Right after school, I hit the mall without Christina because she had cheer practice.
I bought clothes that were more my style, not because I wanted to fit in. I was so over that. I didn’t care if anyone at Middleton High School liked me anymore. They were all the same, just copies of each other and I like standing out from that.
When I got home, I hurried upstairs with my bags, removed the tags and acted as if Aaron the scum bag never stole any of my clothes. Besides, I was on top of the world. I heard a rumor that someone wanted to ask me out and might even want me to be their prom date, and it’s not Coby.
The asking me out to prom seemed somewhat far-fetched since it was still so early in the year and the principal said we wouldn’t get a prom unless our attitude and grades improved.
Not me though, I was the top girl in school, never got anything below a B and had made national news for getting good grades three years in a row.
But I was just glad I have a date, that’s if it was true, and didn’t have to go stag and watch everyone else dance and have a good time.
I went downstairs, ready to make dinner so mom and her husband could have something to eat when they came home from work. Besides that, I was hungry as well. I was afraid to go to lunch and be exposed for not wearing underwear, so I hid in the bathroom.
After making the spaghetti and meatballs, I began to make some garlic bread as well and, after adding them into the oven, I sat around the table with a glass of apple juice and scrolled through social media.
Aaron came in. I held my head down, trying to ignore his presence while he took the remainder of the apple juice.
The timer went off, and I opened the oven to take out the garlic bread. Then made myself a plate and sat back around the counter.
I closed my eyes to not look at Aaron, who was on the other side of me.
He took my fork out of my hand, and I opened my eyes to see him slurping up a stray noodle.
‘’This is good. Can I have some?’’
I rolled my eyes but did it, anyway.
I then opened the oven and placed two garlic bread on his plate, then piled spaghetti and meatballs on top.
‘’I see that you are still wearing that dress.’’
I ignored his words and placed the plate before him. He began to eat and for a while we were silent until his words once again broke it.
‘’Didn’t know you could cook,’’ he said, and I nodded.
This was the only thing I trusted myself to make. It was easy to soften spaghetti in boiling water and the meatballs were premade, just needed to add sauce.
Silence again. But this was the longest time Aaron had ever graced me with his presence, so I might as well appreciate it.
Aaron hit his fork against the plate, and I could tell that something was bothering him. “What happened to your father? I mean, how did he die?”
Normally I would deflect this question, but for some reason, I answered him.
“He was a heavy drinker and smoker since in his early teenage years due to issues in his life. He developed lung cancer, ulcer, and kidney problems. I remember seeing this healthy man wasting away. At first he was coughing up blood and passed it off as him over working himself. It eventually got worse and by the time he got medical attention, he was told that it was too late.’’
Aaron nodded. ‘’I’m sorry.’’
“Thanks.”
We sat there in silence once more until our plates were empty and he got up, taking my plate to the dishwasher. He then left to go upstairs without saying anything else.
Soon, I had a moment of ‘fuck my life’. That damn douchebag. No wonder why he made that comment about me still wearing my dress. Each time I opened the oven to take the garlic bread out, I accidentally flashed him a peek of my very private area.
When I went up to my room, I saw a single piece of underwear of mine on my bed.
‘’I think you need this. Hope you didn’t bend over at school,’’ the note said.
Jokes on him, because I had new clothes, too bad I forgot to put underwear on after coming home. Good thing it wasn’t Johnathon who walked in. I think I would have shit myself, die, go to hell, and had to come back to explain to my mother that it was all an accident.
***
Saturday, I was at the mall with Christina at our usual hangout spot. The ice cream parlor when Aaron and a girl from school walked in.
From where I was sitting, I could see them clearly, while Christina had to turn slightly to have a good look.
‘’Isn’t that Hanna?’’ Christina asked.
I nodded. While Hanna wasn’t the most beautiful girl at school, she looked better than most of them. Me included, she was tall with a curvy body, perky breasts and long bleached blond hair down to her back. While I was short, had more of an athletic body from when my mom forced me to join the track team (then I made an excuse to quit). My hair wasn’t so tall, but at least I was a natural blonde.
Despite her good looks, she was actually nice and not a bitch like you would think she would be.
She waved and walked up to our table. ‘’Hey guys,’’ she smiled.
‘’Hey Hanna,’’ Christina and I said at the same time.
Christina made a face, and I bumped into her with my shoulder.
‘’Is it ok if we join you?’’ Hanna asked.
There were two nos and a yes.
The nos came from me and Aaron, while Christina was the one to say yes.
Aaron gave Christina a distasteful look while he tried his best to not look at me.
‘’Hmm, so yes, no?’’ Hanna asked.
I doubted she knew that we were step-siblings. It’s not like I went around and announced it at school, and I knew for sure Aaron never told anyone either.
Aaron took her hand. ‘’We are on a date, and it seems as if they are as well. Let’s go somewhere for just us two.’’
A pang of jealousy hit me when she nodded and allowed him to pull her away.
‘’Such a bitch,’’ Christina grumbled.
‘’What? She is nice.’’
‘’But are we friends with her?’’ she asked.
I would think Aaron would go to the back for his ‘privacy’ but no, he is sitting in the seat directly in front of us. The jerk even winked at me when he saw me staring.
I didn't know who was more jealous, me or Christina, because both of us turned around so we didn’t have to see them make out anymore.
‘’So disgusting, I want to throw up.’’ Christina said and put the rest of her ice cream down. ‘’Hanna sure moves fast, just like with Jimmy.’’
“I remember him, within two weeks and they were dating.’’ I nodded.
‘’Well, this is a record. It isn’t even a week.’’
Christina looked behind us. I did the same, and they were still making out.
‘’Let’s go,’’ Christina got up.
She walked around the side where Hanna was sitting and ‘accidentally’ dumped her drink on her.
‘’Oh, I’m so sorry, and it is grape juice. It is going to leave a stain.’’ the corners of Christina’s lips curved up and I was the one to offer a genuine apology.
I even offered to get her a new outfit, while Christina went with her to the restroom to try to get the stain out.
While walking around the store, I was confused about what to get Hanna. I didn’t know what size she wore or her style.
Soon, I saw Aaron walking in and looking around. I held up a hand to wave him over so I could get his opinion on what to get Hanna.
‘’Which of these you think Hanna would wear?’’ I asked, holding up a pair of ripped jeans and a skirt.
‘’You think this is funny?’’ Aaron asked.
I gave him a confused look.
‘’I know you told your friend to do that.’’
‘’To do what?’’
‘’You two ruin my date. I texted Hanna to see if she was ok and she told me to leave her alone that she will go home.’’
‘’I don’t see how I had any influence on any of that.’’
‘’Well, your ugly friend said something to her. Because she said something only you would know about, and she must have heard it from your friend.’’
He narrowed his eyes. ‘’Yet, they say I am the bad one, but look at you.’’
I dropped the clothes and walked out.
How dare he blame me for this? I had no control over Christina’s action. I had no idea she was going to do something like that. He was acting as if we planned the entire thing.
I went to the bathroom and pulled Christina out, not caring about Hanna one bit. She and Aaron could work their own shit out. I had my own mess to deal with, with Christina.
‘’What did you say to her? Aaron is so upset.’’
‘’Just that he may or may not have an STD and that he used to beat up girls at his old school and that’s why he is here.’’
‘’Come on Christina, that can’t be all.’’
‘’Fine, I also told her about how shitty the relationship between him and his father is.’’
‘’Why would you do that? That is a sensitive topic for anyone.’’ I groaned.
‘’I know that I express how much I hate him, but nobody deserves for something like that to be public. When my dad died, I was scared to face the world, afraid that I will be mocked for no longer having a father. Neither of us can’t even imagine what it must be like to have a living father and not having him care.’’
Aaron came to stand beside me; I almost jumped out of my skin because I didn’t notice him approaching.
‘’Seeing that you told my date that I beat up girls. I might as well do this.’’ Aaron ripped the lid off a soda cup and before Christina could react, he threw the drink in her face.
Christina squealed out and under any other circumstances, I would have laughed at the look on her face.
‘’Why did you do that?’’ I asked Aaron.
‘’I’ll deal with you when you get home,’’ he simply told me and walked off.
When I got home, mom and Johnathan were still out and I thought Aaron was as well, but then he cornered me in the hallway on the third floor, just before I could enter my room.
Before I could respond, Aaron grabbed my face with both hands and smashed his lips into mine. He pulled back slightly to bite my lower lip before his tongue nudged my mouth open so he could deepen the kiss.
I was frozen on the spot and can’t help but moan into his mouth. I was both shocked and excited by this. It had my body shaking, because I had never been kissed like this before.
Suddenly, Aaron pulled away from me.
“Don’t fuck with me!” He yelled, walked away and slammed his door while I was left standing in the hall panting and confused.
‘’You kissed me,’’ I managed out weakly.
Holy shit.
The worst of it was the throbbing between my legs.
When I finally gained enough composure, all I could do was enter my room and collapse on my bed.
That fucker had my panties wet.
After the kiss, we ignored each other like one of us has the plague, even though it had been running constantly through my mind. I was pretty sure it didn’t mean anything to him. Still, the sensations I experienced were the same as if the kiss had been based on genuine passion. Now, knowing how his lips felt on mine and how he tasted, it wasn’t a memory that I could just as easily erase. I wanted that feeling again, which only made the battle between my mind and body much more difficult than before. It was the worst thing ever to have a crush on someone I had to live with. Then on Sunday I almost snapped. I stayed in my room for a while after waking up, not wanting to face Aaron, but the noises my stomach made had me up and brushing my teeth. When I made my way downstairs, I found a note from my mother saying that she had to go to work and wouldn’t be back until late. It also stated that Johnathan was out as well. I balled the piece of paper and went back upstairs, about to knock
I felt a tap on my shoulder. I looked to my right and saw no-one then I looked to my left and was met with the smiling face of Tyler, the swim team captain. ''Hey Mia,'' he gave a smile and I could tell he was nervous. ''Hey, Tyler,'' I smiled at him. ''Hmm, I was wondering.'' He paused as if unable to get the words out. I tried to do a little flirting and bit my lip, but that seemed to make things worse because he gasped and his face went red. "I... hmm. Would you like to go out on a date with me? Maybe catch a movie or go skating.'' ''Skating would be nice.'' Tyler nodded and continued nodding. ''Cool, cool.'' ''We should exchange numbers,'' I told him. ''Yes, that's a good idea.'' After giving him my number. Tyler gave an awkward laugh. ''Cool, I'll see you then?'' I watched after him, and a smile was plastered on my face, so the rumors were true. To be honest, I was glad he asked me out because things were starting to get awkward with me and Coby. We had been friends f
I turned back to Tyler and tried my hardest to not look at Aaron, but with him and Christina being so close and her forcing him to hold hands, I lost focus and almost fell. I held on to Tyler when I lost balance again, but the part I grabbed a hold of. Let’s just say that it was hard. I bit my lip and tried to straighten. ‘’I am so sorry,’’ I told him. ‘’It’s ok,’’ his face was blank as if not even phase by what I just did. I couldn't believe I just grabbed his cock, accident or not. It’s so weird, and why was he hard? I shook my head, trying to get rid of the thought, but then I remembered that time Christina and I watched porn to know what to expect when that time came. Only Christina had experienced sex so far. She told me that it wasn’t like in the xxxmovies. She never told me how she felt, but from the way she was with boys, I guess she enjoyed her first time. ‘’I’m hungry,’’ Christina suddenly announced. I nodded, thinking that I could grab a bite. While skating out of t
I was thrown into a sense of confusion after exiting the bathroom. Aaron was beating the shit out of Tyler, and all people did was just stand around and watched. ‘’Stop!’’ I screamed, running over to them and pushing Aaron off my date. ‘’What the fuck is your problem?’’ I pushed at Aaron again. Aaron pushed me out of the way and continued beating Tyler again. A teacher from school and a few other men came over to pull him off while I helped Tyler to his feet. ‘’All of you, out!’’ The manager yelled, pointing at the door. ‘’And never come back here!’’ ‘’Are you ok?’’ I asked Tyler on our way out the door. ‘’No, he just start beating on me for no reason.’’ And I believed him. Aaron was showing signs of jealousy. I didn’t get it though; he made it clear that he wasn’t interested in me because I had an uninteresting face. So why beat my date up? ‘’I’m so sorry.’’ My eyes began to water. ‘’I’ll be fine.’’ Tyler tried to smile. But I could see that he was not. He kept holding his
I laid in bed thinking. My thoughts were running a mile per hour and keeping me awake. Johnathan must be the reason Aaron was like this. Just from the way he was earlier, I could see that he was the aggressor. What the hell did Aaron mean by him forcing his mother to get an abortion? And who the hell was Olivia? I hope mom tackled him for it. That was no mistake. Olivia was far from Sharon. Johnathan was the problem, and he would continue being the problem if someone didn’t speak to him. Again, I hoped mom did; he said that Aaron brought embarrassment to us, but his actions tonight clearly caused Tyler and his parents to flee. Even that creepy smiling woman saw it and said it. ‘The problem seems to be starting from home. I suggest counseling.’ I feel like laughing and I don’t know why. I didn’t know if Aaron deserved this or not. I hated the prick. If he had just stayed home instead of trying to annoy me on my date, none of this would have happened. He was such a jackass, but
The school week went by fast, and soon everyone had forgotten about Tyler’s broken arm, simply because of new gossip. A female was caught with a teacher in a classroom, by the janitor who cleans the school after hours. The teacher tried to pay him off; he took the money and still reported him. But nothing happened until Friday. The cops came and took the Physics teacher away in handcuffs. Rumor had it that the girl’s parents told her to lie and say she was either raped or groomed to have relations with the teacher. But everyone knows who Gwen really is. She was just like Christina, if not worse. I even heard that her mother claimed her daughter was a virgin, and the teacher had taken away her innocence. I laugh at that, because if only she knew what her daughter does in the bathroom or behind the bleachers. I got home to see Johnathan and mom having a heated discussion. I acted as if I didn’t hear anything and head up to my room. I even skipped dinner to avoid any tension there mi
That night I was tossing and turning, crying in my sleep. Having a nightmare about Aaron beating up Tyler and then beating me up. My dream shifted to Johnathan yelling at me and I was crying in the corner, begging him not to hit me. “Johnathan, please. No!’’ I held my hand out to protect myself. ‘’Please, no!’’ I yelled. I guess my screaming scared me out of my sleep. When I woke up, my heart was pounding, and I had a headache. I noticed that all my bedding was on the floor, and I could hear knocking on my door. I sat up in bed and held my head in my hands for a moment; the knock came again, and I got up with a groan. When I opened the door, I saw Aaron with a concerned look on his face. ‘’Are you ok? I heard... I think you were having a bad dream’’ ‘’Yes, I’m fine, it's just a bad dream like you said.’’ He looked around my room before his eyes landed on me. ‘’Are you sure? Because the way you were screaming seems as if someone broke in.’’ ‘’I’m fine, Aaron.’’ ''Are you sur
''The fight wasn’t my fault, you know.’’ ‘’Then explain to me, tell me everything that happened from the beginning and leave nothing out.’’ Arron let out a laugh. ‘’Why should I? You won’t believe me either way. You all think Tyler is innocent and the best person ever because he is rich and the star swimmer. Everyone thinks I’m the bad guy.’’ ‘’Maybe I don’t.’’ Aaron scoffed. ‘’Right, you like him Mia. I see that and you only want to hear that I started it all. But I am not a bad guy, despite what anyone thought about me. I had my reason for attacking that prick.’’ “Tell me what happened then, you may never. If you want someone to believe you, then hear I am.” “I rather not, I don't think it will make and difference. ” “Well, maybe you did beat Tyler up for the heck of it then.” I only said that just to see if he would talk. But getting a confession out of Aaron was like talking to a rock. He sat up with a sigh. ‘’Do you know why I used to bully you?’’ I shook my head. ‘’Be