~Serena~
Werewolves live and hunt in packs, and when a member is sentenced to exile, they become rogue, destined to live and die alone. I can consider myself a rogue now, except I am wolfless. This rogue would recognize me as a human with the scent of a wolf from Embercrest. His enemy.
As the alpha’s only child, I was taught self-defense at an early age, but I never needed to use these skills outside of sparring or training.
Heart lodged in my throat, and I pressed my back against the tree as a rogue emerged from the bushes before me. Barely skin, fur, and bones, its mud-matted brown fur clung to its body like a second skin. Hunger gleamed in its eyes, seeing me as its first meal after famine. Baring its teeth, it snarled and crouched, leaping in my direction. Its movement was unsteady and slow.
I jumped out of my hiding spot, rolling away from the rogue as its body slammed into the tree with a loud thud. It hissed, shaking its head to gain his balance, locking eyes with me as I stood. Taking a defensive stance, I was ready to fight the rogue as it crouched again, anger oozing from its eyes for missing me on its first attack. Frustration grew in his eyes at hyper speed. The rogue became increasingly agitated as it salivated. It would do anything to have its meal.
It leaped into the air with a loud snarl, ready to sink its canine into my flesh, but a gray wolf appeared out of nowhere, tackling the rogue down. They grappled to the ground in a flurry of fur, snapping teeth and snarls for a second until one of them was standing over the other’s mutilated body.
Swallowing hard, I locked eyes with the gray wolf. Recognition hit me like a tidal wave.
Lia.
Willowy mist billowed from the gray wolf as it shifted to its human form. My best friend smiled, rising proudly clothed in only her porcelain skin.
“Miss me?” she murmured, frowning when she realized there was blood dripping from her mouth. She spit the rogue’s blood and grimaced, kicking the rogue’s body. “Stinky piece of shit!”
“Why are you here?” my tone was anything but grateful.
“Wow. Thank you too for saving me, Lia!” sarcasm dripped from her tone.
As shifters, nudity was nothing new to our kind. Lia was confident in her own skin. She skirted past me towards the tree a few feet from where I was hiding, emerging dressed in the same clothes she wore on the drive to the border.
I glowered. “Were you following me?”
She hummed. “For a reason.” She looked at the rogue’s body with disgust. “These woods are filled with these filthy creatures, princess.”
She only calls me that when we’re alone, when she’s trying to piss me off or when she’s mad.
Bothered by her confession, I grabbed Lia’s arm as she tried to walk past me. “What are you doing here, Lia? You’re not supposed to be here. You’re not supposed to be helping me!”
She slanted her eyes at me, snatching her arm back. “Saving your stubborn ass, that’s what I am doing. If you only begged for forgiveness, we wouldn’t be here!”
These past seven days had been freaking excruciating. Oliver tried to kill me, and I killed him instead, turning me into a murderer my pack despised. My husband exiled me from my pack, and here comes Lia blabbing bullshit about what I should and shouldn’t have done.
Lips pursed, I pushed her away and stomped in the direction of the river. “I don’t need your saving.”
“He put his life on the line for you, Serena,” Lia murmured. Her accusing tone made me halt on my steps.
I heard whispers at school about Lia’s liking on Declan. They were friends before they even came to our pack, so I paid no mind to those rumors. I was too blind to see how she’d always taken his side, how she’d follow him everywhere like a lost puppy, doing whatever Declan did, and how she held back her tears when I told her Declan asked me to marry him.
“Nobody asked him to do that,” I said and continued walking.
Lia grabbed my arm, her fingernails digging into my skin. “Have you no heart, Serena?” Her lack of credence shouldn’t surprise me anymore. “You killed Alpha Oliver, Declan’s grandfather, but he still showed you mercy. Why did you have to be so fucking proud?”
I glared at her. “I would never beg for doing something I don’t regret! Why don’t you ask me why I killed Oliver?”
Her silence was a bucket of ice-cold water dumped over my head. She looked away, nibbling her lower lip. “You know. You know Oliver tried to kill me…” my last sentence was barely audible. Truth sucker punched me in the face as realization dawned on me. “Declan… he knew?”
Lia pursed her lips.
The ground beneath my feet turned into marshmallows. Lightheaded, I backed up to the nearest tree, leaning back on it, plonking onto the ground.
“How?” I asked.
The morning after our wedding, Declan had to take care of a security breach on the south border. Oliver sent one of his men to fetch me from the mansion. Although I detested Oliver, I felt the need to speak with him since Declan and I were already married.
In his office, he offered a toast to celebrate our family’s union. Then he started blabbing about how great my father was. Everything was going smoothly. I almost fell for his friendly facade until he mentioned things about the accident he shouldn’t know. Things only the people who were with him that night should know.
Anger clouded my judgment. I’ve had my suspicions that Oliver was behind my father’s accident, and that conversation proved me right.
All I saw was red. He had two of his men inside the office. They outnumbered me, but I was so mad after learning how he staged my father’s accident. What followed was a total blur. I didn’t even know how I overpowered them.
The next thing I knew, there was blood in my hands, and Oliver’s lifeless body lay before my feet.
“Declan was adamant you’d take Oliver’s life without reason. He tortured Oliver’s men until one of them confessed to Oliver’s plan of trying to kill you and killing your father.”
Tears blurred my sight as I looked up at Lia. “But he still sentenced me to exile after he learned that? I had reasons to kill that son of a bitch!”
“He was protecting you, Serena,” Lia sighed. “Can’t you see? This was also hard for Declan. Oliver was a well-loved Alpha. His people would’ve tried to kill you the moment they got a chance. This was the only way he could protect you.”
“By stripping me of my rights! By exiling me from my pack!” I cried. Knowing the truth only pushed the dagger lodged in my throat deeper. “Embercrest is mine, Lia. It’s my home. I am the Luna of that pack. It’s not Declan’s. It’s mine!”
“Serena…”
I wiped my tears, rising to my feet.
“Did he send you here?” Lia nodded. “What were his instructions?”
Lia was thoughtful for a beat, choosing her words carefully. “There’s someone in the City of Brille who will help you start a new life.” My mind was in a muddled state. I struggle to understand what Declan had in mind that would be better than giving me back my pack. “You’ll have a new name, a new identity, and Declan will come find you once things settle down in Embercrest.”
I don’t know if I should laugh or cry, or pull my hair from my scalp with this information overload. How the fuck did I end up in this situation? A chuckle fell from my lips, turning into laughter, ringing through the stillness under the forest canopy.
Lia stared at me as though I lost a screw in the head.
“He had it all figured out, didn’t he?” I caught my breath, shaking my head. “He thought I would just bow down to his feet and thank him for giving me a new name, a new identity?
“He planned it all out for you. He had connections outside Embercrest. This was the only way he could protect you.”
“Well, newsflash, Lia. I am already dead! There is no saving me. I had nothing left. They took everything from me!” tears welled in my eyes as I glared at my best friend.
She lowered her eyes, shoving her hand in her jacket pocket. Of all people, she understood how it feels to be orphaned and be left with nothing but a gaping hole in your chest.
“You still have me, Serena…” Lia stared into my eyes, a turmoil swirling in them. “I will be there with you. I will leave everything behind so you won’t feel alone.”
I shook my head. “It’s too late. I don’t need you or Declan’s help.”
“Serena… don’t be like this-”
“You will be a constant reminder of Declan’s betrayal, Lia. I don’t fucking want you!” I cut her off. She staggered back, burned by the searing gaze I pinned her with. “If you are truly my friend, I have one request from you.”
Pain glazed her eyes, but she nodded at me.
Reaching around the back of my neck, I unclasped the gold chain where my wedding ring hung like a pendant. I handed it to Lia. She accepted it with furrowed brows.
“Tell Declan I’m dead. Tell him the rogues got to me before you did.”
~Serena~“You need to save Oscar!” Todd screamed. “He’s burning alive!”“You want to burn with him?” I groaned, leveling him with a stare. His knees wobbled as he met my gaze. His reply was a shake of his head.“Then let’s go!” I dragged Todd out of the basement. For someone who sold drugs to teenagers and kidnapped girls from airports, he cared too much about Oscar. I guess even a guy like Todd had a heart.But after I saw those girls and Roan, I don’t have a heart to care for people like him, Hem, and Oscar. I’m no better than them. I’m a sinner, but if killing them will save girls from the fate Roan endured, then I will be the bad guy.Smoke had permeated the air, stinging my eyes as we got out of the basement. Todd coughed as he heaved fresh air. He slumped on the ground, misty-eyed as he watched the basement door vomit dark smoke. I could still hear Oscar’s cry for help below, begging for the pain to stop.My shoulders went stiff at the sound of light footsteps weaving through th
~Serena~I patiently waited until Declan’s retreating footsteps were out of my shifter's earshot. Bulky guy slumped on the cold basement floor before me, trembling with a broken nose and bloody face.“You killed him,” he croaked, his eyes blown wide with unfathomable fear as he absorbed the fate of his dead friend. “What… what are you?”I sneered at him and went towards his third companion, who was still unconscious. Bulky guy watched me with fearful eyes as I dragged the guy’s heavy body to where they had chained the three girls. The low light on the wall illuminated this guy’s face. In his late thirties, tattoos slithered from his worn-out shirt towards his hands and neck. He had long, messy, dark hair. A purple bruise from Declan’s hand decorated his forehead.Securing his hands on the shackles, I faced the bulky guy again.He clambered back against the wall, wishing those walls would swallow him up and save him from the horror of what I was about to do to him.“I’ll tell you anyth
~Declan~Serena’s response to my statement was a blank stare. She doesn’t believe me. Even if she had access to my emotions, she would never believe me.Pulling her arm from my grip, she slid out of the car and shut the door with a bang. The car rattled at the force of her annoyance. I inhaled a chunk of courage and followed her out of the car. In complete silence, we walked away from the bungalow. Her plan was to go on the back and find an entry there. We walked for a few minutes. Trees on the back of the houses loomed overhead. The sun had already set, and the temperature was slowly plummeting.We reached the back of the bungalow. Like our view from the car, there were no signs that someone was inside. Overgrown grass filled the backyard. Leaves had piled up before the back door. It seemed it hadn’t been opened in a long while.“There,” Serena pointed at the basement door slightly protruding from the ground.We were still at a safe distance from the house, but with our shifter sig
~Declan~She couldn’t hide the twinkle in her eyes or control the reddening of her cheeks. She bit her lower lip, then burst into a huge laughter. Our laughter filled the car. It was a melody I hadn’t heard in over half a decade. Lost in her glee, Serena shoved my shoulders like she used to do back in the day.“Oh, that was ages ago!” Then she pushed the mischievous strands of her hair out of her face, recovering from that flare of laughter. She cleared her throat, composing herself, as if she didn’t mean that joy to come out.“And you’re still using that line,” I murmured, my laughter toning down.“It worked on you and Spade,” she said. If she intended to kill the mood by mentioning that name, she succeeded. Just the thought of them together was a bucket of ice-cold water dumped over my head. “You and Spade, huh,” I said, that tandem leaving a bitter taste in my mouth.Serena’s laughter was history. “Yeah, me and Spade. Are you jealous?” she teased, sounding like Serena way back bef
~Declan~It was late afternoon by the time we reached the address Serena took from the convenience store’s office. Nestled in the outskirts of the city, a bungalow-type house with the backdrop of towering trees was directly at the spot where the phone's map blinks red.The neighborhood was quiet. There was about a ten-meter distance between units, and the multiple cars parked in front of each house made this place an odd residence for someone working at the convenience store. It was sketchy, and this nagging feeling in my chest intensified the longer we stayed here. The bungalow’s window curtains were drawn down. Overgrown bushes and dried leaves had piled up on the lawn. A black van parked in front of the closed garage was the only indication that someone could be inside that house.“How did you get this address?” I asked Serena. To keep a low profile, I parked two houses from our target location. She had been eerily silent since our conversation in front of the convenience store. H
~Declan~The car engine purred as I started the car. “Where to?”Serena doesn’t even bother buckling her seatbelt. “The convenience store,” she groaned out those words, as if I should understand where that was. Then it hit me. She wanted to go back to where I picked her up.“The convenience store? Why?” I probed.She blew out a hiss. “I need to check something.” I opened my mouth to fire up another question, but she silenced me with a sharp glare. “No more questions. Just drive… please.”I paused, studying her intently. That ‘please’ sounded like a plea, but her face told me she just said that so I would keep my mouth shut and put this car on the road.‘What was going on with her? Something shifted in Serena, but I couldn’t put my finger on it.’After giving her another once-over, I put the car into drive, and we drove back to the convenience store in silence. In the silence inside the car, her heartbeat and breathing were louder. Serena had been taking and blowing shallow breaths, th
~Declan~A tense silence swelled inside the room, Roan’s voice echoing in the emptiness, a church bell gong waking us from slacking on our investigation.Everything we knew about these people was all theories and assumptions. Roan was a breathing witness to what they were after—Shifter’s blood.It was puzzling. Why shifter’s blood? And all their victims didn’t have their wolves yet, and Roan wasn’t privy to the existence of werewolves, or if she was one.We’ve all fallen deep into our thoughts. Roan nibbled her lip and stared like a kid not knowing what to do next, waiting for the adults to guide her.“I can see what they had done to you, Roan.” Serena sounded as if she were talking to a wounded animal. “But I have to ask, how did you end up in that trailer?”I can sense Serena’s eagerness to sort this situation out, but she’s treading on shallow waters here. We still don’t know if Roan was human or a shifter.The wounded girl detached her gaze from Serena, looking anywhere but us as
~Declan~I’ve been with Serena since this morning and in that time frame, I figured out one thing. This version of her has a wall as high as Mt. Everest. It’s not gonna be an easy climb. I need crucial and intricate planning if I wanted to conquer her anger.I had changed strategies since university. Showing her I was on her side didn’t work, and protecting her didn’t work either. Even saving that girl didn’t shake her resolve. And now that I had confessed guilt for what happened five years ago, her anger only escalated.Serena stared at me, trying to decide whether to rip my head off or tear me apart limb from limb. She might not voice it out, but I could feel her desire to end me through the bond. She hasn’t decided yet. Maybe that’s a good thing. At least I still have time to fulfill my promise.“Declan,” Seth carefully stepped out of the house. He could feel the tension between Serena and me. “Heart, the girl is awake.”Serena pinned me with one more daggered glare, then she huffed
~Serena~Based on everyone’s reaction, Clint was the only one who didn’t know about my newfound connection to Declan. Alpha Seth and Jared clearly understood why a very cross alpha was descending the stairs, a lion eyeing its prey.Clint’s glamorous beta position was no match for Declan’s rights and power. Alpha Seth and I were the only ones who could keep our heads held high as Declan made his way to the living area. Jared and Clint had their heads hung low, a wolf’s nature in bowing down to an alpha.“She put my pack in danger, Alpha Declan,” Clint forced every word out. The veins on his hands and neck were ready to snap at any minute. “I was the one who lifted that girl from that reeking cot in that trailer truck. It was my decision to bring her inside the car, and I was the one who called Seth. If you want to blame someone, blame me.” I didn’t need Declan’s protection or his saving. For five years, I had been all by myself, fighting for my life each day, relying on no one.As De