Fuck me sideways!! Not only was he Kelvin's father, he was my father's best friend and business partner. What if he went to my dad and sang like a bird about what I just did?
Me: OMG, I’m so sorry, Mr. Williams. I meant to send that to someone else. Please don’t tell my dad I sent those to you! Oh god, I’m so embarrassed. I pulled the blankets over my head, trying to shield myself from the embarrassment that wouldn’t leave me alone. My cheeks felt like they were on fire; my heart was racing faster than it was before. Mr. Williams: Don’t be embarrassed, Amara. You’re very sexy. My eyes widened at his reply, and for a moment, my core burned. Mr. Williams was nearly my father’s age, but he had always been undeniably attractive. Angela and I had a huge crush on him in high school. He was the sole source of his sons good and handsome genes. I took a deep breath and decided to keep my response short. Me: Thanks. What the heck was I supposed to reply to that? "You're welcome"? Or "I think so too"? Fuck!! This wasn't like with his son were conversation could flow smoothly. This was the fucking father of my crush and friend of my own damn father. He didn’t reply to me, and I didn’t know what to think. I just prayed that he wouldn’t tell my Dad about the pictures. And just to be certain, I hid from Dad when he came home from work. Didn’t even come out for dinner. Didn’t say good night to him. Just stayed in my room, hid under my covers, and ignored everyone’s texts, including Kelvin’s. Early the next morning, he knocked on my door and stepped into my room. The sunrays flooded through my window. “Amara, is there anything you want to tell me about?” My eyes widened, and I sat up in bed. “Uh, no. Why?” I asked, clutching the blankets in my sweaty palms. Lord, please please please please please... He shrugged his shoulders. “You usually come downstairs and have dinner with us. Are you sick?” I smiled at my dad, relief washing over me. “Oh, I just wasn’t feeling that well,” I lied. “Well, hopefully, you’re feeling better by tonight. Kelvin and his father are coming over for dinner,” he said. Then, he kissed my head and left for work. Yesterday, I was looking forward to tonight. I has been so excited that Kelvin would be coming in with his father and I would get some time with him. Maybe to talk and well, do other things... But now that this happened, I was dreading it. I didn’t know how things were going to go with Mr. Williams. How could I ever even pretend like nothing had happened? Like I didn’t send my most intimate pictures to my crush’s father? Like I didn’t get wet when he texted me back and told me that I was sexy? What the future*ck is wrong with me though? A slut, that's what I am. A damned slut. I grabbed my macroeconomics textbook from my backpack and opened it up to the chapters that I needed to study for my college exam next Monday while trying to stop thinking about tonight. Because if I did, I would get nothing done. But did it help? Nope. My phone, which I had intentionally placed facedown on the bed, buzzed. I gazed over at it, heart racing. One minute passed, then two, then I couldn’t control the urge to flip it over and see Mr. Williams’s name on the screen. Mr. Williams: I look forward to seeing you tonight, Amara. I stared at the text with wide eyes and fanned myself. My God. What did I say to that? Was he teasing me or mocking me? Was he being serious? After deciding to ignore the text, I turned the page in my textbook and started studying. But I kept glancing over at my phone, sitting, waiting for him to send me another text. The screen lit up with a longer message. Mr. Williams: Are you ignoring me? I could just tell your father about those pictures if you want. As soon as I saw his message, I picked up the phone. Me: No! No, not ignoring you. Please don’t tell my dad. Mr. Williams: It’s going to be quite difficult to keep something like this from him, but another picture might make it a bit easier. I pursed my lips together, core tightening. He wanted another dirty picture of me? I knew what this was. I knew it, and yet I was wet just thinking about it. I … I couldn’t. I placed my phone down and took a deep breath. I should call Angela; she would know what to do. I picked up my phone, ready to dial her number, but another text from him popped up. Mr. Williams: I’m sitting next to your dad in a meeting right now. ;) Fuck. I did not have enough time to call and explain the blasted situation to Angela before he tells my father and I am officially disowned. Me: Okay, okay. Just give me a second. I scrolled through my phone, looking through all of the naked pictures that I had taken of myself the other day with Angela, and trying to find one without my face in it because if this man was going to blackmail me, at least these pictures wouldn’t have my face in them. When I finally selected one, I sat on my bed, finger hovering over the blue Send button. My knees bounced up and down. I squeezed my eyes closed and sent it. Few more seconds of me waiting a d staring at my phone with bated breath. Then his message chimed into my phone again. Mr. Williams: I want one with you naked and on your knees, looking straight into the camera. I shut my eyes tightly. Why was this happening? How could this be happening? I sent my dirty pictures to Dad’s partner and ended up in this situation.It had taken a light apology to Amanda and Serena to get them off my back. I told them I had found Mr. Johnny's secret stash of alcohol somewhere in the kitchen and with how down and depressed I had felt that night when they spoke about their men, I had down a full bottle and crashed out in the balcony.Of course this only served to make Amanda pity me more and insist I take her boyfriends brother's phone number.I did. It was a small sacrifice to pay so she would get off my back and not think too far as to where I was and what I was truly doing that night.They had even set up a small party with all our mutual friends from college present, to disguise the "accidental date" they had planned for us to meet and "accidentally hit it off and fall in love" but Victor and his brother had run into an accident. Which was such a fitting irony. Another car had rearended their car. They were safe, but just deeply shaken so they had to cancel. I on the other had was already here at Amanda's hou
He smiled at what I had said. About having a boyfriend. He seemed to know me so well. Too well.Mr. Johnny grabbed the glass of water I had poured, his finger tracing the edge of it. “A boyfriend who can’t make you come,” he said. My cheeks flushed. He must’ve heard the conversation we were having earlier. He pushed his hips closer to mine. “A boyfriend that doesn’t excite you anymore. He doesn’t take you like you want…” He took one of his hands off of the glass and rubbed it against my shorts, like he had this morning. “I bet your boyfriend doesn’t make you this wet anymore,” he murmured against my ear. I gently squeezed my legs as his fingers brushed against my clit. “You need a man, Kiara , not a boy.”My nipples hardened from underneath my shirt as the pressure built in my core. I reached up and pinched them lightly, letting myself enjoy the moment. He kissed below my jaw, and I whimpered. “I can excite you, Kiara ,” he breathed, pressing another kiss on my neck, his fingers
Public service announcement, I'm a whore! Before you hear it from anyone else, I would be the first to tell you. I know I am fucking writing this and putting it out there, in public for everyone to read, but I need you to read with an open mind.I may have fucked my best friends father, but in my defense, he was Jamaican, had the biggest dick I have ever seen and before all that, I was an emotional wreck at the time. I had gone for a sleepover at my besties house, she had invited me and one of our closest mutual friends. I didn't want to go, but I did hoping to just talk and uplift my low spirits, but I guess you could say, I uplifted more than my low spirit.Immediately I stepped into her house, Amanda and Serena had immediately dived into their favorite topic of discussion, their boyfriends.“Victor is sooo good! He literally makes me come every time,” Amanda said, fanning herself.I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Here we go again. “Damian is just the same way!” Serena
Amara, how’s everything coming along in there?” Dad asked from behind my bedroom door. I bit my lip, trying to hold back my moans, and dug my nails into his shoulders. He pounded his fingers deeper inside of me. I arched my back and threw my head back. “It’s coming along.” Mr. Williams chuckled. My fingers dug deeper into his skin as I desperately tried to keep my moans quiet. “Isn’t it, Amara?"My legs trembled as the pleasure pulsed out of me. “Yes,” I said.I listened—quite distantly—to my Dad’s footsteps padding away. And when he did, I sank into the bed and took a deep breath. This was definitely not how I was expecting this night to go.When we finished, we walked back down to the dining room as if nothing had happened. Dad smiled at me as we entered. “Did you finish?”My face flushed red at the double meaning of whey my dad said, and I nodded my head. “Yeah, Mr. Williams is going to have to help me more often. He is really great at it.”Kelvin kept looking at me like he was
My cheeks flushed red, and I stood up from my seat. “No! I’ll go, uh … get some of my pictures that I’ve taken. They’re in my room. Much better than a picture on a phone. Much, much better." I knew I was rambling, but I just could not bring myself to stop. My mouth just kept spewing rubbish. "You can’t ever see anything on those things. I’ll be right back,” I said, leaping out of my chair.Before I left the room, I gave Mr. Williams a pointed stare, trying to tell him that I was going to go get that damn vibrator and put it inside of me. For him. So he should keep his damned mouth shut and his blasted phone to himself. I rushed upstairs like my ass was on fire. “Fuck!” I said once I rushed into my room. “This really can’t be happening.” DId I do photography, yes. I had dabbled recently and even told Kelvin about it. That's probably where he got the idea to tease me from. I searched for a picture that looked semi-decent to bring down to show my father. Luckily, I found one that
Why the fuck do bad things happen to me? I feel like I just attract them. Because how the hell did I find myself in this predicament? I thought and thought about what I really wanted to do, and if I even had a choice in the matter. I really, really didn’t want Dad to see or even know about the pictures. He would be so pissed. Last time he caught me sexting, he threatened to take away my college fund.“A lady doesn’t act that way,” he had said when he reprimanded me.If he found out I was doing it again, damn... Not just sexting this time, sending photos. Nude photos!! To his friend and business partner for fuxks sake! I'd be disowned for sure!So, I took my clothes off, knelt on the floor, and looked into the camera. My nipples were hard. My stomach was sucked in. My lips were pursed. I needed the picture to be perfect because I really, really didn’t want to retake it again for him. After I sent the stupid picture, I lay on my bed. My pussy throbbed at the thought of him in his me