"Join you to do what exactly?"I asked as soon as I raised my jaw.
He laughed
"Get your mind out the gutter," he said
"We're going to be sleeping on the same bed not the other thing people do on the bed" he paused
"Unless you feel like doing the other thing," he said with a sly smile
"No, I would never. Why would I want to do the other thing with you? You have a girlfriend"
A crazy girlfriend
"Yeah, you're right," he said
"So you accepting my offer or not"
I shrugged
"What have I got to lose?"I said and he led me inside his apartment.
♠♠♠
I felt a hand tuck a strand of hair behind my ear and my eyes shot open immediately. I picked the closet weapon towards me–unfortunately, it was a torch–and aimed for the hand.
"Ouch" the familiar voice exclaimed and I remembered I was in St Clair's apartment.
"I'm sorry I didn't know it was you"I apologized
"I'm never helping you tame your hair again. Never" he whined and I laughed.
"You're such a cry baby," I said and laughed some more.
He stood up from the bed
"Where is thou going to?"I asked in a funny voice
"Thou is going to shower" he answered
"Care to join me?" he asked seductively and I shook my head vigorously. There was no way I was ending up in the same bathroom as St Clair. I stood up from the bed and immediately I felt a hand drag me and pin me to the wall. His face, only inches away from mine. My pupils dilated and my breath hitched. My eyes traveled across his face studying every feature. His blue eyes were mesmerizing, his nose was a little bit crooked but in a sexy way and oh his lips were the icing on the cake. He looked even more handsome up close.
"Are you sure you don't want to join me?" he asked with a seductive smile plastered on his handsome face.
My entire body was saying YES but the critical part of me was screaming NO. I was torn between desire and logic. Which one am I going to choose?
"No" I choked the two lettered words out.
His face came closer and closer until our lips were almost touching. I expected him to at least kiss me–although it was stupid for me to want that–but he didn't. He nibbled on my ear and whispered.
"Your loss Hazel"
And just like the wind, he was gone.
♠♠♠
I ran out of his apartment and released the breath I didn't know I was holding. What happened played like a movie in my head. He had left me speechless and you never find me speechless. Emotions had threatened to resurface. Emotions that I buried to keep myself unbroken and every other person around me.
St Clair is bringing back those feelings and if I'm being very honest I don't like it one bit. I bit my lips and I remembered when I thought he would kiss me. A wave of red hit my cheeks.
"You want breakfast?"I heard him ask from the outside of my door.
"Yeah sure. I'll be out of the shower in a minute" I shouted hoping he would hear and it seemed like he did.
I wrapped my towel around my body and did my things and headed back to his apartment. We ate breakfast in silence but it wasn't awkward. It was somewhat comforting. I thanked him and an hour later I spent a little time with Lila.
She left later saying she had to meet her "friend" from work –although I didn't believe they were just friends. I decided to go to the construction site since I was bored and fresh air seemed like a good idea.
"We should be done soon though"one of the workers at the site informed me and I nodded.
"Well so far so good. You guys seem to be doing a wonderful job and I'm sure your boss will deeply appreciate your efforts"
The man in front of me smiled
"And give us a raise," he asked
It was my turn to smile
"I will talk to him about it. I'm sure he'll consider your request"
The worker nodded and left. I took it as my chance to leave without getting noticed.
The sidewalks were busier than I remembered. My phone rang and I chose to pick the call making the person behind me grumble about how I was stopping in the middle of a busy walkway. Did I care? Did I move?. The answers to both questions were NO. I didn't care and I didn't move. They could always walk around me.
I looked at the caller ID and I realized it was Cal. He is my boss and in some ways a friend
"Good afternoon Cal"
"Sorry to bother you on your holiday but where did you keep Mr. Sam's file?" he asked and the only word I comprehended was a holiday. This wasn't a holiday. Right?
"My holiday?" I asked
"I wasn't supposed to say that," he said
"Spill it Cal" I urged him, continuing my walk on the busy sidewalk.
"Lila said you needed time to yourself and I decided why not and told you that you were needed in Paris so you could have the time of your life besides if you were asked to take a break you'd decline" he rushed his words.
He was right. I loved what I did mostly because it took most of my time and stopped me from thinking.
"It was really easy getting the information out of you" I stated
"I need the files now Krystabel" he whined
"So there's no need for a supervisor?"I asked ignoring his whining
"There could be if you stay," he said slyly
"I'll stay but expect me soon, "I said
"Great, now where's the file," he asked
"The second cabinet to your right in Gracie's office"
"Thanks," he said and went off the line. As I was about to put my phone back into my pocket a pink substance flew and poured on my top and jeans. Being an expert in all things sweet I recognized the substance as a milkshake. Strawberry to be precise.
"Why would you do that?"I asked the person in front of me without looking up. I was already fuming.
"I'm sorry Cupcake" he replied with a smirk.
Cupcake.
He was calling me cupcake seconds after he spilled a milkshake on me. I was getting irritated and who knows what I could do in this state."I said I'm sorry cupcake," he said with a grin.Have you ever been in a situation where all you wanted to do was strangle a certain person because he or she was just irritating and somehow frustrating the life? Well if you haven't that's how the situation I was in now. I gritted my teeth to keep myself from lashing out."I'm sorry.... cupcake" he seemed to emphasize the word cupcake"I heard you loud and clear," I said, frowning.I decided to leave so I wouldn't end up saying or doing something that would eventually land me in jail but because the universe hated me the man grabbed my hand before I was one centimeter apart from him."What?"I shouted this time, making heads turn but right now I didn't mind.&nb
"Boo"I heard a voice say and my heart jumped out of my mouth"Sacred much?"I heard a familiar laugh and I instantly knew it was St Clair"Are you planning on killing me" I asked still shaken from the fright"How?" he asked with the usual glint in his eyes"By giving me a heart attack" I replied him with a roll of my eyesHe lowered his face to meet my ears and I stilled"There are other ways to kill you. More pleasurable ways" he whispered seductively, making my breath hitch and my heart beat faster. So fast, I thought it would jump out of my body.He nibbled on my ear and somehow that brought me out of his trance."Stop trying to seduce me"I told him and kept him at arm's lengthHe laughed"I'm not trying to seduce you Hazel"he said and laughed some more.I started walking and he followed"Stop following me" I told him without glancing at him"Have you forgotten my apartment is located just a
Ace had come over to my apartment and we searched for movies online but we didn't find a movie that really intrigued us. After hours of boredom–just two minutes–we finally decided to diverge. I really loved the movie. Beatrice also known as Tris in the movie showed us the effects of courage and determination. With those two elements you could be anything and anyone you want. "I'm really sorry happy that they both got out alive" Ace commented "Yeah I know"I said "Their story almost made me cry. Almost"he said sniffing His statement caught me off guard "That made you cry?"I asked with an incredulous look plastered on my face "Yes"he replied "You are not kidding?"I asked "No. Why do you look so surprised"he asked "I don't know"I shrugged "Maybe this movie isn't worth crying for"
St Clair and I spent the entire night talking. I got to know more about him without him getting to know more about me. I know it's selfish but it's for both of us. It's for our own good.I heard a knock on the door and I decided not to open it considering I didn't like being disturbed while I was working.What if it's St Clair. My subconscious prompted me to open the door and she was right. It was St Clair."Hazel"he beamed"Etienné, nice to see you too"I said"Likewise" he eyes grew wider "Rewind"he told me"Um... Nice to see you too"I said"No what did you call me?"he asked"Etienné?""Yeah that" he smiled "I'm so happy I could hug you right now"he said"Don't"I told him with a hand between the both of us.I led him inside
Do you?""Of course not,"I answered without hesitation "That devil had the guts to give me a lecture on 'staying away from her boyfriend'. She's just insecure and she doesn't know it. I don't like St Clair that way and I never will so it would be better if she shoved her pretty little feet into her pretty little mouth" I said and scoffed.Lila was surprisingly quiet."Aren't you going to say something?"I asked her but she said nothing. I realized there was a shadow looming over me and that's when I realized why Lila was silent."She's behind me isn't she?"Lila nodded and I turned to face the plastic face of Meredith."Hi Meredith"I greeted with a high pitched voice"Save it"she told me with a glare that made me want to laugh"How long have you been standing there?"I asked her"Long enough to know
"You weren't kidding when you said the place of the dead"I said looking at the cemetery in front of me."Nope""So we're going in there?"I asked"Why not"He seemed to notice my hesitation. I mean who wouldn't."Come on. It's not like they can jump out and eat you"he teased"That helped a lot"I said with a roll of my eyes and let's not forget the evident sarcasm.He dragged me inside the cemetery ignoring my protests."I present to you Pére Lachaise cemetery"he said"It's really wide"I commented"Yh, there's also an equally wide garden that's separated from the cemetery"he told me"What's the garden used for?"I asked"Picnics mostly"he answered and I nodded"Some history perhaps?"he asked and I giggled
Sorry," I said, helping Etienné to stand up."Please maintain distance, I need to breathe," he said walking away from me. Confused, I stood where I was."Umm....are you okay?"I asked and he nodded"You sure?"I asked concerned"Sure," he replied"How do I look?"I asked, twirling."Good," he answered."Just good?"I asked feeling disappointed. Why? I didn't know."Breathtaking," he said and I blushed."You're acting weird," I stated"Is it okay if I go outside for fresh air?" he asked."Yeah sure, "I replied.Maybe it was the dress I wore. I shrugged. I liked the dress so I was going to buy it. I paid for the dress and left the shop. I looked around but couldn't find Etienné."Hey," Etienné said,
To say I was in heaven would be an understatement for what I felt at the moment. I hadn't responded immediately but once I got wind of what was happening,I kissed him back like my life depended on it. His soft lips nibbling on mine, his tongue seeking entrance. His tongue moved in and out my mouth making me moan. He erupted a feeling inside of me. The same feeling that killed my mother.I pushed him with all the strength I gathered–although I didn't want to."I'm sorry"he apologized immediately"You shouldn't have done that"I said and walked into my apartment without glancing back.You shouldn't have kissed him Krystabel.♠♠♠I would be lying if I said I didn't think of the kiss Etienné and I shared. Kissing him again had crossed my mind maybe once,okay maybe like the whole night before I fell asleep and maybe right now because I just burnt my tongue by drinking hot coffee just because I was thinking o