LOGINThe clearing emptied slowly.
Wolves drifted back toward training circles and patrol routes, the rhythm of the territory resuming as if nothing beneath it trembled. I didn't realize how long I had been standing there watching the clearing, observing true pack life, until the ache in my ribs sharpened again. "You look like you're about to collapse." Fiorella's voice came from behind me—warm, steady, mildly concerned. I didn't turn immediately. "I'm fine." "You're not," she replied calmly. "And you're pretty terrible at pretending that you are." There was no accusation in it. Just observation. I finally glanced over my shoulder. She was dressed more simply that day—dark leggings, a loose moss green sweater with sleeves pushed to her elbows. Her braid had been redone too; it was messier this time, practical, more real. "I was told to return to the cottage," I said. "Yes," she answered. "And it would seem you ignored that." "Is that punishable here?" A wave of fear passed through me. Maybe this pack wasn't what it was portraying. She chuckled softly. "No, no. Maybe only if you make my brother chase you." That did something unpleasant to my pulse. The thought of Nightshade Pack's muscular alpha chasing me through the woods. Definitely shirtless too, abs glistening wi— wait, why the fuck was I thinking about Aaron shirtless?? I looked away first, a light blush dusting my pale, freckled face. She stepped closer, scanning my posture with the ease of someone who had been around injury her entire life. "You're healing faster than expected," she noted. "Your wolf's stabilizing." "It was quiet before." "I know, but these are good signs." The way she said it made me pause. "You know something?" I repeated. She met my eyes evenly. "You were almost disconnected according to the healers. You and your wolf." That hit harder than it should. Disconnected? Not just weakened. Not just broken. Disconnected. "Silver can do that," she continued gently. "And of course..." I stiffened slightly. "And what?" "Trauma." She didn't press. Instead, she gestured toward a path winding between the cabins. "Come," she said, switching topics. "You shouldn't keep staying in the healer's cottage. It smells too much like medicine. You'll start associating recovery with confinement." "That sounds almost intentional." "It is." I hesitated only a moment before following her. The path curved through territory more lived-in than the central clearing. Smaller cabins sat spaced apart beneath tall pines. Lantern hooks hung from porch beams. Fresh wood had been stacked neatly near the doors. It felt... stable. Established. Not temporary. "Guests usually stay in this part of the territory," she explained. "Or wolves between housing assignments." "I'm not staying permanently." Her expression didn't change. "I didn't say you were." But she didn't really say I wasn't either. We stopped before a cabin slightly removed from the others—not entirely isolated, but quieter. Private enough. "This one's empty," she said. "It belonged to an older wolf who relocated to the northern territory last winter." She pushed the door open. The inside smelled of cedar and clean linen. A small hearth sat in the corner. Windows faced west, catching evening light through thin curtains. The furniture was sturdy but not ornate—functional and comfy looking. A bedroom was off to the left, and a bed stood against the far wall of it, already made. Sheets fresh. Blankets folded carefully at the foot. Prepared. A full bathroom with a tub and shower was across the hall from the bedroom. There was even a small kitchenette connected to the living room with a stove, oven, fridge, and a couple of counters and cabinets. There was even a small microwave and some unopened dish sets sitting on the counter nearest the fridge. "For me?" I asked quietly, my breath catching in my throat. "Yes." That single word landed heavier than it should. I stepped inside slowly. The floorboards creaked under my weight. The air was warmer here than outside, though no fire burned yet. "They stocked it this morning," she added. "The fridge, cabinets, and pantry are all full. I'd also check the drawers in the bedroom and the closet. The bathroom is stocked too, with towels and any other toiletries you might need. If you need anything or if we missed anything, just ask a guard to get Aaron or I." My stomach tightened. I couldn't imagine bothering the Alpha over something like needing toilet paper. "They assumed I'd stay." My voice came out a lot quieter than I meant for it to. "They assumed you'd might need to," Fiorella responded gently. "We weren't sure how you ended up here, but Aaron said when he found you, it'd look like you'd been running from something. You're safe here from whatever it is." I ran a hand over the back of one of the wooden chairs. Solid. Smooth. Recently sanded and restained. "You don't treat all outsiders like this," I said. "Not usually." She shook her head. Honest. A good quality to have. "Then why me?" She studied me for a long moment. And for the first time, there was something deeper in her gaze. "You're not just an outsider," she said carefully. "You're a special guest." I waited. She didn't elaborate. Instead, she moved toward the hearth and knelt, adjusting kindling as if giving me space to absorb the room. "This isn't a cage," she said after a moment. "No guards. No locks." "And the borders?" She glanced up. "Those are for everyone." Fair. I moved toward the window, pushing it open slightly. Cool air filtered in, carrying layered scents of pine, earth, wolf. Him. Even faintly, it threaded through everything. "He moved a patrol from near this cabin," she said quietly. I turned. "What?" "He moved two wolves off this quadrant this morning." My pulse skipped. "Why?" She tilted her head, as if the answer were obvious. "Because he could tell you don't like feeling surrounded. He'll patrol it himself." The realization unsettled me more than if he had posted guards. He's been watching. Adjusting. Anticipating. I couldn't tell if the feeling that swept through me was discomfort or appreciation. "Your brother assumes a lot." I voiced. "He observes a lot." Fiorella countered. Silence settled between us. I looked back at the bed. The sheets. The careful preparation. "You all move around him," I said slowly. "Like gravity." A faint smile touched her lips. "That's because he carries it." "And Isabella?" I asked quietly. That smile faded. "She carries influence," Fiorella replied. "Not gravity." There was a difference. One bends space. The other bends people. "She watches him," I said. "Yes." "She doesn't like that he carried me." Fiorella stood slowly. "No," she agreed. I exhaled softly, stepping farther into the room. The space felt intentionally neutral—not personal, not cold. Temporary, but not unwelcoming either. A place meant for transition. "Isabella has been preparing for Luna position for years," Fiorella continued, voice even. "She advises the council. She oversees trade routes. She manages diplomatic relations with neighboring territories." "Will that be a problem?" I asked, wondering why she was mentioning that. Fiorella studied me carefully before answering. "That depends," she said at last. "On what?" "On whether you become one." The words settled into the quiet cabin like smoke. "I didn't ask to be involved in whatever this is," I said. "And he didn't ask to find you half-dead in his forest," she replied pointedly. There was no accusation in it. Just fact. "And your brother? How is his relationship with Isabella?" I don't know why I was asked or why I cared. "He tolerates her." That caught my attention. "Not trusts?" A flicker of something passed through her eyes. "He trusts very few people." She admitted. The weight of that statement lingered. "And you?" I asked. She smiled faintly. "I'm his sister. That comes with different rules." I ran my thumb along the windowsill, grounding myself in something solid. "He doesn't look like a man easily moved," I said quietly. "He isn't." "Then why did he carry me? Why save me? Why bring me back here?" The questions slipped out before I could stop it. Fiorella didn't answer immediately. Instead, she walked to the small table near the hearth and adjusted a folded blanket—a nervous habit, perhaps, or careful thinking. "When our father died," she said slowly, "Aaron stopped reacting publicly." I stiffened slightly. "He was composed at the funeral. Composed at the council transition. Composed when wolves tested his authority." She glanced up at me. "He did not display grief. Even at seventeen." "And that's strength here?" I asked. "Yes." "But carrying me wasn't." "No." The single word was soft. Definitive. "That was instinct," she continued. The word hit something low in my chest. "I'm not part of his pack. How could he care what happens to me?" My confusion only grew. Her gaze sharpened slightly. "Not officially, you aren't, but you now have a place on pack grounds. I feel like that should count for something. " The air shifted between us. Not threatening. Just heavy. I looked at the bed again. "You all prepared this fast," I murmured. "Thank you." "He ordered it this morning, it's no problem." She waved her hand. Hearing that did something unpleasant to my breathing. Why on earth did this Alpha care about me so much? "Before I even woke?" My eyes widened slightly. "Yes," Fiorella replied, nodding. "And if I leave?" She didn't hesitate this time. "He won't stop you." But she didn't say he wouldn't follow either. The distinction was clear. A breeze slipped through the open window, carrying distant sounds of wolves training—the thud of bodies hitting packed earth, sharp commands, laughter under exertion. Life. Movement. Stability. This place didn't feel fragile at all. It felt established. "And your father?" I asked carefully, unable to help the curiosity. Fiorella stilled. Not dramatically. Just enough. "What about him?" She narrowed her gray eyes. "The pack whispers. I was just curious what happened to him." "They always do." She scoffed, expression shifting into a scowl. "That doesn't mean it's meaningless," I said truthfully. Her eyes held mine now—not defensive, not cold. Just guarded. "Our father ruled for twenty-three years," she said evenly. "He was strong. He was respected. His death came unexpected to us all. Aaron took it hard; they were close." Unexpected. That could mean many things. "You think you walked into something unstable," she added quietly. "I think," I replied slowly, "that you're all pretending nothing shifted." The silence stretched longer this time. Then— She stepped closer. Lowering her voice. "You didn't walk into instability," she said. "You walked into scrutiny." My pulse slowed. "From him?" "From everyone." She glanced toward the window, toward the council house barely visible through the trees. "An Alpha who changes patterns becomes visible," she continued. "An Alpha who shows preference becomes vulnerable." "Preference," I repeated. She didn't soften it. "Yes." The word hung between us like something fragile and dangerous at the same time. "He doesn't prefer me," I said automatically. Her gaze flicked briefly to my shoulder. Then back up to my eyes. "He hasn't stood that close to anyone in months," she replied quietly. "I haven't seen him that expressive in years either." Heat crept up my spine despite myself. "I'm injured," I argued weakly. "That doesn't explain the scent. Or rather... lack thereof." My breath faltered. "What do you mean? What scent?" She studied me carefully now. "You don't notice anything off?" I swallowed hard, shaking my head. "No." Her expression grew thoughtful. "Interesting." That unsettled me more than an accusation would have. Just then, a knock sounded lightly against the doorframe. I jumped. Neither of us had heard anyone approach. Fiorella turned first. Aaron stood just outside the cabin door on the porch. He didn't step in. Didn't announce himself either. He simply stood there, posture controlled, expression unreadable. But his eyes— They swept the room once, then settled on me. Assessing. Present. The air thickened immediately. "You're upright longer than advised," he said calmly. "I'm fine." It took everything in me not to roll my eyes. His gaze dropped briefly to my ribs. Then back to my face. "Your definition of fine is flawed." Fiorella stepped aside, giving him a clearer view inside. "This will be his space while he recovers," she said lightly. Aaron nodded once. He didn't look surprised. Of course, he didn't. He arranged it. "You'll remain here until you're fully healed," he said, after his gaze returned to me. There was no discussion in it. No aggression either. Just a decision. "And if I choose not to?" I challenged, placing my hands on my hips as I turned to fully face him, tilting my head back due to our height difference to meet his eyes directly. A pause. Not long, but it felt long enough. A low rumble passed through Aaron's chest as our staring contest only turned more intense. "You won't," he replied quietly. The certainty in his voice did something dangerous to my pulse. Fiorella watched both of us carefully. Me bristling. Him contained. The tension didn't explode. It coiled. Aaron stepped back from the doorway. "You'll train lightly once your ribs heal a bit more," he added. "I'll oversee it." Oversee? What did he think I was? A child? I huffed, but before I could respond, he turned and walked away. No dramatic exit. No lingering. Just controlled, silent withdrawal. Yet the scent he left behind clung to the air inside the cabin. Thicker than before, too. Fiorella exhaled softly like a weight just lifted off her shoulders.. "He doesn't assign himself to oversee anyone," she muttered. "He can be so damn intense sometimes for no god damn reason." I stared at the doorway he had just vacated. My wolf pulsed faintly beneath my skin. Awake. Alert. Aware. Once outside, I felt it again. A presence. Watching. Across the clearing, half-hidden by the shadow of the council house balcony— Isabella. Her gaze was fixed on the cabin. On the doorway Aaron had just left through. On me. Not emotional. Not frantic. Cunning. As if adjusting a strategy board. As if realizing a piece had moved without her permission. For the first time since waking in this territory, I understood something clearly: I was not just recovering. I was being placed. And somewhere deep inside my mind, quiet but steady, a voice whispered... Arrow.Aaron didn't move.For a long moment, neither did I.Rain drummed steadily against the roof, filling the silence between us while we simply stared at each other across the threshold. Eight days. Eight days of believing we'd been abandoned by the other, and now that he was standing here, neither of us seemed to know where to begin.He looked exhausted.Not just physically.Something deeper sat behind his eyes now, carved into the hard line of his mouth, into the way his shoulders seemed to carry far more than the healing wound strapped beneath his shirt. His gaze carrying the weight of a man who'd seen hell and came back from it.I wondered if I looked any better.Probably not.We'd both apparently been surviving the same lie.Aaron's gaze drifted over me slowly. The oversized hoodie hanging from my frame. The sleeves swallowing my hands. The hollows beneath my eyes. The untouched bowl of food still sitting on the table behind me.His expression tightened almost painfully."You've lost
The rain hadn't stopped in three days.It crawled across the windows in slow streaks, turned the pack grounds silver and gray beneath the moonlight, and wrapped the entire territory in something cold and miserable that matched the ache sitting permanently in my chest.I barely left the cabin anymore.What was the fucking point?Every morning started the same way now.Wake up exhausted.Force myself to breathe through the heaviness in my ribs.Tell myself I wasn't going to try again.Then somehow end up outside the healer's den anyways.Like a fucking idiot.Only to be turned away.Again.And again.And again.By the end of the week, I'd stopped asking questions entirely. The guards wouldn't meet my eyes anymore when they blocked the entrance. The healers looked uncomfortable every time they told me Aaron was resting.And Isabella—God. That bitch.I started timing my visits around her because I couldn't stand the look on her face anymore. That cold satisfaction every time she saw me w
The first few days after seeing Aaron in the healer's den became a blur of half-lived moments and empty hours.I stopped leaving the cabin unless I absolutely had to.At first, people noticed.Fiorella knocked every morning, soft and hesitant, carrying food I barely touched. Elias tried once too—leaning against my doorway with forced casualness and asking if I wanted to spar, like bruises and exhaustion could somehow punch grief out of me.I told him no.After that, they started giving me space. Too much space. The silence became unbearable. When no one was talking all I could hear was my own head.He chose you.Now he's in a coma because of it.The words replayed constantly, sinking deeper every time.I stopped sleeping properly. Every time exhaustion finally dragged me under, I dreamed of blood. Black fur soaked crimson. Then I'd wake up gasping, my chest tight, my wolf clawing frantically beneath my skin while panic burned through me so hard it felt like suffocation.And every sing
They brought him back.That was the first thing I learned a couple mornings later. Not from anyone who looked me in the eye and said it. From the way the air shifted. From the way people spoke in lowered voices, like if they said it too loudly, it would become something worse than it already was.He's alive.They got him out.Barely.He won't wake up.And then—They put him under.Medically induced.The words didn't feel real as the news whispered through the pack. Not when all I could see was the moment his body jerked from the impact of the second bullet, the way his wolf refused to fall even as blood soaked into his fur.He didn't fall.But he didn't come back to me either.I sat on the edge of the bed, unmoving, my hands limp in my lap as if they didn't belong to me anymore. I hadn't done much since we returned. Hadn't eaten. Hadn't slept. Every time I closed my eyes, I was back there. Watching him take something meant for me.A soft knock sounded at the door.I didn't respond.It
By the time the gates came into view, I felt nothing.Not relief.Not safety.Not even fear.Just... empty.The car slowed as we approached the perimeter, tires crunching over gravel, the sound unnaturally loud in the silence that had settled between us. No one had spoken in miles. Not since I asked if he was coming back.Not since no one answered.My head rested against the window, the cool glass doing nothing to ground me. Not the way he could. Trees blurred past in streaks of dark green and black, the world moving too fast while I felt like I was stuck somewhere far behind it.Somewhere in that courtyard.Somewhere with him.The gates opened before we even fully stopped.They were waiting.Of course they were.Figures stood clustered just inside the boundary—familiar shapes, familiar scents—and something in my chest twisted faintly at the sight. I should have felt something stronger. Relief. Recognition. Belonging.But all I could think was—He's not here.The car rolled to a stop.
The sound of the gunshot didn't fade.It didn't stop ringing my ears. It didn't disappear into the chaos like everything else.It just stayed in my mind. Lodged somewhere deep inside my skull, replaying over and over and over again until I couldn't tell if it was still happening or if it had already happened and I was just... stuck there."Aaron—!"I didn't recognize my own voice.It tore out of me raw, jagged, like something had reached into my chest and ripped my lungs apart. My entire body lurched forward on instinct, my wolf slamming so hard against my ribs it knocked the breath from me.He took it.He took it for me.I saw it—the exact moment the bullet hit him. The way his massive body jerked, just slightly. The way his momentum faltered for half a second.Half a second.That was all it took."No—no no no no—"My hands clawed at the air, at Ronan, at anything that would let me get back to him, back towards the battle and not away. I didn't even realize I was fighting until Rona
The pack wakes before the sun fully rises. Not loudly. Not chaotically. But with purpose. The air shifts first — scents thickening as bodies move between cabins, patrol routes refresh, hierarchy reasserts itself in quiet dominance displays. Smoke curls from central fire pits. Boots press into da
Warmth is the first thing I notice. Not numbness. Not pain. Not cold damp earth or matted leaves. Warmth. It wraps around me like heavy wool, pressing against my skin, seeping into every one of my bones. My body feels weightless and impossibly heavy at the same time. Then the pain returns. Dull
Pain. It was all I felt. Everything hurt. Breathing hurt. Moving hurt. Thinking hurt. Existing... hurt. I tasted blood. It coated the back of my tongue, metallic and thick, sliding down my throat with every swallow. I tried not to. It hurt too much. The forest floor was cold beneath me. Damp. T
XAVIER The forest shouldn't have felt alive. Not like that. Not at midnight. But it did. The leaves didn't just rustle — they whispered. Branches creaked overhead like ribs stretching around a restless heart. The wind slid between the trees carrying more than cold; it carried warning. Every s







