MasukHindi ako nakatulog nang maayos.
Buong gabi, iniisip ko ang mga sinabi niya. You’re mine. Follow my rules. Eighteen na ako. Hindi na ako bata. Marunong akong magdesisyon para sa sarili ko. Pero bakit parang sa harap niya, bumabalik ako sa version ng sarili ko na hindi sigurado? Pagbaba ko ng hagdan ng penthouse kinaumagahan, naka-ready na ang breakfast. Tahimik ang buong lugar. Floor-to-ceiling glass walls, city skyline sa labas, parang lahat controlled — tulad niya. “Good morning, Mrs. Hayes.” Napahinto ako. Nasa dining area siya. Naka-suit na agad. Perfect. Untouchable. And watching me like I was already something he owned. “Don’t call me that,” sagot ko agad, pilit steady ang boses ko. One corner of his lips lifted. “But that’s what you are.” Umupo ako sa tapat niya. “Contract wife. Not real wife.” He leaned back slowly, eyes never leaving mine. “A contract is still binding.” The way he said binding made my stomach flip. Tahimik kaming kumain for a few seconds. Pero ramdam ko yung tension. Hindi yung simpleng awkward silence — kundi yung parang may invisible current sa pagitan namin. “May rules tayo,” sabi niya finally. I froze. “Rules?” He placed his fork down neatly. “Rule number one. You don’t leave this penthouse without informing me.” I blinked. “Excuse me?” “Rule number two,” tuloy niya, ignoring my tone. “You don’t entertain men.” Natawa ako, disbelieving. “I’m not your prisoner.” His gaze darkened slightly. Not angry. Worse — controlled. “You’re my wife. Publicly.” “That doesn’t mean you control my life.” Silence. He stood up slowly. And then he walked toward me. Every step measured. Every movement calm. Pero habang papalapit siya, parang bumibilis ang tibok ng puso ko. He stopped right behind my chair. I felt him before I saw him. His hand rested on the back of my chair. Not touching me. But close. Too close. “You signed that contract knowing who I am,” he said softly near my ear. “I don’t share what’s mine.” My breath caught. Mine. There it was again. I stood up abruptly, turning to face him. “I’m not an object, Logan.” For a second, something flickered in his eyes. Something intense. Dangerous. “I know,” he said quietly. “You’re far from that.” His hand lifted — slowly — and brushed a strand of hair away from my face. The touch was brief. But deliberate. “And that’s exactly why I won’t let anyone else have you.” Heat rushed to my face. I hated how my body reacted before my mind did. “This is just business,” I reminded him. He studied me for a long moment. “Keep telling yourself that.” That afternoon, he insisted I accompany him to the office. “Public appearance,” he said. “People need to see you.” So now I was standing beside Logan Hayes in the lobby of his own building, cameras flashing. “Sir, is it true you got married secretly?” “Who is she?” “Is she connected to the board?” His hand settled at my waist. Possessive. Not tight. But firm. “This is my wife,” he said smoothly to the press. “And yes, it was private. Because she’s private.” The way he emphasized private felt like a warning to everyone watching. Or maybe to me. Inside the elevator, the doors closed and the noise disappeared. I immediately stepped away from him. “You didn’t have to hold me like that.” “Yes, I did.” “You enjoyed it,” I accused. His eyes moved over my face slowly. “Of course I did.” The honesty made my stomach twist. “Why me?” I asked again. “You could have married anyone. Models. Socialites. Business heirs.” He stepped closer. Lowered his voice. “Because none of them looked at me the way you did.” “What way?” “Like you weren’t afraid.” I swallowed. I wasn’t afraid of him. I was afraid of how I felt around him. In his office, everything screamed power. Dark wood. Clean lines. Floor-to-ceiling windows again. “This will also be your office,” he said. I blinked. “Why?” “Because I want you close.” There was no hesitation. No shame. Just truth. “Logan…” I exhaled. “This obsession of yours—” “It’s not obsession.” “It is.” He stepped in front of me, blocking my path to the door. “You think I don’t know what obsession looks like?” he said quietly. “Obsession is reckless. I am not reckless.” “Then what is this?” His hand came up again — not touching, just hovering near my jaw. “Intent.” The word sent a shiver down my spine. “I don’t do anything halfway, Lila.” My name in his mouth sounded different. He continued, “If I choose something… someone… I commit.” “That sounds romantic,” I muttered. “It’s not meant to be.” That night, back in the penthouse, I found a folder on the bed. Updated contract. New clauses highlighted. I opened it. Clause 7: Public displays of affection permitted when necessary. Clause 8: Shared bedroom required for public consistency. My heartbeat spiked. He walked in just as I looked up. “You changed it.” “Yes.” “You didn’t even ask me.” “You’ll agree.” “And if I don’t?” He loosened his tie slowly, eyes never leaving mine. “Then I’ll convince you.” The air between us shifted. Heavy. Charged. “Stop doing that,” I whispered. “Doing what?” “Looking at me like that.” “Like what?” “Like you already won.” A slow smile formed on his lips. “I don’t play games I can lose.” My back hit the edge of the bed. Not because he pushed me. Because I stepped back. He noticed. Of course he did. He always notices. His hand finally touched my wrist. Warm. Firm. Not hurting. But claiming. “Relax,” he murmured. “If I wanted to force you… you’d know.” The statement should have terrified me. Instead, it made my knees weak. “I don’t understand you,” I admitted. “You don’t need to.” He gently released my wrist. “I’ll move to the guest room tonight,” he added calmly. That surprised me. “You said shared bedroom.” “Eventually.” His eyes darkened slightly. “I’m patient.” And somehow that felt more dangerous than anything else he’d said. When he turned off the lights and left the room, I sat there for a long time. My pulse still racing. He wasn’t touching me. He wasn’t forcing me. But every word, every look, every controlled movement… It felt like he was slowly building something around me. Not a cage. Something worse. A choice. And the terrifying part? I wasn’t sure if I wanted to run. Or step closer.Hindi ako handa.Pero wala rin akong choice.“Hindi ka pupunta.”Ito ang unang sinabi ni Logan matapos niyang ibaba ang tawag.Direkta.Final.Umiling ako.“Kailangan.”“No.”“Logan—”“I said no.”Mas mabigat ang boses niya ngayon.Mas matigas.Yung dating Logan.Yung sanay magdesisyon para sa lahat.Huminga ako nang malalim.“Hindi mo na pwedeng gawin ‘yan.”“What?”“Magdesisyon para sa akin.”Tahimik siya.Pero kita ko—Pinipigilan niya ang sarili niya.“Kung ako ang gusto niyang makita,” sabi ko, “then I’ll go.”“Hindi ka pupunta mag-isa.”“Hindi ko sinabing mag-isa ako.”“Hindi ka pupunta at all.”Mas lumakas ang boses niya.“At bakit?” tanong ko.“Because I don’t trust him.”“Neither do I.”“Then why would you wa
Hindi na ako nakatulog nang maayos.Hindi dahil sa takot.Kundi dahil sa realization.Kung hindi lang si Victor ang nasa likod nito…Ibig sabihin—Mas malaki ang kalaban namin.---Maaga akong nagising.Tahimik pa ang buong unit.Lumabas ako ng kwarto at nakita ko si Logan sa sala.Gising na.Of course.May laptop sa harap niya, at ilang files na nakalatag sa mesa.“Hindi ka natulog?” tanong ko.Tumingin siya sa akin.“Kaunti lang.”Lumapit ako.“May nahanap ka?”Huminga siya nang malalim.“Yes.”Napahinto ako.“About Rafael?”“Yes.”“At?”Tumingin siya diretso sa akin.“He’s not just a middleman.”Nanlamig ang pakiramdam ko.“What do you mean?”“He works for someone.”“Obviously.”“No.”Mas naging seryoso ang boses niya.“He works directly under a private network.”Napakunot ang noo ko.“Anong klaseng network?”“Corporate fixers.”Mas lalo akong nalito.“Explain.”Tumayo siya.Lumapit.“These are people who handle problems for powerful individuals.”“Anong klaseng problems?”Tinitiga
Tahimik ang gabi.Pero this time, hindi na siya mabigat tulad ng dati.Magkasama kami sa iisang space—Pero hindi tulad ng dati na parang kailangan naming punuin ang bawat katahimikan.Ngayon…Okay lang kahit wala kaming sinasabi.Nasa sala ako, nakaupo sa couch habang hawak ang mug ng kape.Hindi ko naman iniinom.Just something to hold on to.Si Logan naman nasa kabilang side ng room, kausap si Marcus sa phone.Low voice.Professional.Controlled.Parang walang nangyari.Pero alam ko—Hindi totoo ‘yon.“Keep two men outside. Rotation every four hours,” sabi niya.Pause.“Yes. No one gets close without clearance.”Isa pang pause.“Update me every hour.”Pagkababa niya ng phone, hindi siya agad lumapit.Nanatili lang siya doon.Giving me space.Just like he said.“We’re oversecured now,” sabi ko, breaking the silence.Hindi siya defensive.Hindi rin siya nag justify.“Probably,” sagot niya.Napatingin ako sa kanya.“That’s your way of saying yes.”Bahagya siyang ngumiti.Konti lang.P
Hindi pa rin steady ang paghinga ko.Nakatayo lang ako sa gitna ng unit habang iniinspect ng mga guard ang paligid.Si Marcus kausap ang isa sa kanila sa phone.“Secure the exits. Walang makakalabas nang hindi namin nalalaman.”“Yes, sir.”Parang bumalik ako sa mundo ni Logan—Yung mundo na puro control, security, at danger.At kahit pilit kong tinakasan…Hinabol pa rin ako.“Ma’am,” tawag ni Marcus.Tumingin ako sa kanya.“We need to move you.”“Hindi na,” sagot ko agad.Nagulat siya.“Ma’am, hindi na safe dito.”“I know.”“Then we should—”“Hindi na ako lilipat.”Mas matigas ang boses ko ngayon.Napahinto siya.“Ma’am…”“Hindi ako tatakbo ulit.”Tahimik siya sandali.Pero ramdam kong hindi siya sang-ayon.“Sir won’t like that.”Napatawa ako ng mahina.
Hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta.Basta ang alam ko—Kailangan kong lumayo.Hindi dahil gusto kong takasan si Logan.Kundi dahil kailangan kong huminga nang wala siya sa tabi ko.Nasa loob ako ng taxi habang tinitingnan ang city lights sa labas.Tahimik.Pero ang isip ko—Magulo.Paulit ulit sa utak ko ang mga nangyari.Si Adriana.Si Elena.At si Logan.Lahat ng bagay na akala ko control niya—Hindi pala.“Miss, saan po ba talaga?” tanong ng driver.Napakurap ako.“Ah… sa QC po.”“Specific location?”Saglit akong nag isip.Wala akong plan.Wala akong exact na pupuntahan.Hanggang sa may pumasok sa isip ko.“Sa may condo po… near Tomas Morato.”“Ah, sige po.”Sumandal ako sa upuan.At doon ko unang naramdaman—Mag isa na talaga ako.Makalipas ang ilang minuto, dumating kami sa isang maliit pero maayos na condominium.Hindi ito kasing luxurious ng mga lugar ni Logan.Pero sapat na.Simple.Tahimik.At higit sa lahat—Walang alaala niya.Nag check-in ako gamit ang temporary booking.
Hindi ako agad umalis.Kahit gusto ko.Kahit kailangan ko.Nakatayo lang ako sa gitna ng kwarto matapos umalis si Adriana.Tahimik.Mabigat.Parang may nakadagan sa dibdib ko na hindi ko maalis.“Lila…” mahina ulit na tawag ni Logan.Pero hindi ako lumingon.Hindi pa.Kasi natatakot ako sa makikita ko sa mukha niya.O baka…Sa mararamdaman ko.“Please,” dagdag niya.Dahan dahan akong huminga.Tapos saka ako lumingon.Nakatayo pa rin siya kung saan ko siya iniwan.Pero iba na ang aura niya ngayon.Hindi na siya yung cold, controlled CEO.May crack na.Kita ko.At iyon ang mas nakakatakot.---“Hindi mo sinabi sa’kin,” sabi ko.Hindi galit.Mas masakit.“Hindi ko alam kung paano,” sagot niya.“Or hindi mo lang gusto.”Tahimik siya.At doon ko nakuha ang sagot ko.“Alin doon?” tanong ko.Mahina.Pero direkta.Ilang segundo siyang hindi sumagot.Hanggang sa wakas—“Both.”Napapikit ako.Masakit.Pero at least honest siya.---“Tatlong taon, Logan,” sabi ko habang dahan dahan akong naglala
Hindi ako agad nakapagsalita matapos sabihin ni Logan iyon.Patay na siya.Paulit ulit na umalingawngaw sa isip ko ang mga salitang iyon.Nakatingin lang ako sa kanya, parang naghihintay na sabihin niyang nagbibiro lang siya.Pero hindi.Tahimik lang siya.Mabigat ang expression ng mukha niya.“Log
The next morning started too quietly.No new headlines.No messages from Victor.No cryptic calls.Which meant one thing.They were planning something bigger.I sat in Logan’s penthouse kitchen, stirring coffee that had already gone cold.
The headlines hit before sunrise.LANGSTON GROUP FACES INTERNAL FRACTURECEO SURVIVES BOARD CHALLENGEMYSTERIOUS WOMAN AT CENTER OF CONTROVERSYI stared at my phone, jaw tight.“They didn’t waste time,” I muttered.Logan stood by the window of his penth
The call came at 2:13 AM.Logan’s phone vibrated once on the nightstand.He was awake before the second ring.Years of discipline.Years of enemies.I opened my eyes as he sat up.“You can answer it,” I murmured.He glanced at me brie







