I'm walking like a queen, but my mind kills me dahil sa sobrang kaba at takot.
This is the very first time that he demand and act like a beast, a real beast
"Calm down elisha, mag-uusap lang" pagkababa ko sa kotse ay bumungad ang galit na muka ni Edward saakin at nakaabang sya sa pinto ng bahay namin habang may kapit na kopita
"Where have you been my wife? You know that when I got home, you're the only one that I want to see" nilampasan ko lang sya at diretsyong pumasok sa living room
"Wag na tayo maglokohan dito Edward, sanay nako na aalis ka nanaman ng paulit ulit kahit na pagbawalan kita. I need space, since you never listen to me, may sarilu kang desisyon and my decision is not a big deal to you so that's the main reason why I start to build a wall between us Edward" sagot ko sa kanya bago ako maglagay ng alak sa glass wine at nilagok ito
He hugged me at my back and caressed my arm and tummy
"You know that it's for our future"
I mimicked him and he frowned
"For our future or for your own benifit? Sa tingin mo matutuwa ako sa ginagawa mo ha Edward? Every month nasa USA ka? Hindi mo maiwan nga kabit mong kano? How long you'll treat me like this?" Nanginginig na saad ko saka nagsalin ulit ng alak
"Please, I need your trust and patience my wife-" I interrupt him and slap his face
"I'm out of patience Edward! I have enough, this marriage is the biggest mistake I ever made! This life of us never work, kahit kailan hinding hindi moko binigyan ng atensyon na para saakin. I am your wife sa papel pero sa puta de papel lang, ginampanan mo ba pagiging asawa mo saakin? Your responsibility? Did you do it right? Para lang kitang dildo, all the best thing that you ever did to me is to pleasure me" napalunok ako sa mga sinabi ko
Sya paba talaga ang nakakagawa noon sakin, or it's him now
"Baby I'm sorry." Umiling ako at umakyat sa kwarto namin
Kinuha ko ang marriage contract namin habang nasa baba sya
"You see this shit!" Sigaw ko sa kanya bago ko hinampas sa muka nya
"I want a annulment Edward, I don't want any of this! I want to enjoy my life hindi yung ikukulong mo ako dito at ikaw nag eenjoy sa labas!" I shout and left him dumbfounded kahit ako hindi ko alam pano ko nagawa ang lahat ng iyon
"Bahala ka sa buhay mo gago" I whisper saka umalis at humarurot paalis ng mansyon, it's been a long day bago kami nagaway ng ganito
Dumiretsyo ako sa condo unit ko noong dalaga pa ako, I'm still the BGC girl, never yon magbabago. Kahit wala si Edward sa tabi ko, I can live to the fullest.
My money and businesses, sapat na sila para buhayin hanggang sa apo ko sa tuhod
"Hi Ms. Elisha, welcome po" I smile a bit bago tinanggap ang susi ng unit ko
I miss this place, dati lagi akong uuwi ng wasted, madaling araw at pagod.
Kapag may meetings ako, business trip and more. Dito at dito ako umuuwi
"Wow, I can't believe" natulala ako ng makapasok ako sa unit ko at kung gaano ito kalinis nung umalis ako ay ganon padin
I still remember the day that Edward courts me, lagi sya nagiiwan ng bulaklak sa labas ng unit ko
Binabantayan ako sa bar at hanggang sa trabaho ko, hindi pa kami pero binabakuran na ako
"I hate his dick" I murmur and remove all I'm wearing
Dumiretsyo ako sa bathtub at nag babad doon, this day is one of the stressful day of my life
"I swear to god I kill him, wag na wag ko lang malalaman na may babae sya sa US ako mismo papatay sa kanila!" Sigaw ko bago tumunog ang doorbell ng unit ko
Nag tapis ako at madaling lumakad papunta sa pinto
"Elisha, please. Let's talk" I look at him while he's holding the bottle of beer
"Will you give moment for myself, tangina puro nararamdaman mo lang ang importante" diretsyong sagot ko sa kanya and he laugh
"I don't know if I going to be mad at you or I will fuck you because you're sizzling hot when you cussing and talking like that. You never failed to make my dick hard baby" he's about to touch my neck when I pushed him away
"Hanggang ganyan lang kaya mo diba? You can't handle my wrath that's why you're trying to get in my weakness? Ganyang kababa ba talaga ang tingin mo sakin Edward?" Iritadong tanong ko at tinulak sya palayo sa pinto ng unit ko
"Napakabastos ng ugali at bibig mo" I cried at the first time, akala ko kanina hindi ako maiiyak pero sumabog na lahat ng kinikimkim ko dahil sa ginawa nya saakin
"Baby no, listen to me. I love you, please don't doubt my feelings for you"
"Sinungaling! I want annulment, that's final. Bukas mo ako kausapin kapag andito na ang attorney ko!" I said and slam the door, he's getting into my nerves.
He always irritate and make my day bad
Madali akong nagbihis at nag-ayos para makalabas ako mamaya at makainom, I'm fuckin' stress at him. Minsan kailangan kong piliin ang sarili ko para sa ikaluluwag ng nararamdaman ko
I'm finally ready when my phone rang, it's Edward's cousin. Ano nanaman na prank ito pati ba pinsan nya gagamitin nya para mang gulo saakin
I ignore it, bago ako tumingin sa salamin at sinilid sa pouch ko ang phone ko at lumakad palabas
I thank god that he's not here, I can go freely as much as I want
Hanggang di kami natatapos di matattahimik ang kaluluwa ko
"Ma'am, Si Mr. Go po nagiwan ng flowers-"
"Pakitapon please, ayoko na makatanggap ng bulaklak sa unit ko okay?" I said to them and start the engine of my car
Madaming masasarap na bar dito sa BGC pero iba padin kapag sa makati, para saakin.
Hindi padin ako tinitigilan ng pinsan ni edward ng sagutin ko na ang tawag nya
"What?" Galit na tanong ko at inaantay na magsalita
"Listen to me ate Elisha, kuya edward is flying to LA again! With his friends!" Gigil na sumbong nya saka ako mas lalong nastress sa balita nya
"When?"
"2 hours ago? Gamit private plan nya" mas lalo ako nang galaite sa binalita nya
"Book a flight, samahan moko, magpupunta din tayo sa LA" naiinis na saad ko bago ko niliko ang sasakyan at bumalik sa unit
"You're busted Edward Go" I said while smiling
Mabilis akong nag-impake habang nang-gigigil ako sa ginawa nya ngayon, yes. I pushed him, pero it doesn't matter na aalis sya at iiwas tungkol sa usapan namin sa AnnulmentThis is the best thing that will happen to us, hindi na talaga umuusad ang relasyon namin, we're stuck on like Each other's beed warmer. Sana kung ganon hindi nalang ako nagpakasal at nanawala ako sa buhay koI thought my life is a fairytale when I get married to Edward, but it's a biggest mistake that I regret choosingI dial my attorney's number and after a few call sinagot nya na"Hello, Noringco andyan kaba?" I asked habang kinuha ang paborito kong stilettos"Oh yeah, I'm here. W-why?" Kumunot ang noo ko at naiinis na nilapag ang phone ko"Deeper baby, I like that" I roll my eyes and drop my callBalasubas talaga babaeng ito, when I look at my phone it's past 4 AM dali dali na akong umalis hab
After that incident I lock myself at my hotel room, why? Because I can't find my strength. I feel weak at the moment that I saw them.Even china, she said that she'll wait for me until we have a better plan. Syempre hindi pwede na magmuka kaming kawawa sa huliI will do everything for the sake of my pride, I am the legal wife and I won't let them see how miserable and how I look destroyedAs a Elisha, wala sa bokabularyo ko ang matalo. There's no sense if I give up."Ate, kailan kaba lalakad? We're already planning and finalizing our plan. How about yours?" She ask and I stand from my bed and walk way to the bar counter"I literally don't know what I'm gonna do after that shit I saw within my eyes. Yes, he's cheating big time. With some whore here in LA, tangina mukang may HIV yon" I joked and pour a vodka on my glassThis is insane, ewan ko ba pero ang sakit sakit na ganito pala gi
I can't even smile while I'm applying my heavy make-up. Ewan ko ba, parang lamay ang pupuntahan ko ngayong gabi"I will kill that bastard!" Gigil kong saad bago ko nakapitan ang ballpen na may knife sa loob at naibaon sa lamesaI check my pouch, kumpleto na. Pati papers para sa Annulment namin ay handa. Pirma nalang ni edward ang kulang"Ate, let's go. Andoon na sila and they having fun" saka ako nagsuot ng mask at sumakay sa kotse ni baniez"Are you sure na gagawin natin to? Do you think that they'll notice it?" Tanong ni baniez hanggang sa ipark nya na ang kotse at sa likod kami dumaan"Naman, as long that we have power, we will fight. I am China, and it's not on my vocabulary to become a stupid girlfriend. Nakakapagod kaya"They look at me and I just shrugged my shoulder"I'm going to kill them, and off course. After the process of my annulment, I will live
Alas otso na ng gabi matapos kong magising sa pagkakalunod ko sa sarili kong luha at mga sakit na patuloy ang pagdaloy sa isipan koI feel how much pain he cause, sobrang laki ng lamat na naiwan samin. I know that I also made a mistake, but I know to myself that I tried my best to stop what's happeng between the two of usI never compare his love to someone else, I know edward. His love infinite, pero parang nagbago na ang lahatMay uuwian paba ako after this? I don't think that I deserve all of thisBreaking news :Allegedly, Mr and Mrs Go file an annulment, is this the sign that the Go enterprises and the Salvia Corporation is not in a good condition? Is there a third party involve?"We have no idea about that news, my cousin elisha is very happy with edward""That's true, I saw them at LA last week, I think their honeymoon stage is not done yet"It's
"You bitch!" Sigaw nung kasama ni Edward na papalapit saakin ng harangin ni oakley ito at marahang inilayo"Stop this veda, stop making a scene" pigil anf gigil at inis sa tinig ni Oakley habang para namang tuod si edward na nakatayo lang malapit saamin"What? Are you serious Oakley, sasama ka sa kaladkarin nayan-""Explain how I am kaladkarin kung sya pumunta sa suite ko at nagpumilit na mag dinner kami. Tell me, who are you to point your dirty finger inside my property huh?" Matapang na saad ko saka naman sya tumawa"I can buy your suite!" Pagmamayabang nya"Really? Using Throne's money? Oh come on. I can buy a whole country for you wag ko lang makita pagmumuka mo" mas lalo naman sya nainis saakin at pinilit na makalapit saakin while I am still standing at my place like I am a queen"How arrogant bitch, ang kapal ng muka mo. Napakayabang mo pa, sino kaba sa palagay mo eh kabit kal
Tapos na ang lahat ng pag aasikaso ko para sa Annulment pero parang araw lang ang bawat linggo na dumaan.Napakabigat ng nararamdaman ko, it's been two months. Without edward and Oakley. I avoid drama, it's not good to my healthMy family is worried on my situation, pati sa media. People know what edward do to me, and Veda Noringco Throne is hiding, because of what she doI saw a familiar face, and I know it's herI smirk when veda is walking to my direction while her shades is not fit on her outfit."I can't believe that my husband have a interest on a rag" I laugh and show my white teeth"Yeah, I also can't believe that my husband has no taste when it's choosing a mistress. You must be thankful na mas maganda pinalit sayo, kesa naman mas mahirap sayo. Ops, did I hurt you oh so rich ego?" I asked and smile"Shut up! I'm way better than you!" She smile a
I pack my things while I am planning to have a vacation on siargao, after the hot and wild sex with oakley I left him in my suite at tumakasI also don't know why I am hiding like a criminal since that day happen, pinagsisihan ko ang lahat ng desisyon ko in this past two years. Bakit ba kase ang tanga mo elisha, pwede mo naman maging playmateKumuha ako ng isang stick ng sigarilyo at nilagay sa labi ko, I want to unwind. I want to get drunk again. But nagdadalawang isip akoWhat if I made another mistake? Makayog nanaman ako ng wala sa oras neto!I can't call china. Nahihiya padin ako kahit papano, she's Edward's cousin. I remember that day he kneel on me and ask for marriage. I thought it was sweet. Having a marriage proposal and boom. It was nightmareMarahan kong binuga ang usok, kasabay ng mga pagkawala ng lahat inaakala kong magiging maganda sa buhay koBigla nalang bumuk
Nasa private jet palang kami ni kuya sven ay nagumpisa na kaming maginomKuya Felix Sven is anak sa labas ng dad nila raffi and ang mom ni kuya sven ay isang dugong bughaw. Kaedaran nya si kuya scottI smile when I remember my family, my cousins. Andito sila kasama koMy cousins are complete now, since it's my birthday and I will treat themMga bastos! Wasak na nga wallet ko tapos neto, wasak din ang pukenilya ko!"Wow, raffi. Hiyang hiya naman ang itlog ko sayo, who said I am not daks!" Eto lagi ang pinag aawayan ng mga pinsan naming lalakiThey argue when it comes to their dick. Wtf, para silang elementary na nagdikit dikit para lang magpalakihan"I'm bigger" usal ni kuya sven at naupo"Malamang gurang kana! You're fifty years old man""It's thirty jerk, not fifty. And I am not titan gel user!" Bwelta ni kuya sven kay kuya rodd na