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EZRA The air still smelled like rain and crushed grass when Dorian finally helped me stand. Bad idea. My knees gave out instantly. “Whoa,” he caught me before I face-planted, one arm looping under my legs. “I can walk,” I said weakly. He raised an eyebrow. “You just tried. Results were… questionable.” I groaned. “You’re enjoying this.” “Maybe a little.” He adjusted me easily—like I weighed nothing—and started back toward the mansion. My face was buried in his shoulder, trying not to think about how warm he was or how my legs felt like overcooked noodles. “I told you not to run,” he murmured. “I wasn’t running, I was—” “Falling gracefully?” I smacked his shoulder. “You’re not funny.” “I’m hilarious.” He was still laughing when we reached the edge of the property. My ankle throbbed harder with every step. I hissed in pain. “Almost there,” he said, voice soft now. “You’re okay.” Except we weren’t. Because as soon as he stepped into the hallway, Genevieve appeared like some kind of Victorian ghost with perfect posture. “Father Dorian?” Her accent could slice glass. “What is the meaning of this?” I froze in his arms. She looked between us—me, disheveled and red-faced; him, sweaty. Perfect. Absolutely perfect. “I—he—uh—” Dorian didn’t even flinch. “I found Ezra outside, struggling to walk. Seems he twisted his ankle.” Her sharp eyes narrowed. “Twisted his ankle?” “Yes, ma’am,” he said smoothly. “He fell. I couldn’t just leave him there.” Her gaze dropped to my foot. The swelling was already visible. “Oh, heavens.” Her expression softened, slightly. “It does look painful. I’ll fetch ointment and a bandage.” “It’s late,” Dorian said quickly. “You should rest. I’ll take care of it.” “Are you sure, Father?” “Completely.” She hesitated, then nodded. “Very well. But do see that he elevates it.” “Yes, ma’am.” As soon as she walked away, we both exhaled at the same time. “Oh my God,” I muttered. “That was not funny. She almost caught us.” He smirked. “Caught us doing what? You falling into bushes?” I glared. “You know exactly what I mean.” His eyes glinted with amusement. “Relax, choir boy.” “Don’t call me that,” I hissed, hitting his chest. He carried me down the hall, the corners of his mouth twitching. “You’re lucky she didn’t ask more questions.” “She was seconds away from calling the police.” “She’s British, not dramatic.” “She’s both.” That earned a real laugh from him, low and rumbling. By the time we got to our room, I couldn’t hold it anymore—I started laughing too. It came out of nowhere, bubbling up until my sides hurt. “Stop—my ankle—” I wheezed. “You’re laughing now?” “It’s the pain. It’s making me delirious.” He set me gently on the bed and crouched down. “Let me see.” “It’s fine.” He gave me the priest look—the one that meant don’t argue with me. I sighed, propping my leg up. “Happy?” “Ecstatic.” His fingers brushed my ankle lightly, checking for the swelling. The warmth of his touch shot straight through me. I pretended to look away, focusing on the nightstand instead of the veins on his forearm. “You’re staring,” he said without looking up. “No, I’m not.” “You are.” “Maybe you should stop existing then.” He glanced up, eyes amused. “You first.” I threw a pillow at him. He caught it midair, smirking. “Don’t make me laugh, Father.” “Dorian.” “Right. Dorian.” My voice came out softer than I meant it to. He started wrapping my ankle gently, the room quiet except for our breathing. I watched him work—focused, careful, as if fixing a broken limb was part of his priestly duties. When he finished, he looked up. “There. Try not to injure yourself in the next twenty-four hours.” “No promises.” “Didn’t think so.” Silence stretched between us again, but this time it wasn’t awkward. Just… full. Warm. Then I said, “You realize if Genevieve comes back, she’s going to interrogate both of us?” He smiled faintly. “Then we’d better make sure our stories match.” “Our story being that I ‘fell.’” “Exactly.” “And not that I—” “Don’t finish that sentence,” he warned, though his lips curved. We stared at each other for a long moment—me sitting there like a mess, him kneeling in front of me, both of us trying not to laugh again. Finally, I said, “We’re terrible people.” “Undeniably.” I grinned. “At least we’re terrible together.” He chuckled, shaking his head. “Go to sleep, Ezra.” “Fine, Father.” “Dorian.” “Right. Dorian.” He stood, flicked off the lamp, and the room sank into quiet darkness. But even as I lay there pretending to sleep, I could still hear him moving around the room—and feel that stupid, giddy smile I couldn’t get rid of.CHAPTER 59EZRAThe moment we stepped out of the hall, everyone scattered like hungry pigeons.“I’m starving,” Lily whined, rubbing her stomach. “If I don’t eat soon, I’ll faint and they’ll have to drag my body across the stage for round two.”Jordan rolled her eyes. “You had breakfast, Lily.”“That was gum.”I laughed. “Same thing.”“Bite me,” she said, elbowing me.We found a small cafeteria near the venue, packed with other choir groups, everyone in their shiny robes and holy smiles. The smell of rice and fried chicken filled the air, and honestly, I could’ve kissed the chef right there.We managed to grab a table near the window. Ryan immediately ordered two plates like he hadn’t eaten in years.As we were eating, a tall guy from another table turned and smiled right at us — or more specifically, right at Lily.“Hey,” he said, walking over. He had that soft, easy charm — curly hair, dimples, voice like melted butter.“Uh, hi?” Lily blinked, caught off guard.“I just wanted to say,
CHAPTER 58EZRA Morning came too fast.My alarm buzzed at six and I wanted to throw it out the window. Lily’s voice floated through the corridor, loud as always, “Up, soldiers of the Lord!”I groaned, rolled off the bed, and started dressing. The uniform white shirt and black trousers were freshly pressed, but I felt like a zombie in church clothes.When I came out, the dining table was empty.No breakfast.Just a pile of gum packets and bottled water.“We’re not eating?” I asked, blinking.Jordan looked up from tying her shoelaces. “Genevieve said chewing gum keeps the voice warm.”Lily nodded enthusiastically. “Yup. Gum for breakfast. Michelin-star meal.”I muttered, “Great. We’ll all pass out before round one.”We loaded onto the bus, the morning sun too bright for my sleepy eyes. Everyone buzzed with nervous energy—laughing, whispering, praying. Genevieve stood in the aisle, prim as always, clutching her clipboard like it was the Bible itself.“Good morning, everyone,” she began,
CHAPTER 57EZRAThe night air was heavy—wet with the scent of rain and pine. I stepped outside, needing space.I wasn’t expecting to see the black sedan still parked at the end of the drive.My jaw tightened. Of course he hadn’t left.The door opened, and he stepped out.Adrian Cross.Expensive suit, perfect smile, the kind of man who thought the world bowed when he raised a brow.“Looking for me?” he asked lightly.I didn’t answer. My hands were already curling into fists in my pockets.He took a slow step closer. “Still as charming as ever, I see.”“What do you want, Adrian?” I said flatly. My voice came out low, colder than I intended.“Relax.” He lifted both hands, mocking peace. “Just thought I’d drop by and say hello. It’s been what—three years?”“Not long enough.”He smiled, that same arrogant curl of the mouth that used to make witnesses crumble. “You haven’t changed. Still pretending to be holy.”I ignored the jab. “Say what you came to say.”He circled me like a vulture. “Yo
CHAPTER 56EZRAThe air still smelled like rain and crushed grass when Dorian finally helped me stand.Bad idea.My knees gave out instantly.“Whoa,” he caught me before I face-planted, one arm looping under my legs.“I can walk,” I said weakly.He raised an eyebrow. “You just tried. Results were… questionable.”I groaned. “You’re enjoying this.”“Maybe a little.”He adjusted me easily—like I weighed nothing—and started back toward the mansion. My face was buried in his shoulder, trying not to think about how warm he was or how my legs felt like overcooked noodles.“I told you not to run,” he murmured.“I wasn’t running, I was—”“Falling gracefully?”I smacked his shoulder. “You’re not funny.”“I’m hilarious.”He was still laughing when we reached the edge of the property. My ankle throbbed harder with every step. I hissed in pain.“Almost there,” he said, voice soft now. “You’re okay.”Except we weren’t.Because as soon as he stepped into the hallway, Genevieve appeared like some kin
CHAPTER 55 EZRA Dorian's grip on my wrist was iron-tight, his fingers digging in like he was afraid I'd vanish if he let go. My heart hammered in my chest, a wild drumbeat echoing the chaos in my head. *What the hell are we doing?* But I didn't pull away. I couldn't. "You shouldn't have followed me," he growled low, his voice a rumble that sent shivers straight down my spine. But he was already moving, yanking me through the glass door and out into the night. The garden air hit me ,the scent of roses and damp earth filling my lungs. The mansion's bushes loomed like shadowy walls, thick and tangled, swallowing us whole as he dragged me deeper into the darkness. "Father—Dorian, wait—" I gasped, stumbling over roots and uneven ground, but he didn't slow. His hand slid from my wrist to my waist, pulling me flush against him for a split second before shoving me forward into the heart of the bush. Branches scratched at my arms, leaves rustling like whispers as we plunged into pitch
CHAPTER 54EZRAI swear I woke up feeling like I didn’t actually sleep. My body felt like jelly, my voice already tired from the endless singing that I just knew was waiting for me again today.Dorian was already up when I opened my eyes. He was buttoning his black priest shirt, the collar glinting white, the sleeves rolled a little. He looked holy. Holy and dangerous.My stomach flipped. “You’re dressed already?”He turned to me, smiling faintly. “You sleep like the dead.”I sat up, rubbing my face. “Maybe because someone made me stay up rehearsing runs in my head all night.”His eyebrow rose. “Oh? Runs?”I realized what I said and threw a pillow at him. “Shut up.”He laughed, actually laughed—deep and low. “Breakfast is in thirty minutes. Get dressed.”“Fine,” I muttered, but I couldn’t stop my smile.Breakfast was a noisy mess. Everyone talking at once, the clattering of spoons and plates echoing through the dining hall. Lily had already spilled juice before I even sat down.“Ezra!







