't matter how many wolves we protect. It doesn't matter how many years go by without another incident. The second people hear our names they remember the worst day of our lives.When we get in the car Adonis looks at me.“You know she likes you the most” he says and my head snaps to him.“she told you that?”.He chuckles at my reaction.“Yes she told me that, she said this last week with you has been nice” he says.The stupid smile that tries to form on my face catches me off guard. Five years ago hearing something like that would've made me happy. Now it just terrifies me.“Thank you for sticking up for us back there” I say.He shakes his head.“We know what happened wasn’t you, we also know that you two are trying not to have that happen. I do believe your brother could handle it differently but I also never lost a
Vegas POVFrom the moment we pulled away from the house Virgo has been smiling nonstop.“What are you so happy about?” I ask him not taking my eyes off the road.Normally Jaxon would drive but I need the control of driving to settle Echo.Ever since we left the pack he has been restless. He never likes putting distance between us and Kalani. The farther away we get from her, the stronger his unease becomes.“Kalani is just making it easier to forget” he says.I cut my eyes to him through the rearview mirror.“forget what?” I ask heart pounding.There is only one thing either of us has spent the last five years trying to forget.“Forget Thea, Vegas, forget what I did to her” he says looking at me.“You want to forget her?” I ask throat tightening as I ask.The idea makes something twist painfully in my chest. Forgetting feels wrong. Like we're killing her all over again.“No I just want to move on and let go of the guilt I have been carrying for five years” he snaps.“you don’t think I







