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A fool for wanting more

Author: Crystal pen
last update Last Updated: 2025-08-24 16:32:11

Josh's POV

I had been close by, sitting on the couch at the beach while reminiscing the moment we spent together when I got the beep, someone had stepped in and there was only one person who I knew could step into the house, so I ran, I ran so fast that I had panted when I pulled the door open.

I was glad to see her, fuck that, I was happy to see her, to know that she had taken such extreme measures to meet with me, it was everything that I had wanted, but I knew there was no way this would continue, not just for her, but for me as well.

My mother needed me, I didn't know what was wrong with her, I couldn't say, but I knew she needed me in her life so I had to buckle up, and when she said it, that she had loved me, I knew that there was no way I could keep her.

Fuck it, it was all I wanted, I have wanted, it was also the reason why I proposed this in the first place, but with what happened in the past few days, I knew that there was no way I could keep her.

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