Kanina pa ako nakatulala sa kisame habang pinapakiramandaman kung gising naba ang katabi ko o hindi pa, kase kung hindi aalis na talaga ako. The fuck i am doing in my life, i'm dead if edward find this shit
Dahan dahan akong tumayo at dinampot isa-isa ang mga damit at gamit ko sa sahig, we ended up here in hotel na nasa taas lang ng bar
"Where are you going?" a cold and baritone voice send a thousand shiver in my body and i slowly face him
"Sorry? I'm going home what the fuck it's over!" sigaw ko saka naman sya tumawa at hinaplos ng marahan ang muka ko
"You think that i will allow you to go home like that?" saka naman ako kinabahan sa sinabi nya at umiling ako, hindi pwede na magtagal ako. Bat ako mag tatagal dito tanginang yan
"Will you get out of my sight, this is not a fairy tale. I am married, and you too. So let's forget about this dumb shit memory that we have and act like this waws never happend!" sigaw ko saka naman sya napangisi at hinalikan ako at napapikit ako ng marahan
"Okay i'll let you go, but do what i order" i roll my eyes and nod
"Kneel" he said saka naman ako lumuhod at nakangiti sya sakin at tumama naman sa ilong ko ng ari nya na mabilis nag init
"Give a mind blowing job on me baby and i will do what you wish" saka naman ako napanganga at mag rereklamo na
"Stop complaining or else you'll do more than that" mas lalo naman ako nainis sa pinag sasabi nya, i can't believe that i see the other side of his personality in this situation. It's true that Throne have this kind of attitude, being a dominant shit
I slowly move my head and lick the tip of his manhood while looking at him and smile, he groan when my pace is getting fast, kahit tumatama sa lalamunan ko i keep going because i really need to go, but there's a part of me that i started liking this shit. Matagal tagal ko nang di ito nagagawa because my husband was fuckin busy with somebody else
"Uhm, suck it hard baby" he groan i do what he wish, suck it hard and play with his head
"Damn" kinapitan nya pa ang ulo ko ang ginaguide ako kung para mas bumaon sa bibig ko, nasasaktan ako but the fuck i really enjoy this shit
"Eww" reklamo ko when i feel that he cum in my mouth
"Nakakadiri ka, mag sabi ka naman kung sa loob mo ipuputok hindi yung may nalulunok ako the fuck" pinisil nya ang pisngi ko at inangat ang muka ko amd smirk at me
"Swallow it baby, you'll enjoy it" umiling ako but he kiss me and i gulp, and ended up swallowing his little boys
"This sucks"sigaw ko at binato sya ng mga unan habang natawa sya sa itsura ng muka ko
"You know that you're one of the hottest girl i met in my life" umiwas ako ng tingin at lumakad papunta sa sink para hugasan ang bibig ko at makapag luto ako
"That's the best lie i heard in my life" ginaya ko ang tono ng boses nya saka nilabas ang fyring pan
"That is true, i'm not kidding or what" umismid ako at inipit ang buhok ko habnag pinapanood nya ang bawat pag galaw ko at pagkilos
"This is enough for us throne. May pamilya ka, ayoko makasira ng pamilya alam ko na gago ako but i am not a home wrecker okay?" tumango sya ng marahan sabay ako tumalikod para may prito ng bacon at ham
"But, there's a part of my mind said that i should continue this" saka pumulupot ang mainit nyang braso saaking balakang
"Then stop thinking about it, wag mo paasahin ang sarili mo sa bagay na imposisbleng mangyare" i smile and he kiss my nape
"Basta maging masaya ang mundo nating mapait" i breath deeply at hinarap sya
"Mali, mali tayo. Hindi mo pwede sabihin na tama to kase una palang alam mo na mali ito"
"Pero bakit ginawa kung alam nating mali pala?" i gulp and look away, he had his point and i can't explain why this is happening on us
"We have a chance to do the right thing" nakangiti kong saad at tumawa sya at lumayo saakin
"Yeah, right way. That sucks, kahit ako. Alam ko na mali ito, tayo pero hindi ko maipaliwanag kung bakit gustong gusto ko ituloy ito"
"Sabihin mo elisha, pano susulosyunan ang lahat ng nangyayare satin?" umiwas ako ng tingin at napasandal sa pasamano ng island counter
"Itigil ang lahat ng ito"
"Fuck that!" takot ang nadama ko ng ibato nya ang bote ng red label at sapo sapo ang noo nya
"Pagtakbo, yan lagi ang alam mong gawin"
"That is the best way, and hindi yon pagtakbo. Pagbalik sa dating sitwasyon natin, hindi tayo pwede mahiratay sa ganitong bagay, you ahve your wife and what if she find out about the stupid one night stand" sigaw ko at hindi ko inaalis ang tingin ko sa kanya
"She won't find it elisha i promise" ngumiti ako sa sinabi nya at nilagok ang alak na nasa baso na huling salin nya doon bago mabasag ang bote
"You know that i am tired of that promises, i heard different types and tune of promises, pleasing, crying and saying it seriously but it ended up breaking that stupid promises" pumatak luha ko at naalala ang pinangako ni edward sakin, he said that he won't forget about our anniversary but he didn't came
Nauwi ako sa pag sama kay Mr. Throne and have a hot sex with him, pagod na pagod na ako sa lahat ng pinangako ni edward na hindi tinupad, nadagdagan pa ang isipin at problema ko
"See you soon, i need to go" kinuha ko ang cardigan at susi ng kotse ko habang nag rring ang phone ko
"Wait elisha!" sigaw nya habang hinahabol na wag mag sara ang elevator
"Sorry" i mouted saka tuluyang sumara ang elevator
Hindi ko mapigilang humikbi at mapansin ang pangalan ni edward sa phone ko, he is the caller
Kinakabahan akong tumitig roon, nag dadalawang isip kung sasagutin ko ba o ano
"H-hello"
"Come home elisha, we need to talk"
After that, tuluyan na akong kinabahan
I'm walking like a queen, but my mind kills me dahil sa sobrang kaba at takot.This is the very first time that he demand and act like a beast, a real beast"Calm down elisha, mag-uusap lang" pagkababa ko sa kotse ay bumungad ang galit na muka ni Edward saakin at nakaabang sya sa pinto ng bahay namin habang may kapit na kopita"Where have you been my wife? You know that when I got home, you're the only one that I want to see" nilampasan ko lang sya at diretsyong pumasok sa living room"Wag na tayo maglokohan dito Edward, sanay nako na aalis ka nanaman ng paulit ulit kahit na pagbawalan kita. I need space, since you never listen to me, may sarilu kang desisyon and my decision is not a big deal to you so that's the main reason why I start to build a wall between us Edward" sagot ko sa kanya bago ako maglagay ng alak sa glass wine at nilagok itoHe hugged me at my back and caressed my arm and tummy
Mabilis akong nag-impake habang nang-gigigil ako sa ginawa nya ngayon, yes. I pushed him, pero it doesn't matter na aalis sya at iiwas tungkol sa usapan namin sa AnnulmentThis is the best thing that will happen to us, hindi na talaga umuusad ang relasyon namin, we're stuck on like Each other's beed warmer. Sana kung ganon hindi nalang ako nagpakasal at nanawala ako sa buhay koI thought my life is a fairytale when I get married to Edward, but it's a biggest mistake that I regret choosingI dial my attorney's number and after a few call sinagot nya na"Hello, Noringco andyan kaba?" I asked habang kinuha ang paborito kong stilettos"Oh yeah, I'm here. W-why?" Kumunot ang noo ko at naiinis na nilapag ang phone ko"Deeper baby, I like that" I roll my eyes and drop my callBalasubas talaga babaeng ito, when I look at my phone it's past 4 AM dali dali na akong umalis hab
After that incident I lock myself at my hotel room, why? Because I can't find my strength. I feel weak at the moment that I saw them.Even china, she said that she'll wait for me until we have a better plan. Syempre hindi pwede na magmuka kaming kawawa sa huliI will do everything for the sake of my pride, I am the legal wife and I won't let them see how miserable and how I look destroyedAs a Elisha, wala sa bokabularyo ko ang matalo. There's no sense if I give up."Ate, kailan kaba lalakad? We're already planning and finalizing our plan. How about yours?" She ask and I stand from my bed and walk way to the bar counter"I literally don't know what I'm gonna do after that shit I saw within my eyes. Yes, he's cheating big time. With some whore here in LA, tangina mukang may HIV yon" I joked and pour a vodka on my glassThis is insane, ewan ko ba pero ang sakit sakit na ganito pala gi
I can't even smile while I'm applying my heavy make-up. Ewan ko ba, parang lamay ang pupuntahan ko ngayong gabi"I will kill that bastard!" Gigil kong saad bago ko nakapitan ang ballpen na may knife sa loob at naibaon sa lamesaI check my pouch, kumpleto na. Pati papers para sa Annulment namin ay handa. Pirma nalang ni edward ang kulang"Ate, let's go. Andoon na sila and they having fun" saka ako nagsuot ng mask at sumakay sa kotse ni baniez"Are you sure na gagawin natin to? Do you think that they'll notice it?" Tanong ni baniez hanggang sa ipark nya na ang kotse at sa likod kami dumaan"Naman, as long that we have power, we will fight. I am China, and it's not on my vocabulary to become a stupid girlfriend. Nakakapagod kaya"They look at me and I just shrugged my shoulder"I'm going to kill them, and off course. After the process of my annulment, I will live
Alas otso na ng gabi matapos kong magising sa pagkakalunod ko sa sarili kong luha at mga sakit na patuloy ang pagdaloy sa isipan koI feel how much pain he cause, sobrang laki ng lamat na naiwan samin. I know that I also made a mistake, but I know to myself that I tried my best to stop what's happeng between the two of usI never compare his love to someone else, I know edward. His love infinite, pero parang nagbago na ang lahatMay uuwian paba ako after this? I don't think that I deserve all of thisBreaking news :Allegedly, Mr and Mrs Go file an annulment, is this the sign that the Go enterprises and the Salvia Corporation is not in a good condition? Is there a third party involve?"We have no idea about that news, my cousin elisha is very happy with edward""That's true, I saw them at LA last week, I think their honeymoon stage is not done yet"It's
"You bitch!" Sigaw nung kasama ni Edward na papalapit saakin ng harangin ni oakley ito at marahang inilayo"Stop this veda, stop making a scene" pigil anf gigil at inis sa tinig ni Oakley habang para namang tuod si edward na nakatayo lang malapit saamin"What? Are you serious Oakley, sasama ka sa kaladkarin nayan-""Explain how I am kaladkarin kung sya pumunta sa suite ko at nagpumilit na mag dinner kami. Tell me, who are you to point your dirty finger inside my property huh?" Matapang na saad ko saka naman sya tumawa"I can buy your suite!" Pagmamayabang nya"Really? Using Throne's money? Oh come on. I can buy a whole country for you wag ko lang makita pagmumuka mo" mas lalo naman sya nainis saakin at pinilit na makalapit saakin while I am still standing at my place like I am a queen"How arrogant bitch, ang kapal ng muka mo. Napakayabang mo pa, sino kaba sa palagay mo eh kabit kal
Tapos na ang lahat ng pag aasikaso ko para sa Annulment pero parang araw lang ang bawat linggo na dumaan.Napakabigat ng nararamdaman ko, it's been two months. Without edward and Oakley. I avoid drama, it's not good to my healthMy family is worried on my situation, pati sa media. People know what edward do to me, and Veda Noringco Throne is hiding, because of what she doI saw a familiar face, and I know it's herI smirk when veda is walking to my direction while her shades is not fit on her outfit."I can't believe that my husband have a interest on a rag" I laugh and show my white teeth"Yeah, I also can't believe that my husband has no taste when it's choosing a mistress. You must be thankful na mas maganda pinalit sayo, kesa naman mas mahirap sayo. Ops, did I hurt you oh so rich ego?" I asked and smile"Shut up! I'm way better than you!" She smile a
I pack my things while I am planning to have a vacation on siargao, after the hot and wild sex with oakley I left him in my suite at tumakasI also don't know why I am hiding like a criminal since that day happen, pinagsisihan ko ang lahat ng desisyon ko in this past two years. Bakit ba kase ang tanga mo elisha, pwede mo naman maging playmateKumuha ako ng isang stick ng sigarilyo at nilagay sa labi ko, I want to unwind. I want to get drunk again. But nagdadalawang isip akoWhat if I made another mistake? Makayog nanaman ako ng wala sa oras neto!I can't call china. Nahihiya padin ako kahit papano, she's Edward's cousin. I remember that day he kneel on me and ask for marriage. I thought it was sweet. Having a marriage proposal and boom. It was nightmareMarahan kong binuga ang usok, kasabay ng mga pagkawala ng lahat inaakala kong magiging maganda sa buhay koBigla nalang bumuk