LOGIN“Sometimes the smallest smile can feel like a key opening ".
I don’t know when I started watching him like this ;quietly, secretly, as if the entire world had shrunk to the distance between us. It’s only been three days since we signed that marriage certificate. Three days since I said yes to a stranger. But every time I look at him, my husband I can’t shake the feeling that I’ve known him before. That I should remember something. That this wasn’t as random as it seemed. first morning after our “official” move-in, I woke up to the faint sound of piano music echoing through the house. Soft but hesitant, almost like the person was playing to remember, not to perform. For a second, I thought I was dreaming until the scent of coffee hit me. I got up, tiptoeing barefoot to the doorway, my robe half-tied. Adrain, still in his shirt from last night, sleeves rolled to his elbows, his fingers brushing across the piano keys. Morning light spilled through the window and caught his face just enough to make me realize he hadn’t really slept either. There he was, God. He really was beautiful in daylight. When he finally looked up, our eyes met. He stopped playing. “You’re awake,” he said camly in that smooth, low tone that somehow carried warmth. “Barely.” I tightened my robe. “Do you… always play before breakfast?” “Only when I can’t sleep.” I blinked. “You couldn’t sleep last night?” His lips tilted. “Could you?” I didn’t answer. Because the truth was no, I couldn’t either. He gestured toward the table, an elegant spread of eggs, fruit, croissants, and yes, two steaming mugs of coffee that smelled way too expensive. “I had the staff bring breakfast up. I wasn’t sure what you liked.” “That’s… considerate.” I hesitated, sitting opposite him. “I’m used to cereal.” He smirked slightly. “I’ll have them note that.” The way he said it “have them note that” reminded me just how different our worlds were. Mine was filled with deadlines, late-night instant noodles, and peeling paint in a rented apartment. His was all marble counters, quiet housekeepers, and piano music before dawn. “So…” I began, stirring my coffee unnecessarily. “Do you… I don’t know, do you make a habit of marrying people from blind dates?” He actually laughed, low and short. “No. You’re the first.” “Great, Lucky me,” I muttered. “Maybe,” he said, but his tone was unreadable. I tried again. “What made you say yes that night? You didn’t even know my last name.” He looked at me for a long moment — then smiled, slow and faint, like he was remembering something. “Because you looked like someone I used to know.” My heart skipped. “Someone?” He didn’t elaborate. Just went back to sipping his coffee as if he hadn’t just dropped a mystery into my lap. Later that morning, we were about to leave for the day, him for some meeting, me to check in with my mother, I caught something unexpected. The driver, a polite middle-aged man named Mr. Han, opened the car door for me and said softly, “Good morning, Mrs. L—” Then he froze. “Ah.... sorry. Mrs. Carter.” Mrs. L? I frowned. “It’s fine. What were you going to say?” “Nothing, ma’am. Slip of the tongue.” But as I glanced at Ethan stepping into the car, a quiet unease grew in my chest. Mrs. L. Like he’d said it before. Like he’d used to drive someone else here, someone whose name started with that same letter. When I came back that afternoon, Adrian wasn’t home yet. The house felt too quiet, I wandered. Through the living room, past the library and into his private study. I shouldn’t have but something about the slightly open door felt like an invitation. Inside, everything was organized; dark oak shelves, faint scent of leather, a minimalist desk with just one object on it — a silver picture frame turned face down. Curious, I simply reached for it. A smiling couple. A woman, face half blocked by light standing beside a younger Adrian . They looked… happy, naturally like love used to be easy for them. My stomach twisted. Before I could process what I was doing, his voice came from the doorway. “Curious?” I froze. The frame nearly slipped from my hand. He leaned against the doorframe, jacket off, shirt collar open, the picture of quiet authority. “I...I wasn’t snooping. The door was open and..... ” He walked toward me, slow, calm, unreadable. “You don’t need to explain. It’s a natural question.” “Then… who is she?” His eyes dropped to the frame, then back to me. “She’s someone who’s gone.” The simplicity of his tone made something ache deep in my chest. Gone. Not “dead,” not “ex,” just gone. “I’m sorry,” I whispered. He smiled and that’s when it happened. That soft smile, brief. “You don’t need to be,” he said. “Just don’t lose yourself trying to understand me, Elena.” That night, neither of us could sleep again. He offered to take me for a drive, no destination, no plan, just motion. Streetlights flickered on the windshield. For once, he looked more like a normal man. I leaned my head against the window. “Do you ever get tired of being… perfect?” He glanced at me, a quiet laugh escaping his chest. “Perfect?” “You have that whole untouchable CEO thing going on. It’s annoying.” “Annoying?” “In a… frustratingly magnetic kind of way.” His smile deepened ,the same one from earlier that made my stomach flutter. “Careful,” he said softly. “Flirting with your husband could be dangerous.” I shot him a glare. “Don’t flatter yourself.” “Too late.” I turned away, but he caught my reflection in the glass — and that small, knowing smile stayed. A stranger’s smile. And yet… somehow, it felt like home. Neither of us said anything else on the way back. When we reached the house, rain had started softly, insistent against the glass. He walked me to the elevator, but before I could enter, his hand brushed mine a fleeting touch that shouldn’t have mattered. “Elena.” I turned. “If I ever seem distant…” His voice was low, deliberate. “It’s not because I don’t want to be close.” My breath caught. “Then why?” His gaze softened just for a second. He hesitated. “Because… some things don’t stop holding on. Even when you want them to.” The elevator doors closed between us with a quiet chime and all I could see before they shut was a faint smile. He smiled again that same half-tilt that never quite reached his eyes. Like I’d seen it somewhere before, maybe in another life.“You have,” he said, his voice a shade deeper, “a smudge of flour. Right here.” His thumb brushed, just once, over the corner of my mouth. There was no flour. I knew it. He knew it. It was an excuse. A transparent, beautiful excuse to touch me. My breath hitched. I couldn’t look away from his eyes. The gray in them seemed to darken, swallowing the light. His hand stayed on my waist, burning a brand through my clothes. My own hands, still clutching a linen water lily, hung uselessly at my sides. The world narrowed to the point of contact, to the intensity of his gaze, to the faint, quickened rhythm of his breathing that matched my own. He was going to kiss me. The knowledge was a crystal-clear certainty. It was in the slight lean of his body, the dip of his head, the parting of his lips. And I wanted him to. God, I wanted it. The wanting was a physical ache, sweet and sharp. The moment stretched, taut and shimmering. Then, from the hallway, came the unmistakable, cheerful soun
The next two days passed in a blur of preparation. The penthouse, once a monument to minimalist perfection, began to gather traces of life. A stack of cookbooks sat dog-eared on the kitchen counter. A delivery of mismatched, colorful ceramic serving platters, my choice, waited on the dining table. The subtle scent of lemon polish and fresh flowers mingled in the air. The physical changes were minor. The real shift was a crackling, positive energy that everyone seemed to absorb. Mrs. Patel became a general marshaling her troops, which mostly consisted of me and a delighted Leo, who had been temporarily reassigned from “perimeter security” to “ambiance logistics.” “The flow is crucial, Mrs. Kingsley,” Leo explained with grave intensity as we stood in the living room. He pointed a laser pointer (where did he get that?) at the floor. “Guests will enter, be drawn by the light and aroma from the kitchen, but we must create a subtle current that leads them to the seating area here, which
“He’s still in there,” I said, grinning. “But I think he’s… airing out. The kitchen incident broke some seal.” “The kitchen incident you still haven’t given me explicit details about,” she pointed out. “It was a touch,” I said, my face warming. “A very… clarifying touch. But yesterday was different. It was light. Easy.” Maya studied me, her sharp eyes missing nothing. “You look different. Lighter. You’re not braced for impact.” I realized she was right. The constant, low-grade anxiety that had been my companion since the blind date had quieted. It wasn’t gone, Adrian was still a puzzle but the pieces felt like they were fitting together instead of fighting each other. “I think,” I said slowly, “we’re just going to be. For a minute. See what that’s like.” “Good.” Maya nodded firmly. “Now, about this dinner. You need to cement this ‘warmer, fun Adrian’ vibe. We need music. Not stuffy classical. Something cool but accessible. I have a playlist.” Of course she did. We spen
The sunlight felt different. That was the first though in my mind as I blinked awake. It wasn’t just the pale gold streaming through the windows; it was the quality of the quiet. I rolled over, expecting the other side of the bed to be cold and empty as always. It wasn’t. Adrian was there, on his back, one arm behind his head. He wasn’t asleep. He was staring at the ceiling, but his expressionwas… contemplative. Almost peaceful. “You’re still here,” I said, my voice sleep-rough. He turned his head on the pillow. “I live here.” “You know what I mean.” I propped myself up on an elbow. “You’re usually in your study by dawn, doing… whatever mysterious CEO things you do before the sun insults you by rising.” A faint smile touched his lips. " CEO things involve a lot of coffee and glaring at spreadsheets. Today, the spreadsheets can wait.” That was new. We lay there for a few minutes in a comfortable quiet. This was the quiet of a shared space finally beginning to feel
Morning came softly.Pale sunlight slipped through the sheer curtains and settling across the bedroom floor like it belonged there.I woke slowly, wrapped in that hazy in-between state where thoughts hadn’t fully formed yet. The bed was warm. Too warm on the other side.Adrian.The memory of last night stirred, his eyes were tired, his carefully selected words and the unspoken agreement between us holding with thin lines. I turned slightly.He was already awake.This is like the first time we will be in bed at the same time guess a new agreement to a new change.Lying on his back, one arm bent beneath his head, staring at the ceiling like it had personally offended him.“You’re thinking too loudly,” I murmured.His head turned toward me, startled. “Was I?”“Yes,” I said seriously. “I could hear the brooding.”A beat.His lips twitched astonishingly, just once but that is progress.We didn’t talk much while getting ready. Not in an uncomfortable way, more like we were both handling it
The house felt too quiet without Adrian.The kind that made every sound echo louder than it should. The hum of the refrigerator. The tick of the clock. Even my own thoughts seemed intrusive.I checked my phone for the third time in ten minutes.Nothing.I told myself not to read into it. He’d said it was an obligation. Something old. Still, the absence pressed against my chest in a way I didn’t like.That was when the doorbell rang.I frowned.Mrs. Patel answered it before I could, her polite greeting drifting down the hallway. A second later, unfamiliar voices followed. warm, confident, unmistakably related to the man currently occupying too much space in my head.“Elena, dear!”I barely had time to brace myself before a woman walked into the living room like she owned it.She was elegant in a composed, effortless way, pearl earrings, tailored dress, eyes sharp but curious. Behind her stood a tall man with Adrian’s posture and eyes, just softer around the edges. And trailing them, a







