The lecture is over and Professor James has left. I stay seated. I’m not in a hurry because my next class doesn’t start for another hour.
Gregory is still sitting too. I already know what’s coming. “Christie, what’s wrong?” he asks, looking straight at me. I haven't said anything yet. I don’t know how to say what’s in my head. I don’t even know how to say it without sounding crazy... or like a jealous sister. Because that’s what I’m supposed to be, his sister. I shouldn’t feel this way. I shouldn’t get flustered around him or have these ridiculous butterflies every time he looks at me. I shouldn’t get angry seeing other girls with him. I shouldn’t be having dreams…wet dreams and twisted fantasies…about my own brother. But I do. I always have. Since I was six. At first, I thought I was weird. Evil or sick. Until that night when I was 12. I overheard my mother whispering to my father that she knew she had given birth to a boy in that specialist hospital in Matica. But when she woke up, she had seen she had a girl. The King had dismissed it as afterbirth confusion. “Hallucinations,” he called it. But I never forgot. That one conversation has haunted me ever since. It planted something inside me. Made me question everything, including who I really am. And slowly, I stopped blaming myself for how I feel about Gregory. I even began to wonder... what if he feels it too? “Christie!” His voice cuts into my thoughts. “Are you okay?” “Yes,” I mutter. “You don’t seem okay,” he presses. “You didn’t come get me for class today. I overslept.” “You overslept? Or you were busy fucking Anna?” I snap, before I can stop myself. He freezes. His eyes lock with mine, then shift away, guilt flashing across his face. I stand up to leave, but he moves fast and blocks me. “Who told you I was with Anna?” “Does it matter?” I shoot back. “The palace has ears, Gregory.” He flinches slightly. He knows I’m pissed; I only call him Gregory when I’m close to strangling him. He smirks. Damn that smirk. He knows what it does to me. Or maybe he doesn't. “I probably drank something I shouldn’t have last night,” he says, voice low. “I wasn’t thinking straight. I wasn’t careful. I shouldn’t have let my guard down. I’m sorry.” That’s so Gregory. Always diplomatic. Always calm. Always the one who keeps peace, even in a storm. His apology makes me feel guilty too. I gave him that alcohol. I was responsible for his misbehavior but I can't say it. I nod, trying not to melt. “Am I forgiven?” he asks, eyes still locked on mine. “Do I have a choice?” I reply, trying to sound tough. He grins. “Then smile for me.” I try to resist. I want to act like I don’t care. But I smile. He steps forward and pulls me into a hug. And just like that, I’m gone again. *** The next day, I’m tense and restless. I can’t concentrate on anything, not my tutor’s long, dragging voice during class, not Lina’s whispered reminders. My mind is only on one thing: the DNA test result. As soon as class ends, I sneak out quietly with Lina, keeping to the far corners of the palace until we reach the west wing. This part of the palace holds staff offices, the clinic, and administration blocks; places I shouldn’t be seen hanging around. We get to Dr. Arun’s office. He opens the door almost immediately and ushers me in, while Lina waits outside. “Your Highness,” he greets with a slight bow. “Please, take a seat.” I sit without a word. He picks up a brown envelope from his desk and walks over to me. “Would you like to take the result with you,” he asks gently, “or should I read it to you?” I hesitate, then say, “Please read it.” He nods, opens the envelope, and unfolds a sheet of paper. His eyes skim it before he says: “The genetic analysis of the hair sample you gave me did not match your DNA. There is no biological relationship between you and the Crown Prince.” My heart doesn’t drop, it beats louder. I’m not shocked, not at all, but something still feels off. I narrow my gaze at him. “How did you know the hair belonged to the Crown Prince?” I ask slowly. He gives me a small smile. “I’m familiar with his genetic material,” he says. “And yours too.” “What do you mean?” I ask, still narrowing my eyes. “This isn’t the first time I’ve run this exact test,” he says, lowering his voice. “Don’t say I told you this, please. But the Crown Prince came here last year... with a comb that had strands of your hair. He asked me to compare it with his blood sample. The result was the same as this.” He folds the paper again and hands the envelope to me. I take it quietly, gripping it tightly in my hand, my heart pounding. “Do my parents know too?” I ask, glancing at him over my shoulder as I walk toward the door. He shakes his head. “I don’t think so. And if they do, it didn’t come from me.” I nod slowly. “I trust you to keep this a secret, Doctor.” “You can count on me, Princess,” he says with a slight bow. “As always.” I turn, open the door, and walk out, still gripping the envelope like it holds my whole world inside. *** As I sit with my supposed family having dinner, I can’t eat. I push food around my plate, my thoughts in total chaos. I should be happy I finally got the answer I’ve been praying for. I’m not biologically related to Gregory. That means I’m not crazy or evil for feeling the way I do about him. I’m not a psycho. But if I’m not a Halrion… then who am I? I remember hearing my mother once saying she gave birth to a boy in that hospital in Matica, but woke up to a girl. She had been so sure. Was I swapped at birth? Is that why this is happening? Who are my real parents? “Christie, you’re not eating,” Father’s voice cuts through my thoughts like a lightning bolt. I blink and look up, startled. “Are you alright?” he asks, and I can feel everyone’s eyes turning to me. I sit up quickly and force a small smile. “Yes, Your Majesty — I mean, yes… I’m fine.” My voice is shaky. “I was just mentally preparing a defence for my moot court case tomorrow.” Gregory throws me one of those silent glares that says, ‘you just lied.’ I pretend not to see it. “Father, or Dad,” the king says firmly. “We’re here as a family, and I prefer we speak informally. I insist, again.” “Yes, Father,” I say quickly, lowering my gaze. Mother reaches across the table and gently squeezes my hand with a smile. But the smile that eases the worry and confusion in my head… is Gregory’s. That familiar, quiet smile. I pick up my fork and finally begin to eat. But one question won’t leave me: Gregory knows I’m not his sister. That test he ran a year ago… why did he do it? Has he been feeling the same way I feel all this while?The engagement party is in full swing now. Music that fills the grand hall was soft at first, then rising with the laughter and chatter of guests as they eat and wine. More and more people keep pouring in.Gregory sits, regal and composed on his throne. Anna is by his side, her posture perfect, a quiet smile fixed on her lips. I watch from where I sit beside the Queen, and I notice how he nods politely to each guest that comes forward to congratulate them.A glass of wine sits untouched before him. His fingers rest on the armrest, steady and still. Anna, on the other hand, lifts her glass every now and then, taking small sips. Her gaze moves across the room, but never strays far from Gregory or me.I try not to look in their direction too often.Still, I can feel Gregory's eyes on me.I stay seated beside Mother, smiling gracefully at those who approach us. A few young noblemen stop to greet me—some I know, others I don’t recognize. They offer compliments, each one more charming than
The palace sparkles and glimmers.Everything has been polished to perfection, the marble floors shine like glass, chandeliers hang like frozen waterfalls, and gold-trimmed velvet drapes frame the tall windows. It’s as if the palace is trying to outshine the guests arriving at its gates.And the guests… oh, they’re pouring in.The elite, the nobles, the foreign royals… every person that matters in Aerithia and beyond is here tonight. The main hall is filling up with layered gowns, crisp attires, and exotic perfumes that mix into something heavy and dizzying.I stand near the grand staircase, watching them arrive one after the other. I should feel used to it by now, but something about tonight makes my chest tighten. Maybe it’s the music playing softly from the royal orchestra. Maybe it’s the soft glances thrown my way.Or maybe it’s just him.Gregory stands at the top of the staircase, dressed in navy and silver, his military uniform looking regal and handsome. Like a storybook prince.
The king and queen must really love throwing parties or maybe they just enjoy showing off Princess Anna. It’s probably both, because once again, they’re planning another grand party. This time, it’s for Anna and Gregory’s engagement.Honestly, I don’t get it. What’s the point in wasting so much money just to tell everyone they’re officially engaged? Like the endless stares and whispers in the palace corridors haven’t already done that.I’m not bothered about the party. Not even a little jealous.Gregory has already told me he’s just playing along with the king, buying time until he figures out how to end this ridiculous arrangement. He says he wants to keep his father’s attention off us for now. I trust him. He’s careful, always thinking ahead.So no, I’m not jealous of Anna.Since she arrived, Gregory and I have still found time to be together. Not in our chambers, of course, that’s far too risky now. But he somehow always finds quiet, hidden corners where no one dares look, places I
“I heard,” I say, my voice low. “Father made it very clear over dinner.I imagine everyone’s preparing to welcome her like the salvation of the kingdom,” I blurt out, swallowing the bitterness that rises faster than the tea’s warmth can soothe.“She is the choice of the council,” Lina says, her tone neutral but careful. “They think she’s best for Prince Gregory. For peace.”Peace. The word tastes like ash.“She’s a symbol, Lina. She was chosen before she ever knew what it meant to love someone. And he’s supposed to accept her. Just like that.” I pause, then whisper, “Like I never existed.”Lina meets my gaze in the mirror. “You do exist, Christie. Just… not in the way they know.”I exhale sharply, setting the cup down. “That’s the thing, isn’t it? In their eyes, I’m his sister. I share the Halrion name, I sit beside him in ceremonies, and they speak of me with reverence. But none of them knows the truth that burns inside me every time he’s near.”My throat tightens.“They don’t know t
The atmosphere at dinner is tense. Everyone eats quietly, and Gregory’s unease is obvious.“I have a word from King Bryan of Nurelia,” Father says suddenly, breaking the silence. “Princess Anna will be arriving tomorrow. Have a chamber prepared for her,” he adds, looking directly at Gregory.“Yes, Your Majesty,” Gregory responds after a brief hesitation.Our eyes meet, and a silent understanding passes between us.Mother is clearly pleased. The gentle smile on her face says more than words.The rest of the dinner proceeds in silence.It’s late, and the palace is quiet. I lie on my bed staring at the ceiling, the moonlight spilling across the room through the tall windows. Sleep won’t come. My mind is too busy and restless.When my phone vibrates beside me, I snatch it up quickly.Gregory.I smile without meaning to. I swipe to answer. “Hey…”“Hey,” his voice is low and gentle, like a soft brush against my skin. “You’re still awake?”“Obviously,” I mutter, rolling onto my side. “Thinki
“What’s this tea? It looks strange,” I ask Lina, frowning slightly as I swirl the cup in my hand. “Why did you change my usual black tea?” I’m seated in the garden, where I’ve started taking my breakfast lately.She moves closer, adjusting the table setting like she’s buying time. For the past week, I’ve noticed this odd swap, morning and night, she serves me a cup. I’ve been too caught up in this whirlwind romance to question it. Too enchanted and carefree.Lina gives a soft smile. “It’s a special brew I make myself, just for you, my Princess.”I study her carefully. There’s something in that smile, a flicker of something hidden. I glance down at the tea again.“Why? What’s so special about it?” I narrow my eyes.“It’s… it’s a prevention tea,” she blurts out.I blink. “Prevention… what?”Lina straightens, her voice turning firm despite the gentle tone. “My Princess, I’ve been close to you for years. I probably know you better than your mother, the Queen. And I know you’ve been… invol