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32. Can't Go Back
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Bella raised one hand. "I will do it, Sir. I'm Bella, running for class president!""Wow!! Prok! Prok!" The whole class welcomed Bella's courage, all were clapping, whistling, and making another noise.Those who knew Bella in the class were shocked by her candidacy, unable to believe what they had just witnessed together. Likewise with Alec. But the friends, as well as Alec, didn't say anything. They just showed a reaction with a crowd cheering.The selection of the class management composition ended without a hitch. With this without voting, and without anyone raising any objections, Bella was officially appointed Class President. Her first task as class president is to divide the students in the class to form study groups.If Bella decides to team up with Alec does it looks so obvious. But this was definitely an opportunity for her. Because she became the class president indeed to take advantage of this kind of thing. Likewise, what will happen in the future.***When Bella told Wen
Flawless Love 35. About Dream
Ever since Alec asked Bella to ignore him, the two of them hadn't spoken again. Just a light everyday greeting, slowly the distance between them was getting wider and wider. Even though they are classmates, they seem to be on a different dimension There was nothing that could be done anymore because indeed everything between them was over.Jennie has also understood and no longer has a problem with it. Because Jennie really understands that Bella doesn't want to bring it up again.As time passed the gossip died down. As a new era began, Alec's popularity slowly returned. Or rather, more popular than before.The whole school already knows the news of Bella and Alec's relationship ending. This caused the juniors and colleagues to constantly struggle around Alec. Even though Bella's heart ached but the most important thing was the fact that Alec didn't introverted anymore. Slowly Alec returned to his shining self.Bella feels grateful and happy too. Although there
Flawless Love 36. Something Starts
From a young age, all Bella could do was study, and be a model student for the sake of her promise to Mother. Because she promises to Mom, Bella can be who she is now. But to be honest she never hated studying.Bella likes studying, as a filler for free time who is alone all day at home. But she couldn't find what wanted to do in the future by studying. Can she be like Dr. Diane, Alec, and Jennie? Bella also wants to find her way, a way of life to fight for. She wanted to know where it was taking her."Okay, that's enough talking about me. Do you still think you don't need this therapy session, Bella?" Doctor Diane started the session.Bella didn't answer. She didn't know what to say. She is currently thinking that she doesn't need a meeting session."If you still refuse, it's useless for us to do it." Doctor Diane snapped."Even if I do it, I think it's useless." Bella judged herself."Why do you think so?"The silence between them. Bella decided th
Flawless Love 37. Circumstances
That night Bella again experienced a crisis accompanied by body heat that rose again. The medics immediately took action by giving a sedative injection. The symptoms were resolved before Bella lost consciousness. She remained awake until Mom came with Jennie.Bella didn't know what was happening to her, why her body was showing a reaction she didn't understand, what had brought her to the hospital again. Bella asks Mom but her mother looks like wants to cover up.“What did you talk about with Dr. Diane this afternoon? Why are you guys talking outside, can't I hear it?" Bella felt anxious for no reason."The one who knows my condition better is myself, I have the right to know too." Bella wanted Mom to be honest even once."Before that Bella, why are you hiding anything else from me. How long are you going to be like this?”Mom showed the medicine that was supposed to be safe in Bella's room in hiding."I beg you.. Bella.. I want everything to pass soon."
Flawless Love 38. Loses Control
Jennie was already there when Bella returned to the room. It was time for her to take medicine. Due to the crisis reaction of Bella's illness, she has to take several types of medication regularly. Bella felt completely sick. Her weight was getting thinner and her face was pale. The signs of life were fading on Bella's face which she watched through the mirror. She felt like a patient with a serious illness. Being in the hospital only made Bella's thoughts even more pessimistic.Going crazy and losing consciousness is the same as dying. Or did someone say that it is better to lose consciousness to be insane than to die. All Bella did while here was just stare at the outside world through the window from her patient bed. Even if Bella's world stops right now, the outside world will continue as usual. No, she said that not because wanted to die like she did last time."Sister," Jenny called. Silence. Bella remained silent."BIG SISTER!""I can hear your voice, Jen
Flawless Love 39. Be Honest
In the past, there was only one call from Father to Bella, as parents and daughter didn't talk much because there really wasn't anything to talk about. Bella herself didn't really blame Dad, because Bella didn't expect anything from him. She already knew it would be like this.But seeing Jennie who cares so much and fights for Bella's rights. The right as a child who needs attention and is entitled to affection from his biological father. Made Bella think, why did Jennie fight for Bella's rights like that, while Bella didn't make any efforts.Bella was always lying to herself, constantly avoiding this feeling. To be honest, the thoughts never left about her father. Bella wanted Dad to see her, come to her, and ask how she was. It turned out to be true, if there was no desire to meet even if the child and father were, then they could not meet. If Bella wants to meet Dad then can they meet, without the same desire from Dad to meet her?Bella wanted to know why Dad did
Flawless Love 40. Ask Help
From Aunt's statement yesterday, Bella showed signs of refusal to eat. Her condition has indeed decreased since had a therapy session with Dr. Hardy. Jennie didn't know what the two of them were talking about, but since returning from that session Bella seemed to have a lot on her mind. Her face was darker than before she went to see Dr. Hardy.“Sis, I'm coming... Today you can eat as usual, right? If not I'll find other food or something easy for you to digest." Jennie was fussy when she entered Bella's room.“Why are you back from school already? Today should be the schedule for club activities at school.” Bella is learning to be independent on her patient bed."I left because I feel unwell.""If that's your reason, you should be resting at home instead of coming here.""It's better here, if something happens I can be treated quickly.""Exactly! It's a hospital here, so nothing will happen to me. You shouldn't be skipping club training like this."
Flawless Love 41. Go Through
Bella hadn't figured out how to talk to Dad yet. But this morning when Aunt hadn't come yet, Mom worked and Jennie went to school, Dad was standing in front of Bella's room. Bella was very surprised, how could Father come. Just last night Bella and Jennie talked about Dad. Could it be that Jennie who asked Dad? But Jennie couldn't do that because Bella had forbidden Jennie not to intervene."How came? Father here now. Or Mother who wanted..." Bella couldn't think straight.It's past 8 o'clock Auntie hasn't come yet, it's not usually late. Bella was getting annoyed waiting. She hoped Auntie would come as soon as possible.“What am I thinking?! Maybe I don't want to be alone with Father." Bella wondered to herself, doubting it.Again Bella tried to run away. But this atmosphere really made her uncomfortable. Father sat in the chair right beside Bella's bed, still not making a sound.10 minutes passed, still the same silence. Neither Bella nor Dad, no one spoke
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