MasukStanding at the entrance of The Olive Bar alone isn’t how I planned to end my day, especially not before heading home to sleep off the stress of this week. But serena had called last minute to cancel our plans. Apparently, she forgot she already had a date with Lucas.
I should’ve gone straight home after that call. I almost did. But I need that alcohol buzz in my system…the kind that quiets my mind enough to let me sleep all weekend. And after the kind of week I’ve had at work? Yeah. I deserve it. The moment I step inside, the calmness of the bar wraps around me, slow and soothing. Dim lights. Soft music. Low conversations. This..this..is exactly the vibe I’m craving tonight. I scan the room, looking for somewhere tucked away, and spot a darker corner to the right. Perfect. I make a beeline for it. I’m just settling into my seat when a familiar scent hits me. My breath stutters. I don’t even need to turn to know who it belongs to. Still, I do. “Hi, Mr. Blackwell,” I say, forcing a bravery I absolutely do not possess when it comes to this man. As usual, he replies in that infuriatingly calm, nonchalant tone. “Lyra… what are you doing here?” Then, casually, “And please, drop the formality. Call me Soren.” God. This man’s voice is going to be the end of me. I gather myself before replying, even though my brain is already malfunctioning. “O–okay. I’m just trying to unwind a bit… before going home.” Why do I sound like I’m being interrogated? He makes that low rumbling sound he does when he’s thinking, lifting his glass to take a sip—and suddenly, I’m gone. Watching the way he guides the glass to his lips. The slow movement of his Adam’s apple as he swallows. Damn. For one reckless second, I wish I were the glass. Ugh. I definitely need to get laid…by my hands or my vibrator because “what is wrong with me?” Thank God the waiter shows up right then, dragging my thoughts out of the gutter they’ve happily ventured into. “Hi, what can I get you?” I open my mouth to answer when, “A glass of Manhattan ” Soren interjects. That snaps me back instantly. “I can order for myself, you know,” I say the moment the waiter walks off. As expected, he replies with his usual, infuriating, unreadable, “Mmm.” At this point, I hate..and like…that sound. I’m not expecting him to say anything else, but then he adds, “The one you ordered last time had you wobbling on your feet.” I roll my eyes and turn away, reaching for my drink just as it’s served. That’s when I realize. It’s my favorite. My brows knit together as I face him. “How did you know I like this?” “I just know,” he replies. I want to argue. I really do. But instead, I dismiss it and take a sip. I need alcohol in my system to survive a conversation with this man. We fall into a not-so-comfortable silence. It lasts until I’m nearly done with my second glass when he finally speaks again. “How was your day?” I know I’m supposed to keep my answer simple. Short. Polite. Instead, I babble. About work. About stress. About how my colleague pissed me off. Clearly, the alcohol is kicking in. Somewhere between my rant, I find the courage to ask, “Why are you here alone?” It feels like forever before he replies. “Same as you.” “That’s not true,” I say quickly. “serena was supposed to be here, but she cancelled. She has a date with Lucas.” “Why am I being defensive?” And since my mouth refuses to shut up tonight, I ask again, “So… are you single?” I don’t even know if I’m curious or just asking questions I shouldn’t. Surprisingly, he mutters, “Yes. And you?” The question catches me off guard. “Yes,” I reply, breathless…my own voice sounding unfamiliar to my ears. Bitch, don’t get hopeful, my mind warns. “Why?” Soren asks almost immediately. There’s something there in his tone. Interest? No. I’m imagining it. “I don’t know,” I say. “I just haven’t met someone that interests me, I think.” I accidentally snort while trying to sound nonchalant. He looks surprised—then laughs. Actually laughs. And that shocks me more than anything else. Because I hardly ever see this man smile, talk less of laugh. “Damn. This man is fine.” After that, conversation flows easily. About everything and nothing. I ask more questions than I answer. Time slips by until it feels like the night has quietly decided to end itself. I move to stand. My leg nearly gives out. Before I can react, his hand is on my lower back, steadying me. This is the second time Soren’s touched me like this—and both times have left me breathless. Needy. Aching in places I don’t want to think about. I cannot wait to get home and relieve the ache this man is causing.I don’t go back to Serena’s house for three days. Not because she asks me not to. Because I don’t trust myself. Every time my phone lights up with her name, my chest tightens first before relief follows. I make excuses. Work. Headaches. Deadlines. Anything that keeps me from stepping into that house again. From stepping into him. Soren Blackwell has taken up unwanted space in my thoughts. In the quiet moments. In the middle of my workday. In the seconds before sleep when my mind should be blank but instead replays fragments I never agreed to remember. His voice in the kitchen. The warmth of his hand around mine. The way his eyes darkened before he pulled away like I’d burned him. That part hurts the most. I tell myself I imagined it. That I misread the tension. That my body filled in blanks, my mind was too lonely to stop. But my body doesn’t forget. I catch myself staring at nothing, lips parted, breath shallow then I shake it off like a bad habit. This is Serena’s fathe
The sound of an alarm jolts me out of my sleep. Half-asleep, I search around blindly for my phone to shut it off. When I reach it and realize it isn’t vibrating, my eyes snap open. This isn’t my alarm. I sit up so fast my head spins. Where am I? I turn on the bedside lamp, and only then do I calm down. I’m in Serena’s room. I exhale shakily and reach for the table clock, switching it off. “Serena,” I call out once. Then again. No answer. Maybe she’s gone for her morning run. I plug my phone in, and almost immediately, a notification pops up from Serena. You drunk ass girl. You said you wouldn’t be drinking again. And what happened last night that had my dad bringing you home? I drop my phone like it just burned me. “Oh my God,” I screech. Memories rush in, disjointed and sharp. I remember entering The Olive Bar. Sitting with Soren. Laughing. After that? ….Nothing. “I’m becoming irresponsible. Reckless,” I mutter to myself. I FaceTime Serena, mumbling half-explanations
Standing at the entrance of The Olive Bar alone isn’t how I planned to end my day, especially not before heading home to sleep off the stress of this week. But serena had called last minute to cancel our plans. Apparently, she forgot she already had a date with Lucas. I should’ve gone straight home after that call. I almost did. But I need that alcohol buzz in my system…the kind that quiets my mind enough to let me sleep all weekend. And after the kind of week I’ve had at work? Yeah. I deserve it. The moment I step inside, the calmness of the bar wraps around me, slow and soothing. Dim lights. Soft music. Low conversations. This..this..is exactly the vibe I’m craving tonight. I scan the room, looking for somewhere tucked away, and spot a darker corner to the right. Perfect. I make a beeline for it. I’m just settling into my seat when a familiar scent hits me. My breath stutters. I don’t even need to turn to know who it belongs to. Still, I do. “Hi, Mr. Blackwell,” I say, for
This headache is definitely punishment. My head feels like it’s being used as a drum, and I briefly consider ripping it off just to know peace. At least the curtains are drawn and my stomach isn’t doing gymnastics……small mercies. serena is still knocked out beside me, which is shocking because she’s usually awake before the sun. I sit up slowly, testing my balance. Bad idea. The room spins. I stand anyway. Mistake number two. I stumble forward and land straight on her. “Did you just fall on me with that big ass of yours?” she mumbles. “Do you have aspirin?” I groan. “There should be some downstairs,” she says, rolling over. “Get me too.” I splash water on my face, rinse my mouth, and head down, following the quiet sounds of the house. Just as I reach the bottom step, the smell hits me. Madam Tracy’s Sunday stew. My stomach betrays me immediately. I turn toward the first-aid kit—and freeze. Soren. He turns at the same time. My heart skips like it remembers something my br
The club hums around us—bass heavy, lights low, bodies moving in careless rhythm. The VVIP section keeps distance between us and the crowd, but not enough to mute what draws my attention. They walk in together. serena first, laughing easily, familiar and relaxed. Then Lyra. She doesn’t announce herself. She doesn’t need to. The red lipstick catches my eye first. Bold, deliberate. Then the dress. Black. Backless. Cut low and clinging like it was designed to misbehave. It leaves little to the imagination, every curve visible, every movement amplified under the lights. I lean back slightly, fingers tightening around my glass. What the hell is wrong with me? My son is saying something beside me, but my attention drifts without permission. Lyra moves onto the dance floor with serena, bodies swaying together, laughing, grinding lightly in that careless, intimate way women do when they feel safe. Comfortable. Untouched by consequence. Her hips move slowly at first, then more confiden
Parking has never been a problem when you step out with serena. Being VIP has its privileges. The valet takes the car as we climb down, heels hitting the pavement with confidence we didn’t arrive with but somehow always find once the night starts. Ethanol & Vibe glows ahead of us; our regular spot, familiar and loud even from outside. Lucas had oversped on the way, so we pause, waiting for Zoe and Lavi to catch up. I smooth my dress instinctively, inhaling once, grounding myself. No overthinking. Not tonight. The dress is a backless, V-neck black number that barely qualifies as clothing. It stops right under my butt, half my stomach exposed, nothing but rope hugging my body in all the right places. It clings, accentuates, announces me before I speak. I look good. I know that but knowing and believing are two different things. Serena stands beside me, giggling, glowing, wearing confidence like it was stitched into her skin. At 6’2, tall and slim with a model’s posture, she commands







