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Chapter 18 - Face your fears
“Have you talked to you her?” Jameson asks staring at me. I place the fries on a table in front of him and shake my head. I just said I don’t know if I should call Ryo right now. I’m not brave enough to deal with her anger. I can’t imagine what she has to say after seeing me with Marlene. That was huge fuck up, why did I let her touch me like that?
“I just said…” I say and he shakes his head too.
“Well, you should text her or something. You can’t let this whole thing simmer. The longer you delay the more time you give her to think.” She says reaching for the fries. I watch him enjoy every bite, wishing I had the same excitement. I was looking forward to eating these but I’m not so excited anymore.
“I’ll talk to her, I’m just thinking.” I say and he frowns.
“Was it really that bad?” Jameson asks after a beat.
“It was that
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