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EZRA The night air was heavy—wet with the scent of rain and pine. I stepped outside, needing space. I wasn’t expecting to see the black sedan still parked at the end of the drive. My jaw tightened. Of course he hadn’t left. The door opened, and he stepped out. Adrian Cross. Expensive suit, perfect smile, the kind of man who thought the world bowed when he raised a brow. “Looking for me?” he asked lightly. I didn’t answer. My hands were already curling into fists in my pockets. He took a slow step closer. “Still as charming as ever, I see.” “What do you want, Adrian?” I said flatly. My voice came out low, colder than I intended. “Relax.” He lifted both hands, mocking peace. “Just thought I’d drop by and say hello. It’s been what—three years?” “Not long enough.” He smiled, that same arrogant curl of the mouth that used to make witnesses crumble. “You haven’t changed. Still pretending to be holy.” I ignored the jab. “Say what you came to say.” He circled me like a vulture. “You really traded the courtroom for a collar. Interesting career choice.” “I’m not interested in your commentary.” “But you are interested in the boy, aren’t you?” My blood turned to ice. He smirked when I didn’t answer. “What’s his name again? Ezra, right? Pretty thing. Choir voice, wide eyes—” I moved before I thought. One second his mouth was running; the next, my fist met his face. The sound was sharp. Satisfying. He stumbled back, hand clutching his jaw, eyes wide with shock and dark amusement. “There he is,” he rasped. “There’s the man I remember.” “Leave him out of your mouth,” I said. My knuckles throbbed. “If you so much as look at him, I’ll—” “You’ll what?” he asked softly. “Sin again?” I took a step forward. He didn’t. “I’d kill you,” I said simply. He laughed—a low, broken sound. “That temper will destroy you, Dorian. It always does.” I turned away before I could do something worse. “Get out.” Behind me, his voice floated, still smug even with blood on his lip. “I’ll be seeing you around, Father.” I didn’t respond. The door slammed behind me harder than I meant it to. Inside, the air felt different—quieter. I found Ezra already asleep on the couch, a blanket pulled halfway up his body. His face was soft, peaceful in a way I’d never seen before. The anger in me twisted, turned into something else entirely. Possessive. Dangerous. I crouched beside him, brushing a strand of hair from his forehead. My hand lingered too long. He murmured in his sleep, turning toward me, and the ache in my chest was unbearable. Adrian’s words echoed in my head—pretty thing, wide eyes. No. He wasn’t Adrian’s anything. He was mine. The thought startled me. I wasn’t supposed to think like that. I was supposed to protect him, guide him, not— I exhaled slowly. It was already too late. I sat down beside him, the couch dipping under our weight. Carefully, I pulled him against me, his head resting on my chest. He didn’t wake, only sighed softly, curling closer. The storm outside started again, rain tapping against the windows. I stared into the darkness, still tasting blood on my tongue. Maybe I’d lost control tonight. Maybe I’d lose it again. But as long as Ezra was safe, I didn’t care. He was my undoing. And I wasn’t sure I wanted to be saved.CHAPTER 59EZRAThe moment we stepped out of the hall, everyone scattered like hungry pigeons.“I’m starving,” Lily whined, rubbing her stomach. “If I don’t eat soon, I’ll faint and they’ll have to drag my body across the stage for round two.”Jordan rolled her eyes. “You had breakfast, Lily.”“That was gum.”I laughed. “Same thing.”“Bite me,” she said, elbowing me.We found a small cafeteria near the venue, packed with other choir groups, everyone in their shiny robes and holy smiles. The smell of rice and fried chicken filled the air, and honestly, I could’ve kissed the chef right there.We managed to grab a table near the window. Ryan immediately ordered two plates like he hadn’t eaten in years.As we were eating, a tall guy from another table turned and smiled right at us — or more specifically, right at Lily.“Hey,” he said, walking over. He had that soft, easy charm — curly hair, dimples, voice like melted butter.“Uh, hi?” Lily blinked, caught off guard.“I just wanted to say,
CHAPTER 58EZRA Morning came too fast.My alarm buzzed at six and I wanted to throw it out the window. Lily’s voice floated through the corridor, loud as always, “Up, soldiers of the Lord!”I groaned, rolled off the bed, and started dressing. The uniform white shirt and black trousers were freshly pressed, but I felt like a zombie in church clothes.When I came out, the dining table was empty.No breakfast.Just a pile of gum packets and bottled water.“We’re not eating?” I asked, blinking.Jordan looked up from tying her shoelaces. “Genevieve said chewing gum keeps the voice warm.”Lily nodded enthusiastically. “Yup. Gum for breakfast. Michelin-star meal.”I muttered, “Great. We’ll all pass out before round one.”We loaded onto the bus, the morning sun too bright for my sleepy eyes. Everyone buzzed with nervous energy—laughing, whispering, praying. Genevieve stood in the aisle, prim as always, clutching her clipboard like it was the Bible itself.“Good morning, everyone,” she began,
CHAPTER 57EZRAThe night air was heavy—wet with the scent of rain and pine. I stepped outside, needing space.I wasn’t expecting to see the black sedan still parked at the end of the drive.My jaw tightened. Of course he hadn’t left.The door opened, and he stepped out.Adrian Cross.Expensive suit, perfect smile, the kind of man who thought the world bowed when he raised a brow.“Looking for me?” he asked lightly.I didn’t answer. My hands were already curling into fists in my pockets.He took a slow step closer. “Still as charming as ever, I see.”“What do you want, Adrian?” I said flatly. My voice came out low, colder than I intended.“Relax.” He lifted both hands, mocking peace. “Just thought I’d drop by and say hello. It’s been what—three years?”“Not long enough.”He smiled, that same arrogant curl of the mouth that used to make witnesses crumble. “You haven’t changed. Still pretending to be holy.”I ignored the jab. “Say what you came to say.”He circled me like a vulture. “Yo
CHAPTER 56EZRAThe air still smelled like rain and crushed grass when Dorian finally helped me stand.Bad idea.My knees gave out instantly.“Whoa,” he caught me before I face-planted, one arm looping under my legs.“I can walk,” I said weakly.He raised an eyebrow. “You just tried. Results were… questionable.”I groaned. “You’re enjoying this.”“Maybe a little.”He adjusted me easily—like I weighed nothing—and started back toward the mansion. My face was buried in his shoulder, trying not to think about how warm he was or how my legs felt like overcooked noodles.“I told you not to run,” he murmured.“I wasn’t running, I was—”“Falling gracefully?”I smacked his shoulder. “You’re not funny.”“I’m hilarious.”He was still laughing when we reached the edge of the property. My ankle throbbed harder with every step. I hissed in pain.“Almost there,” he said, voice soft now. “You’re okay.”Except we weren’t.Because as soon as he stepped into the hallway, Genevieve appeared like some kin
CHAPTER 55 EZRA Dorian's grip on my wrist was iron-tight, his fingers digging in like he was afraid I'd vanish if he let go. My heart hammered in my chest, a wild drumbeat echoing the chaos in my head. *What the hell are we doing?* But I didn't pull away. I couldn't. "You shouldn't have followed me," he growled low, his voice a rumble that sent shivers straight down my spine. But he was already moving, yanking me through the glass door and out into the night. The garden air hit me ,the scent of roses and damp earth filling my lungs. The mansion's bushes loomed like shadowy walls, thick and tangled, swallowing us whole as he dragged me deeper into the darkness. "Father—Dorian, wait—" I gasped, stumbling over roots and uneven ground, but he didn't slow. His hand slid from my wrist to my waist, pulling me flush against him for a split second before shoving me forward into the heart of the bush. Branches scratched at my arms, leaves rustling like whispers as we plunged into pitch
CHAPTER 54EZRAI swear I woke up feeling like I didn’t actually sleep. My body felt like jelly, my voice already tired from the endless singing that I just knew was waiting for me again today.Dorian was already up when I opened my eyes. He was buttoning his black priest shirt, the collar glinting white, the sleeves rolled a little. He looked holy. Holy and dangerous.My stomach flipped. “You’re dressed already?”He turned to me, smiling faintly. “You sleep like the dead.”I sat up, rubbing my face. “Maybe because someone made me stay up rehearsing runs in my head all night.”His eyebrow rose. “Oh? Runs?”I realized what I said and threw a pillow at him. “Shut up.”He laughed, actually laughed—deep and low. “Breakfast is in thirty minutes. Get dressed.”“Fine,” I muttered, but I couldn’t stop my smile.Breakfast was a noisy mess. Everyone talking at once, the clattering of spoons and plates echoing through the dining hall. Lily had already spilled juice before I even sat down.“Ezra!







