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ALESSIA’s POV.
Zane Jaxon was doing it again. The part where I was asking him questions and he was staring at me like he’d rather be anywhere else than answer questions about the game. I hated him. I hated interviewing him and sometimes wondered how my brother managed to put up with the bastard for this long. I looked down at my notebook, then back at the hockey captain sitting across from me. He was still in his black Northbridge jersey, his dark hair slightly damp from the shower and pushed carelessly away from his forehead. There was a small cut near his lower lip, probably from the game, and somehow it only added to the unfairness of his face. Zane Jaxon was ridiculously handsome, and I could only imagine why his ego had managed to climb higher than Mount Everest. I adjusted the recorder between us and tried to ignore the fact that he’d barely spoken to me for the last few minutes. “Okay,” I said, flipping through my notes. “Let me try that again. How did you feel about tonight’s win?” I asked, looking at him hopefully because I needed something—anything—that I could actually use in tomorrow’s article. “Good.” I stared at him. He didn’t seem to notice my disappointment. His elbows rested on his knees, his fingers loosely clasped together as he looked at me with the same unreadable expression he’d worn since sitting down. “Good?” I repeated, hoping he’d understand the question hidden inside the question. “That’s all?” He gave a small shrug. “Yeah.” Of course. I pressed my lips together and looked down at my notebook, resisting the urge to write Zane Jaxon has the vocabulary of a six-year-old across the page. Left to me, his opinion wouldn’t matter, but unfortunately, he was the captain, and his words were needed for the school paper. Words I usually had to pull out of him like I was conducting an interrogation. “The team was down by one in the second period,” I continued, trying another angle. “What changed?” “We played better.” My pen stopped moving. I slowly raised my eyes to his face. “That’s your answer?” He nodded once. I let out a quiet breath through my nose. “You know, Zane, most people manage to use more than three words when they’re being interviewed.” His eyes remained on mine for a moment before dropping to my notebook. I couldn’t tell whether he’d been insulted or simply didn’t care. Probably the second one. I turned the page. “Fine. What did you tell the team during the break?” “We needed to score.” I looked at him in disbelief. “That was the entire speech?” Another shrug. I leaned back in my chair and stared at the ceiling for a second. “You’re making this incredibly difficult.” He didn’t answer. When I looked back at him, his expression hadn’t changed, but there was the slightest movement at the corner of his mouth. I narrowed my eyes. “Are you laughing at me?” “No.” “You almost smiled.” “I didn’t.” I studied his face, but whatever had been there was gone. He looked as indifferent as ever, and I hated that I couldn’t tell whether he’d actually found me amusing. I dropped my gaze to my notebook again and moved on before I could embarrass myself further. “Whatever. Last question. What do you think Northbridge needs to do to keep this winning streak going?” “Keep winning.” My mouth fell open. For a second, I genuinely didn’t know what to say. Zane looked at me. I looked at him. Then I slowly closed my notebook. “You know what? We’re done.” He stood almost immediately, picking up the jacket he’d left beside him. “Okay.” I watched him pull it on, irritation crawling up my spine. “You know, one day I’m going to interview someone who actually wants to talk to me.” He glanced at me briefly. Then, with absolutely no expression on his face, he said, “Good luck.” And walked away. I stared after him for several seconds before looking down at the useless collection of answers in my notebook. Good. We played better. We needed to score. Keep winning. I wanted to scream. Instead, I shoved my notebook into my bag and stood. This was why Zane Jaxon was my least favorite person to interview. At least, that was what I told myself. I found Kendra outside the arena, waiting for me with two cups of coffee in her hands. She took one look at my expression and immediately started laughing, which only made the irritation I’d been carrying since the interview worse. “Don’t,” I warned as I took the cup from her. “I didn’t say anything.” “You didn’t have to. I know that laugh.” She fell into step beside me as we headed toward the parking lot, and I didn’t even have to explain what had happened before she asked how bad the interview had been. I opened my notebook and showed her the pathetic collection of answers I’d managed to get from the captain, and her laughter grew louder when she saw that most of my page was filled with crossed-out questions rather than actual quotes. “He’s a maniac,” I muttered, snapping the notebook shut. “I asked him how he felt about the win, and he said good. I asked what changed during the second period, and apparently the team simply played better. Then I asked what he told them during the break, and he told me they needed to score. As if I hadn’t already figured that out from watching the game.” Kendra tried to hide her smile behind her coffee, but I caught it anyway. I gave her a pointed look and continued complaining before she could defend him. “I don’t understand how Adrian can spend so much time with him. If I had to sit across from Zane Jaxon every week and listen to him give me three-word answers, I’d have quit by now.” “You haven’t quit,” she pointed out. “Because I have standards.” “You mean because you like your job?” “That too.” She laughed, and I couldn’t help smiling a little despite myself. That was Kendra. She could turn almost anything into a joke, even my growing hatred for the most irritating man on campus. We walked a little farther before she glanced at me with a suspicious little smile. “You know, for someone who supposedly can’t stand him, you talk about Zane an awful lot.” I immediately frowned. “Because he’s annoying.” “And?” “And arrogant.” “And?” I looked at her. “What are you trying to do?” “Nothing.” Her smile widened. “I’m just listening.” I rolled my eyes and looked ahead, but she wasn’t going to let it go. I knew her too well. “He’s also completely aware that every girl on this campus thinks he’s attractive,” I added, mostly because it irritated me that it was true. “He walks around like he owns the place.” Kendra laughed softly. “Well, does he?” “No.” I paused. Unfortunately, there was no convincing argument against his looks. Zane Jaxon was handsome. Painfully so. He had the kind of face that made people look twice without meaning to, dark hair that never seemed to stay perfectly in place and a body built from years of hockey. Even when he was sitting there looking bored out of his mind, he somehow managed to look like the sort of guy girls wrote entire fantasies about. I hated that I had noticed. “I still don’t understand the obsession,” I said, taking another sip of my coffee. Kendra gave me a knowing look but, thankfully, didn’t say anything. For once, I was grateful. Because the truth was, I had started noticing Zane too. Not in the way the girls at his parties did. At least, that was what I told myself. I wasn’t interested in his reputation, and I certainly wasn’t interested in becoming another name on whatever invisible list he seemed to keep. But lately, I had begun noticing little things. The way his expression changed when he was with Adrian. The way he laughed with his teammates after a good game. The way girls seemed to gather around him without him ever having to ask. And, most annoyingly of all, I had started wondering what it would take to make him smile at me. I immediately pushed the thought away. Absolutely not. Zane Jaxon was my brother’s best friend. He was crazy. And I was not interested.ZANE’s POVIt wasn’t supposed to bother me so much that Alessia was so sure of me. But it did. I still couldn’t wrap my head around the whole thing and our conversation yesterday. If I started, there was no going back, and something about my reputation would destroy things here. Alessia loves and I have fun. Two very different things. That’s why I was always of the opinion that she wasn’t my spec, even if she looked as hot and breathtaking as ever. And I couldn’t promise her a relationship or something different. If that was worth what she was expecting, then she needed to think hard again.Do you want me?Those words kept playing in my head like a sound tape. And that was the fucking problem here. Because I did.Damn me.I really wanted Alessia Bennett. And what made me want her more was the fucking part that she was off limits.I sighed loudly. I wasn’t mentally prepared for this. I never would have thought one sentence from her mouth could ruin me like this. I got dressed casually
ALESSIA’s POV. Three days.That was how long Zane had been pretending I didn’t exist.At first, I thought I was imagining it. Maybe he was busy with hockey. Maybe Adrian had dragged him into some team issue. Maybe I was simply overthinking everything because of what happened between us.But by the third day, there was no way I could keep pretending.Zane Jaxon was avoiding me.And he was terrible at it.At breakfast, he talked to Adrian without looking in my direction. At lunch, he somehow always found a reason to sit somewhere else. Whenever our group was together, he was perfectly comfortable joking with Mason and Jace, but the moment I joined the conversation, his attention suddenly became very interested in his phone.It was ridiculous.Especially because I knew what had happened between us.I hadn’t imagined that.Neither had he.I was beginning to get tired of being the only person acknowledging it.“You’ve been staring at your phone for five minutes.”Kendra’s voice pulled me
ZANE’S POV. I should have walked away. That was the first thought that came to me when I finally got back to my apartment, and it was also the thought that kept pissing me off because I knew damn well I hadn’t done it. I should have walked away the moment Alessia looked at me like that, should have reminded myself who she was and who I was supposed to be to her. Instead, I had stood there like an idiot, letting her words sink deeper than they had any right to. I dropped my keys onto the counter and ran a hand through my hair, staring at nothing in particular. Fuck. This was exactly what I had been trying to avoid for months. I had told myself it was nothing. Alessia was Adrian’s little sister. That was it. She was the girl who sat at our table, asked too many questions about hockey and followed us around with her camera whenever the school paper needed something about the team. Nothing more. Except it had never really been nothing. I knew that now. And after tonight, there
ALESSIA’S POV I knew I was making a mistake the moment I saw Zane’s car waiting outside the frat house. I should have been relieved that Adrian had asked him to take me home. Instead, my stomach tightened at the thought of being alone with him again. Especially after everything that happened between us. The drive from last night kept replaying in my head. His voice. The way he looked at me when I asked what would happen if I wasn’t Adrian’s sister. And then tonight, the way his eyes had followed me across the room while I danced with someone else. He had noticed. I knew he had. And judging by the look on his face, he hadn’t enjoyed it. I climbed into the passenger seat and pulled the door shut, refusing to look at him immediately. “You’re quiet,” Zane said. I glanced at him. He was already watching me. “Maybe I have nothing to say.” A small smirk tugged at his mouth. “That’s new.” I rolled my eyes and looked out the window. But tonight, unlike yesterday, I wasn’t drunk
ZANE’S POV I just couldn’t think straight anymore after what Alessia said to me after lunch. I mean, it was something I had actually wanted to hear from her since the first day I set my eyes on her. Defying all rules, I couldn’t help thinking about her and stroking myself every damn night. If only she knew what was coming her way, she wouldn’t be so sure of how much she wanted me. Every time I thought I had finally pushed the conversation from yesterday out of my head, her voice came back to me. What if I don’t want to be just your interviewer or Adrian’s little sister to you again? I still couldn’t decide what bothered me most. The fact that she had said it herself or the fact that I possessively wanted her to. Crap… This was not sitting well with me like I had initially thought it would. I tossed my phone onto the bed and stared at the clothes I’d picked for the party. I was a freaking party animal. Black jeans, a Northbridge hoodie and a jacket. Nothing special. It was just
ALESSIA’S POV. I remembered everything. Unfortunately. I lay on my bed staring at the ceiling, wishing alcohol came with some kind of mercy button that allowed you to forget the embarrassing things you’d said the night before. Mine apparently didn’t. Every word of that drive kept coming back to me, one after another, until I finally buried my face in my pillow and groaned. Why had I said that to Zane? Of course Zane wanted me. He apparently wanted every girl on campus, and since he hadn’t made the first move, it was definitely because of Adrian. Always because of my overly protective elder brother. Actually, I knew why. I’d been curious about him for months. About why he could laugh with every girl on campus but barely looked at me without that irritated expression. About why he was so different around my brother and his friends. About why the same guy who could spend an entire party flirting with girls suddenly became almost painfully quiet whenever I was around. And







