ログインCHAPTER ONE HUNDRED AND EIGHTLESLEYI was crying in my room with a picture of Lesley in my hand. I wanted to be alone the whole night. I dare not have one more look at my brother's lifeless body.The sudden knock on the door made me jerk. I stood up from my bed and walked towards the door. When I opened the door, I saw Sharon standing outside the door with a frown on her face."What do you want?" I demanded harshly."I heard that you came back to the pack," she said with a hint of anger and entitlement in her voice. "How come I only heard? You didn't even bother to tell me. You could even send someone to call me if you can not come to me."I exhaled."Leave my room!" I ordered.Sharon scoffed.She tried to walk into the room even when I had not asked her to. I placed my hands in front of the door, causing her to stop abruptly."What is wrong with you?""Get the hell out of my room right now. Before I do something, you will forever live to regret."Sharon hesitated for a while."I sai
CHAPTER ONE HUNDRED AND EIGHTLESLEYI was crying in my room with a picture of Lesley in my hand. I wanted to be alone the whole night. I dare not have one more look at my brother's lifeless body.The sudden knock on the door made me jerk. I stood up from my bed and walked towards the door. When I opened the door, I saw Sharon standing outside the door with a frown on her face."What do you want?" I demanded harshly."I heard that you came back to the pack," she said with a hint of anger and entitlement in her voice. "How come I only heard? You didn't even bother to tell me. You could even send someone to call me if you can not come to me."I exhaled."Leave my room!" I ordered.Sharon scoffed.She tried to walk into the room even when I had not asked her to. I placed my hands in front of the door, causing her to stop abruptly."What is wrong with you?""Get the hell out of my room right now. Before I do something, you will forever live to regret."Sharon hesitated for a while."I sai
CHAPTER ONE HUNDRED AND SEVENMIRA"Alpha Jeremy died during the war today."The words sank deep in my chest. I could not believe what my ear had just heard. I grabbed the messenger and pulled him close."What did you just say?"I was walking back from the kitchen, fuming, and lamenting to myself about the ugly encounter I had with Celia. She didn't have to do anything in particular to trigger me. But I still got triggered.I paused when I saw the pack's messenger running into the mansion. It was still midnight, so I immediately figured out that there was something wrong.I was the first person to get the bad news."Jeremy is dead. He was stabbed with a silver dagger, and it went straight into his heart. The Wild Pack's healer confirmed that he was dead."I immediately grew weak in the knees. Slowly, and against my wish, my knee dropped to the floor. My heart sank into my throat, and tears flowed down as I let out a loud cry of anguish.My cry attracted the pack members. They ran out
CHAPTER ONE HUNDRED AND SIXLESLEYI fought fiercely, and my attention focused on the battle in front of me. My sword flew freely in the air, tearing skins and rolling heads.My sword dripped blood.The battle this time was taking a turn in favour of the rogues. Most of our soldiers were on the floor. I didn't know why the atmosphere felt weak and dry.I was trying to fuel the energy of my soldiers. Somehow, I was scared that the rogues would defeat us.I suddenly heard Jeremy scream from behind. I turned around immediately, and I heard him screaming. One of the rogues held a dagger in Jeremy's heart.Jeremy cried out in pain and anguish. It seemed like he was not going to survive it. I angrily rushed towards the rogue and chopped off his head in anger.I watched as his head rolled to the floor, and this gave me a special kind of pleasure. I had been rolling heads, but I didn't know why I felt so satisfied this time.I watched as Jeremy slowly lowered to the floor. His knee touched th
CHAPTER ONE HUNDRED AND FIVESHARONIt's been weeks already since I last saw Lesley. I didn't concern myself with his house or whatever was going on there. I also didn't get calls from him.He promised to come over whenever he returned from the pack he went to support. I hoped that he would come back soon. At first, I missed him so badly, but I was gradually getting used to it.My head ached so badly, yet I lay in my bed pretending not to feel the headache. I had been enduring this constant headache and fever. I could not even go out to get drugs. The sickness came mostly in the morning. By noon, I would be completely okay.Maybe because I got well by noon, that was why I was always lazy to get medications or find out what was wrong. I kept assuring myself that I would be okay. Sometimes, I would just shove it aside."It was probably hunger."But it continued for days, and I even began to throw up. I wanted to see a doctor when the throwing up started. But then, I kept on procrastinat
CHAPTER ONE HUNDRED AND FOURCELIAI looked down at my phone. It was ringing again. I hissed and immediately continued to pace.Of course, it was Jeremy calling. I wondered why he didn't want to give up. I already made up my mind that no matter how many times he called, I would not pick up.I didn't want to talk to Jeremy. He was no different from other men out there. I thought he was. He would intentionally hurt me because he was aware that I would forgive him so easily. Jeremy knew I loved him helplessly, and he was taking advantage of that.I wanted to punish Jeremy and make him pay for everything he did to me. I wanted him to feel how badly he hurt me. When the call persisted, I turned off my phone. I was tired of hearing it ring.Plus, I was not expecting any other important calls or texts, so it was better if my phone was turned off.Throughout the day, I was restless. I wondered why Jeremy was in love with that strange woman."What does she have that I lack?" I questioned mysel
CHAPTER FOURTY-NINEMIRAMy heart pounding, tears of relief streamed down my face as I held my daughter tight. Her face was pale and weary, she seemed peaceful in her sleep. Her lashes ceasted delicate shadows on her cheeks. But I couldn't shake of what just happened. The trauma of earlier hours, w
CHAPTER FIFTY SIXLesleyI stood before the mirror, as I adjusted my tie for what felt like the hundredth time. The soft glow of the evening sun streamed through the window highlighted the imperfections in the fabric."Perfect," I echoed, as I stepped back to admire my reflection.My guards, Dave,
CHAPTER FIFTY FIVEMIRAI walked to Jeremy's room, and luckily, I met him there. He was lying in his bed when I pushed the door open and badged into the room.Jeremy jerked up from the bed and sat up. He looked up at me in shock and inhaled as he finally realised that I was the one. He picked up hi
CHAPTER FIFTYJeremyI stood in my study, sorting through the reports that spread out across my desk, the quiet ticking of the clock noting each second. A soft tap on the door jolted me back to reality as I was in deep thoughts, trying to unravel the most recent series of mysteries surrounding the







