My name is Lily Raines
I’m 17 years old
I’m 5 foot 6 inches tall
I have brown hair and blue eyes
I want to be a warrior when I graduate
I will not sleep with you, so stop pursuing me.
That’s what I read on the paper that she handed to me as she walked out of class. I read it again and then look at the place where she walked out. This is going to be harder than I thought.
First of all, every time she looks at me, I get so lost in her blue eyes that I can’t even remember my name, much less what we were talking about. I’m guessing by now she thinks I’m an idiot.
‘You are an idiot.’ My unhelpful wolf tells me.
And now she thinks I just want to sleep with her. When she asked me why I’m suddenly pursuing her, I didn’t have a good reason. I don’t want to tell her that we’re mates. I obviously have some damage control to do before we get to that point. And while I was getting lost in the never-ending blue of her eyes, she apparently took my lack of response as me wanting to get in her pants. Which let’s be honest, I absolutely do. But not as a hook up or a one-time thing. I want this woman next to me, beside me in bed and in life, forever.
‘Maybe you should let me try. You just keep screwing it up.’ Donovan says to me.
‘I’m open to suggestions.’ I tell him as we walk out to meet with Anders.
‘Let me out tonight. We can find where she lives, and I’ll go say hi.’ It’s not the worst idea he’s ever had.
‘It’s better than any idea you’ve had.’ Donovan retorts.
“Hey, how did it go?” I slap-shake Anders as I walk up to him, asking about how things went with Calista today.
“Like shit. You?”
“Same.” I told him this morning about Lily being my mate. When we saw her and Calista walking to school, I thought it was the perfect way to not only get to know my mate but give Anders some time with Calista. However, we both got burned.
“We need a plan.” He says to me.
“Donovan wants to try and find Lily tonight. I’m willing to give it a try and see how it goes.”
Anders looks thoughtful. “I think we need something bigger than that. I’ll think about it, but it needs to be a grand gesture.”
I laugh at my friend. “You’re the one with the grand gestures. Just let me know what you need, and I’ll be your wing-man.”
His eyes open wide. “That’s a great idea!”
“What are you talking about?”
“Top Gun. Bar scene. Singing to his girl.”
“Your voice sucks dude. No one wants to hear you sing.”
“Exactly, I won’t stop singing until she agrees to go out with me.” An evil smile spreads across his face.
I snicker at him. “Okay, but how do we get them to a bar that we’re at to make it happen.”
His face falls. “I’m still working on that.”
We climb into his car and head back to the packhouse. My parents moved to the packhouse after I got my wolf and we realized he had a Guardian spirit. Anders parents wanted to keep me close and protected, while fostering a continued relationship with their son. A couple of years ago, my parents went on vacation and the plane crashed over the ocean. They were never found. Afterward, my room was moved to the Alpha floor so I could be closer to Anders, and we’ve basically been raised as brothers ever since.
When we get back to the packhouse, we split off to change for training. I’m excited because I’ll get to see Lily again. Hopefully, this time I won’t get distracted by her eyes and I can have an intelligent conversation. Anders and I run morning training, while his father, Alpha Patrick and Patrick’s Beta, Calvin, run afternoon training.
I get there early, hoping to catch Lily before training begins. When I arrive, she’s not there yet, so I begin warming up. Other warriors begin surrounding me and warming up with me, but when I see her, I pull away and jog up to her.
“Lily.”
I watch as she rolls her eyes. “Clint. I thought my note was sufficient.”
I’m trying hard not to take it personally that she really wants nothing to do with me. My mate wants nothing to do with me. It’s a huge blow to my ego.
“Well, I wasn’t planning to ask you to sleep with me. I wanted to know if you would like to go on a date with me on Friday.”
She frowns at me. I don’t date. I don’t need to take a girl out to get laid. And since I have no inclination to build a relationship with anyone but my mate, I’ve never bothered to put much effort into dating or even getting to know more than a name.
“Actually,” she says as Lucas walks by. She grabs his arm. “Lucas and I are already going out on Friday night, right Lucas?” She looks at him and I can tell by the way she’s looking at him, that this wasn’t exactly planned. However, Lucas, the dipshit, seems all too willing to oblige.
“That’s right. We talked about it earlier today.”
“Right.” Lily says, dropping his arm. “And tomorrow we battle for who gets the check.”
I can’t help the growl that escapes. First, this asshole is taking my mate on a date and now he might not even buy her dinner? And she prefers that to going out with me? I thought I had a pretty strong ego, but this is insulting.
I turn to Lucas. “You’re taking Lily out and you don’t plan to pay for dinner?” I watch as his face pales. I step toward him. “Perhaps you don’t deserve to take someone like Lily out if you can’t be bothered to even pay for the meal.”
Lily steps up to me. “I’m perfectly capable of paying for my own dinner, thank you very much and it’s none of your business.”
I haven’t taken my eyes off Lucas. I watch his Adam’s apple bob in this throat. “It was my way of getting her to go out with me. I have every intention of paying for dinner.”
“Is that so?” I turn my attention to Lily. "So I have to defeat you in a sparring match to get you to go out with me?"
She scoffs. “I’m not stupid enough to go up against you, Guardian.” Oh, this little spitfire is getting under my skin.
“Afraid you can’t take me?” If she wants to be a warrior, chances are good that she’s competitive. I’m hoping I can use that to my advantage.
“You’re a Guardian.” She turns and spreads her arm to include every warrior on the training ground. “If anyone here can take you, you aren’t worthy of the title.”
And once again, she turns on her heel and walks away from me.
This time, I don’t even bother trying to hide my growl of annoyance.
The nerve of this guy. I’ve told him I’m not sleeping with him, basically kicked him to the curb and he still wants to try to intimidate Lucas for asking me out. Okay, I hadn’t planned on going out with Lucas. His approach was lame, but I needed a quick excuse, and he presented one when he walked by. I hear Clint growling as I walk away. Take a hint buddy and then you won’t keep getting turned down. I walk over to where others are warming up and begin stretching, preparing for training. Alpha Patrick and Beta Calvin call us to order. We’re to start running 5 miles before begining the team obstacle course. We all take off and I get into my groove. I enjoy running. It’s my time to clear my head or would be if I didn’t have someone interrupting my peaceful time with the annoying buzz of their voice. “What will it take Lily bug?” “Lily bug?” He gives me his cocky smile. “You need a good pet name. Would you prefer Lady bug? Little Lils? Lily of the Valley? That one is awfully long. I t
I thought I had made some progress with Lily, only for it to all go down the drain when Jules showed up calling me Big Daddy. I never cared about the name before. It started all kinds of fun sex play in the past. But now, I’m trying to erase that memory from Lily’s mind and here it is, being rubbed in her face. Jules is so far beneath my ability that I don’t even have to pay attention to spar with her. Unfortunately for me, she’s more interested in finding a way for us to roll around on the ground together, rather than learning new techniques. After I pinned her to the ground for the second time, face in the dirt, I realized her intentions were not focused on sparring. As I leaned over her, pinning her to the ground, she lifted her hips and rubbed them against me. While I’m not attracted to her anymore, my entire focus and mind now on my mate, I can smell Lily’s scent from here, so the friction she provides causes me to have a reaction that she mistakes as a response for her. Jules
My wolf has no problem submitting to Donovan, but I refuse to submit to Clint. Before my harlot of a wolf decides she wants to mate with Donovan, I take control and force her to shift. ‘I wouldn’t have let him mate us, not yet anyway.’ She purrs, and I roll my eyes at her. ‘What? He caught us. I was running full out and he still caught us. He’s a strong and powerful wolf.’ ‘Yes, you’ve mentioned that before, stop purring. He’s a Guardian, he’s supposed to be top of the wolf hierarchy. Made by the Moon Goddess, remember?’ ‘Yes, he was.’ She says, still purring. When I shifted, I hadn’t thought it through that I would be giving Clint quite a show, but it’s not like he’s never seen a naked woman. If the rumors are true, he sees a different one almost every night. I wait for Donovan to shift back to Clint, but he doesn’t. He sits and stares at me. “Donovan? I’m assuming Clint wanted to talk to me?” I ask, wondering why Donovan was chasing us if it wasn’t to catch us for Clint. He s
YES! Success! Lily finally agreed to go out with me, but now I need to convince Anders to let me spar with her and I have to tell him why Calista won’t go out with him. I’ve never hated my reputation as much as I do right now. I wait until I see Lily grab her clothes and walk into her house before jogging back to the packhouse. It’s dinner time and I divert up to my room to take a quick shower before heading down to the main dining hall where most of the pack house eats as well as many other pack members that come here after training. I find Anders sitting with his parents and the Beta family. Charles is Calvin’s son and has been training to be Anders Beta since I got my Guardian spirit at 10. He’ll make a good Beta for Anders. I grab some food and take a seat across from Anders, saying hello to everyone at the table. “So, how’d it go?” He asks me, referencing my escape from Jules. “Actually, it went well. Andra was out running, and it gave me an opportunity to finally get Lily to
Every time I think that maybe Clint is being genuine, he proves me wrong. Why in the world did I agree to go out with him on Sunday. What a terrible idea. I need to figure out a way to cancel. I get ready for school and walk outside to meet Calista. “Morning Cali.” “Ok, don’t hate me.” That’s her opening statement. Not a good way to start the day. “What did you do?” She gives me her ‘I’m sorry’ face. “I sort of agreed to let Anders drive us to school.” “You WHAT??! Why would you do that?” “I didn’t have a choice. He literally showed up at my door last night. I thought my parents were going to fall over themselves when they saw it was him. Then when he asked if he could take me to school today, my parents told him yes!” I throw my hands up in the air. “That must be why Clint said something about giving us a ride to school today. Ugh, Cali! I do NOT want to ride to school with them. Clint was already finding a quickie right after training this morning and if we show up together, p
Anders asked me earlier to find another way to get Lily home so he could have some alone time with Calista. Since I didn’t bring my car, I decided that a ‘warm up’ walk home would have to do. But in truth, I’m glad to have the time alone with Lily too. I feel her body stiffen as we walk out of the school. Yes, I’m making a statement. I don’t really care if everyone knows that I’m interested in Lily. In a couple of months, they’ll all know that she’s my mate. Until then, I could care less what they think. I decide to keep the conversation focused on our sparring session today. “So, tell me where you think your strengths and weaknesses are in your training?” I have my own ideas based on the obstacle course yesterday, but I want to know what her thoughts are. As we walk, I realize she’s very aware of her strengths and weaknesses. It’s not always something that warriors recognize or are willing to discuss about themselves. They usually can identify their strengths but not their weakness
I can’t believe he was going to kiss me! Not just kiss me, but kiss me in front of every warrior in our pack? Not happening. I might have kneed him a little harder than I intended. It was a knee-jerk (ha ha) reaction and I know it hurt. At least he’ll think twice before trying to kiss me again. And he’s a Guardian. I’m sure he’ll heal and won’t have any lasting effects that might keep him and his future mate from having pups. At least, I hope so. I have nothing against his future mate. ‘Do you want to risk a run, Andra? It’s possible that Donovan may come looking for you again.’ ‘Yes. I need to train, and I don’t mind Donovan. Maybe he can catch me again and lick my muzzle while he pins me to the ground.” She purrs in my head. Thankfully Donovan seems to care more about waiting for his mate than my wolf does. ‘I didn’t say I wouldn’t wait for our mate. I just said I wouldn’t mind Donovan pinning me to the ground. There’s a difference.’ She says, huffing at me. ‘Whatever.’ I tell h
If Aaron Raines thinks he’s going to keep me from my mate, he has another thing coming. He may not know she’s my mate, but every other father in this pack would be thrilled that I wanted to take their daughter out. I wait until I hear the shower running before grabbing a pair of shorts hidden in the trees for when we shift and going to her front door. I knock, waiting. When the door opens, it’s her father. “Mr. Raines.” He steps outside, closing the door. “Clint Nelson. What are you doing here?” “I wanted to speak to you about dating your daughter.” “Stay away from my daughter.” He says, turning around and slamming the door in my face. What the…? As soon as I leave, I go to find Anders. I find him in his room. I don’t bother with pleasantries. “I need your help.” He stands up, seeing that I’m irritated, pacing in his room. “Whatever you need Clint.” He says, coming to put a hand on my shoulder, trying to calm me down. “Aaron Raines doesn’t want Lily going out with me.” I can s