"Join you to do what exactly?"I asked as soon as I raised my jaw.
He laughed
"Get your mind out the gutter," he said
"We're going to be sleeping on the same bed not the other thing people do on the bed" he paused
"Unless you feel like doing the other thing," he said with a sly smile
"No, I would never. Why would I want to do the other thing with you? You have a girlfriend"
A crazy girlfriend
"Yeah, you're right," he said
"So you accepting my offer or not"
I shrugged
"What have I got to lose?"I said and he led me inside his apartment.
♠♠♠
I felt a hand tuck a strand of hair behind my ear and my eyes shot open immediately. I picked the closet weapon towards me–unfortunately, it was a torch–and aimed for the hand.
"Ouch" the familiar voice exclaimed and I remembered I was in St Clair's apartment.
"I'm sorry I didn't know it was you"I apologized
"I'm never helping you tame your hair again. Never" he whined and I laughed.
"You're such a cry baby," I said and laughed some more.
He stood up from the bed
"Where is thou going to?"I asked in a funny voice
"Thou is going to shower" he answered
"Care to join me?" he asked seductively and I shook my head vigorously. There was no way I was ending up in the same bathroom as St Clair. I stood up from the bed and immediately I felt a hand drag me and pin me to the wall. His face, only inches away from mine. My pupils dilated and my breath hitched. My eyes traveled across his face studying every feature. His blue eyes were mesmerizing, his nose was a little bit crooked but in a sexy way and oh his lips were the icing on the cake. He looked even more handsome up close.
"Are you sure you don't want to join me?" he asked with a seductive smile plastered on his handsome face.
My entire body was saying YES but the critical part of me was screaming NO. I was torn between desire and logic. Which one am I going to choose?
"No" I choked the two lettered words out.
His face came closer and closer until our lips were almost touching. I expected him to at least kiss me–although it was stupid for me to want that–but he didn't. He nibbled on my ear and whispered.
"Your loss Hazel"
And just like the wind, he was gone.
♠♠♠
I ran out of his apartment and released the breath I didn't know I was holding. What happened played like a movie in my head. He had left me speechless and you never find me speechless. Emotions had threatened to resurface. Emotions that I buried to keep myself unbroken and every other person around me.
St Clair is bringing back those feelings and if I'm being very honest I don't like it one bit. I bit my lips and I remembered when I thought he would kiss me. A wave of red hit my cheeks.
"You want breakfast?"I heard him ask from the outside of my door.
"Yeah sure. I'll be out of the shower in a minute" I shouted hoping he would hear and it seemed like he did.
I wrapped my towel around my body and did my things and headed back to his apartment. We ate breakfast in silence but it wasn't awkward. It was somewhat comforting. I thanked him and an hour later I spent a little time with Lila.
She left later saying she had to meet her "friend" from work –although I didn't believe they were just friends. I decided to go to the construction site since I was bored and fresh air seemed like a good idea.
"We should be done soon though"one of the workers at the site informed me and I nodded.
"Well so far so good. You guys seem to be doing a wonderful job and I'm sure your boss will deeply appreciate your efforts"
The man in front of me smiled
"And give us a raise," he asked
It was my turn to smile
"I will talk to him about it. I'm sure he'll consider your request"
The worker nodded and left. I took it as my chance to leave without getting noticed.
The sidewalks were busier than I remembered. My phone rang and I chose to pick the call making the person behind me grumble about how I was stopping in the middle of a busy walkway. Did I care? Did I move?. The answers to both questions were NO. I didn't care and I didn't move. They could always walk around me.
I looked at the caller ID and I realized it was Cal. He is my boss and in some ways a friend
"Good afternoon Cal"
"Sorry to bother you on your holiday but where did you keep Mr. Sam's file?" he asked and the only word I comprehended was a holiday. This wasn't a holiday. Right?
"My holiday?" I asked
"I wasn't supposed to say that," he said
"Spill it Cal" I urged him, continuing my walk on the busy sidewalk.
"Lila said you needed time to yourself and I decided why not and told you that you were needed in Paris so you could have the time of your life besides if you were asked to take a break you'd decline" he rushed his words.
He was right. I loved what I did mostly because it took most of my time and stopped me from thinking.
"It was really easy getting the information out of you" I stated
"I need the files now Krystabel" he whined
"So there's no need for a supervisor?"I asked ignoring his whining
"There could be if you stay," he said slyly
"I'll stay but expect me soon, "I said
"Great, now where's the file," he asked
"The second cabinet to your right in Gracie's office"
"Thanks," he said and went off the line. As I was about to put my phone back into my pocket a pink substance flew and poured on my top and jeans. Being an expert in all things sweet I recognized the substance as a milkshake. Strawberry to be precise.
"Why would you do that?"I asked the person in front of me without looking up. I was already fuming.
"I'm sorry Cupcake" he replied with a smirk.
Cupcake.
Great, just great. You'd be surprised at the things you didn't know. Lila had said that. She knew, she knew that Ace liked me and she kept quiet. Who does that? Was that why she wanted me here? I groaned out in frustration. I hated my life right now. "Are you okay?" Etienné asked, standing in front of me. Why did he have to show up in front of me? "No. People suck. Lila sucks, Ace sucks and most of all, you suck Etienné. You suck more than everybody in this world" I told him, pointing a finger at his chest. Tears were rolling down my cheek. Why was I even crying? "I know "he replied solemnly. Of course, he did. My head felt woozy. I felt like I was being carried away by the wind. I needed to think clearly but here I was, high on alcohol. Alcohol sucks too. I laughed. I was crying and now laughing. I think I'm losing it already. "I'll take you home," Etienné told me as he attempted to get me off the bar stool. I pushed him away from me. "Listen…." I spoke with a slurry
Guess what? Yes, Lila and I are back together. We made amends over the week. I feel at ease with the St Clair case- mostly because I haven't seen him in a while but whatever. "Ace told me you're leaving," Lila said as she came out of the kitchen with a bowl of cereal in her hands. "I might, I might not. I'm still thinking about it" I responded. "Let me know when you make a decision," she said with a sigh "You don't seem happy about it. You're not going to talk me out of going?" I asked with a raised eyebrow. "My best friend is leaving and I'm supposed to be happy? Well, I'm not. Ace said I shouldn't try to talk you out of it, something about birds and not being meant for their cages" she replied flatly. "He told you that too?" "Did you understand?" Lila asked. I shook my head to say no and we both burst out into laughter. "Why did you start listening to Ace?" She shrugged and ate her cereal. Silence. "What's on your mind, Lila?"I queried when I noticed Lila frowning. "I
These last few weeks have been total hell for me. I lost a friend-we were more than friends-Krystabel. Meredith is pregnant with a baby I'm not ready for. My life just tipped into disaster. I sighed as I sat on a bench kicking stones. I wish everything could be normal, maybe if Krystabel didn't come to Paris…… Who was he kidding? He wouldn't trade meeting Krystabel for anything. His phone buzzed in his pocket. He brought it out and then answered the call. "We need to talk" she spoke over the line and hung up before I replied. I hated that phrase 'we need to talk'. Every time it was used, there was always bad news attached to it. My mum had told me we needed to talk, I found out she had cancer. Meredith had told me she needed to talk, I found out she was pregnant. I stood up from the bench and made my way to Krystabel's apartment. Was she pregnant? Is that why she called? I can't have two ladies with my baby at the same time. That would be….. I quickened my pace and got to her
I needed to apologize for what Lila had done. At least that's what I made myself believe. I blew out a breath and then knocked. The door opened. "You?" He looked confused. Like he didn't expect it to be me. I didn't blame him though. I wouldn't have expected it to be me either. I flushed. "Me, "I said "Oh, hi" he greeted. I shifted my weight from leg to leg. I didn't know how to start up this particular conversation. "Is there something you needed?" Etienné asked. "No. Actually, I came to apologize for what Lila did the……" I trailed off not knowing how to continue. He seemed relieved. What did he think I came here for? "No problem," he said with a tight smile. "You and Lila didn't seem to be on good
Chapter 32 I closed my laptop and let out a breath. I was done with sorting out work emails for today. My remaining plans for today included sleep and eating junk food. Nothing more. It was a near-perfect schedule. It would have been completely perfect if Lila hadn't come knocking at my door. "Hey" Lila greeted with balloons in her hands. I stood with my hands crossed against my chest, communicating to her that I wasn't letting her in. She seemed to understand because she nodded. "These are for you," she said, referring to the balloons. The balloons were red and five in number. Three of them had the words 'Happy birthday best friend' written on them and the remaining two had 'I am sorry' written on them. All in capital letters. I closed the door on her face, went to my bedroom to grab a pin then opened the door to face her. I shoved the pi
My head felt heavy and it hurt. I felt like bricks had been thrown at my head. I opened my eyes and blinked a few times so that my eyes could adjust to the lights that lit up the room. The smell of disinfectant wafted past my nose. I didn't like it, it made me want to puke. Only hospitals smelt strongly of disinfectant. I didn't die. I was in a hospital A monitor beeped, prompting me to tilt my head to see where the sound came from. There was a drip attached to my left arm. "Good morning Miss Andez" A doctor dressed in scrubs greeted me. I tried smiling but my face felt glued together so I stayed still instead. "How's your head?" the doctor asked. He picked a pen from his pocket and started writing something on his pad. "I'm going to need you to answer me Andez" I liked the way he pronounced my name. "