LOGINThree days after the public reveal, the whole business world already knew my name.
Mrs. Hayes. It still felt strange hearing it. I was in Logan’s office again, reviewing documents he insisted I “learn.” Apparently, being his wife meant understanding the empire he built. “You’re distracted,” he said without looking up from his laptop. “I’m bored,” I corrected. A faint smirk touched his lips. “You won’t be for long. There’s a gala tonight.” Of course there was. “And I have to go?” “You don’t have to,” he replied calmly. “But you will.” I rolled my eyes. “You really love deciding for me.” “I really love being right.” Arrogant. Infuriating. And somehow… magnetic. The gala was everything I expected — glittering chandeliers, expensive gowns, men in tailored suits discussing numbers that probably equaled entire countries’ GDP. Logan’s hand rested on my lower back the entire time. Not gripping. Just there. A reminder. “This is exhausting,” I muttered under my breath. “You’re doing fine,” he murmured close to my ear. “Smile less.” “What?” “I don’t like the way they’re looking at you.” I blinked. “Who?” “Every man in this room.” I almost laughed. “You’re being dramatic.” His jaw tightened slightly. “Am I?” Before I could respond, a voice interrupted. “Logan Hayes. Didn’t expect you to show up.” We both turned. Tall. Confident. Late twenties. Familiar smile. My heart skipped. “Ethan?” I breathed. He looked just as shocked. “Lila? What are you doing here?” The air shifted instantly. Logan’s hand stilled on my back. “You know each other?” Logan’s voice was smooth. Too smooth. “He’s my friend,” I answered quickly. “From college.” Ethan smiled warmly at me. “You disappeared. No calls. No replies.” “I’ve been busy.” “With him?” Ethan’s gaze flickered to Logan. Logan extended his hand first. “Logan Hayes.” Ethan shook it. “Ethan Carter.” The handshake lasted half a second too long. Two alpha personalities measuring each other. “I didn’t know you were married,” Ethan said casually, but his eyes were questioning me. “It was sudden,” I replied. “Clearly,” Logan added. The tension was thick enough to slice. “I was just telling Lila,” Ethan continued, “we should catch up sometime. Coffee. Like old times.” Silence. Logan’s thumb pressed slightly against my waist. Subtle. Possessive. “She won’t be available,” Logan said evenly. I stiffened. “Logan—” “My wife has a full schedule.” Ethan’s eyes narrowed slightly. “I wasn’t asking you.” That did it. The temperature between them dropped ten degrees. Logan smiled. But it wasn’t friendly. “You don’t ask what’s mine.” There it was again. Mine. Ethan looked at me. “You okay with that?” The question hit deeper than I expected. Was I? Logan’s hand slowly left my waist. Not because he didn’t want to hold me. Because he wanted to see what I’d say. I lifted my chin slightly. “I can decide for myself.” Ethan nodded once. “Good.” Logan’s expression didn’t change. But his eyes darkened. “Enjoy the evening,” Ethan said before walking away. The ride home was silent. Too silent. I stared out the window, feeling the tension radiating from Logan beside me. “You smiled at him,” he said finally. “What?” “You smiled at him.” “It’s called being polite.” “It wasn’t polite.” I turned to face him. “You’re being unreasonable.” His jaw ticked. “You think I didn’t see the way he looked at you?” “So what if he did?” The car stopped at a red light. Logan turned his head slowly. “Because he looked at you like he still has a chance.” My breath caught. “And that bothers you?” I challenged. The light turned green, but he didn’t move immediately. “Yes.” The honesty surprised me again. “Why?” I pressed. His voice dropped lower. “Because I don’t compete.” The car moved again. “I eliminate doubt.” That should have scared me. Instead, my pulse quickened. “You don’t own me,” I whispered. Silence. When we reached the penthouse, he stepped out first, walking ahead of me. For the first time since I met him, he looked… angry. Controlled. But angry. Inside, he loosened his tie sharply. “You want coffee with him?” he asked without looking at me. “That’s not the point.” “Answer me.” “Maybe.” The word slipped out before I could stop it. Big mistake. He turned. Fast. Two steps and he was in front of me. Not touching. Just towering. “You’re testing me,” he said quietly. “No. I’m setting boundaries.” “Boundaries?” A humorless laugh left him. “You signed a contract.” “Yes. A business contract. Not ownership papers.” His eyes burned into mine. “I don’t need paper to claim what I want.” The intensity in his voice made my stomach flip. “Then what do you need?” I challenged softly. He stepped closer. Close enough that I could feel his warmth. “Your choice.” The answer stunned me. “What?” “You think I don’t know I can’t force you?” he continued, voice lower now. “If you wanted to walk away… you’d find a way.” “Would I?” His gaze sharpened. “If you choose him,” he said carefully, “I won’t stop you.” That was new. That was different. “But understand this,” he added. His hand lifted slowly, brushing lightly against my jaw. “If you stay… I won’t hold back.” My breath hitched. “Hold back from what?” “From wanting you.” The words settled between us. Heavy. Real. This wasn’t about control anymore. It was something deeper. Darker. “You’re jealous,” I whispered. “Yes.” No hesitation. No pride swallowed. Just truth. And somehow that truth made my chest tighten. “I don’t like sharing attention,” he admitted. “You don’t share anything.” “That’s correct.” Silence stretched between us again. Not angry now. Charged. I searched his face. For cracks. For weakness. And for the first time… I saw it. Fear. Not of Ethan. But of losing. “You really think I’d just leave?” I asked quietly. His jaw tightened slightly. “I don’t assume.” That was the closest he’d ever come to admitting vulnerability. I stepped back slightly. Giving us space. “I need air,” I murmured. He nodded once. “Take it.” No argument. No command. Just permission. As I walked toward the balcony, I felt his eyes on me. Not controlling. Watching. Waiting. And for the first time since signing that contract, I realized something dangerous. He wasn’t trying to cage me. He was trying to win me. And the worst part? I wasn’t sure who was winning anymore.Hindi ako agad umalis sa secured wing pagkatapos ng usapan naming iyon.Tahimik lang akong nakatayo habang si Vaughn ay nakatingin sa malayo, parang may sariling laban na nangyayari sa loob ng isip niya. Sa kabilang side ng glass rooms, tahimik din sina Elias at ang dalawang babae, pero ramdam ko pa rin ang bigat ng presensya nila. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mas mahirap tanggapin—yung katotohanang matagal na silang nakakulong rito, o yung realization na naniniwala talaga si Vaughn na iniligtas niya sila.At mas nakakagulo iyon kaysa dapat.Kasi kung masamang tao lang siya, mas madali sana.Mas madaling kamuhian.Mas madaling layuan.Pero hindi.May humanity pa rin sa kanya, kahit baluktot na ang paraan niya para protektahan iyon.At iyon ang pinaka delikadong klase ng tao.“Hindi ka dapat nandito.”Napalingon ako kay Vaughn.Tahimik ang boses niya, pero hindi malamig tulad kanina.“Too late,” sagot ko.Bahagya siyang napailing.“You don’t understand what happens to people once they be
Hindi ako agad nagsalita pagkatapos marinig ang pakiusap ng babae.Parang bumigat bigla ang buong paligid. Yung sterile na hangin sa room, yung malamig na ilaw sa kisame, pati yung tunog ng mahinang paghinga ng mga taong matagal nang nawalan ng normal na buhay—lahat iyon nagsimulang dumikit sa balat ko na parang hindi ko na kayang alisin.“Please… don’t leave us here.”Paulit-ulit iyong umalingawngaw sa isip ko habang nakatayo ako sa harap ng salamin.Hindi ko alam ang pangalan nila.Hindi ko alam kung ano ang nakita nila.Pero alam kong totoo ang takot nila.At mas nakakagalit iyon dahil habang tumatagal, mas naiintindihan kong hindi sila simpleng bihag lang. Mga taong nahuli sa maling lugar, maling oras, at maling mundo.Napahigpit ang panga ko habang lumilingon kay Vaughn.“At hanggang kailan mo balak gawin ito?”Tahimik siya.Hindi siya defensive.Hindi rin siya guilty.Parang matagal na niyang tinanggap ang bigat ng sarili niyang desisyon.“Hanggang maging safe sila,” sagot niya.
Hindi siya agad nagsalita pagkatapos naming marinig ulit ang mahinang iyak mula sa kabilang side ng wall.Tahimik lang siya habang nakatingin sa akin, parang sinusukat kung gaano karami ang naiintindihan ko at kung gaano pa karami ang kaya kong malaman bago tuluyang magbago ang tingin ko sa kanya.Pero huli na para doon.May nagbago na.Hindi ko pa alam ang buong katotohanan, pero sapat na ang narinig ko para maintindihan na hindi lang ito tungkol sa kapangyarihan, business, o obsession. May mas madilim na bahagi ang lugar na ito, at kahit anong pilit niyang itago, hindi na niya maibabalik ang ignorance na meron ako noon.“Go back to your room.”Mas mababa ang boses niya ngayon. Hindi galit. Hindi rin commanding tulad ng dati. Pero mas mabigat.Umiling ako.“No.”Lumamig ang expression niya.“Lila.”“Who are they?”Tahimik siya.“At bakit may nakakulong dito?”Walang sagot.Mas lalo akong nainis.“You expect me to stay calm after hearing that?”“You’re safer not knowing.”Napatawa ako
Hindi siya umalis agad pagkatapos ng huli naming usapan.Nakatayo lang siya sa gitna ng kwarto, tahimik, habang ako naman ay nakaupo sa gilid ng kama na parang wala akong pakialam sa bigat ng tingin niya. Pero ramdam ko iyon. Ramdam ko kung paano niya sinusubukang basahin kung hanggang saan na ba talaga ang alam ko, kung gaano na karami ang napapansin ko, at higit sa lahat, kung gaano na ako kalapit sa puntong hindi na niya kayang kontrolin.“You’re pushing too far,” sabi niya sa wakas.Hindi mataas ang boses niya. Hindi galit. Pero mas delikado iyon kaysa sigaw.Tumingin ako diretso sa kanya.“And yet,” sagot ko nang kalmado, “you still keep letting me.”Sandaling katahimikan ang namagitan sa amin. Hindi siya gumalaw. Hindi rin ako. Pero pakiramdam ko parang may invisible na laban sa pagitan naming dalawa—isang laro kung saan walang gustong unang umatras.“You think this place is the problem,” sabi niya pagkatapos ng ilang segundo.Napataas bahagya ang kilay ko.“Isn’t it?”Umiling s
Hindi ako agad bumalik sa kwarto pagkatapos ng huling pag-uusap namin ni Vaughn.Kung dati, instinct ko ang umatras at mag-isip sa isang lugar na kontrolado ko, ngayon mas pinili kong manatili sa labas. Hindi dahil mas safe—kundi dahil mas marami akong nakikita. At kung may isang bagay na kailangan ko ngayon, iyon ay impormasyon. Hindi lakas. Hindi bilis. Kundi malinaw na pag-unawa kung saan ako dapat tumama.Naglakad ako pabalik sa main hall na parang wala lang, parang routine na ito. Walang nagtanong, walang pumigil, pero ramdam ko ang mga mata. Hindi ko kailangang tumingin para malaman kung nasaan sila. Naroon lang sila sa gilid ng paningin ko—mga guard na kunwari ay relaxed, pero ang kamay malapit sa armas, ang katawan laging handa sa galaw.Hindi sila ang problema.Hindi rin ang pader.Hindi rin ang gate.Ang problema ay kung paano gumagalaw ang lahat bilang isang system.At doon ako nakatutok.Umupo ako sa couch na nakaharap sa glass wall at kunwaring nagrerelax, pero ang totoo,
Hindi ako tumakbo.Hindi ako nagmadali.At lalong hindi ako nagpakita ng kahit anong excitement sa bagong “freedom” na ibinigay niya.Kung may isang bagay na natutunan ko kay Vaughn, iyon ay ito—every reaction is information. At kung masyado akong obvious, mas lalo lang niyang mapapatunayan na tama ang pagbasa niya sa akin.Kaya habang naglalakad ako sa hallway na dati kong tinitingnan lang mula sa loob ng kwarto, pinili kong maging steady. Hindi mabilis, hindi rin mabagal. Parang matagal ko nang ginagawa ito. Parang wala lang.Pero sa loob ko, bawat detalye pinipili kong tandaan.Ang distansya ng bawat pinto.Ang pagitan ng mga ilaw.Ang tunog ng sapatos ng mga guard sa sahig.Ang paraan ng paglingon nila kapag dumadaan ako.Hindi sila relaxed.Hindi rin sila agresibo.Alert sila—pero hindi para pigilan ako.Para obserbahan.At iyon ang pinaka importante.Pagdating ko sa dulo ng hallway, may dalawang direksyon—isang pababa, at isang papunta sa mas maliwanag na bahagi ng compound. Hin







