The previous night was unbearable and i barely slept.
Feeling Karl turn and twist in his sleep to get comfortable, hearing his soft snore and his breath in all made me stiff the entire night.I was too scared to move, thinking i might accidently wake him up. Every time he moved, i would tense, fearing he was going to grab and hurt me. But the night went on without him waking up even once.When the sun was about to come out, my eyes got heavier and sleep took me, only to be startled away by the blaring of an alarm i didn't set.Turning around, i saw Karl shut the alarm off and sat up straight. I turned back around, hoping he doesn't realize that i was awake.I can feel Karl moving his body around on the bed, probably stretching and then for a good of five minutes, he stopped all movement and just sat there.For some reason, it felt like he was watching me. Refusing to move a single muscle, i laid still and waited for him to leave.Soon enough, Karl left the bed for the bathroom. Taking that as my cue to wake up, i got off the bed and looked around the room.I don't know what to do. I could go to work even though i was given the week off, but that would require asking Karl for permission. And that is simply a no, no.Looking at the large bed, i realized that the spot i slept on was not even close to being wrinkled while his side was completed destroyed.With nothing else to do, i decided to make the bed. I've been raised to leave all the cleaning to the maids but i didn't mind making my own bed. It was the one thing i knew how to do without being a bother to anyone.Once i was done, i sat at the edge of the bed, exactly where i was last night, and waited for my turn in the shower.Karl doesn't take long to walk out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist and another in his hands to dry his hair. He stopped outside the closet door and turned to me.I was trying to ask him if i could go to work and he clearly saw me hesitate."What?" He asked in a cold tone and i immediately regretted even looking up at him.I shook my head and looked down at my lap but Karl wouldn't let it go. He walked closer to me and just like he did last night, he lifted my head with a single cold finger under my chin."Don't make me ask again." Hw commented."I..." I hesitated "I wanted to go to work. I wanted to ask you if... If i can go to work."Karl tilted his head to the side as he studied me. After a short seconds, he let go of my chin and smiled.Not the kind of smile that can melt a woman. It's the kind of smile that can stop a heart from beating with fear. It was a cruel smile.Karl shook his head as the smile faded away."Not today." He said before he leaned closer to me until his breath fanned against my left ear."Today, you'll meet the family...Wife."***The drive to the Thompsons mansion was quite and tense. Karl and I sat in the back of the car while his driver drove us to the house.After telling me that we would be visiting his family house, Karl told me to get dressed and waited for me in the living room of his penthouse.I had to look through the suitcase they'd packed for me and found some dresses. None of them were elegant but they were cute and bright.I picked a pale pink dress with full sleeves to cover the bruise on my right arm and shoulders. The length of the dress falls down my lap and stops just under my knees. With a little lip gloss to make it look like the red bruise was just part of the look and combing my fingers through my long black hair, i had finished dressing upRunning my thumb against the bruises on my right hand, i looked out the window.All i want to do right now is go to work, sit behind my desk and spend another day being useful. But now, stuck in this car, about to meet my husband's family privately for the first time, i felt trapped.Quietly breathing in and out, i tried to calm myself and think of anything that would make me feel better.Glancing at Karl, i made sure that he wasn't looking at me before i skimmed his clothes with my eyes.Karl, unlike my imagination wasn't wearing a suit. Instead, he was wearing blue geans with white shirt and a dark blue Jacket over it. Other than his family necklace, there was no more accessories.I couldn't see what kind of shoes he was wearing but if he had on some Jordans and then a silver watch on his wrist, his look would be perfect. But with my pale pink dress, we don't look much of a match in fashion.I quickly looked away when Karl's pale blue eyes snapped to mine. Thanking God that he didn't call me out on it, i watched as we approached a large gate leading up to a huge Mansion.The car pulls up infront of the mansion after the long drive way and Karl waited for the driver to open his car for him while i quickly opened my door and hopped off before the driver could round up the car. Little did i know, the driver was already leaving after opening Karl's door for him without even thinking to open mine.It's fine.Karl walked up to the door without hesitation and opened the large wooden door. Without waiting for me, he walked into the mansion, leaving me to rush after him.As soon as i walked in, i saw a painful reminder of how imperfect my family was. All the Thompsons who were in the main sitting room, rushed over to Karl and greeted him with love and open arms while i never knew what it felt like to be welcomed home.Strangely enough, i don't feel the need to bully or hurt Karl for having a better family than me, not that i could even if i wanted to. I only felt pity for myself.His brother and sisters all greeted him before they turned their eyes over to me. They each looked at me as if i was absolutely nothing. With some glares and scoffs, the Thompsons took Karl and led him towards... Somewhere, except for one.A girl that looked my own age, if not younger sayed and stared at me, studied me carefully. I don't remember seeing her at the wedding last night. The ones' i saw were Karl's younger two sisters and brother. This girl does look like them and even though she wasn't at the wedding, it felt like i knew her."Hey." I greeted her with a little wave of my hand but she just looked at me with her eyes narrowed."I haven't seen you last night." I commented with desperation for someone to talk to. The long silence was killing me. "I'm Lucy, Lucy Chaw."The girl just looked at me with a frown on her face. She looked confused and...sad?Karl came from behind her and held on to her shoulder."You okay, Kaily?" He asked her with a voice filled with concerned.The girl, Kaily, looked over her shoulder before she nodded her head and left. Karl's soft gaze immediately turned in to a glare when he turned his eyes to me."That's my baby sister." He commented.His anger confused me so i just nodded my head and whispered "okay."My answer seemed to have angered him even more as he suddenly staked closer to me. Watching his large figure walk towards me in such a scary way, i couldn't help but walk backwards.Karl followed each of my steps until my back was flat against the large wooden front door.As soon as he was infront of me, he swings his hand and slam his fist against the door, right next to my head. Scared as i was, i let out a little cry as i shielded my face with my arms.For a second there, i had really though that his fist had landed on my face, but when i realized that it landed in the door instead, i slowly let my arms fall to my side and look at him with shock.Karl was shaking with anger. He looked like he was ready to rip me apart and the fear squeezed my chest until i couldn't fight the tears anymore."Karl." I heard his name being called from behind him and even though i couldn't see who it was, i recognized the voice to be the girl i spoke to just seconds ago.Karl looked over his shoulder before he looked back at me. I can feel my face twitch with every tear that escaped my eyes. Karl leaned down and looked me straight in the eyes before he snarled his next words out."You are nothing but a bully. Don't you fucking dare pretend to be anything else."Karl pushed away from the door and disappeared into the room he came out of. His baby sister looked at mw for a few seconds before she followed after him.I deserve this.My hands shook as i sat at the dinning table with all the Thompsons present. Karl was sitting next to me and beside him was his sister June- who was two years younger than him- and next to her was his seconds sister April.Zeus- the forth child born after April- sat across from me and next to him was, Kaily- the baby of the Thompson children. From what my father had told me, Karl is the eldest of the Thompsons, followed by June, then April, Then Zeus and finally Kaily. All the Thompson children were born two years apart from the first.At the head of the table, Candis Thompson- Karl's grand mother- sat with her shoulders squared and her chin up. The two seats on either side of Candis, were taken by Karl's mother and father, Suzen Thompson and Marlen Thompson.The dining room is quite, tense even. I can feel their eyes on me. Pressing my palms flat against each other, i tried to gain control of my muscles. But it was impossible. The amount of fear and panic i felt when i saw Karl's f
Laying awake for the third night a row since before my wedding day, i felt sick and exhausted.Karl, just like last night, is sleeping like a damn baby while i lay stiff to make sure he says asleep.After the long and awkward ride home, Karl had disappeared into his home office and didn't come out until it was ten at night. As soon as he was out of the office, he immediately took a shower and went to sleep.The events of today had shocked me. From the moment he had raised his hands, i knew he would not hold back to land his fist on my face if i push him. Even though i have absolutely no idea why he got so angry with me for talking to his little sister, he seemed as if i had been torturing her, which i wasn't.My stomach growled in the silent room and i flinched. Holding my breath, i made sure to say still just to make sure that i hadn't disturbed him. When i heard no different noise other than his soft snore, i looked over my shoulder to see that he was still in a deep sleep.Thanking
The next morning, i woke up in the closet with a soar neck and an upset stomach.Glancing down at my lap, i see my drawing book resting with the cover shut. Looking around my surroundings, i felt so out of place. Even though i do best around fashion, this closet made me feel like i don't even deserve to be here.Placing the drawing book back in the suitcase, i piled my clothes over it before i zipped it up. With a final sigh, i got to my feet and stretched my arms above my head, hoping to loosen the stiff muscles.After failing to relax myself, i walked out of the walk in closet to see Karl drying his hair. He glances over to me for a brief second before he returns his gaze away from me.Seeing his bruised knuckles, i contemplated whether or not i should speak to him. I honestly don't want to anger him or even draw his attention for a split second.But staying the entire day in this place would drive me crazy and i also miss work. As weird as it sound coming from me, i have actually l
Staring down at my wedding ring, i felt lost. Too lost that i didn't even here my boss Shawn Davis- who is the CEO of this company since six ago- walk up to me."Miss Chaw?" Shawn's voice startled me awake from the daze i was in and i looked up at him to see that he was watching me with confusion. "I though you had the week off."I stood up from my chair to be polite before i nodded my head."I did, but I think it will be best if i work." My boss nods his head before he looked at his office door."Well, i guess you can start by getting me some coffee." He commented before he gave me a brief and professional smile and walked into his office.Walking over to the break room, i remembered how i almost lost my job for messing with his wife, who was his employee at the time.I had blamed an injury on her and reported her to human resources because she had report mw to HR for bullying her at work. It was supposed to be a way to show her than HR can't do anything about it. But my father had
I sat in my usual table near the back of Brownies. The place was packed, as usual, mostly because it's lunch rush but also because brownie makes some mean ass food.Glancing through the menu, i waited for someone to waite on me. It might be a while before i can get a waiter, so , knowing what i was going to order, i set the menu to the side and pulled out the new magazine i bought from the book store next door and opened the fashion page.The magazine is from MWD- Magazine weekly delight- and i feel like they are on of the best magazine company in the city because their items are really highlighted.Flicking through the pages, i stopped at the one that showcased a very tall supermodel wearing a black skin tight dress that is completely see-through. The model is wearing black underwear underneath the see-through dress. The black fabric sticks to the models skin and runs down to her ankle and is also full sleeved. The dark skinned model pulls off the look while she pushed her hips out
The week passed by in a blink of an eye and the day i have been dreading is finally here. Sunday.In the last couple of days, Karl and I have some how got ourself a little routine. I wake up every morning and make both of us breakfast while he showers and gets ready for work. Then, he comes down, looks at the plate i make for him, scoff at me and make his own coffee before he walks into the sitting room and read his newspaper. At least he didn't throw the plates at me so that's a change.Then, I'd rush to the bathroom and get myself ready. Afterwards, a forty-five minute silent and awkward ride to work with Karl ends our morning routine.At night, he would come late and wouldn't even bother to come to the dining room and because he comes in late, and sometimes even stays the night out, I don't bother to make dinner. I had to settle fo dry toast ever night because our fridge is pretty much a deserted island.When Karl does make it home, he take a short shower, changes into his sweats a
After lunch and a very flustered guards who appreciated my cooking, i was doing the dishes when Karl walked down the stairs with the tray in his hands.For a split second, i was scared that he didn't eat the food or worse, he was about to throw it at me. But to my surprise, Karl placed the empty dish in the soupy water before he stared down at me. The movement of my hands stopped as i waited for him to say something. After a shot seconds of silence, Karl reached out to open the cabinet above my head to reveal the morning cereals i bought.His large figure loomed over mine from behind me and his tick arms hang above my left shoulder. I can feel his calm breath fanning my head as he closed the cabinet and opened the cup board that was next to my right hip.I stood stiff as he assessed every cupboard around us with his body still very close to mine. Karl then proceeded to move over to the fridge and opened it up to see that it was fully stocked. He stared at ever lever of the fridge bef
I look around the brightly painted room as April looks for her drawing book under the pile of papers she has on her desk.The room was painted Hot pink and so were the carpets on the floor. It looks like the room came straight out of a Disney princess movie."I'm gonna go on a limb here and say you're favorite colour is pink."April chuckles as she pushes more papers off her desk until she final found a small black drawing book."It's not my all time favorite colour but it's what I'm feeling at the moment. Two months ago, my hair was bright purple and so was the walls and the carpets. Here." April pats the bed and gestures for me to sit next to her.Handing me her drawing book, she opened the cover to show me her first design."I came up with this a couple of years ago. I have more books but this one is very special."I looked through her designs and i was more than impressed."Wow... April this are really good."April beams at my comment as if she had never heard them from anyone els