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Is the pain after a break (up) and the strength of a relationship proportional?
I ponder at the question, painting my toe nails,three days after Nikhil decided we need to take a... break.
There's a bitter aftertaste in my mouth.
I let Whatever It Takes by ImagineDragons play in the background, conveniently ignoring the tap on my door.
I hum to the lyrics,getting up to iron my clothes for the day, ignoring the way my best friend is yelling from the other side.
"I'm fine. I'm alive",I yell back.
There's a pause, followed by a 'Fuck You'.
Good.
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