9

"You bitch!" Sigaw nung kasama ni Edward na papalapit saakin ng harangin ni oakley ito at marahang inilayo

"Stop this veda, stop making a scene" pigil anf gigil at inis sa tinig ni Oakley habang para namang tuod si edward na nakatayo lang malapit saamin

"What? Are you serious Oakley, sasama ka sa kaladkarin nayan-"

"Explain how I am kaladkarin kung sya pumunta sa suite ko at nagpumilit na mag dinner kami. Tell me, who are you to point your dirty finger inside my property huh?" Matapang na saad ko saka naman sya tumawa

"I can buy your suite!" Pagmamayabang nya

"Really? Using Throne's money? Oh come on. I can buy a whole country for you wag ko lang makita pagmumuka mo" mas lalo naman sya nainis saakin at pinilit na makalapit saakin while I am still standing at my place like I am a queen

"How arrogant bitch, ang kapal ng muka mo. Napakayabang mo pa, sino kaba sa palagay mo eh kabit kalang ng asawa ko!" I smirk and I saw oakley's reaction, he look shocked. 

May alas ako, I won't fight as long na wala akong kagamitan o sandata

"You're also a mistress of my husband, ano pinagkaiba mo sakin?" She look surprised while Oakley look surprised too, did I say too much?

"See for yourselves" saka ko nilapag ang envelop na kakakuha ko lang bago ako makauwi sa suite na ito, my cousins hire a private investigators last month papala yan dapat ibibigay saakin, but I'm busy on edward. Busy magpaka tanga

A picture of them, having sex in Edward's office, dating in a exclusive hotel. Sex on the beach. Fuck them!

I wanna slit their throat and fuck the wound, there's no word to describe my anger to edward and to his mistress

"What! That's not true" parang may nabara sa lalamunan nya habang tinitignan ni Oakley ang mga litrato

"I won't show this to him, pero you call me a mistress and that is enough reason to prove that you're mad at me kase gawain mo. But wait, how long both of you having a secret affair, a month? A year I guess" mas lalo naman ako nanghina sa mga lumalabas sa bibig ko, this is what I get pero wala akong nagawa, wala akong alam noong ginagawa pala sakin to ni edward, after all I sacrifice. This is what I get

I don't deserve him

"Why you are hiding there edward, hindi mo na ba nakayanan ang mga kasalanan ko, we saw each other last week and he fuck me once, how about both of you. How many times you lied to us?" My fist turn into ball while I'm waiting for his answer. 

It's really hard to believe. After all years, niloloko kalang pala

"You are liar!" Nilukot nya ang papel at aamba na lalapit saakin ng tumindig padin ako sa kinakatayuan ko, I need to be strong. I'm Elisha Salvia

"Kahit anong gawin mo, hindi ako ang lumapit sa asawa mo. At mas lalong nahihiya ka sa katarantaduhan mo kase you seduce my husband, for what? For satisfaction, akala mo kagaya kitang nang aakit ng lalaki para lang masabing irresistible ka, why are you doing this? To prove that you are the boss, that's not right veda." She didn't respond pero pansin padin ang inis nya saakin, pareho lang kami. Wag syang mag malinis

Nagkagulo kami ng sumugod si edward kay oakley at nagumpisang magsuntukan ang dalawa, I keep pulling my husband away from Oakley pero masyadong malaki at malakas si edward kaya tumalsik ako ng hinawi nya ang kamay ko at na out of balance ako

I feel dizzy when my butt fell from the ground and suddenly I feel pain in my abdomen

"Elisha!" Sigaw ni oakley ng matigil silang dalawa at tumama ang balakang ko sa edge ng furniture

Hirap na hirap akong makagalaw habang naluluha ako sa sakit at hilo na nararamdaman ko sa ngayon

"What happen? May masakit ba sayo?" They asked saka ko naman naramdaman na may mainit na lumabas sa pagkababae ko at walang tigil ang pagdudugo noon na mas lalo kong kinalambot

"Fuck, no" bulong ko at parang nanlalabo ang paningin ko

"Call the ambulance veda, right now!"

Tulala din sya sa nakita nya habang nanginginig ang kamay na tumawag ng ambulansya habang si edward naman ay napaluhod at binuhat ako palabas ng suite

"What the fuck! I can't understand what's the meaning of that elisha, I'm getting scared now" kahit ako nagumpisa na matakot at mas lalo akong nanlambot ng manakit na ng sobra ang puson ko at napasigaw nalang ako sa sobrang sakit

My tears fall and I can't feel it. Para akong namanhid na nangyari saakin

"It hurts so fuckin- ah!" Sigaw ko habang may ambulance na tumigil sa harapan namin ng saktong pagkababa namin at doon na akko tuluyang nanghina at dumilim ang paligid

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"How is she?" Gising na ako ng dumating ang doktor, walang veda at Oakley ang andito, siguro nag uusap na sila tungkol sa sinabi ko kanina na secret affair nila edward at veda

Even me, I thought its a lie but it's not. Kahit anong pilit nilang itago ang katotohanan ay lalabas padin yon. It's a proof na when I am not aware of what's happening on them ay patuloy lang nila akong lolokohin

"I'm sorry Mr. Go hindi makakasurvive ang baby, at tuluyan na syang nawala. It's because of stress and her life style is not healthy for the baby, I hope you know that she's not fit for getting pregnant. Maselan sya sa pagbubuntis" natulala ako sa nalaman ko, after these weeks buntis na ako. It's my baby with edward

I feel frustrated, why this is happening on me?

"She's one month pregnant" saka naman natulala din si edward at napasabunot sa buhok nya

"Andito na ang reseta para sa kanyan. Good for 3-4 months nyang iinumin yan para hindi maapektuhan ang ibang organs mo, kung sakali kasi maaring mag fail yung iba kaya it's better if you won't stop taking your meds. Weekly check up din so I can see if the meds is good for you or not" 

Tumango ako bago kami iniwan at namalagi ang katahimikan bago sya tumitig saakin at patuloy ang pagpatak ng luha nya habang kapit kapit ang kamay ko

"Why you didn't tell that you're pregnant?" Tanong nya saka ako ngumiti ng mapait at iniwas ang kamay ko

"Did I know that I am pregnant? Muka bang alam ko? Even if I know, wala padin yon halaga kase lolokohin mo padin ako hanggang hindi ko nalalaman!" Sigaw ko at kumawala ang luha ko

"All these time, I have no idea about this, kung sana alam ko lang na buntis ako hindi na ako nagpakatarantada at hinayaan ka nalang sa puday ng babae mo" naiirita ako sa tuwing naalala ko na nawala ang bata sa sinapupunan ko

"Why can you do this to me, kahit na nagkamali ka hindi ko naman sinusimbat sayo diba?"

"I made a mistake, my mistake that I regret, how about yours? You made a mistake and do it all over again. Having an affair how long edward? Tangina ka. Ako isang gabi lang nangyari. Pano yung iyo? Araw araw, gabi gabi mo bang inulit?" I said and push him when he tries to hug me

"I hate you, ayoko na makita ka pa I loathe you and veda. Stop bothering my life, you want to see me miserable? Okay fine, wag mo asahan na may babalikan kapa tandaan mo yan!" I shout before he leave and my tears fall 

I keep crying way back when he's on states while he's moaning and fucking veda

I'm fooling myself.

I wish I can stop the pain